My son is 16 now the last time he seen him was 4 years ago.I still remember the day when he was dreaming for him as they took him off to jail for the second time.He lost what he deserved a father. A man to teach him how to be a man,how to fight how to talk to girls all that boy things they would do.He chose drugs and chasing women over him.His life was forever changed because of it.now all he had was me mom.years passed the older he got .he was picked on tormented all things just worse .we lost our home and all his siblings got split.well he is 16 did the best I could but was too late he missed all those fatherly things not to get back .sad really.life used to be perfect fishing trips.fun with the family holidays .everything changed even lost the taste .for everything once a perfict family and like is just a memory.years were dark one bad thing then another jut never ending .just sad one persons mistake changes so many lives.so many things in the world felt like they just stopped like time stopped and stayed on all the bad things then and to come .so many things can change so fast without want or desire.for awhile everything felt mindless without purpose like just didn't make since anymore .like we were walking in a living dream that was our world now .someone pinch me get me out .we lost everything even my taste.
