eyes dilated by astonishment, letting fear invade me, I can't do anything, I can only wait, never sitting, never lying down, never in any way.....I feel the amazement of the dark hours. a lethargy that leaves me permeable, to everything, to everyone. Just like rats abandoning the darkness, I run away to be alone, I feel like rubbish, I feel weak, I look in the motionless mirror, inside me there is no sign of life, and the terrible ideas that assault my brain, as if the blood, which flows stronger and in crescendo of anguish, like torrents of lava. in orgasms of suffocated screams and...........as if it were magic, of sordid juggling like someone playing with my mind, everything goes away, even my body that finally falls and rests.
