Forever Loved

Forever Loved

Book 1

By Raven Mooncrest

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

©Raven Mooncrest

After being kicked out of my pack for disagreeing with the alpha, I find myself wondering in the woods in the middle of the night. The only light being flashes of lightning in the storm that is fast approaching. I knew I needed to find shelter, but when you are a rogue wolf, it’s not easy finding a new place to live, or even stay for the night.

The rain begins beating against my already sore body. I roam around trying to find somewhere to rest for the night. Suddenly I hear growls and footsteps approaching me. I stop, lowering my head to try to defend myself. A group of rogues encircle me. There are at least seven of them. Knowing I didn’t stand a chance, I lay on the ground.

“Who are you, young wolf?” I hear the most amazing voice; low, dark, and full of power.

“Please forgive me for my trespass. I was kicked out of my pack. So, I am but a rogue.” I respond.

“We are all rogues, what’s your name?” He reiterated.

“My name, Sir, is Aquilliya Moon. I beg your forgiveness. I mean no harm. Like I said, I just got kicked out of my pack.” I explain.

He laughs, “You wouldn’t stand a chance by yourself, welcome to the rogues of the west. I’m the current alpha. My name is Xaladin.”

Chapter 1:

(Earlier that day.)

Today is my birthday. My best friend is the alpha of the pack, but he’s changed since gaining power. I’m not sure I could call him my best friend anymore. I’ve heard stories about how he’s been sleeping with any female 16-18. I just turned 16 and I’m not sure the rumors are true, but I intend to find out. I have a summons with him over lunch. I’m a little nervous to be honest because of the rumors surrounding him. I’m sure he’s aware of them… but why hasn’t he put a stop to them? I ponder.

“Aquilliya, are you ready yet? We have to meet the alpha in less than an hour.” My mom hollers up the stairs.

“Just about ready.” I say looking at my reflection. My golden-brown skin shines with the blue velvet dress. My amethyst eyes glimmer in the light, and my red hair blazes like fire. I’m ready to go. I head downstairs, dress fitting just right at the top and flowing freely at the waist.

“You look ravishing, darling.” Mom says to me. “I can’t wait for the alpha to see what a woman you have become.

I smile at my mom knowing she only means well. It’s been three years since Michael has become the alpha. He’s now 21 and me a mere 16. He’s always been protective, chasing people off. He’s been like a normal girls dream, but not mine. He’s not my mate, but more like my brother, even though we aren’t really related.

“Thanks Mom. I know I’m pretty, but do I really need to look this good to meet the alpha? We’ve been friends for years. He doesn’t need to see me all dressed up.”

“Oh darling, it’s to show off your womanhood. You know he likes the ladies to look proper.”

“Mom… it’s just lunch.” I whine.

“Act your age, young lady.” Mom says sternly. Then smiles, “Hunny, please be at your best behavior. It’s a privilege to meet the alpha. It doesn’t matter if you used to be friends. What matters is that he’s the alpha and you need to respect him and his wishes. Even if he chooses to have relations with you. That’s an honor. I don’t like the idea but still he’s the alpha.”

“Yes Mom. I will do my best.” I say and she hugs me. I hug back. We head to the pack house where the alpha and his betas along with a few omegas live. We don’t live far as we are members of his pack. We arrive with 15 minutes left before the lunch.

I step out of the vehicle and to my surprise, Michael is there awaiting our arrival. He glides over and hugs me tight. He’s 6’3” and has bronze skin, black hair, and emerald, green eyes. He’s definitely handsome but I still see him like a brother. I can’t get over that.

“My, do you look absolutely gorgeous. You clean up well Miss Moon, and Mrs. Moon, you look delectable as well.” Michael says.

“So, about lunch, I’m starved. What’s on the menu?” I ask teasingly.

“Steak of course.” He says and then leans in, whispering, “With you as my dessert.” He teases.

I roll my eyes, and we head inside the pack house. We enjoy our steak and chat with one another.

“I’m so glad you joined me, but it’s getting late it’s time for dessert. Mrs. Moon could you leave us please. There is something special I want to do for Aquilliya.” Michael states.

“Of course. I’ll meet you at home dear.” My mom says and I give her a pleading look. I don’t want her to leave because I know what’s about to happen… he’s going to want to have sex, and I’m not ready for that especially with him. My mom just smiles and walks out.

“Now that we are alone… I want you. I have always loved to be around you. Be my Luna.” He says.

“I will not be your Luna. I’m too young and I’m not the right one for you. You have always been like a brother. I can’t see myself as anything more than a sister to you.” I explain calmly.

“But you are more than that. I want you to be my Luna. Honestly, I’ve wanted you for a long time.” Michael explains.

“If that were true you wouldn’t be fucking every girl between the ages of 16 and 18. You don’t care who it is as long as you get your release.” I steam.

“How can you say that?” he asks, looking hurt.

“It’s true, isn’t it? You having relations with them? If you really cared about other people’s feelings, you wouldn’t treat us she-wolves as a piece of ass to be tossed away after you’re done screwing them. It’s not right. No other alpha I have heard of does that kind of shit. I’m not EVER going to be a trophy for you to claim!” I shift, teeth bared. I have had it with his lies.

“I’m the Alpha, I can do as I please and who I please. If you won’t have me then you are hear by removed from our clan!” he yells shifting and baring his teeth as well.

I stare at him, testing to see if he’s being honest. Once he bites my calves and nips at my tail, I know he is serious. I turn and back away from him slowly at first. When I reach the door, I give him another look and he snaps his jaws at me, so I flee.

Chapter 2:

(Present.)

I stand up, rain still pouring down, beating my body. I nod at the so called alpha and he leads me and his pack of rogues to some nearby caves. We all walk in and shake the water off our fur. Some shift into humans and put on some pelt clothing. I look away.

“Aquilliya, come with me.” Xaladin orders.

“Yes, sir.” I say ears back in submission.

We walk towards the back of the cave where it looks like there is a desk and some pelts hanging on a line. I glance around even more, to see a bed. So, Mr. Alpha thinks he’s so much better than the rest of us. I think to myself.

“It’s not that I feel I am better than any of you. I have a bed in here in case someone needs medical attention. I sleep on the ground just like the rest of the pack.” He says.

“I’m sorry I didn’t think I said that aloud.” I say.

“You didn’t, but we of the western rogues have special abilities or rather we have adapted to being able to read people. That’s how we’ve survived this long. Tell me why you were forced out of your pack.”

“Sir…”

“Xaladin, please. No need for formalities when it’s just us. I am like that with all my wolves.” He states.

“Very well, Xaladin, I was kicked out because I didn’t agree with the alpha. As I said before.” I repeat.

“What was the disagreement?” He asks, ever so curiously.

“He… well… I… um… how do I put this…” I sigh then take a deep breath, “So weird telling someone I barely even know, but he wanted to force me into having sex with him as he does with all she-wolves ages 16-18. I didn’t agree with it so he told me to leave if I wouldn’t partake in it.”

He busts out laughing, “Seriously? He seriously kicked you out because you wouldn’t have relations with him? What kind of alpha is he? I mean it’s not uncommon that alphas do stuff like that but usually if they are told no, they move on.”

“What makes it worse is that I thought of him like a brother. He was always protective over me more than others, come to find out he only wanted me. We used to be friends.” I admit.

“Sounds like a lousy friendship.” Xaladin bluntly says.

“I thought he was more than that, but apparently, I was wrong. Do you have any more questions for me, or can I get some sleep? I’m exhausted and sore.” I inform.

“One more thing I want you to do.” He says.

“What’s that?” I say irritatingly.

“You will sleep in the bed tonight so I can keep an eye on you. I won’t let just anyone inside my pack of rogues. You must prove yourself. No running off, you will obey my orders, and we will find you clothes tomorrow.” He explains.

“I’m 16 and have no place to go. Why would I run away from a place that is giving me a roof over my head?” I argue.

He shifts though its dark, he looks well-toned. His hair is messy, but that’s all I can capture in the darkness of the cave. He puts on some leather clothing.

“Shift. I will give you one of my shirts to wear for the night.” He says, tossing me a lengthy leather shirt.

I shift and pull it over my head. It’s warm and smells of musky wood, leather, and campfires, just like him, minus the leather. He walks over to me holding out his hand. I look at him, still too dark to make out features, especially in human form. I take his hand and he leads me to the bed where I sit down, and he sits next to me. Silence surrounds us as the other wolves start to settle down for the night. A loud crack of thunder causes me to jump.

“It’s only thunder. Calm down. Don’t be afraid. I’m here.” Xaladin coos.

“Sorry, I’m not a huge fan of storms. They tend to freak me out a little bit.” I squirm.

“If you are that afraid perhaps, I should sleep on the floor next to the bed.” He chuckles.

“Or sleep next to me.” I say blushing, thankful for the darkness.

“That’s hardly appropriate. Your 16 and definitely a woman. A man should not lay in a bed with a woman unless they intend to become one flesh. Even I have boundaries.” He says cautiously, “However, if that’s the only way you will sleep, I suppose I can make an exception.”

“Are… are you still a virgin?” I ask curiously.

“Me?”  he shakes his head. “No, but I do respect women. I won’t touch you unless you ask me to.”

“You sure about that?” I ask.

“Not entirely. Even I make mistakes, however, if you tell me to stop, I will quit. I’m not about to rape someone especially someone so young. I’ve got a few years on you. I’d say about 10 years.” Xaladin says.

“You’re 26? You must know a few things then. I bet you’ve been around the block a few times.” I say smugly.

“I do know a thing or two, but I haven’t been ‘around the block’ as much as you think.” He explains.

A crack of thunder shakes the cave walls and I leap into Xaladin’s arms. He wraps his arms around me and pets my hair, which oddly calms me.

“I’m sorry. I’m not used to sleeping in a cave. I usually sleep in a house. Not that the sound of thunder is much different.” I whimper.

“Alright fine. We can share the bed tonight, but you need to face your fears. The thunder can’t hurt you, and the lightning won’t reach you here.”

I climb out of his lap and feel for the bed. Once I find it, I lay down in it and as he said he lays behind me close to the wall.

A low grumble comes from his chest, “You smell good enough to eat. Like apple pie and caramel glaze.”

I giggle. “I’ve never been told what I smell like but thanks. You smell like musky wood and campfires.”

“It sounds weird coming from a teen.” He mumbles.

“Well excuse me, I think you smell quite good it will help me relax and sleep. I love the smell of campfires. It reminds me of my childhood.” I say.

“You’re still a child.” He mutters.

