As I stare around this place while I wonder what happened.the people feel like one of those old time movies the one that's black and what and there's no sound j.they just don't make sense.imb46 years old and I feel like I just woke up and it just started. I don't remember anything in my life.the whole thing is just gone .what happened to my whole life.i walked to the door and just paused. My high school reunion part 2.all the people I knew I don't even recognize anymore.this town changed so much .when I was little about 15 we would meet at grave yard and talk about how we were gana run away all of us together anywhere but here and now we wish we had all never left but after everything we were pushed out this town when they cleaned it up.well got rid of all the trashy poor people.i wanted to be one of them so bad and I met the the one and only luv I ever had or wanted and of course he was poor and my family had money.but I would pretend I was poor too.my family I barely saw my parents the one high maintenence and always looked at in high society's. And the children well were never looked at u just stayed in background worried we would be seen or heard so when I ran off it didn't matter.until I met Shelton this sexy c rocky gentile boy.with big blue eyes .I was unloved from moment we met.and course my parents wouldn't have it.so we kept it secret our whole teen years.till Shelton suddenly got really sick and at 3 months before we were to finish high-school and run away he died.i list a piece of me with him and just kept saying no not me not my love my live my world and eventually dieing alone I lost my life no not me why.