Just say sorry. Is that so hard to say sorry to your closest?

 A single sorry wouldn’t make us apart.

Your ego stabs you from delivering it. Have you ever noticed that your words harm enough to slash a person's heart?

Those acts are miserable and often leave scars and wounds. It worsens ahead.

It is easy to spit everything in anger toward others. But when you’ve realised, the mistake was yours and can’t utter a sorry towards the respective person.

You've regretted your actions. And still a sorry couldn't even be heard.

Let it be who you are, how big in the profession, and it's all don't give a big deal to others. All of us forgot the simple ethics that were taught from home and apart of the syllabus in school. "being sorry for own cause and forgive others for their cause". It is easy for the kids to accept it but hard for grown-up kids so-called ‘'elders'' to apply it. 

The problem can calm with a simple sorry rather than being stubborn. Uttering simple sorry would break a long silence between us that we're going through till now.

I just wished that I've could hear whispers of sorry from you. If that happens, then my life wouldn't drift away from you.

That miracle words would heal my scar that left me with an ache full of hatred and sadness.

Seeking for sorry would pleasure my hatred heart. A heart that gives so many chances to that could hear that word.

Saying out simple sorry not makes you lose, or I'm to win. It just resembles peace of mind to both respective people.

That sorry would save my life.

‘'Could you please shut that door''. Remind Rebecca

Almost every argument would hear clashed sound windows, the bang of doors shut, and loudly footsteps walking ahead.

REBECCA OH REBECCA WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?’’ Andrews hums softly.

He was so typical and started watching television. Meanwhile, Rebecca cooked for dinner but in profound silence. She's trying to forget the incident that happened in the first argument.

At the dinner, Andrew explained the file was in the office desk and not on the house. He's was mistakenly scolded her for nothing and asked her to forget about it.

All she hoped was at least a sorry would give at ease for her. But it was hopeless as Andrew knocks off earlier as it was an important meeting that he had to attend tomorrow.

Another day passed with dead silence.

As usual, he went off to work. Rebecca was alone at home. She thought of going to a spa and freshening up her mind and heart. The only place accompanied by joys and relaxation.

She left a note for Andrew and went to the spa.

After an hour later, she back home and was shocked her husband was home early, and sure he was not in a good mood. His eyes deeply stare towards her as a sharp blade passes through my body. ''Oh my it would be another cursed day has to go through,'' said Rebecca

 

He was so silent and didn't talk. His silence killed her and gives tons of worriedness.

Rebecca was wandering in the room. Within a few minutes, Andrew entered the room. He switched off the light and went to bed even though he's aware of her existences. He was antagonistic for the whole day. A wordless day and again, a silence night accompany her.

At early morning, the sun shines through the slit between the fade curtains. Rebecca awake and realise Andrew was not around. A sign of message couldn't be seen all over the house.

 

She rang a few seconds, but the call went declined. She's clueless about the last night, and the reaction of her husband was so abnormal.

 

She called her office, and the secretary informed her that Andrew off from work earlier. She's started worried about him.  She grabbed her car keys immediately and looked for Andrew in ordinary hangout places.

 

She roamed all the places, but Andrew's shadow not seen at all. The sky almost dawn and rains drizzle slowly like her tears rolled down from cheeks. She went back home.

Clink…clink…clink…..

She's rushed into house as it someone broke into their home. The small bits of glass pieces are shattered around all over the house.

 

Ouch!!!!!!...  It's hurt!!!. Rebecca shouted.

A small drop of blood drip down through her face due to the shatter parts of glass hit her forehead.  Her minor cut in her forehead triggers her. But she remains silent.

 

‘'Where' the hell have you been" Andrew yelled at her.

She stood silently with tears

 

‘'You're so selfish and not even responsible for your action. Because of you, my life is miserable. You do not even care a single thing about it. I've about at home not even get to know where the hell you're hanging out.''

“Can’t you see I’m earning hard to makes our life happy."

 

It seems you're not getting it what I'm going through right now exaggerate Andrew. He left Rebecca at home alone with those scars.