“I’m not a child. I’m classified as an adult in my pa… my old pack.” I change my words, remembering I was kicked out.

“Shh, now get some sleep. It’s a long day tomorrow.” He says drifting off to sleep.

I sigh knowing I won’t be getting much sleep tonight. I lay there tossing and turning. He puts his arm around me as to stop me from moving. So, I just lay there staring at the roof of the cave in pitch blackness.

The next thing I notice is the sun creeping in the cave. It’s not as deep inside as I thought, but it’s still huge. I look to the so-called alpha. He’s got brownish blond hair about 6’ and muscular. He opens his eyes revealing stormy grey eyes. I turn away hiding my blush. He’s handsome alright.

“Did you sleep at all?” he asks me.

“I… don’t think I did. I couldn’t seem to fall asleep.” I respond slightly embarrassed.

He stretches and I glance over seeing his muscles rippling through his shirt. What’s with me? He’s so hot, but he’s so much older and way more experienced than me. I’d like to get to know him though.

“See something you like?” he smirks and flexes his muscles.

“I didn’t mean to stare. You’re just… um well… really strong.” I sheepishly giggle.

“I am an alpha. Born and bred.” He states.

“Then how’d you become a rogue?” I ask.

“That, my sweet little pup, is a story for another time. We have work to do.”

“Rogues work? I thought you did whatever you wanted aside from hunting.”

“We have to make our own clothing too, and you need some.” He says.

I simply nod.

“Do you know how to sew or anything?” he asks me.

I shake my head.

“You can talk to me you know.” He sighs, “Anyway I will show you how to make your own clothing, using the pelts we gather.”

“I can show her alpha.” A tall, beautiful woman comes over pelts in tow. She has long black hair and tan skin with brown eyes.

“Thanks Neavah, but I took her in its my responsibility to show her the ropes. She’ll learn from me. Seems she’s got the potential to become a Luna to someone and she needs to learn what is involved. Who better to show her than an alpha.” He smirks.

“Very well.” The woman says and walks away, leaving the pelts for us.

“You are going to teach me stuff?” I asked hopeful.

“I took you in, it’s only natural.” He explains.

The rest of the day he taught me how to make my own clothing and make food for the pack, as I’m the newcomer. We spend the entire day together getting to know one another. I realize that he’s exactly the kind of guy I’d want to be with. I don’t care about age. Call it a schoolgirl crush. Except I’m not in school. He is handsome and kind. Also, patient with me.

Time passes on and its nearing bedtime. I stretch and sit watching the sun go down. A smile creeps upon my lips.

“It’s beautiful, isn’t it?” I turn to see Xaladin holding 2 cups with steaming liquid. He smiles sweetly. “Care for some tea?”

“Uh, sure. Care to sit with me?” I ask in return.

“Absolutely.” He joins me on the edge of the cave, sitting close to me. “Hope you don’t mind the closeness, it’s kind of chilly out.”

I blush as he scoots closer to me handing me my cup, “Th… thanks.”

“You know, I’ve never had a she-wolf intrigue me as much as you do. You seemed so into learning like you had something to prove. We aren’t here to judge you. You are young, you shouldn’t worry about what others think of you.” He says.

“The only opinion that matters is yours.” I say without thinking. “Oops, I mean, um…”

He chuckles, “That is true in some cases. I am the alpha after all, but I don’t think it’s the way you meant it. Don’t worry about it. You like me. I’m not going to pretend I didn’t notice your glances.”

“I’m sorry, you probably think I’m nothing more than a silly teenager.” I bring my knees up to my chest staring into the cup.

“A silly teenager, maybe, but that’s not necessarily a bad thing.” Xaladin says finishing his tea. “It’s getting late we should probably go to bed.”

I glance up to see him staring out to the starlit sky. He glances back and I turn my attention to finishing my tea. Once I lower my cup, he reaches over to me, lifting my chin. I slam my eyes closed and he kisses my forehead. I was in shock, but happy. He stands and heads into the cave to sleep. I follow suit.

Chapter 3:

(Xaladin)

That girl makes me curious. Why would someone so young be interested in an old alpha? We are 10 years apart. I’m flattered though. She is cute at least. With her fiery red locks and her golden skin, but her eyes are the most beautiful amethyst color. She is gorgeous in the leather clothing she made herself today. It may have been a simple dress pattern, but it brings out her eyes and her hair in the light shines like a fire, blazing through the night. I can’t wait until tomorrow. I’m going to tell her that despite the fact that she’s so young… no I better not. I don’t want her getting her hopes up. We aren’t mates but that doesn’t mean we can’t have a little fun… but what if she finds her mate? What if I find mine? Will we be hurt?

“Alpha, you seem distracted.” My beta, Luke, comes over to me.

“Ah Luke, I’m fine. It’s just… Aquilliya has me thinking. She’s a bit young but she apparently likes me a lot. So, I was wondering what it would be like.” I respond.

“She’s way too young. She’s only 16, was it? You need to focus on finding a mate not toying around with a child.” Luke says.

“I’m not toying, but perhaps I am overthinking things. She’s a sweet girl and very beautiful, but I can’t let her looks alone determine if I want to be with her until I find my mate.” I state.

“You can’t be serious. She’s nice, but really needs to grow up some. However, you are the alpha I can’t make your decisions for you. I just think that’s a road you shouldn’t travel on. It’s probably full of traps. We don’t know her well enough yet.” Luke advises.

“Did you just come here to council me, Luke?” I ask impatiently.

“I’m just worried you are making a mistake. She’s young, we don’t know her, and if she isn’t your mate, than why are you trying to be so close to her?” Luke shows concern in his words.

“Luke, I’m not sleeping with the girl. Even I won’t cross that line. Not yet anyway. She needs someone to be there for her that won’t force her into a relationship. I’ve gone years without sex, I think I can manage a few more. Besides, I’m only testing the waters with her, seeing who she really is. If she’s honest and really did get kicked out, at least we would be able to trust her then.” I admit.

“Just be careful. You never know who might be after some rogues.” Luke says before excusing himself.

I know Luke means well, but there is something about this young wolf that I just can’t leave her alone. She needs me to be there for her. I think I might actually be interested in her. However, she is awful young for me, but maybe she can be my chosen mate rather than my actual mate. Besides I’m 26 and haven’t found my mate yet. I should have had a mate by 21. Before I got forced out of my previous pack. They weren’t happy how I ran things, kept calling me weak. They elected a different alpha, and he forced me out, without a challenge. I’d love to ruffle his fur. His name still leaves a sour taste in my mouth, Allistair.

***

(Aquilliya)

After having been embarrassed for getting caught, I lay on the floor in a darkened area where no one could see the tears fall. Its obvious that the alpha doesn’t share the same feelings I have. I mean, I don’t know if what I’m feeling is really true feelings or not. He is so handsome, and strong. What she-wolf wouldn’t admire such an Alpha? Every time I think of Xaladin I get all tingly feeling and want his touch. He isn’t my mate, but it’s a rare thing to find your true mate now days. When he kissed my forehead, I was so happy, but it’s kind of like a fatherly thing to do, right? Or maybe he does like me? I wish he’d have kissed my lips though.

A yawn escapes my lips. I close my eyes and fall into sleep.

***

I awaken with a moose pelt covering me up. I look around but see no one. Suddenly a scent hits my nose of musky wood and campfires. Xaladin. He must have covered me up last night… was I cold? A smile crept upon my lips. How sweet of him.

“You were shivering last night, so I covered you with my blanket.” Xaladin appears out of nowhere causing me to jump a little. He’s holding two glasses of what smells like coffee.

“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to have you give me your blanket. Weren’t you cold?” I ask as he hands me a cup. I smell it again before sipping it.

“I shifted into my wolf form, so I was plenty warm. You looked like you could use a blanket.” He smiles at me sitting next to me on the ground. “I thought some coffee would be good this morning, I hope you don’t mind it black. I don’t have any cream for it.”

“It’s fine, thank you, but where do you get the coffee?” I ask sipping it again.

“From the store not far. We sell our goods to earn a little money for the pack. We make many things. You, my dear, will learn them all eventually.” I blush when he calls me dear.

His storm-colored eyes pierce into my amethyst ones, then I look away, as to not be mesmerized by them. He sets his mug down and forces me to look at him once again. Before I knew what was going on our lips collide. His tongue was searching for entrance into my mouth, so I allowed it. It was my first kiss, and my cheeks burned with passion. I wanted more, but he pulls away leaving a lingering warmth on my lips.

I pant a little before asking, “What was that for?”

“You allowed it to happen. The way you looked at me, I simply couldn’t resist. Please forgive me.” He says now blushing in embarrassment.

“I thought I was too young for you?” I tease.

“Well, I don’t care what my beta says. I want to taste you, and I mean all of you. I have this strange hunger for you that I’ve never felt with anyone before, even though we aren’t mates. I felt it that night I saw you in the storm, wondering around looking for shelter. You were a damsel in distress, and I wanted to be your knight in shining armor. I can’t explain this feeling any other way.” He explains still blushing.

“I didn’t know you felt that way. I’m still only 16 and you said I was a child.” I pout.

“I said that because I didn’t want to feel for anyone. I can’t focus on the pack if I have a partner.” He states.

“But you can. You are an alpha… a mateless alpha. You need your Luna to be at full strength in the pack. If you don’t you can be overthrown. You know that the bond between two wolves is a power surge. However, if I’m not your mate, how can I be your Luna?”

“I don’t know what I want right now. This whole bond thing I apparently have with you is confusing. It’s not a mate bond by any means but its similar.”

“I… um… well… you see… I don’t know what to say.” I studder over my words.

“I say let’s go out tonight and get to know each other a little more. What do you say?” he asks smirking.

“I… sure. Okay. Tonight then.” I finish the bitter liquid and he takes my cup and kisses my forehead again.

I blow my bangs out of my eyes. I don’t understand him. One minute he’s all passionate with me and the next he’s acting like a father. Does he like me or not? He wants to go out tonight which is fine. I’m kind of excited, but what will we do?

(Xaladin)

I take hers and my cups into the makeshift kitchen and clean them up. I can’t believe I poured my feelings out to her. I mean what kind of guy does that when they have only known a person a couple of days? What’s wrong with me? Why does she hold so much power over me? What about her do I find I need? I can’t believe myself. Luke warned me to be careful and what do I do? I go and kiss her, and not just a peck but a deep kiss. God I’m losing my mind. Why is she special? I’ve been around several females in my past and not one of them has had this kind of effect on me.

