After a few days of being at my mom's I was able to clear my head and make some decisions that needed to be made years ago. It was time for me to pray up, get myself together mentally and emotionally, I had a baby coming and I see now that it's going to be a one woman's show. Still with no sign of Randy I decided it was time to let him go. He is probably somewhere thinking that he can give me an outlandish story how he always does, and we pick back up where we left off like nothing ever happened. Not this time, this time he lost me because this time not only did he ghost me, but he also left me alone with a baby.