We finished our computer practical class, and others have taken their programs printout and left. It's a normal day for me, I have been able to solve the programs quite faster, and also helped others to finish it off. This time got a new trick, we don't have to wait for the program output to appear on the screen to take the screenshot, I just redirected the output in the file, and voila, both program and print out can be easy taken printed even if they are more in number.
Lisa was quite happy to get her program done, and she hides a smile with a dimple on her cheek so cute. I was always mesmerized by her smiling face. Many girls talk to me, but it was just for the sake of getting their programs to solve. I have a lot of attraction towards the girls, but cannot open say, what I want to say.
Today, when Lisa is still watching the computer screen, I just feel like holding her hands and say you are looking beautiful. Don't know how will she react, but again I just have the attraction, and no more emotional feeling, which could eventually a so-called love. I just want to say you are beautiful. Even can I joke, just express myself in this computer hall, where no one else is there, but at the glass door, some of my friends are taking notes.
She has been very friendly to me, always talked to me, and not just computers but she also casually met me for some suggestions and queries. I have kind of liking towards her but don't know why I just talk to her with what she asks, or it's just a question answers session between us. I also sometimes feel like going for a small walk with her, she is such a beauty. She only talks to me more than the other guys, but she is bold and stronger also.
Some guys feel jealous of me, as they cannot talk to her. They also just have small talk but cannot continue, and it just ends up in hello and hi. Some also tried to learn programming from me so as they can attract her, but she also suggests them to meet me when they are confused. The guys, always keep eye on her, many have crushes and attraction towards her, but cannot take any step.
Lisa was just looking at me, I was hey what, looking at me and smiling.
"What happened Lisa, any help"
"Yea Sanjeev, need to solve this program, can you come and help me out"
"Sure, let me help you, by debugging it"
"Hey this is a matrix problem, if you can solve it on paper it will help"
"Oh yea, let me check but just give me clue I want to solve it"
"The variable which does matrix multiplication should come after the first loop"
"Oh shit, good yaar, let me do it"
"No no.. you should have done in the paper there is more"
"No no.. let me do it I can solve"
"No.. you first do on paper"
Her hands were on the keyboard, there was a spark in me, and I held both her hands, so soft, her four fingers were cold. She was trying to pull them out, but I just was moving them out of the keyboard.
Then she smiled looking at me, but there was just curiosity for the program to solve and she was not bothered by me holding her hands.
Then I took the chance and said,
"Lisa, you look beautiful, don't impress me with your smile solve it on paper first"
"Sanjeev, please na, let me write the program I got my mistakes"
Then I left her hands, so what was in my mind I could just say to her, I felt happy and thrilled. She smiled and completed the program, asked me to get the printout, now I could show her the new way of getting the program and output.
We both left together out of the computer hall, my friends were calling me, but I just ignored them, showed them she is with me, I am not joining you.
This was the last class today, and we just went downstairs, then I asked her.
"Are you going home or staying again at the library today"
"No yaar, I am going home have to walk down till the bus stop, would you join me"
This was the most exciting moment, I could say she is beautiful and also hold her hand, and now my second wish of having a walk with her.
"Sure why not, even I was going home come we can walk together"
Now I didn't expect that same day, I could get this opportunity, so didn't want to waste time and talk.
"You know, you are good at programming, do you practice at home"
"Not needed Sanjeev, when you are there, it helps me solve better, you are such a nice person"
"Arey yaar, you know when I talk to you our friends keep prompting so I just avoid you"
"Ya I know that, many guys try to talk to me, but they run out of the conversation"
"You know you are such a charming and beautiful looking at you anybody can forget what to talk"
"And so do you, but you talk nicely"
"I always have the chance to change the conversation to programming that's why"
"That's good of you, actually I thought you won't join me for a walk"
"Nothing like that yaar, I don't care you are much taller than me, it might look odd for others but I like you as a friend"
"Many guys are shorter than me, but it's natural so nothing to bother about"
We were walking and just then we saw there a small crowd and photographers.
"Sanjeev, look it's a new shop opening come let's go in"
"Hey wait, it's crowdy, we can check another time"
She went to the shop and I followed, there was a film actress who was opening the shop and many photos were being clicked.
We both were just next to the actress when a photo was clicked.
I just moved away, and then Lisa wanted to check on some dresses, ladies take longer to choose and spend more time shopping.
So, I said bye to her and moved on.
Yes, the most beautiful and admired girl in our class is much taller than us, but she has a beautiful smile, nose and now I know.
A beautiful heart.