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Broken Dreams

Set against the kaleidoscopic backdrop of 1960s London, Broken Dreams tells the intimate story of Andee Spencer—quiet, perceptive, and misunderstood—whose internal rebellion grows in the shadow of a volatile, ambitious family. Through richly drawn snapshots of childhood whimsy, shifting sibling alliances, and the quiet ache of exclusion, we follow Andee from her early days as an imaginative loner enchanted by a sunflower named Little Wee to her pivotal stand in a brutal family boardroom coup. As her siblings vie for power in the family business, Andee’s true struggle unfolds within: a search for meaning, justice, and selfhood in a world that rewards charm over integrity. Ruby thrives on control. Ethan plots a quiet revolution. Matthew watches, weary. Mary emerges from the sidelines. And amid it all, Andee listens—until the moment comes when she must finally speak. Woven with political tremors—the assassinations of the Kennedys, the rise of spiritual countercultures, and the fading echoes of empire—this is a story not of loud rebellion but of whispered resistance. Of the courage it takes to say no. To sit still in a storm. And to find one’s place not by playing a part, but by refusing to. Broken Dreams is a layered, emotionally resonant exploration of identity, power, and the quiet strength of the unseen

Jun 24, 2025  |   42 min read

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Bibi Haroon
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Chapter 2 The Garden Before the Fall

In the quiet aftermath of betrayal, when the echoes of lost trust still haunted her every step, Andee's mind drifted to a time when the world shimmered with possibility. The harsh sting of the present softened as a single, vivid memory unfurled: a sunlit morning, a secret haven blooming with life, and a restless, youthful spirit daring to run free. In that recollection, the Spencers were more than just family - they were the architects of a childhood built on hope, trust, and love. Each flicker of memory revealed a glimpse of who Andee once was and hinted at the resilient spirit she might yet reclaim.

"Ready, set, go!"

Andee launched herself down the sloped, uneven walkway with a heady mix of determination and pure, unbridled excitement. Her voice rang out loud and clear, narrating her exhilarating adventure. Each pounding step on the rugged concrete was a tiny triumph, propelling her toward the garden gate and the grand finale of another glorious win.

"And she does it again! Andee Spencer cruises to victory!"

Breathless, she came to a halt. Her fingers fumbled at the rusty latch; the hinges groaned in protest but finally yielded to her tug. As the gate swung open, it revealed a riot of blooms - splashes of vibrant color basking in the amber glow of early evening.

Andee adored the garden. It was her secret kingdom, a world where each petal whispered magic and every flower held a secret tale. Here, she belonged. Here, she saw what others didn't.

She paused to greet the daffodils - steadfast sentinels of her sanctuary. Their bright faces nodded gently in the breeze. Nearby, the forget-me-nots stood vibrant and perky, the "pawns" guarding more precious blooms behind them. Their sapphire petals drooped slightly, ready for their midnight slumber. As she twirled along the path toward a towering sunflower in a terracotta pot, she called out softly:

"Oooh, Little Wee," Andee murmured, brushing her fingers along the sturdy stalk.

She had named the sunflower after Little Wee from the TV show Bill and Ben, the Flowerpot Men. She kept their secrets safe.

"Where are those mischievous Flowerpot Men? Bill and Ben?" she teased, knowing they'd only emerge when the coast was clear.

Beyond Little Wee, her gaze fell on a bare patch of soil. A wistful sigh escaped her.

"Oh, Dad, you promised to plant rows and rows of tomatoes. I know you're busy, but the garden would be so much more beautiful with them."

Her words drifted away with the breeze, delicate as the light itself.

Andee's imagination knew no bounds. It bloomed wildly in this little patch of Earth. This garden gave her the freedom to conjure and create at will.

"Well, my friends," she whispered, "I have to go now - but you know I'll be back tomorrow. Goodbye, Little Wee. Goodbye, Bill and Ben."

With a playful hop and a lighthearted skip, she latched the gate behind her and raced up the sloped path toward the black wooden door with its bright metal knocker.

She pushed it open, inhaling deeply. The mingling scent of pipe tobacco and soft lavender greeted her, warm and familiar. It was home.

Home was a modest two-room flat tucked into the basement of a three-storey house. It held six children and two adults, lovingly chaotic and entirely theirs. Every corner bore evidence of lives richly lived. Mrs. Spencer's gentle touches wove themselves around the faded floral wallpaper and creamy, discoloured walls. It wasn't posh - but it was perfect.

Andee peeked into the living room. Mr. Spencer sat in his usual spot - the high-backed armchair, pipe in hand. A curl of smoke drifted upward, veiling the screen of the small black-and-white television.

The news was on. "It's a must," he always said. "It's the only way to keep abreast of what's happening in the world."

Mrs. Spencer, beneath the mellow lamplight, was darning holes in his socks. A thimble gleamed on her middle finger as she worked, occasionally pausing to admire her stitching. She loved sewing, but her real joy was embroidery and cross-stitching. She was a natural: precise, creative, proud of every piece.

Andee smiled. At this time every day, she could predict the entire scene like a well-loved play.

A gentle nudge broke her reverie.

"Mum, were you looking for Andee?" her brother Matthew asked, giving her a little push into the room.

"Stop it, Matt!" she whispered, half-laughing. Behind him, the other children lined up, cheering him on.

Mrs. Spencer looked up with tired eyes that narrowed slightly. "Andee, where have you been? I hope you weren't at the Rectory again." Her voice was soft, but her tone unmistakable.

Flushed with embarrassment, Andee shuffled forward. "Oh, Mum? I'm sorry? I didn't mean - Lydia was telling me about America, and it was so interesting?"

"Oh, Andee, stop it," Ruby snapped. Her older sister stood next to their mother, arms folded. "You always have an excuse - and we all know you do this on purpose."

"Thank you, Ruby, that's enough," their mother said firmly.

Andee watched as she pulled the black thread through the sock, wrapped it around the needle three times, and pulled it through again.

"Andee, I'm tired of your excuses. I've told you before - you're not to go to the Rectory when the Vicar isn't home. And I happen to know he's not home today."

Matthew's giggle echoed behind her.

"Busted!" he whispered with delight.

Mrs. Spencer shot him a look, and Andee bit her lip to stop herself from laughing. She was determined to appear properly contrite.

"Go and wash up," her mother said wearily. "Tonight, you'll collect all the milk bottles, rinse them, and set them outside for the milkman. And you'll spend fifteen extra minutes learning six new words from the dictionary. I want the meanings too. You'll show me before bed."

She called out to her husband. "Can you choose six words for Andee?"

Andee hesitated. She glanced sideways at her mother - and saw, to her surprise, a flicker of tenderness in her eyes before she looked away. It was a fleeting but treasured reassurance.

Ruby stuck out her tongue and flounced off to perch on their father's lap. Andee was used to her sister's scorn. She could do nothing right in Ruby's eyes.

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