“We caught this wolf spying on us in the woods, but the other one got away, I’m sorry Alpha.” Luke says throwing the blonde wolf down to the ground in front of me.

“Who are you and what is your purpose?”

“I’m not saying a word.” He spat at me.

“What is your purpose!” I use my alpha tone.

“You ain’t my alpha. It don’t work.” His gruff voice responds.

“Luke, kill him.” I say without hesitation. Luke shifts and goes for the throat squeezing so it’s hard for him to breathe. “I’ll ask one more time, who are you and what is your business with this pack?”

Luke loosens his hold enough for the wolf to speak. “You’ll have to kill me.” With that it was over as Luke snaps his neck.

Luke takes the limp body out of the cave as a display of what happens to spies. I don’t tolerate them. That’s when I saw the fear in her eyes.

***

(Michael)

“What do you mean they caught Keven? He’s the best of the bunch.” I say my anger showing full force.

“I’m sorry. I got away while they were attacking him.” The young wolf explains. “I’m sorry, but the chances he’s still alive are slim. Xaladin, the leader of the rogues is ruthless when it comes to spies. I’d be dead too if I hadn’t gotten away in time. It seems he and that woman you wanted have an interest in one another. I caught a glimpse of them kissing.”

“She will be mine. I won’t have it any other way.” I steam.

“But Sir, didn’t you kick her out? Why are you so caught up on her? She’s just some stupid she-wolf.” Kyle says.

I stare at him until he looks away, “Yes, I kicked her out, but that doesn’t mean I won’t have her. I want her back in this pack and I want her as my Luna. She isn’t just some dumb she-wolf. She’s been my best friend for years.”

“I’m sorry alpha but I don’t think Xaladin is just going to hand her over.” He states.

“Then I won’t give him a choice. I will force him to give her to me.” He says.

***

(Aquilliya)

When I see the alpha’s beta dragging out Keven, I was worried. Not so much afraid… well maybe a little bit, but not because they killed him. I was afraid that they might come for me again. I wouldn’t have it. I wasn’t going to become someone’s plaything.

“Aquilliya, I’m sorry, it had to be done…” Xaladin begins but I put my hand up stopping his words.

“What you do with spies isn’t my problem. Keven knew what he was getting involved in by doing so for Michael. I just don’t understand why they came here after kicking me out of the pack. It’s not like them.” I say.

“You knew that wolf?” Xaladin prudes.

“Unfortunately, he was the delta of the pack I came from. He was also a damn good spy. Michael, the alpha, always told me how Keven would be successful in his efforts, but why were they spying on us? And how many more are there?” I ask to no one in particular.

“Perhaps they saw something in you or are you a spy too?” the alpha presses on.

“I’m no spy.” I growl.

“Easy, just checking.” He saunters closer to me and lifts my face so that I’m looking into his gorgeous eyes. I begin to melt. He leans in and whispers, “I doubt someone that’s fallen for the alpha, could be a spy.”

I blush and turn my head away just for it to be brought back to his eyes and mouth. What a delicious looking mouth. Kiss me please.

“Alpha, I’ve taken care of the spy… am I interrupting?” Luke says.

“No.” he says at the same time I say yes. Then I blush again, and he releases me from his grip. “It turns out that they are from Aquilliya’s old pack. I’m guessing they want something only she can give.” He smirks at me before turning towards his beta. He’s tall, has light brown hair, not as built as Xaladin, but still pretty strong looking. His eyes are hazel colored and has tan skin.

“Like what? She’s a child, one I warned you against.” Luke says.

“Excuse me? You don’t know me. Don’t go judging me before you get to know me. I’m just as much as an adult as you are.” I growl.

“Mind your place, little omega.” Luke growls back.

“I’m not an omega. My family was as high rank as you are, dumb wolf.” I snap.

“ENOUGH!” Xaladin yells and we both look down. “Luke apologize now!”

“I’m sorry.” His beta says, turning and walking out of the room.

I sigh, “Sorry. He ruffles my fur. Always judging me and doesn’t even know a lick about me.”

“He’s just trying to be protective of his alpha. We have been friends for as long as we’ve known each other.” He turns my face towards him, and I look away.

“Best stop doing that. I may not be able to stay away from you if you don’t.”

“I’m counting on it.” He forces me to look again and kisses me.

He deepens the kiss as I allow entry into my mouth, our tongues twisting with one another’s. His hand moves down my side to the small of my back, pulling me closer. He moves from my lips to my neck and starts nibbling. I could feel his growing member. Fear starts settling in.

What if he just wants sex? What if I’m not good enough? How will I know what he’s looking for? Will this be my first time? Right here? These questions and more fill my thoughts. He must have sensed my hesitation because he pulls away.

A small whine escapes my lips. He smiles at me, tucking a piece of hair behind my ear. He gives me a quick peck on the cheek before turning away and apologizing. I grab his hand.

“Please don’t leave, I’m sorry. I’ve never done anything like that before. I’m not sure what to do.” I explain embarrassed.

“That’s why he keeps calling you a child, because you aren’t experienced, but me, I see you for who you are, and I may not be able to stop next time.” Xaladin says.

I pull him closer to me and wrap him in a hug, “I don’t mind, as long as it’s you. We have something, but I don’t know what.”

“Listen, you are still only 16. I can’t take something so precious away from you when you are so young. I think its best if we don’t find ourselves alone anymore.”

“NO! You listen. It’s not taking if I willingly give it. I may be 16, but I’m still an adult when it comes to weres. I can make my own decisions.” I snap at him and immediately regret my tone.

“Excuse me? Why do you want to lose your virginity anyway? You think that will gain the respect of the pack? Doubtful. Even more doubtful is gaining the respect of Luke. He won’t view you as anything more than a pup unless it turns out you are my Luna. Which is slim.” He explains.

I growl low, “I could care less about gaining respect from the stupid beta of yours. I can hold my own and I can make my decisions myself. If I want you to take it, then you can take me. I wouldn’t be a virgin if I had stayed in the pack I was in previously.”

“But you aren’t in THAT pack, you are in MY pack, and I’M the alpha.” He growls back.

“Then maybe you should have never kissed me in the first place.” I storm away striping off my dress and shifting.

 I glance back once more before running. It wasn’t long before I get tackled from the side. I try to free myself, but the weight alone is too much for me, so I bite the black paw that was holding me still. Once it lifts off me, I get up and stare at this massive wolf. Suddenly I know exactly who it is…

Chapter 4:

“Michael? What do you want?” I growl.

“I came for you. I want you back. Be my Luna.” He says.

“Never.” I growl fiercely.

“What’s going on here?” Xaladin’s voice calls but I pay no mind to it.

I growl staring at Michael and ignoring everyone else. Michael saunters towards me all high and mighty and I snap my jaws at him causing him to stop. It’s like we are the only two wolves in the world right now, no one else matters. Just me and my ex-alpha.

“I said, what’s going on here.” Xaladin repeats.

I just growl more menacingly. Xaladin steps in front of me forcing me to notice his wolf, but he isn’t facing me, he’s facing Michael. Now it’s between the alphas. However, I still won’t back down. This time he looks me straight in the eyes. I huff and step aside. Michael takes the opportunity to attack Xaladin, lunging for him, trying to take a cheap shot, but Xaladin notices just in time and moves out of the way. Their eyes are locked with one another’s as they circle. The rest of the rogues come up and stand at the side of their leader and Michael has no choice but to flee for more men.

Michael growls low and deep, “This isn’t over. Aquilliya will be mine.” He says before running in the opposite direction.

Xaladin turns toward me, glaring. I huff again and walk towards our cave, determined to be anywhere he isn’t, but unfortunately, he is on my tail quicker than flies on stink. He leaps on top of me knocking me to the ground. He growls at me. Instead of looking at him I turn my head knowing it will piss him off even more.

“What did you think you were doing? What were you trying to prove? Did you really think you could get away that easily?” Xaladin hisses. “Answer me!”

“Why does it matter? You’d rather I be with someone else anyway. Michael was trying to get me to be his Luna. I refused. AGAIN! Now GET OFF!” I yell aggressively.

“No. I like you under me.” He licks my cheek.

“Yeah right. Bet you say that to all the females. What makes me special? Nothing. I’m nothing more than a toy to you that you can play with and discard when you don’t feel like being near me.” I say struggling under his weight.

“What gave you that idea?” he asks, dumbfounded.

“Isn’t that what you meant earlier when you said we shouldn’t be alone together, and now look we are alone, and once again you gave me a kiss. Now GET OFF.” I steam.

“No. Not until you listen to reason. You are 16. I’m 26. There is ten years difference between us. I can’t just go and have sexual relations with someone as young and so far in age. Despite how bad I want to. I simply can’t do it. Not yet. That doesn’t mean I view you as a toy. You were right I should have never kissed you in the first place, I’m sorry, but you are so irresistible to me. I’m barely able to keep myself from fully going after you.” Xaladin explains.

“Hmph. If I’m so resistible then why don’t you want to spend more time with me? Instead, you want to remove me from the picture completely… and you tell me I need to grow up?”

“You do have some growing up to do. You ran out in the middle of an argument. Then went and picked a fight with an alpha twice your size.” He exaggerates.

“First of all, he started it and secondly, I like to run to blow off steam. I didn’t want to argue with you anymore so the best option for me was to run for a little bit, but since my run got interrupted, I’m still steaming.”

“You want me that bad? You want me to ravish you? Spend all night roughing you around? Teasing you? Tasting you? You want me inside you?” He shifts, still holding me down. “You have me worked up if you want it that bad then shift. I will show you what being an adult is really like.”

I was in shock I didn’t know if I wanted to shift and let him inside or if I should stay in wolf form and force him off me, but that decision was made for me when Luke came over.

Luke clears his throat, “Alpha? They’ll be back with more wolves; we need to have a meeting.”

The second Xaladin looks away I push him off me with my paws and stand up shaking the dirt and grass out of my fur. My ears were tilted back, and my tail was down. I was angry. Angry with myself and angry with Xaladin, but mostly angry with Michael for this whole fight that’s about to go down. At least it will the next time they meet.

I look down at the ground knowing I was the cause of all this drama. All this… fighting. It was because of me… all because I wouldn’t have sex with Michael, yet that’s what I wanted from Xaladin. What was wrong with me? I don’t want one alpha but will gladly take the other? I’ve known Michael longer. Perhaps I should give up and go back with him. At least then there wouldn’t be an argument. Or fighting. No bloodshed or death.

“Aquilliya, let’s go. You seem quite distracted, and you aren’t even looking at me. What’s going on in that little head of yours?” Xaladin asks. I simply sigh and follow the alpha and his beta, both in wolf form.

