The silence that followed Park Han's confession felt deafening. JL stood frozen, his heart hammering in his chest, yet no words came to him. He wanted to say something, but his mind was clouded, filled with too many emotions and thoughts.

A sudden thud broke the tension, pulling JL's attention away. His eyes darted toward the stairs, and instinctively, he and Park Han both moved toward the noise. It was a bottle of water-nothing more. No hidden message, no hidden meaning, no one.

Just an ordinary bottle lying on the ground.

---

Walking Home

The inter-school training had finally ended. The cool evening air brushed against JL's face as he walked side by side with Juwon. The streets were quieter than usual, and JL's steps felt heavy. Juwon, noticing the weight of JL's silence, tried to lighten the mood.

"Hey," Juwon said, nudging JL with his shoulder, "did you know if you keep frowning like that, you're going to age twenty years in one night?"

JL didn't smile, but he appreciated the attempt. He had always admired how Juwon could read the room without pushing too hard. Juwon had known him long enough to understand that JL didn't like talking about his feelings-not when it came to things like this.

"I'm fine," JL muttered, though his voice lacked conviction.

"You sure? You look like you're carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders," Juwon said, his tone light but knowing. "And don't try to tell me it's nothing. I've seen that look on your face before."

JL didn't respond right away. He had no answer. He was constantly struggling with a tug-of-war inside him-the fierce desire to push forward with his dream, to keep his focus sharp for the competition, while also feeling the soft pull of emotions he wasn't ready to face.

Juwon, sensing JL's hesitation, dropped it. He didn't press, didn't ask him to explain. Instead, he kept the mood light with his usual jokes and teasing.

"You know, I was just thinking..." Juwon began, "If we get a break from all the competition madness, I should take you to that new arcade I found. You've got to see it-there's a claw machine that practically guarantees you a stuffed animal. I'll even let you win this time."

JL managed a quiet chuckle at that. "You've been trying to win me that bear for months," he said, his voice softening, though his thoughts still lingered elsewhere.

"You're such a tough nut to crack, JL," Juwon grinned. "But I get it. I'm here if you want to talk, okay?"

JL nodded, grateful for the comfort Juwon offered, even if he couldn't put his thoughts into words yet.

"I need to sort this out myself", JL thought. "I can't drag anyone else into it. Not now. Not yet."

---

Yangyang's Apartment

When JL stepped into Yangyang's apartment, he felt home already, though it had been a while since JL had stayed here.

Yangyang's place was modern, fresh, and full of life. Yangyang's love for music filled every corner of the space. The walls were lined with records, guitars, and even some small, eclectic pieces of art that hinted at Yangyang's vibrant, creative side.

JL stepped inside, feeling the warmth of home settle over him. Yangyang had always promised that this would be his second home, a place where JL could feel at ease no matter what. And it had always been true, but tonight something felt different.

Yangyang was in the kitchen, humming along to a song as he prepared dinner. He didn't turn around immediately, but when he did, his eyes landed on JL with a knowing gaze.

"It's good to have you back," Yangyang said, his voice gentle but filled with warmth.

JL didn't answer immediately, instead removing his shoes and heading toward the living room. The familiarity of the space brought him some comfort, but also stirred up a sense of unease he couldn't quite place.

After a few moments, Yangyang joined him in the living room, sitting down beside him. He didn't push JL to speak, but there was a quiet, unspoken understanding in the air. Yangyang could tell something was wrong, and JL knew that.

"You know," Yangyang began casually, "I'm not one to pry, but this feels like the first time in a while you've decided to stay here instead of the dorms."

JL stiffened slightly, but he didn't pull away. I guess he knows something's up, he thought --"I don't want to burden him, but I need to talk. I need someone to hear me out".

"I've been thinking a lot," JL started quietly, his voice barely above a whisper. "About... everything. About the competition, about Chih En, Park Han, and-" He paused, the words feeling heavy in his mouth. "And about what I really want. I don't know what to do with all of it. I don't even know if I can do anything."

Yangyang listened silently, his presence calm and unwavering. He didn't rush JL. He didn't offer quick answers or empty reassurances. He simply allowed JL to speak, to let the words come out when JL was ready.

Finally, JL continued, his voice more broken than before. "I'm afraid that if I make the wrong choice, I'll hurt everyone around me. I just want to focus on the competition, but all of this is getting in the way."

Yangyang placed a hand on JL's shoulder, his touch firm yet comforting. "You don't have to have it all figured out right now, JL. Life's not about having the answers immediately. It's about learning as you go. And it's okay to feel conflicted. You're only human."

JL's heart felt lighter with each word, but there was still a weight. "I've been so focused on getting everything perfect that I forgot to just... be."

Yangyang gave a small chuckle. "Don't overthink things too much. You're not just some performer on a stage. You're my son, and you deserve to find peace in the chaos. Just listen to your heart, and everything will work out."

---

That night, as JL lay in bed, he felt the warmth of Yangyang's care wrap around him. Yangyang had tucked him in as if he were a child again, pulling the blankets up snugly and offering a soft,

"Goodnight, JL. I'm proud of you."

For a brief moment, JL allowed himself to feel like he wasn't carrying the world on his shoulders. He closed his eyes, the tension in his body slowly dissolving.

Yangyang's words echoed in his mind. It's okay not to have all the answers right now.

Maybe he didn't need to have everything figured out, and maybe it was okay to just rest for now...