My name is alie,My name is allie.why doesn't that sound right.I waited 4 hours in that place and you never showed .I watched 6 trains load passengers and you never showed.why.I cried so hard wondering why.It was over.no more wondering no more waiting .I got on the last train and left and never looked back.i will forget you.as I stared out that train windows crying so hard I couldn't see but blurry anymore I wondered why.I loved you so much this was our chance .It was over .I'd never laugh with you laying in bed after a hot night I'd never feel that rush of us running to meet each other in those late nights.I loved you so much for so long it's all I new.whst now.all that's the over gone .what happend.I got off the train thinking what now I don't even know where I am.nightseast is what the sign said.where the fuckbam I. I GOT OFF AFTER RIDING THAT TRAIN FOR HOURS NOT KNOWING WELL ANYTHING.I was lost .I saw a small light that said hotel I walked over paid for a room well a cabin is what they looked like and I ran a bath and just cried.i came to the next morning confused.fuck this fuck this I give up .im going to stay here forever and just disappear myself like I never existed. I got dressed and went to take a look around my new life.what the fuck where am I .Nightseast.what the fuck.what was I doing.I went to take a look at my new home my new life .I saw a sign that said saloon omg had I stepped back to the old west lol.what have I done.I walked over to the SAloon my god it's like I stepped into the past the wild west days well here we go .I walked up to the doors I could here talking and laughing and then a gun shot.omg what the hell I peeked in and it was a old west where house.This is it my life now.I pushed open the doors and it fell silent.um hello im Allie I said.could you point me to the owner.they went back to laughing like they never even saw or heard me.Then she walked in .this blonde beauty. Wow she's amazing like time has frozen her.she walked over and stated im the owner series how ya doin.um im Allie was wondering if possibly you had any work.lol honey do you know where you are she said .yes nightstand the sign said .yes I understand the town but do you know my establishment. I'm sorry I responded.go upstairs tell bettie your new shell give you your room and set you up everything you make I get 50 half you good with that .yes mame I said .well go up find bettie.i walked towards the step got to the foot and swallowed hard.was I really gana do this be a whore.yes maybe I needed the adventure no I needed to forget who I was to forget everything so whatever .let's do this it's time to disappear just forget my entire life so whatever.