“I see you’ve finally tamed the girl.” Luke says triumphantly. I snap my jaws at him. “Or not.”

“She’s got a temper I’ll say that much.” Xaladin states.

“She’s a red-head, of course she has a temper.” Luke agrees his light brown coat shining against the sunlight.

“I’m right here…” I say knowing well that they aren’t even listening to me.

“Did little miss temper say something?” Luke mimics.

“Luke, enough. You are acting like a child. You are supposed to be an adult. Why is it you two can’t seem to get along?” Xaladin asks no one in particular.

“He’s just jealous.” I simply say.

“You wish, omega.” Luke responds.

“I’m not an omega!” I shout.

“Will you two knock it off.” Xaladin yells.

Luke says nothing else, but he glares at me for a moment before keeping pace with Xaladin. I shake my head. I know Luke is jealous, but why. What is it he wants? Power? Or me?

We arrive back at the cave and are called for an immediate meeting. We discuss our plan of action if we are attacked again, and blah, blah, blah. I don’t understand all this war talk. I quit paying attention I had other things on my mind.

Should I just go with him next time? Will that save everyone. Luke would be happy then… but Xaladin wouldn’t be. What’s more important though? Safety or feelings? I’d have to say safety. It could solve all the problems. They could get back to their normal lives. I think it’s time to grow up and take responsibility.

“I could just go back. That would solve everyone’s problems.” I pipe off and everyone goes silent.

“Good idea. Let’s send her back. We wouldn’t even be in this mess if it weren’t for her.” Luke says.

“No. Not going to happen. She’s a part of this pack now. No matter what, we protect our own. We can’t just hand her over.” Xaladin says.

“You’re the only one benefiting from her staying here.” Neavah says. “I’ve seen you two tongue-tied and quite frankly I don’t want to go to war.”

“Neavah. Do you dare challenge my authority?” Xaladin questions.

“It’s not you I’m challenging. It’s her. She has no right to you.” The tall black-haired woman says. “She is but a child, and you need to be finding your mate or choosing one. Not sleeping with a random she-wolf you picked up off the street.”

“I beg your pardon. We aren’t sleeping together. He won’t give me the time of day just so you are aware. I’m not good enough for him. He has kissed me sure, but that’s as far as its gone and will go. He won’t do anything else because I’m not old enough in his book. Which is plain stupid because I’m technically an adult when it comes to a werewolf.” I press on.

“LADIES! Get back on the subject here. We are facing a possible WAR and you two are fighting over who the alpha should be with?” Luke yells.

“Oh, now I’m a lady?” I say snarky. 

“No, but she is.” Luke points to Neavah.

“LUKE!” Xaladin yells and the room goes quiet. “Now, back to the subject… we need to up our security and no one leaves without a partner.”

The meeting goes on for another hour or so. Finally, when its finished I walk out of the area and into the room of the cave that has my clothing in it. I shift into human form and put on one of the dresses I made. Right after I slip it on, Luke marches over angry as hell.

“What’s got your boxers in a bunch?” I sarcastically ask.

“YOU.” He says pressing me against the wall.

“What does the big bad beta want with a stupid omega, as you put it?” I snap.

“You think me jealous, but I’m far from it. You currently don’t belong to anyone not even the alpha. You’d be lucky if he EVER felt the need to sleep with you. You are a pathetic slut. Now show me a good time, pack whore.” Luke says moving my hands above my head and forcing me into a kiss.

His other hand explores my body and creeps beneath my skirt pressing my nub and twirling his fingers around it. I can’t help but moan in his mouth as he forces his fingers inside me. He moves them in and out slowly at first then goes faster when I moan again. I can’t help it. It feels wrong, but so good at the same time. My insides clench and liquid pools out of me. Luke then pulls out his fingers and licks them in a most seductive way with a look of satisfaction. He lets my hands drop.

“I’ll be back my little whore. Next time we will do something a little differently and you WILL do it, or I will kill you.” He turns and walks away leaving me with a pulsing middle and tears staining my face.

My first time wasn’t supposed to be like that. Wasn’t supposed to be anything like that. What did he think he was trying to prove? If he hates me so much, then why did he do such an intimate thing with me? Will he force me to do it again? What would happen if I told Xaladin?

***

The next morning, I was still sore from the nights activities. Luke was rough with me, but I guess when you hate someone as much as he hates me, its self-explanatory, but does he truly hate me?

“Aquilliya. Come for breakfast.” Xaladin says.

“No thanks I’m not hungry.” I didn’t feel like eating, and I knew that if I tried walking, he’d know something had happened. “Actually, can you have it brought to me? I don’t feel like going anywhere right now. I’m still pretty tired.”

“Okay, what aren’t you telling me?” He asks suspiciously.

“I really am just tired I didn’t sleep well last night.” That’s because I was up crying most of the night, but he doesn’t need to know that.

“Still seems suspicious.” He says.

“Please.” I ask.

“Fine I will have Luke bring it. You two need to get along better anyway.” Xaladin says before leaving.

Great. Just who I didn’t want to see… serves me right for not telling him what had happened last night… but he’d never believe me anyway. Luke has been his best friend for a long time.

Luke comes waltzing in holding a plate and an evil grin on his face. “I told you I’d be back. Did you think I forgot? You obviously didn’t tell Xaladin what happened… good little whore.” He sets the plate down and approaches me.

“What the hell do you want now?” I say with a scratchy voice.

“You.” he says. “I want you… to be under me. Xaladin may not want to have sex with you, but you are the only she-wolf that’s remotely close to my age and you’re a little cute too.”

“So that’s why you told the alpha to stay away from me? Because you wanted me to yourself?” I glare at him.

“You want to lose your virginity and he won’t do it, so it falls on me to take it.” He smiles smugly.

“Oh please. There’s more to it than that.” I spit out like venom.

“Alright.” He takes a huge whiff, “Truth is, I’ve never smelled anyone as delicious as you. I want to see if you taste as good as you smell. So, I guess you could say I wanted you to myself, but that’s not quite accurate. I don’t really care if Xaladin has you… after I’m done with you.”

I glare at him, and he squats down to my level. We hold eye contact and just before he makes his move, we are interrupted by Xaladin.

“I was wondering what was taking my beta so long… would you mind explaining what you are doing?” Xaladin asks.

“Sorry I was merely taking a look at her. She seems to be just fine to me.” Luke says changing his tone.

There is something going on with Luke and I’m bound and determined to find out. Even if I have to let him play his little game. Maybe he’ll spill what it is he is planning. Either way, something isn’t right with him.

Chapter 5:

“She’s tired, Luke. She apparently didn’t sleep well last night.” Xaladin explains.

“Tough cookies. Join the rest of the pack.” He says and I see a glint of a smirk.

“I’ll be fine in a couple of hours, I’m sure.” I say, glaring at Luke.

“You two fight like a married couple, I swear…” Xaladin pauses, “You know what, Luke stay with her while I take the rest of the pack hunting.”

“No!” I protest. “I don’t need a babysitter!”

“I don’t want you running off again. You could have caused even more trouble for us than you already did.” Xaladin argues.

“Of course, Alpha. I guess I’ll babysit her.” Luke states.

“Good. Now then, I will be back in a few hours.” He strips and shifts into his beige wolf. Then he trots out.

“Looks like he doesn’t suspect anything unusual. That’s good my little pet.” Luke says forcing me against the wall once again holding my hands above my head and my feet dangling a few inches off the floor.

“You need to stop this you stupid dog. I’m not some play toy that you can take advantage of whenever you please or whenever you and I are alone.” I snap at him.

“Oh, on the contrary. I have my own plans for you. I don’t need the alphas approval. Nor do I care what he has to say. You are mine right now.” His lips crash into mine and he forces his way into my mouth. I bite his tongue. “You bitch.”

He yanks my hair back and kisses me again with more fervor than the time before, more hunger. What’s with him? He drags me by my hair to the bed that isn’t far away. He pulls some zip ties out of his pockets and tie my hands to the posts of the bed. I try to fight him but then he ties my ankles as well. He moves my skirt up revealing my vagina. He kisses my neck, careful not to leave marks on me. He undoes his pants while nipping my neck.

The next thing I know is a sharp pain in my lower regions. He had forced himself inside me. I scream in pain before he covers my mouth with his as to muffle the noise. He thrusts in and out hard. Tears fall down my cheeks, but it doesn’t faze him in any way, in fact it has the opposite effect. He moves faster kissing me harder until his release comes. He pulls out after one more heavy thrust. He takes out a knife and cuts the zip ties.

“You will be tamed by the time I’m finished with you. No one likes a she-wolf that doesn’t respect her partner.” He says leaving me lay on the bed throwing a towel at me. “Clean up before Xaladin gets back.”

“What’s wrong with you? What kind of man gets off when a woman cries?” I ask cleaning myself. “What is it you are after? Why are you doing this to me?”

“Simple, sweetheart, I’m hitting Xaladin where it hurts, and then, when he’s down I’m going to kill him. He’s far to, what’s the word, unpredictable. He’s a threat so I have to put an end to him. Luke isn’t my real name, it’s just an alias. If you say one word, it won’t be just Xaladin I’ll be after… I’ll kill you too. In a heartbeat.”

I didn’t know what to say to him. I never thought he’d betray his pack. Who is he working for. What’s in it for him? Why is he doing this?

(Allistair)

I pace back and forth at the edge of my territory in anticipation. Today he’s supposed to report back to me. What’s taking him so long. He should have reported back by now.

“Alpha, I’m sorry I’m late I had to wait for the damn she-wolf to fall asleep.” My beta, Asher, says to me.

“Asher, you smell like sex.” I say scrunching my nose.

“I may have had a little fun while I waited. I couldn’t help it, she’s pretty, but that’s all she’s got going for her. I needed to teach her a lesson in respecting her partner. That way when you get her, she won’t be such a hot head. Maybe she might even give it to you willingly. She’s a red wolf. Her upper body is crimson in color and her lower body is like a blazing fire in wolf form. In human form she’s cute, but not exactly my type. I’m just teaching her respect.” Asher says.

“By forcing her to have sex?” I’m a bit confused.

“I’m teaching her manners. She needs to learn that not everything goes her way.” He states.

I don’t understand what sex has to do with respect and manners, but if it works, it works… the way he describes her seems like she’s an inconvenience to him… but then why would he do what he’s doing? Oh well, if that’s how he works, who am I to judge.

“Well let’s hope she’s as pretty as you described. Otherwise, I’m going to be very disappointed.” I state.

