Ama didn’t feel strong that day.
She felt tired.
The kind of tired that sits behind your eyes and makes everything feel heavier than it should. The kind where even opening your laptop feels like a reminder of everything that isn’t working.
The deal had fallen through that morning. Just like that. No warning, no second chance. Weeks of work—gone.
She sat at her desk staring at nothing in particular, replaying every moment, every decision, wondering where she had gone wrong.
“Maybe this just isn’t for me,” she whispered.
The room didn’t answer.
After a while, she reached for her notebook—not because she had a plan, but because she didn’t know what else to do. She flipped through old pages filled with ideas, half-finished plans, and messy thoughts.
Then she saw it.
A line she didn’t even remember writing:
“Be thankful, even now.”
Ama frowned.
“Even now?” she said under her breath. “For what exactly?”
Still, she tried.
Not perfectly. Not confidently. Just… honestly.
“I’m thankful I started,” she said quietly.
That was something.
“I’m thankful I learned as much as I did.”
She paused.
“I’m thankful… I didn’t quit halfway.”
It felt strange at first—like she was forcing meaning into a moment that didn’t deserve it. But the more she said it, the less heavy her chest felt.
Not lighter. Just… less tight.
That evening, instead of shutting down completely, she replied to one email she had been avoiding.
The next morning, she wrote down three things again.
Nothing big.
Just real things.
A kind message from an old client.
The fact that she still had the chance to try again.
The quiet strength it took to keep going.
Days passed.
Then something shifted.
Not all at once. Not dramatically. But enough.
She started noticing things she had missed before—small openings, conversations that led somewhere, ideas that actually felt possible. She spoke differently. Listened more. Showed up without that constant edge of panic.
And slowly, people began to respond.
A call turned into a meeting.
A meeting turned into a partnership.
A small win turned into something steady.
Months later, someone asked her what changed.
She didn’t talk about strategy.
She didn’t talk about luck.
She just said, “I stopped waiting for things to go right before I appreciated them.”
Because the truth was, nothing changed overnight.
She did.
And somehow, that made all the difference.
