Randy and I started the day off right, we woke up creating good laughs. The laughs we share are one of the main reasons why I love him so much and why this ghosting shit hurts so bad. I always beat him out of bed he's not much of a morning person. After we cracked a few jokes with each other I gave him a kiss and headed to the bathroom to start my morning routine. Once I had my shower water set to my preferred temperature, I pinned my hair back and got undressed. Admiring every inch of me, I smiled at myself in the mirror and blew me a kiss, something I do daily. Before getting into the shower, I opened the bathroom window because I hate sweating in the shower, I can tell today was going to be hot as hell. I stepped in and instantaneously the water relaxed my shoulders and my mind. I prayed, meditated and thought about the good love making from last night, it was always incredible. I showered for about 45 minutes and hopped out. I dried off and noticed the entire time I was smiling. Wrapping my towel around me I headed back to the bedroom. Randy was still asleep, at least that's what I thought. As I'm looking through my underwear drawer, I felt a breeze on my ass and the warmth from his hands caressing my thighs sent my body up in flames. The way he kissed my neck and lightly bit my shoulder made me moan lightly, lord have mercy what has this man done to me? He turned me around and kissed me light I was the last thing he would ever taste. My meow was waking up and the more we kissed the moister I got. I broke the kiss and worked my way down to his neck; it always turned me on when I heard him moan. I didn't waste any time I wanted him badly, grabbing his hand I led him to the bed, and we took each other to ecstasy. Afterwards we laid there laughing and talking making plans for the day, since we were both off from work, we decided to go out on the town and hang out. We both laid there a bit longer until we dozed off. Randy's alarm woke both of us up, he got dressed and headed to the door. I laid there for a while thinking about everything that was taking place in my life from work to personal but the thought that would not leave is Randy. I laid thinking about how wide open he has my nose and how he always has. I've always been a fool for this man, sad, isn't it? I didn't want to spend anymore time thinking about him though, so I decided to get up and get dressed and head outside. I stopped at the corner store by my house and grabbed my traffic snack, a lemonade and a bag of golden pretzels. I made a few store runs to grab a few things for the house and something to wear tonight, Randy and I were going to have a night out! I was singing my heart out to "Blow" by Beyonce when my phone rang. I was so happy to hear his voice, I love when Randy calls me out of nowhere just to check in. He called to solidify our plans for the evening and asked what our drink for the evening was, of course I told him silver Deleon. I was really looking forward to this evening, it was very well needed and who better to chill with other than him outside of my girls? Speaking of my girls, it was time to make a call. I called my homies Luxury, lovie and Carla to arrange brunch you know get the day started the right way. We agreed to meet at our spot a place called "Lucie's" where the food, music and men were all to my liking. Now I know you're probably thinking why am I concerned about other dudes when Randy is in the picture, let's just say Randy is here one minute and the next we're complete strangers. After leaving the pet store I met with the ladies for some good sex talk and drinks. They had a million questions about the scoop with me and Randy. Like my friends they gave me advice to be careful but have fun. Of course, they've been here every step of the way when he decides he wants to ghost me. We laughed and talked for a couple hours and parted ways. It always feels so good being with them. As I was leaving the restaurant I decided to stop at the liquor store to grab a bottle of White Zinfandel to get my evening started. I noticed though I was in the mood to cruise and listen to music, so I did just that, I still had time before I had to start getting ready for tonight. I drove for about an hour, no destination, just my music and thoughts. I started feeling a bit tired, so I headed home. Pulling up to the house I could see my neighbors outside kicking it. I love their vibes they knew how to have a good time and keep it drama free. Claudia, the lady of the house invited me over when she spotted me walking up the steps and as bad as I wanted to hang out, I knew I needed some rest for tonight so I could have a good time. Berry was sitting at the door waiting for me he's a German Shepard mixed with Akita Chow. I gave my big boy a hug and led him to the kitchen for chow time. After getting him situated I went upstairs to my room and flopped down on the bed and exhaled. Before I knew it, I felt myself dozing off and eventually drifted into a deep sleep. I must've been tired cause by the time I woke up it was 7 pm and I had 2 missed calls from Randy and a text message with him telling me he was on his way. I called to let him know I was just getting up and to let himself in. First things first I need to jump in the shower, I turned on my shower speaker and decided reggae was the mood. I twirled while I washed my body and the more, I thought about seeing Randy the more turnt and excited I got. After about 20 minutes in the water, I got out. I had my candles lit because for some reason they make me feel so sexy. I was oiling down when I got a nauseous feeling that came over me, I didn't think too much of it though and continued getting dressed. By 8:15 pm I was heading out the door and hopping in the car