How do I move on when everything reminds me of you?
In my mind,
I still carry you in my arms,
You are still running around the house
and when you are tired, you lay down to rest on my lap
I still look at the ball you always love to play with
and when I clean the floor, you would always mess it up
The times when I find you sleeping on the most random spots in the house
It was funny
These were the memories playing in my mind while I was sitting
On the bathroom floor
I regretted looking at your eyes and seeing you were in pain
I knew, in that moment, that death is already holding your hand
The sound of the water on the sink covers the sound of my sorrow
I couldn't hide it anymore
I walked out of the door, you are gone.
You're just a memory now, a sweet memory.
My Orange Memory.