“Either way, we need to strike soon. Xaladin won’t be in the dark long. She’s bound to tell him that I’m betraying him. I doubt he’ll believe her though, but just in case we might want to move quickly.”

“Give it some more time, Asher. I need to know more. If Xaladin becomes suspicious of you then make up an excuse. Now you must be going before they return from their hunt.” I say.

“Yes sir.” He leaves and I continue my work.

***

(Aquilliya)

I stir not realizing I had fallen asleep. Ugh, I smell like Luke. I head down to the river and wash myself clean. The cool water feels nice.

“Well, there’s the little whore.” Luke says stripping down, “Get out so I can bathe.”

“I was just leaving anyway.” I climb out and put on a fresh set of clothing. “Don’t worry, I won’t run away I’m going back to the cave to make food.”

“Good little she-wolf.” He says getting into the water.

I head back to the cave and look for something to eat. I find some bread and munch on a few slices. Then the smell hits my nostrils. Fresh blood. I glance over and see a moose being carried by four of our warriors.

“Oh, you’re awake. Good help me clean and cook up this moose for a feast.” Xaladin says walking over to me and kissing my forehead. I smile as if nothing has happened. “Did you bathe? Your hair is wet.”

“I felt I needed one.” I say grabbing one of the skinning knives I was taught to use. They lay the carcass down and I begin skinning it. Rather quickly yet carefully as to not nick the hide. Then I cut it up into steaks and Xaladin cooks them. We enjoy a meal as a pack.

Xaladin and I do the cleanup in our makeshift kitchen. “I’m sorry we haven’t had much time together.” He says.

“Oh? Since when do you care how much time we spend together? Last I knew, you didn’t want to be alone with me.” I point out, emotionless.

“Aquilliya, you should know better than that. I can’t keep away from you. I’ve tried. The whole time we were hunting I couldn’t stop thinking about coming home to you.”

“Sounds like you have a problem.” I mumble.

“Oh, as if you didn’t miss me.” He turns up his charm.

I roll my eyes, “I was sleeping most of the time you were all gone.”

“What’s the matter? Are you hiding something?” he asks me.

“I’m perfectly fine. I’m just tired of trying so hard and getting no results. You obviously don’t want me. So, there is no point in me trying anymore.” I say. I’m over it. “Not only that but you were told to stay away from me, weren’t you? Your dumb beta thinks I’ll turn on you. Maybe you should check the background of those you surround yourself with.”

“Again! You two need to stop arguing. You are both members of this pack.” Xaladin exasperates.

“Correction… I’M a member of this pack… he’s working for someone else. Not that you’ll believe me anyway. I could sit here and tell you he raped me, and you wouldn’t believe me.” I start walking away when Xaladin grabs my wrist and pulls me into his arms.

“I’m not going to say I don’t believe you, but the situation is kind of difficult to believe. He’s been my beta for 4 to 5 years. I barely know you, but that doesn’t mean I don’t believe you…” He says trying to comfort me.

“You don’t believe me… it’s obvious. I guess you’ll have to learn the hard way.” I push him away and move away to my little corner of the cave that I’ve claimed as my own. I strip off the clothing and shift into wolf form so I wouldn’t get cold as I lay on the ground.

Footsteps approach me and Luke’s voice startles me, “Told you he wouldn’t believe you.”

“Get Out NOW!” I snarl.

“Not happening.” He says. “I don’t take orders from you.”

“Obviously… you couldn’t care less about anyone but yourself. You are a self- absorbed asshole that sells himself to the highest bidder.” I growl.

“You don’t know anything.” He steams.

“Neither do you.” I say equally as agitated.

Silence takes over the little room I made myself. We stare at each other in a dominance battle that neither one of us could afford to lose. We stare not willing to turn or look away… then he caves and looks to the ground.

“You will regret this.” He says leaving the room. A sense of relief washes over me. Hopefully he won’t bother me anymore.

Xaladin walks in shortly after Luke leaves, “What was Luke doing in here?”

“I don’t know what he wanted, but it doesn’t matter because he’s a slimy self-absorbed mutt.” I speak without thinking. “He and I will never see eye to eye so stop trying.” I seethe.

“Easy, I just came to check on my little she-wolf.” Xaladin smiles at me, but I don’t give him the satisfaction.

“I’m fine.” I say laying on the hard ground, refusing to look him in the eyes. He sits next to me and strokes my fur. The sensation sends my body into oblivion. I let him sit there and continue petting me. The feeling is so nice and comforting. Tears start pouring down my wolf snout. I stand and curl up as close as I can to him.

“You don’t seem fine. I’m sorry I wasn’t here for you. I find it hard to believe anyone could hurt someone as special as you… perhaps I should change my thinking. I won’t leave you and Luke alone anymore, I promise. Just in case what has happened is the truth.”

I just lay there, curled in his lap for a few hours, at least until my tear ducts dry up. I soon fall asleep in his arms as he pets me.

***

(Xaladin)

I continue petting her, comforting her, even though she was asleep. She obviously isn’t lying about being hurt, but maybe she got the person wrong. I don’t see how Luke could do such a thing. He is my friend, why would he take advantage of my girl? My woman? I corrected. I needed to get to the bottom of this. Either she was telling the whole truth, or she mistook the attacker. I wanted to believe her; I really did. She is special to me. I think I may even love her. As she lays there I shift into wolf and lay beside her, falling asleep.

Chapter 6:

(Aquilliya)

I wake to Xaladin sleeping soundly next to me. I shift into human form and get dressed. I knew Luke would pay for his actions someday. Even if it was me who did it.

“Hey beautiful.” Xaladin says, striding over to me stark naked.

I turn away. I don’t want anything to do with sex right now… or ever again. He forces me to look at him. His muscles are extremely toned, and I craved to touch them. His eyes asked for me to look into them, and his mouth begged for my kiss. However, now wasn’t the time to get all googly over some man, not when I was just recently forced by another. That didn’t stop him from pressing his lips to mine and demanding entry. I allowed it, he is the alpha after all… but that’s all I will allow.

“Want me to show you what sex is supposed to be like?” he asks after breaking the kiss.

I look away from his eyes knowing all too well the effect they have on me. “I don’t think now is a proper time. I need time to heal. Even if you don’t believe me.”

He tilts my head to the side and bites my neck leaving his mark on me. A strong scent of mossy wood and campfire filled my little area of a room. I was now marked as his. I doubted that it would stop Luke, but it was a nice gesture.

“Now you are mine.” He says then kisses me once again before heading out of the little room. My hand moves to the newly marked area and sparks ignite within my core. Interesting. I say to myself. I’ve never dealt with that before. I smile to myself. That is until a certain annoying wolf comes in with food.

“Fuck, he marked you?” Luke asks setting the tray down in front of me. “Don’t think that’s going to stop me. You will eventually be mine or rather my alphas, and I don’t mean Xaladin.”

“As you said before… he’s not your alpha. You are betraying your best friend.” I say through clenched teeth.

“He is far from my best friend. It’s all a show anyway.” He smirks.

“Don’t worry I won’t tell him your stupid little secret, but know this, if I feel you becoming a threat, I’ll kill you.” I growl.

“Yeah, as if you could stop me.” He strides to me and kisses me. I push him away but that only seems to encourage him. He starts coming closer. I shift tearing my dress and growling. He grins evilly before shifting. His ash grey wolf looking for a way to get me to submit to him. He’s nearly twice my size. He lunges at me trying to mount me, and bites the back of my neck, but I keep moving from side to side. Then sit down after tucking my tail between my legs.

“You aren’t going to get that lucky.” I growl.

Now sexually frustrated, he releases my neck and faces me head on. We stare each other down. Knowing this is going to be a fight. He’s stubborn but I’m more stubborn, I’m also faster and well trained. He lunges again but this time I dodge and leap for his throat. I clench my jaws causing him to have difficulties breathing. He shakes his head trying to throw me off. Suddenly, Xaladin appears in his dusky wolf form and growls. With one last toss of his head, I fling and hit the wall of the cave knocking the air from my lungs.

I take a deep breath fallowed my another. I think I broke my ribs. A sharp pain shoots through my sides. I barely stand. Luke comes over and sniffs at me before low growling.

“Luke, leave her be.” Xaladin says.

Luke scoffs and turns to face the dusk wolf. “She broke her ribs. Give her a few days she’ll be fine.”

“What were you two fighting about anyway? She’s mine and no one else will have her.” Xaladin growls at Luke.

“I’m not interested in that piece of meat. She’s not worth my time the damn whore can be yours. She was coming onto me.” Luke explains.

Yeah right. It’s the other way around. You can’t keep your hands off me. I say to myself. I struggle with my breath as my ribs have tightened around my lungs. I move to where I made a bed and curl up in it and lay down in wolf form. The other two leave.

***

It’s been a few days since my ribs broke and they have since healed. That’s the benefit of being a werewolf, we heal fast in wolf form. However, my joy is short lived as I get an unwanted visitor.

“You seem happy, to bad I’m going to take that away from you.” Luke says grabbing my hands quickly so I can’t shift. “Your mark is fading since you haven’t had sex with him. You know it’s only good for a week without intercourse. Then he’d have to mark you again.”

“You are pathetic, you stupid slimeball of a dog.” I spit out.

This enrages him, “You must really like getting taken, because you keep pushing me past my limits.”

“You don’t have limits… or even a lick of respect. You think sex is the only release from anger? I think not. There are other ways to do it, but for you it seems to be more of a turn on, but I’m not just going to let you have your way. I will fight every single time.” I say trying to kick him away, but his body moves swiftly and throws me to the ground still holding my hands above my head. The air escapes my lips as I hit the ground.

He forces my legs open and undoes his pants forcing himself inside me. Before I can yell for help, he covers my lips with his mouth. He thrusts deep inside me to where it hurts. I manage to get my hands loose and grab him by the throat forcing him to stop kissing me. We hear footsteps approaching so he pulls out and zips his pants and fixes my dress.

“Neavah, what are you doing here?” Luke asks.

“Xaladin asked me if I’d check on her, not that I think it matters… she should have never been marked by him. She’s not worth it. He needs someone closer to his age, like me.” The black-haired woman hisses.

“It’s his choice who he wants, jealousy will get you nowhere.” I snap back.

With a huff she turns and leaves. I roll my eyes. Luke seems to have lost his eagerness to rape me… again… I can’t be alone with him… I thought Xaladin was going to make sure it didn’t happen, but apparently, he’s too busy. I leave my room and walk to the office where I knew the alpha would be. I storm in right in front of his main council.

