Man wakes up and feels like fuck. So tired of everything, everybody, and all life has brought in his way. The hard decisions he made, and all the sacrifices that never paid. The real truth is that everybody comes into our life to gain something. They might be straight or partial, but it doesn't come free. Just like the way you have to score good grades to impress your parents at school, if you don't give them the grades, they change their mind on you, because they are not gaining anything from you. A lot of things matters, a lot doesn't, but the fact that everyone comes into his life take what they want and moves on is the reason he is more sad. Being someone who like to predict the future outcome, he keeps thinking if one person want, will really be to stay with him forever, or at least anyone different that he will be with for life. Sex, money, help, impact, connection, influence. These are just a few among many, our greediness never ends till death. We keep wanting, demanding, and dreaming to be where we are not, not knowing if it's our place or our end. We wish to have what we don't, work on some. But we don't think of afterwards if we get that. We should stop wanting cause when we do get what we want we don't feel much better either, we just move to the next.