with my boo! Ahh it's such a vibe being with this man. I mean seriously even our disagreements are mellow, he's just not that type of man even when I try and make him to be. We decided we would stop at "Bob Joe's" for some take out, we didn't want to stay plated for too long instead we chose to grab our food to go so we could eat, vibe and ride, the absolute best! When I say we tore these Italian Beefs down that's what I mean. Tonight, Randy and I are locked in. I unbuckled my seatbelt and leaned over to kiss his neck. I placed my hand on his face while I gave him slow, light pecks on his cheek, I got the corner of his mouth with my last kiss. He turned and gave me a look that made me want to call it a night and climb in bed with him. He cut his eyes on the road, but lip locked with me for about 5 seconds and proceeded to focus on the road. I sat back in my seat and as I buckled my seatbelt I couldn't help but smile, Randy looked at me and we both laughed. It's bonding moments like this where we look at each other and without a word laughter finds us, like we see each other's thoughts clear as day. The playlist eventually changed we went from being live and dancing to slow jams and old schools. He grabbed my hand and on it he placed three kisses. I looked at him and blushed, I couldn't even help it. We had burned through time just soaking in each other's auras. Randy took the 53rd St exit which put us right in front of our favorite spot, "Glendale Lounge." We always had a time when we came here. The way he leaned in and pulled me close to him is like he couldn't wait to get the car in park to put his hands on me I'm all for it. We both wanted one another and the way we kissed and how long we went at it showed that. We finally pulled away just gazing into each other's eyes I wondered what he was thinking and that's when he reassured me that he still loves me and I gave him that same reassurance in return. You could hear the music from the parking lot me being me I hear the music I move my body along with the beat. Randy continues to walk but attention was fixed on me, he loves it when I dance. We walked inside and the atmosphere was exactly what we anticipated on; chilled there were people all throughout the place. The sofa was filled but not packed with people having a good time laughing and talking. The bar was perfect, not too many people occupied those seats tonight, everyone was very sociable. I love it here. My boo and I made our way to the bar. We both ordered the Vodka and Cranberry mines with an orange slice and two cherries. Boo-Daddy grabbed the tab, and we did our toast like we always do when we have a drink together. Working our way to our spot, we went all the way to the back and sat under the canopy where teal- and plum-colored pillows the size of human dog beds were set up along with a cute artificial bonfire as the center piece. He grabbed my hand as I lowered myself to the floor, it's the small things that makes me wild about this man. He can be so gentle with me and in the same breath breaks my heart. But I won't have those thoughts tonight we're on good terms and I need to soak this is because it's not no telling when I will stop hearing from him again. Randy sat behind me and laid me back onto his chest, wrapped his arms around me and just held me close, I'm almost 100 percent sure I melted. He began to follow the beat and swayed from side to side. I knew he wanted my affection when he kissed the top of my head. I turned my head to face him, and he looked at me for a moment then kissed me so passionately. I instantly surrendered to whatever he was demanding. That nauseous feeling arose again which caused me to pull away. He asked me, "was everything okay?" I kissed him light and answered with "yes." His face grew serious and questioning yet he didn't say a word, instead he pulled me into him and lifted my face with his hand under my chin and kissed me. I began to dance against him to feel his excitement. Love being under the canopy for privacy. The lights in here are turned off just the party lights which is even better. I put a little more umph into my thrush against him at that point his hands worked their way to my breasts squeezing and caressing them. He kissed me all over my chest. I could now feel what I was aiming for I stroked him through his pants he moaned. We pulled away and laughed about our risky yet spontaneous behavior. We danced for a while longer and headed back to the bar and this time we ordered Tito's double shots, four rounds back-to-back. I was feeling all types of good ways and the way he watched me move my body. I could never read his thoughts when I danced, he always looked so serious, but he never turned away. I wanted him badly. I twirled into him and got on my tippy toes to whisper in his ear "I need you on top of me." He immediately grabbed my hand, and we headed for the door. We started running to the car. Laughing nonstop. He opened my door and before I got in, he bent down and lightly bit my bottom lip while he slipped his hand under my dress. I grew weakened. I tried to hold my composure as he pleasured me in the parking lot. "I'm so in love with you," Randy said looking me in my eyes, I gazed back face full of pleasure. "I love you too Randy." He kissed me one last time and guided me into the car. He closed my door and stood there for a second looking at me. What was he thinking? He finally got into the car, and we headed back to his place. The night was beautiful so once we pulled up to his house, my boo opened his moon roof and we sat under the stars, holding hands in complete silence. "You ready, he asked breaking the silence?" We headed straight for his bedroom honey my body was in heat so there was no need to waste time!