“Have you ever considered my feeling about it”. Don't you spare your time and gives me a chance to explain what is really happen between myself and ourselves too. Don't be so impulsive." Croon Rebecca.

 

She's just wanted to scream, but it won't help her out. She has to be very careful enough by doing any act cause she needs to think that she has to give a second thought about another person.

 

 That person needs her the most. The small movement around her stomach senses her and gives hope that she needs to continue living up.

 

No matter what she’s going through, the little one’s soon be coming to protect her.

She cleaned up the house and got back to the routine. She dressed her wound and went to the kitchen to make something for dinner.

 

She's busied herself so that she can forget the morning incident. Soon Andrew peeps out. He straightly went towards his room and freshened up himself.

 

At the dining hall, Andrew breaks his silence by complimenting his wife that the food was so lovely. He was expecting a reply from Rebecca, but unfortunately, she's not utter a word.

He opened up the conversation regards the meeting and how stressful he's going through with his company, and he's was too exasperate towards her. He was overwhelmed with guilt. However, But refused to say sorry. The last word before getting off from the table ''just forget about that incident" It’s quite common.

 

The only way she's expecting was sorry but still, let into disappointment.

How long it will keep going, and still I'm not mentioning anything about it to him. Soon if he finds out wouldn't it will become another argument. Better let it know rather than my stomach pooped bigger.

 

Andrew, can we hang out for dinner? Asked Rebecca

Ok. Sure and be ready at Seven. He replied.

At the restaurant.

 

Both of them ordered their favourite dishes. And she’s opened up the news about her pregnancy towards him. He was static for a moment and burst in laughing with happy tears.

 

It was such a vast relieved for Rebecca that he's not reacting aimlessly again.

Rebecca just told him Sorry for everything that caused him hurt and for not informing the good news earlier. He replied with a smile. They began to dine in.

 

Almost one week, Andrew was not at home. He's out for work.  She was alone at home. Her days spent watching movies and visiting her parents.

One week later.

 

Andrew back home and surprised with many gifts and chocolates. She has welcomed him happily, and it's going on average and exchanging gifts to each other.

Rebecca hoped that it could be last forever. And expect Andrew will be like these forever and they can build a happy family tree together.

 

All it could last for three months.

Andrew started his tantrums again and again. He lets his anger out towards a Rebecca even though it's not her fault.

She’s just letting things go.

 

Even small matters arise turned into a big quarrel situation. Rebecca couldn't take up as she needs care for her and the little ones in the stomach.

 

Every Quarrel left with hurtful scars and pain.

Saying sorry was hard for him.

She's just counting on days that it would end soon.

An ambulance rushed into the apartment.

Rebecca was on the floor covered with blood.

 

She was taken to the hospital.

Andrew rushed to the hospital. And she was admitted in the ICU ward. Few hours passed by and no results from the doctor. Andrew was so helpless and can't move a single from the front door of the ICU ward. He stood for so long as he could feel the numbness of his leg.

Soon the doctor came out from the ward. He told him that they couldn't save the baby. His wife was still unconscious.

He shaken with tears, and his body was trembling. He couldn't take it that how careless he was that for sure Rebecca wouldn’t forgive her. His unintentional act during argument toward Rebecca leads to these consequences.

Rebecca becomes conscious and opened up her eyes slowly. She saw that her parents and her friends surrounded her. She notices that Andrew's not around and can't be seen. He was away for two days and there were no phone calls and messages from him. A late night call wake Rebecca from dead silence of sleepless night, on the call ,no one is answering and whisper a single "sorry and come back again" said Andrew. He hang up. Rebecca couldn't move on with the incident that happened  since her past are evolving in present whenever Andrew face appear. She texted him back, Andrew it's late and it should be done earlier. Just stay apart from me.bye. 

SORRY….. SORRY… …….SORRY…….SORRY. Why always easy asking forgiveness from the stranger and so hard to offer a sorry to your loved ones. Bear in mind that sorry couldn't put things back to normal but make your bond healthy. It can be with anyone to dear to you. Don't let your closed one leave you due to own stubbornness. The pain of leaving someone most unbearable doesn't ever undergo it or other to endure as well.