It was very rare for Randy to be up before me. I checked my phone, it was 7am and Randy had already left out. I laid there for a bit longer deep in thought when I began to feel nauseous. I ran to the bathroom and made it to the toilet just in time. I've been trying to ignore this feeling for a few weeks now however I can't seem to shake it. Being pregnant was the last thing on my mind but the first possibility I wanted to eliminate. I went back into Randy's room and got my things. "Where are you going?" He scared the hell out of me; I was in such a hurry I didn't realize he had come to the doorway and that he drove last night. He asked me why I was in such a hurry, I responded instantly with it being work related cause I knew he wouldn't question me further. He turned on his stereo and we headed out. The ride to my place was pretty chill I think we were both recovering from last night, I must say it was definitely a night to remember all the way around. I asked Randy if he could stop at the Family Dollar up the street from my house, crazy I felt myself getting nervous as we pulled into the parking lot but knew not to show it. I let him know I would be right back that I needed to grab some coffee creamer and paper towels. The good thing is that this was true, and he knows I'm a stickler about certain things being in the house. I ran in and grabbed what I told Randy I was coming for and a Clear Blue pregnancy test. Making my way to the counter I peeked outside at Randy he was sitting there looking so patient and serious. I got to the counter and let the cashier know not to place the test in the bag, instead he handed it to me, I slid it inside my jean jacket pocket and walked out the store. Randy had a questioning look on his face when I got back in the car, however, he didn't say anything. He pulled up to my house and as badly as I wanted to jump out of the car and take this test, I had to keep cool, so I didn't raise any flags of suspicion. We talked for a bit about our plans for the day and about everyday stuff. After sitting for a minute, I told him I needed to go in and get myself together to handle work stuff. The way he kissed me was like we would never see each other again. It was full of passion, love and desire I could feel it lighting my soul on fire. I hopped out and headed for my porch. He sat there just watching me, this made me worry a bit because why did he kiss me the way he just did, why is he watching me so heavily? As I made my way to the porch, I heard Randy call out "I love you Humble!" I damn near yelled "I love you too baby" he pulled away. I flew into the house and up the stairs luckily, I had to pee. My heart was racing a mile a minute, my hands were shaking, and my mind was chaotic. The test fell onto the floor once I finally got it open; I was shaking so badly I knocked it out of my own hand. After I finished peeing on the stick, I sat the test onto the table sitting on the side of the toilet and began to pray. Sitting with my eyes closed after my prayer I tried to find the courage to look at the test cause regardless of the results I would have to deal with it. I finally opened my eyes and without having to pick the test up I could see the message clear as day displayed across the little window "pregnant."