I go on social media and I see so many happy people . Big homes , nice cars , well dressed and most importantly good jobs I can personally say I never have that experience at 15 I had my first child by 17 my second and 19 three by the age of 25 four children and now iam 42 with 7 children my oldest is 26 she live with me and she have a daughter my two older sons 24 and 22 live in Md with there father side of there family .Lets fast forward to now iam married I have my five children and one grandchild residing with me .I work as a certified medical assistant for pulmonary and critical care . Now everyday I work under doctors that barely know my name .I try my best to provide the best care to my patients each and everyday.My husband stay home and care for our baby that is 19 months why I work my butt off to try to pay bills .in May 2026 my car was totaled while parked and no one left a insurance card or anything .My insurance paid 8,700 which left me with a balance of 12,000 on a car I did not have gap to cover it’s now September and my struggles have gotten so hard that sometimes I can barely put food on the table .i have been renting cars just to get back and fourth to work .costing me my rent money .No matter what i go into work with a positive attitude each and every day .i pray all the time and I feel like god have been answering my prayers . Just last month I tried to pay my rent late and the management company not only took me to court for Aug the made me pay September and a extra 781.00 that I did not have with working pay check to pay check I take from myself to provide for my family .most people take for granted going on family trips and going out to eat but me our family have not had that in over a year.Me I be wishing that one day I can get my nails done nice or get my feet and hair done and just relax I do some much for everyone that I never I mean never do for myself I want to live stress free with out the daily emails from my property management company saying iam late which cost me a extra 200.00 I want to have my own car so I don’t have to pay 2,000 per month in rental cars just to go to a job that only notice me when something is wrong .for 6 weeks I have been going to work a hour early so I can get all of my work done because they fired my co worker and I been leaving a hour late when have four doctors and who I have been doing everything for while drinking Red Bulls just to have the energy .My supervisor walked in as she do once every week to pick and she called me in her office to say .Niesha last week you went down stairs to get cookies from the vending machine and one of the doctors was looking for you I need you to tell your team mates when you leave .Then she goes on and say and why are you always sitting upfront you never sit in the back now I know before you was not sitting in the back because your co worker tried to fight you but she is not here anymore then she had the nerve to ask me what do I have to say well iam a very honest person so I slowly responded no reason I just like to sit up front then she asked again and asked me to be honest I than responded well since Betty left I have been trying to do everything the providers ask of me even when there are other employees assigned to them they walk up to me and just hand me work and I do it so I go to the front so I can complete all there orders and scan them in the patient charts and document in the tracker .And yes I went to get a pack of cookies but my doctor and I did not have another patient for 30 mins it took me three minutes to come back so my question to you is who was the doctor and who was in the back because they could have just assisted him then there she sat looking crazy her words that came out I could not tell you all I know is I was thinking to myself if only she knew I did not eat the day before and all I could afford was the pack of cookies and I don’t sit in the back because the women are drama and all the doctors do is run me how could all this work get done if I cater to them mind you iam working all the orders while iam inbetween patients smh . My day was messed up I called my husband and asked him to pick me up by his self so I could cry and that’s what he did after my cry I got back into the car and I sent my supervisor a message letting her know that after our conversation in the office I felt like she never said anything to me about all the work I completed coming in early leaving late completing everything by myself she called me in the office to pick I told her it was not up for debate and I was not asking for a apology I needed the next day off to reset my Mind come to work with a positive attitude and professional
.I thought to my self God if only I could tell her the truth I had a eviction and the management company took most of my 5700 and said they did not get the last 400 from a church so the eviction still stood where do I go from here with hours left who can I call no one will accept me and my family to stay with them ……… to be continued
