Pain is a survival tool
Heartbreak.
I have never felt anything as torturous.
It’s there, like a weight on all of us. There’s nothing we can do to stop the feeling of the deep, broken and fragile pain that’s hidden inside our hearts.
It hurts. It hurts more than I thought it could.
Sometimes we don’t want to heal because pain is the last link to what we have lost.
Laying in an empty bed with thoughts rushing in and out. Trying to figure out what u did wrong. If it was your fault. At that time, I thought I knew who I was, an athlete and an outgoing fun person to be around but looking back, I realize that the pain and all those years of heartbreak and disappointment shaped me into who I am today.
I felt alone. I felt hopeless. I felt as if I was thrown off to the side. I felt completely and utterly unimportant.
I feel this burning sharp aching feeling in my stomach that makes me just wanna cry. It feels like somebody is stabbing me and the feeling radiates through my body as I try to calm down but as I try to move, my body throbs and weakens my strength leaving me to collapse.
He will never learn to love
He’s gone
He killed my happiness
It was brutal of him to force me into loving him when I was drowning in my thoughts thinking I wasn’t good enough.
He begged for my love as I gave it to him but the feelings I felt were unbothered
It felt like a knife in my hip. It stabbed and shattered my heart into tiny pieces.
He could have at least tried to make me feel better but instead he ripped my heart apart.
I was desperate to have someone acknowledge the pain I was enduring.
The pain in my voice shakes as I try to hold my self together
I need to let go of the pain that I feel but it hurts. I cannot let go I cannot do this anymore. It’s so painful and I’m tired. The pain is too much for me to handle.
Wanna know what hurts the most? It’s when you wanna heal from someone you once thought u would heal with.
I’m a failure
I’m useless
I’m hurt
I’m betrayed and lost but When everything hurts it’s hard for it to be fixed. I’m forever gonna say I got this even with tears in my eyes
Pretending everything is ok when it’s not.
I’m not just gonna wait for him I’m gonna wait until I’m healed but the heart has to hurt for you to be healed. There’s no belief, not anymore. Not unless you count my belief in pain.
Trying to breathe, to focus on something, anything. But the pain of my heart was too real to ignore. My heart had been broken.
I looked at the piles of my shattered, broken pieces of my heart, nothing would ever be the same. It never was. I just wished, with everything I had left, that life had a restart button.
Cry. Be sad. Feel the pain.
Let the pain devour you. Let it hurt you until you don’t feel it anymore.
My life had changed completely. I just wanted it to be the way it had been before, before I knew him. Before it hurt so much. . My heart felt so broken that I didn’t know if it would ever be possible to try to love anyone ever again.
Pain is the only thing I do believe in because I know I can survive.
But one day, I realised that things could change.
I’m not looking back, i survived my heartbreak I survived my own death I survived my pain.
Sometimes you have to let go even if it crushes you.