“We need to talk… Now.” I say.

“I’m in the middle of something, can’t it wait?” Xaladin asks.

“No… NOW.” I steam.

“Fine, give us a minute.” We walk out of the office. “Now what’s going on.”

“You said you wouldn’t allow Luke to be alone with me and since then it’s happened more than once.” I almost shout.

“I’m sorry I can’t keep tabs on him all the time. I have a pack to run.” Xaladin looks apologetic.

“Sorry isn’t going to keep him from advancing on me. I can’t keep fighting him off. He needs to quit all together. I’m sick of it.” I’m boiling now.

“I haven’t ever caught him being inappropriate with any other female, why would he be with you?” he asks.

“I don’t know, maybe because he knows he doesn’t stand a chance with you around. So, he takes what he can when he can.” I say. “Oh wait, since he’s your so-called beta, he can do no wrong.”

“I never said that.”  He cringes.

“No, but your actions are saying it, loud and clear.” I storm off.

Chapter 7:

(Allistair)

I ponder with the idea of sneaking into the rogue wolf territory to see this ‘girl’ myself. If she’s as pretty as Asher described, I may have to mark her myself. Asher won’t fight me for her, I’m far too powerful. This Xaladin on the other hand… He and I might have a little scuffle.

“Alpha Allistair. I need your help. We are allies so if you don’t help, we will be at war.” A strange voice calls, one I’m not familiar with.

“And who might you be?” I ask him.

“My name is Michael from the Dark Moon Pack. I come needing assistance from one alpha to another.” He speaks clearly.

“I do recall making an agreement with the Dark Moon Pack. What is it you need help with?” I speak to him.

“There is a rogue pack that has a she-wolf that belongs to me. She is supposed to be my Luna. Though she has refused, I’m hoping if I can rid the rogues of their alpha that she will have nowhere else to turn to and accept my offer.” He explains.

“Hmm… that’s a tall order to fill. Why is this she-wolf so important to you?” I ask.

“She and I grew up together, we were best friends. When I became alpha, we grew apart. I want her back in my life. I haven’t found a female better suited for a Luna position.” Michael explains further. “Will you help me?”

“I have a spy that’s infiltrated the rogues of the west pack. His name is Asher, but I think he goes by Luke there. He is my key to success. When Xaladin least expects it, we will attack, but not before then. Patience is a virtue… one all wolves should know. He keeps me posted at least once a week. If you truly want to take him out, you will definitely need the help of my pack… but the girl… what is she like?”

“Oh, she’s absolutely gorgeous. Long red hair, amethyst eyes, golden skin… a dream.” Michael fantasizes. “and her wolf is so beautiful. Two-toned reds. One crimson the other is a blazing red like fire.”

“Hmm… I will help you but for a price we will discuss later. In the meantime, go back to your home it’s not safe here after dark. My pack doesn’t take kindly to strangers, even if we are allies.” I push him out the door with the little white lie.

I must see this girl. If she’s that beautiful… I must see her, she is a red wolf, and those are rare.

I leave the comforts of my home and travel downstream to where the rogues wouldn’t pick up my scent. I glance around smelling the air and I get a whiff of a caramel glaze and apple pie scent. Curious, I fallow it. That is when I see her. She seems to be bathing in the river. I watch for a little while before quietly approaching her. I slide into the river careful not to make a sound. I shift.

(Aquilliya)

I am enjoying my bath when a new scent hits my nostrils. It smells of cinnamon candy and caramel apples. Fear starts settling in.

“Please don’t run. I won’t hurt you.” A deep man’s voice calls out. “Don’t turn around… I didn’t mean to startle you.”

“Who are you, Mr. Alpha? And what are you doing in our lands?” I ask as calmly as I can.

“I’m no one you need to worry about… I’m not here to take over, at least not yet. I’m merely investigating a lead I got. I’ve heard about a red wolf in these parts, and I didn’t believe it, so I wanted to see for myself. Do you happen to know any red wolves?”

“Who’s looking for a red wolf?” I ask.

“Currently me, but I’ve not yet spotted one.”

“Who told you there was a red wolf? Those are rare if not extinct.” I play it cool. “Can I look upon the seeker?”

“I’m kind of a shy man. I don’t like not being clothed.” He says.

“Very well… but you never answered my question… who are you?” I growl getting annoyed. I get out of the water, and he follows. Stalker much?

He comes up behind me and wraps his arms around my waist. He takes a big whiff of the air surrounding him. I feel a low rumble in his chest and his manhood getting harder. I try to pull away, but he pulls me in closer and bites my neck, and we are surrounded by his scent. He had just marked me. He’s still sucking on the mark causing it to erupt in pure pleasure. I wasn’t sure I could hold off from his intoxicating scent.

He releases my neck, and my hand moves to the new mark. It seemed this mark was much stronger than the mark Xaladin had left on me.

“What the hell? Why’d you mark me? I don’t even know you.” I turn and he’s gone.

***

It’s been two weeks and the strangers mark still lingers on me, however, with that mark, Luke hasn’t come near me. The last thing he did was say fuck and walk away. Xaladin was furious when he smelled the mark upon my neck. He’d asked who it was, but I didn’t know.

“Will that thing ever fade away?” Xaladin asks. “You were supposed to be mine not some random wolfs. Who was he?”

“I’m serious, I don’t know, he wouldn’t give me a name, nor did I see him. When I looked back, he was gone. What I do know is he’s an alpha of somewhere, but I’ve never met him before. He was looking for me though. I’m the only red wolf in the area. That is what I know.”

“For real? No other clue?” Xaladin questions.

“That’s it.” I say. “I didn’t even smell him until he got into the river with me. He’s sneaky.”

“Well shit… just what we need… an alpha roaming around my territory.” Xaladin exclaims.

“He didn’t do anything except mark me.” I say.

“Yeah, after I had already marked you.” he states.

“Yours was fading.” I point out.

“That’s because we never had sex. I’m not going to force you into it. You need to be ready. After being raped, as you claim, it might be a long time before then.” He seems frustrated.

“Maybe you should have never taken me in then. If I’m such a problem… you don’t believe me anyway… maybe I will go find that other alpha and be with him.” I shout.

“No. I won’t let you leave me. You are special. You are a red wolf. You can’t trust anyone. There is going to be many wolves who want to take advantage of you because of that fact.”

“And what? You’re one of them? Picking me up? Not knowing who I am or where I come from? Just that I’m a red wolf?” I spit out.

“I’m not trying to get into an argument… red-heads are such hot-heads…” He mumbles the last part.

I press my lips together, “Do you want to try and have sex? Is that what this is all about? You’re pissed off because you think I slept with another alpha? Please… although his voice was deep and sexy, but that’s irrelevant.”

He sighs, “I can’t get close enough to even kiss you, sweetheart. His scent is too powerful for my nose. Which means he’s a powerful alpha. I may not be able to fight him.”

“So, you won’t even try to kiss me? Not even plugging your nose?” I say.

“I can’t.” he says. “I wish I could, I really do.”

“Fine. I will be out looking for the one who marked me…” I say turning around and am stopped by Xaladin, who turns me around and goes in for a swift kiss, but its nothing more than a peck, before he backs away again. I roll my eyes.

He kicks at nothing. He’s frustrated in more than one way. I can tell, but nothing can be done about it until this mark fades away, but at the same time I don’t want it to go away. Luke wont touch me if I smell like the stranger… I wonder why though.

(Luke)

I cant believe Allistair… why would he risk everything like this? I need to find out. I shift into wolf form and head into the territory of the New Moon Pack. I storm into Allistair’s office still in wolf form.

“What is it Asher?” Allistair’s voice is cool and agitated with my entry.

“Why did you mark her? She’s supposed to be my toy. You were to have her when I was done with her, or rather when we kill Xaladin.” I say.

“I’m not going to kill him; Michael of the Dark Moon pack is after her as well. We will see how that plays out. Its none of your concern as to why I chose to mark her. She will be mine eventually as you said. So, what’s the problem if I give her a little space from you and Xaladin?” Allistair says.

“It could ruin the plans. He’s already on high alert now because you marked her. I barely got away to come see you.” I am heated.

“You dare take that tone with your alpha?” He asks.

“I’m just saying, it could ruin everything if she finds out it was you.” I calmly say.

“That’s why she didn’t see me or know my name. I know what I’m doing, Asher. I like her… she’s only 5 years younger than me, versus 10 years younger than Xaladin, and as far as Michael? She’s not interested in him, and he’s pissed.” Allistair states.

“But its still risky going after her now. What if she doesn’t like you?” I ask.

“She will. I’m certain.” He says.

“How can you be so sure?” I ask.

“I just am.” He snaps. “Let me do me. You do you.”

With that I leave his office dumbfounded and confused. What is it he’s hiding?

Chapter 8:

(Aquilliya)

Its been a few more weeks and the mark finally faded after a month. I kind of missed it. What about him was intriguing me? I didn’t know who he was, maybe that’s the intriguing part. Being marked by a complete stranger, an alpha non-the-less. Who was he? I needed to find out, but I couldn’t slip away to track him down… I didn’t even know where to look.

“Aquilliya, may I come in?” Xaladin asks politely.

“Yes.” I respond still contemplating slipping away.

“What’s on your mind? Care to talk about it?” he asks.

“I’m just trying to figure out who marked me. Whoever it was kept Luke away from me.” I say.

“Sorry. I wish I could have comforted you. and cuddled you and loved you, but that scent was just too strong, though I cant be certain, but it seemed familiar to me.”

“I don’t know what to say. I don’t know him, just his scent.” I say.

He sits next to me on my makeshift bed. He grabs my chin and kisses me, demanding entrance into my mouth. I allow it to happen. I missed his kisses. For the first time in a long time, I wanted more. My hands move under his shirt and pull it over his head. I kiss him again with more hunger than ever before. I want him now. He lays me on my back and moves his mouth to my neck where he marks me again. His tongue playing with the fresh wound. A moan escapes my lips.

“Are you sure you are ready for this?” he asks between breaths.

“Yes. I’d rather it be you than anyone else in this pack.” I manage to say.

His hands move the skirt of my dress up, so my bottom half is bare. He then undoes his own pants and slowly enters me. It was completely different then when Luke took advantage of me. Xaladin thrusts slowly and deep, but not to the point of pain. It was all pleasure. He goes back to my neck and sucks on the mark he made while thrusting a little faster. Another moan leaves my lips, and he speeds up even more. Before too long he pulls out and forces himself back in deeper this time as he releases his seed inside me. He thrusts one more time before pulling out and collapsing next to me.

