You were always very strict with me and I hated you for it!

For many moons I despised you!

You guilt tripped me for existing!

You would shame me and still want perfection!

How do you reckon?

After all you put me through!

You were so strong, its like your scent came through and

I reeked of your criticism!

I have lost enough time bowing to your feet, fulfilling your every wish,

But I will no longer try as it will never be good enough!

You summon me and I am full of anxiety!

Who do you think you are?

You live in me not vice versa!

You more often than not took over and I did not even realize it!

I spent decades trying to figure out who you would want me to be?

You were so tunneled vision!

What you say, GO!

2025 was the best year for me!

Not only did I heal my nervous system, but I am also standing up to you!

And in doing so I learned to stand up to others!

I love you Ginsy, but you need to cut me some slack!

I have given it my best shot!

You should be proud as you were my only witness!

Its time we call a truce with one another!

count our losses and move on!

I love who you are for me and I would still require your infinite

psychological and legal wisdom from time to time!

But gone are the days where you dictated my every move!

Much Respect. For after all,

You are me and I you!

The D. F.