Everyday feels amazing but then I remember. What can never be replaced only memories in my mind and photos in my album. Dreaming seems to be what helps me deal with this change. But I am still blessed and thankful so at least that still remains.
Til we meet again is all i say from morning until night . From the late night laughs and the early morning smiles before brushing our teeth. Breathe still hot ,eyes filled with crusties and can barely open. Shaking my head as tears roll down my face and my mouth quivers.
Still no real reason why but through out the day I cry. Wild how your all I ever known so still I tell you quietly in my mind until we meet again. Change comes with growth and with that being said everybody goes through cycles. When you become a certain age all things have to die maybe even you. Not you physically but the old ways that no longer fits.
Until we meet again don't be mad or sad just be happy one of us gets to go. Not the young and rebellious one and not the confused hard headed one . The one that had grown past all the hurt and pain , even some of the hardest lessons to learn. Its the one that made it to this level that I am at.
Until we meet again I say over and over again as I'm loading all these memories into this chest. Of course you'll get stored in the basement. These are war's we've survived and battles won , all the victories we share. Remember nothing is ever a mistake ,what happened had to happen in order to grow.
What seems to be the hardest thing to do is always the right thing. Be open to change so you are not in your own way.