“You are too damn cute… I was hoping to hold out longer, but you were asking for it.” He says.

“Hold out longer? You wished it lasted longer?” I ask. I’ve never had it voluntarily, so it was all new to me.

“No… well yes, but I was hoping to wait a couple of years until you were 18.” He explains, “but I just couldn’t… I love you. I was so furious when I couldn’t get close to you. It drove me insane. I wanted to kill whoever marked you, but at the same time I didn’t want to upset you either. I was stuck between a rock and a hard place.”

I cuddle up to him after straightening my dress. He kisses my forehead only this time it doesn’t feel like a fatherly gesture. We lay there in peace. He straightens his pants so he’s no longer showing his manliness. We rest for awhile not doing anything but cuddling.

“Alpha, we caught Luke sneaking off. I’m not sure where he was going but we lost his scent.” A younger delta says.

“He’ll be back its fine he’s probably still on the search for the wolf that marked my woman.” Xaladin says.

“If I may, it might be a good idea to send me out there again in hopes I can get an identification on him.” I suggest.

“I don’t want you getting marked by him again. I cant risk it. He may end up taking you from me.” Xaladin explains.

“I don’t think that was his intention… if it were, he could have overpowered me and taken me that day.” I say. “He doesn’t know I’m the red wolf, as far as I’m aware. You cant just keep me locked in the cave either. I need to be outside sometimes too like to bathe.”

“I understand that I wont keep you locked in here, but I don’t want you wondering off looking for him either… if he were to approach you again, then that would be different.”

“Thanks.” I kiss him and get up.

“Where are you going?” he pouts and the delta leaves.

“I’m going to go bathe.” I say grabbing a new dress I just made. Its long sleeved and has a longer skirt.

“Can I join you?” he smirks.

“You have duties to perform.” I say.

“Don’t remind me… maybe we can have more fun tonight.” He suggests.

I laugh, “Maybe, now go do your alpha duties.”

He sighs but gets up putting his shirt back on and heading out. It was hunting day, and since I’m female we don’t hunt with the males, we do the clean up around the den so that if they get a decent kill, we can clean it. I sneak off to go bathe before I start the real work and the scent of cinnamon and caramel apples hits my nostrils. I turn and see a charcoal grey wolf, twice my wolf size, just staring at me with unknown hunger. He shifts with a smirk. I see a tall handsome man with raven locks, pale skin, and one blue eye and one green eye. My heart skips a beat and I know not why. My breath hitches as he strides closer. I haven’t even gotten in the water let alone taken off my dress, but I wanted to right then and there. This wolf held so much power over me. I couldn’t move. When our eyes locked it was the end of me. I couldn’t look away from his two-colored eyes.

“You shouldn’t stare an alpha in the eyes, young wolf.” His voice was as smooth and sexy as I remembered.

I shake my head, “My apologies. You’re just so… mesmerizing. Who are you? What’s your name?”

“I cant tell you right now. I had to see you again. My mark finally wore off I see. Shall I do it again?” he says.

My hand goes up to cover my neck, “Probably not a good idea. If Xaladin finds out, he’ll be pissed off again because he cant get close to me… though the benefit was it kept my rapist away.” The words came out before I could stop them.

He sniffs the air, then chuckles, “I can smell your arousal. You find me attractive. In that case let me leave you with something…” he walks closer.

“Like wha…” He kisses me and one hand goes around me while the other reaches between my thighs lifting my skirt slightly. He rubs my clit before sliding his fingers inside me. He moves them in and out slowly still kissing me, my arms move around him unconsciously.

He pulls away from me completely, and grins mischievously, “How’s that for a parting gift?”

A small whine escapes before realizing what had just happened. “You… why…”

“Because you are the red wolf that I will have fully one day.” He smirks before shifting and running off. I strip off my dress and get into the water to bathe, with a huge grin on my face. He was super-hot. I wonder what his name is. Oh, but I have Xaladin. I cant go forcing myself on other men… can I? What was with me anyway? He was so gentle… but still was taking advantage of me… wasn’t he? Or did I want him to do that? I don’t know… I cant let him get that close again. His scent is intoxicating. I finish bathing and go back to the cave still in a trans.

“You look like you could use a little bit of fun.” Luke says when I get there.

“Ugh, you wish.” I say.

“Either give it willingly or I will take it. I can’t just leave you alone.” He states.

“Well tough cookies.” I say, “You are going to have to leave me alone. I already have 2 alphas after me I don’t need a stupid beta after me too.”

“Who’s the other alpha?” he steps closer to me.

“I don’t know his name. He admitted to being after me though. Well technically I have 3 alphas after me if you include Michael from my old pack.” I stand firm.

“I don’t care how many people are after you, you are mine.” He closes the gap between us and lifts my hands over my head.

“Stop.” I fight his grip but he’s strong.

“Mmm,” he licks his lips, “I like them feisty.”

“I will yell for Xaladin.” I say.

“He’s in meetings all day. I had arranged it so that I could have some time with you.” His lips crash into mine, backing us against the wall of the cave. I kick at him, but it only encourages him to deepen the kiss forcing his way into my mouth. He holds both hands in one of his and explores my body with the other. “Damn dress.”

“My way of discouraging you.” I admit.

“It wont work.” He says slamming me to the ground and ripping my skirt up with one hand. I clench my legs together but he’s adamant about it, so he forces my legs open.

***

I wake up in the same position on the floor that Luke left me in after forcing me to have sex. I wished at that time that I had the other alphas mark. At least he’d have left me alone for an entire month… but then so would Xaladin. Could I really go another month without the attention of my alpha? I loved him. He loved me. At least he says he does. I don’t want anyone else.

The scent of Luke being in my room has dissipated, so there is no lasting evidence that he was even in here. One of these days he’s going to get caught. I wish I could just kill him, but with him being stronger than me I doubt without help I could do it. I need to train more. I get up and head to the river once again to bathe since being sexually assaulted.

Chapter 9:

(Allistair)

After running away from her earlier today I returned to my pack. I can’t believe I fingered her for a little bit, but she’s so damn cute I hope she didn’t think I was anything like Asher. That damn mutt. He pisses me off. If he doesn’t stop doing shit to her, I’m going to kill him. She’s mine.

“Alpha, where did you go.” My sister asks.

“Mai, I had to check on the rogues of the west. They are getting bigger, and I need to keep watch on them so they don’t think they can come here and challenge me.” I say to her.

“Isn’t that Asher’s job?” Mai asks.

“It seems he’s become distracted with my… a female that has the attention of multiple wolves. She’s a red wolf.” I say not giving too much detail. I will make her mine.

“What’s so special about a red wolf?” she wonders.

“Don’t you remember. They have special healing abilities, and not only that, but they are a promise that your pack will prosper. Once mated they will have many children, but only once mated.” I explain.

“What if she isn’t your true mate?”

“I will figure something out, but in the meantime, I need to get to know her a little at a time.” I say.

“Big brother, I just don’t want to see you hurt again.” Mai admits.

“The problem I’m running into is Asher thinks he can keep her to himself… and so does Xaladin and Michael. The only one I really have to worry about is Xaladin… he seems to think he can claim her and that be the end of it.” I huff.

“You really seem to want her, don’t you?” Mai imposes.

“I do, I really do, but I’m not the only one. I’m sure if all the alphas who are unmated knew there was a red wolf among us, they’d travel just to get her. It means we need to keep this on the down low.” I explain.

“Asher needs to back off of her…” she says.

“I’ll talk to him next time I see him which should be any minute now.” I state.

“I will be off then.” Mai turns and leaves my office. Soon after Asher comes barreling in.

“I can’t stand him! He’s such a prick. He goes and loads me with more duties… I’m not even supposed to be his actual beta.” Asher complains.

“Oh, do shut up about that. I want to know a few things.” I state.

“Like what?” Asher asks.

“Why you still are going after her when I’ve clearly marked her as mine.” I point out.

“The mark faded I thought it was just for show. To start a war.” Asher says.

“Are you an idiot? I’ve told you she’s mine, and yet you still rape her? Because its obvious she’s not interested in you. Me on the other hand, she seems to quite enjoy my company.” I smirk licking my fingers.

“What did you do?” Asher asks, heated.

“It doesn’t concern you, but she didn’t really protest either, I think she quite enjoyed it.” I glare at him, “Stay away from her. I don’t need her anymore tarnished by you.”

“I’m teaching her some manners… nothing more.” Asher protests.

“By raping her? That’s not showing her manners. That’s making her hate males. She’ll fight back one of these days and you wont be expecting it.” I stare at him making him uncomfortable.

“I just wanted to have her before she was taken by anyone else, and it became habit. I can’t stop now. She will become suspicious. I have to keep it up. I wont stop until she begs for me.” He says.

I shift into my wolf and glare at him, growling, “You will stop, or you will suffer.”

“Whatever you say.” He says, though I have a feeling he’s lying.

He leaves in a pissy mood. I know he’s upset for now, but I doubt he will be for long. I shift back into my human form and find a new pair of pants. The less clothing the better. I wanted to see her again, but I couldn’t keep leaving my duties behind. So, I decide that if I can finish my duties for the day, I will find her later… but what if she’s in their den? There would be no hope for seeing her then. I ponder before deciding to go see her.

When I arrive by the water she’s just getting out, her body glistening with water droplets all over her. She looked as though she was a precious stone. Her hair fiery red. I watch her for a little while she lays in the sun to dry off, and once she’s dry, she slides her dress on.

“Hello again, my precious wolf.” I say smiling at her.

“Hello again my handsome stranger.” She responds. “What brings you back for a second time today? And after the way you left things last time?”

“I couldn’t help but wanting to see you again. You are so beautiful. So precious, like a gemstone. A rare and unique gemstone. With your amethyst eyes, they are mesmerizing. Your fiery locks, to your golden skin. I just can’t get over how beautiful you really are.” I say.

“Xaladin will be pissed if he sees you here, you know that right?” She states.

“What’s your name, precious.” I ask, hoping she’ll answer.

“I’m sorry I won’t give that information without you giving me the same.” She smirks playfully.

“Oh, playing hard to get, I like it.” I admit.

“Not exactly, I’m still learning my own feelings, I’m only 16 after all. I can’t stand Luke though… he rapes me every chance he gets, then tells me he’s not a member of our pack. That he’s working for someone else. I just can’t believe he’d do that to his best friend… or supposed best friend.” She points out.

“He said those things?” I inquire.

“Yes. He said Xaladin isn’t his alpha, yet they’ve been together for 5 years now.” I say.

