When you find someone you truly love, do you ever wished to live your whole life with them?
do you ever dream to have a family with them and spent internity with them?
I was young and stupid back then but after all these years, my heart is still looking everywhere for him. how could a girl like me who hates the idea of love gets crazy after she fell inlove with someone who just broke her heart?
It was in the afternoon of May 27, 2016. I was scrolling through my social feed when I received a message from my school group chat.
"how are you guys doing?," one of my classmate said.
graduation is almost over and everyone is sad about it, including me. After this, all of us will be seperated and we will all have our own life once again.
I noticed that some of my classmates were bullying this guy. I looked at his name.
his name is Rafael.
I tried defending him from the mean girls of our class in the group chat.
I was too shy to approach him, since we're not close at all—I instead texted my friend and ask her one favor.
"hey...I have a favor could you please ask Rafael if he is okay? pleaseeee...I am too shy to ask him," I texted her.
"yeah, sure." Gab replied. Gabrielle is the type of girl that is kind-of-boyish. She doesn't like girly stuff and we're totally both different type of person, but we still get along after all.
"girl. He said he is fine." Gab texted me after few minutes.
It's already past midnight when I decided to sent a message in the group chat and surprisingly, Rafael replied.
we talked for a little bit, until he started flirting with me. And as a stupid girl, I flirted back.
I don't know what kind of sorcery he did to me but after last night, I think I'm catching a feeling for him.
after that night, I keep asking my freinds in school if he's going to arrive. Gab began to noticed that I was being reluctant of him not showing up at the event.
Gab began to shout that I had a crush on Rafael BECAUSE I WAS LOOKING FOR HIM.
"SHHH GAB" I said with a frown face.
"DON'T HIDE IT DUDE, WE KNOW YOU LIKE HIM."
I rolled my eyes at her and looked through my phone hoping to get a message from him..but I receive nothing.