“Did he, now. What a shame.” I speak.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to vent.” She says shyly.

“What if I told you he was working for me, and his actual name is Asher. I needed him to keep an eye on the rogue wolves.” This might make her trust me a little better.

“That would certainly explain a lot. Especially with why he wouldn’t touch me when you marked me.” She ponders.

I step closer to her and take her hands in mine, “Believe me, if I’d have known his actions would cause you problems, I would have sent someone else.”

“Is that so… what are your intentions, then.” She inquires.

“I can’t tell you everything, but I’m allies with your old pack, and they want you back, but I won’t let them have you.”

“Why? If you are allies, wouldn’t it be war if you didn’t give them what they want?”  She’s smart too. Perfect.

“Well,” I lift her chin, looking into her eyes, “I don’t care to be allies with a pack that disrespects women.” I lean in and kiss her nose. She squeezes her eyes shut expecting something else. I chuckle.

“What?” she asks.

“You are cute.” I say. “I’d love to stay, but my pack will go nuts if they can’t find their alpha.”

“Might want to run along then little wolf.” She smirks.

“Little wolf?” I give her an inquisitive look.

“That’s what I said… an alpha should be able to do as he pleases according to Michael… my old alpha.” She says.

It’s definitely the right wolf then. “Show me your wolf.”

“Why? I’m a red wolf, as you suspected, but what does seeing it mean for you?”

“Just curious.” I say. “Please?”

“I guess.” She shifts and her wolf is absolutely gorgeous. Her amethyst eyes still shine against her red pelt. I am fighting urges to be with her now more than ever.

“Wow.” Escapes my lips. “I’ve never seen someone so beautiful. Be mine.”

“I belong to Xaladin. I’m sorry. He’s been the first one who laid claims to me since becoming a rogue. You may have marked me, but I belong to him. Despite the fact that Luke raped me. More than once.” She says not nearly as enthused as a she-wolf should be for gaining so much attention from many wolves.

“Have you mated?” I ask disappointed.

“Have we had sex? Yes… once but nothing like a mating ceremony… I’m not sure if he’s my true mate, but I love him.”

“So, there’s still hope for me.” I grin mischievously. Then sigh, “I must go, someone is coming. I shift and run off.

(Aquilliya)

I watch as the charcoal grey wolf runs south before making a sharp turn north, and then east. I shake my head before shifting and getting dressed.

“Who was here?” one of the delta’s of the pack asks me.

“I know not what you mean. I was simply bathing and laying in the sun to dry off.” I say.

“Damn it. You didn’t smell anyone? Because I can smell something.” He says, he’s thin and muscular with long dark hair and about 5’9” tall. Only slightly taller than me.

“I swear I know nothing, but now that you mention it, I do smell something… you.” I snap and walk away heading to the cave. Once I get there, I notice Xaladin in my room looking for me. I smirk, “Hey handsome, wanna play?”

“There you are, I was about to send a search party after you.” he says.

“I was just at the river.” I say.

“How many times do you need to go to the river in one day?” he asks.

“Its better to stay clean, isn’t it?” I place my hand on my hip.

“I guess… at least it was just the river…” he stumbles over the words as I saunter towards him swinging my hips side to side.

I lean into him pressing my hands on his chest and pressing him to sit on the ground. I straddle him “Be mine, now and forever.”

“It’s a bit early to talk like that, but I will definitely be yours tonight.” He says, hands moving towards my ass.

I grind on him and lean in to kiss him, he deepens the kiss.

Chapter 10:

We lay still, holding each other close. Cuddling one another, breathing heavily from our recent activities.

“Wow, that was intense. I never thought allowing the female to take dominance would be so sexy.” Xaladin says.

“Don’t get used to it. It’s a privilege.” I state.

“That’s my line.” Xaladin says, kissing me sweetly.

Soon we fall asleep.

***

“Good morning sweetheart.” Xaladin says when I wake up.

“Good morning handsome.” I respond.

“So, you need to try to get along with the other members of the pack, especially if you want to become their Luna.” He says.

“Luna? I forgot that that’s part of being with an alpha.” I smile sheepishly. “I don’t think any of them really like me because I have your attention and I’m also only 16.”

“They’ll have to get over that. Otherwise, we can start a new pack ourselves with you me and our pups.” He shrugs.

“Pups?” I cough out… “It’s too early to be talking pups.”

“Well, we’d have to have our mating ceremony first. We can plan that for two years that way you will at least be 18.”

“You… you’re serious? Really? You want to be mated to me?” I ask shocked.

“You are beautiful, inside, and out. I don’t care that you lost your virginity to someone other than me. Its not what this is about. Its about how much you mean to me.” He states.

(Xaladin)

I climb over her straddling her, kissing her ripe lips. Its time I settle down, and if I have to settle with someone other than my true mate, then so be it, at least she’s beautiful and precious. She is a red wolf after-all. So, we will have many pups. It’s a shame she’s beta material though. Second best is better than none. Although I’d never tell her that I should have been a beta… my brother was supposed to be alpha, but some rogues killed him, and I was forced into a leadership role.

“Well, I best be off to work.” I say and she throws me on my back.

“Not yet Mr. Alpha.” She grinds against my hips making my manhood harden. I don’t have time for this, but I better please her. I thrust my hips causing her to moan a little. I place her on her back softly and thrust deep inside her and she moans. I keep moving until my release comes and I cum inside her, releasing my seed. I know she can’t get pregnant until mated so it’s totally fine, until we actually fallow through with the mating ceremony. I will put it off as long as I can because I don’t want kids with a 16-year-old, but I promised when she was 18… that’s two years… hopefully she can wait that long.

I pull out and kiss her gently. Smiling at my future. It’s not so bad, especially if she’s this wild.

“Now I really got to go.” I say, “Duties call.”

“Okay my love. I will let you go.” She says sweetly.

I get dressed in my clothes and take one more look at her before I decide to leave her.

(Aquilliya)

I watched his sexy ass leave my simple room. He looks back and I smile at him before he turns and continues to walk out.

I get up and grab a change of clothes before walking to the river to bathe. With it being this early I doubt I will have any visitors. I step into the cold water. I shiver as I let my body adjust to the cooler temperature of early morning. Winter is fast approaching. I quickly bathe and get out wrapping myself in a wool blanket I brought down knowing it would be cooler.

“Are you crazy to bathe in freezing cold water?” the stranger approaches me filling my nostrils with the smell of cinnamon candy and caramel apples.

“I needed to clean up after this morning’s rendezvous. I don’t like smelling like sex.” I say.

“Or you don’t like the smell of your partner.” He says crossing his arms.

“He and I are going to be mated in two years, when I turn 18. It’s not his scent. It’s the scent of sweat and the feeling of it.”

“You’ll have to get over that being the red wolf. You will have many babies. That’s probably all he wants.” The stranger points out.

“If that were the case, he wouldn’t wait until I was 18. He’d do it now. I don’t think it has to do with the number of kids I will have… he’s concerned I’m not ready right now… and don’t you have alpha duties to do?” I snap.

“Ooo, she bares her teeth at me? How sexy. I’ve never met anyone brave enough to snap at me like that. Makes me think you should be with me. I need someone who can hold their own.” He says.

“Excuse me, but I’m taken. And that’s all there is to it. I can’t belong to two alphas. Besides, I’m technically only beta material.” I say. “I don’t think I’d be a good Luna… my current pack doesn’t even like me.”

“That’s because they are all rogues. They have no respect for anyone. Which is why you need to become mine. You’d be well liked and appreciated.” He says turning the charm to ten.

“If I wasn’t already promised to Xaladin, maybe, but he took me in when I had nowhere else to go. He saved me from a life on my own… I wouldn’t have survived.” I sigh.

“Do you really think he cares a lick about you? He just wants to extend his family. Or hasn’t he told you?”

“Told me what?” I ask shocked.

“Heh, if he hasn’t told you about his brother than he doesn’t trust you… I’ll save him the trouble… those rogues he’s running around with? They are the same rogues that killed his brother so that he could be alpha. Otherwise, he’d be nothing more than a beta. Just like you.” he growls. “He was running with the rogues long before his brother died… he wanted to be alpha, so he convinced them to kill his brother. Xaladin, isn’t alpha material. He’s beta… you on the other hand show potential to being a wonderful Luna… if given the chance.”

He struts over to me all sexy like and I feel myself getting aroused again. What’s wrong with me? I ponder as I watch his tall figure come closer. He lifts my chin and leans in kissing me gently at first but soon demands entry into my mouth and suddenly I can’t help it and allow him in. Our tongues dance along one another’s. His touch moves from my chin to my breasts and squeezes them. I let out a small moan, nipping at his lip begging for more. He obliges using his other hand to move down my body lightly until he reaches my vagina where he enters me with his fingers. He moves them in and out picking up speed until I orgasm, but he still continues for a second orgasm. I moan both times and he bites my neck, careful not to mark me.  I wished he would have at that point in time. I loved the feeling of being marked. Satisfied, he pulls his fingers out, licking his lips.

“Now that is how you should be treated. You should always be first in his eyes. Keep that in mind next time you have sex with him. It should be a passionate thing not a quick release. Next time, I may even show you more of what it should be like with a true alpha.”

“Where are you going?” I whine as his warmth leaves my skin when he steps away. He smiles at me and kisses me once more.

“I wish I could spend all day with you, but I can’t besides we seem to have company approaching. I need to vanish because they all know me by sight.” He dashes off shifting mid-step. Every time he gets near me, I can’t control myself… why does he have such power over me? Is it because he’s a real alpha? Isn’t Xaladin a real alpha too? Why doesn’t he hold as much power over me. I get dressed before the pack comes.

“Aquilliya? What are you doing out here in the cold? You need to get back to the cave before you catch a cold.” Xaladin says.

I roll my eyes, “I was just taking a bath. The water is cold today, winter is fast approaching.”

“We have a couple of months before the snow comes, but in the autumn, it does get colder. Its kind of normal…” the delta from yesterday says.

“No one asked you for your input.” I snap.

“Aquilliya! That was uncalled for!” Xaladin snaps back. “He’s part of the patrol he needs to keep me updated, and with you being the newest member, you shouldn’t speak that way.”

“If I’m going to be Luna, I have every right to talk. Or haven’t you told your pack yet.” I growl.

“Why her? She’s not worth it.” The delta says.

“Watch your tongue. She is my chosen mate.” Xaladin says.

“Sorry Alpha.” The delta apologizes.

I huff and head back to the cave. I will not let him say another word. If he truly is keeping secrets, he isn’t worth being my mate… but I love him.