Take it! Yeah, take it, said a man in the background. Why do gay men get turned on by guys like this, asked Xander while sitting in front of his wall mounted television. Xander begins rubbing his thighs together trying to stop the urge of rising to the occasion. Harder, said a voice of a young man on the television. The sound of heavy breathing from both men on the screen has Xander's mouth watering. Ahhh, said the young bottom boy from the screen. Yeah, you like that, said the older dominate top as he is pounding with more force with a steady pace. Xander's glasses are starting to fog up his vision, and sweat is developing on his forehead. Yes, oh yes daddy, said the young bottom boy. I can't take this torture anymore, said Xander as he quickly tries to unzip his pants. The erotic sounds from the two men were so loud that walls throughout the apartment were starting to vibrate. Xander struggles trying to pull down his pants as he falls off the couch with desperation. Damn it, said Xander now in position lying on his back with his legs up in the air, and sliding his pants up to the ceiling. OH MY GOD, said the bottom boy. OH FUUUUUCK, said the dominate top daddy. Don't you dare finish without me, said Xander as he begins to locate himself in the lower region. Xander slides his hand underneath his Calvin Klein white boxer briefs and lets out a sigh. Xander's toes are curling and he begins a rhythm that he doesn't miss a beat. I'M CUMMING, said the daddy top. ME TOO, said the bottom boy. HOLD ON! I'M NOT EVEN FUCKING CLOSE, said Xander as he is trying to get up to speed. AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH, said both the characters from the television screen. YOU DIRTY WHORES, said Xander as he is feeling left out from his fantasy threesome.
So, I'm assuming it wasn't good for you, said Xander's boyfriend. He comes out the bedroom from his hours of sleep wearing nothing but a t-shirt saying "Be Good or Be Good at Something". OH BABE! Xander tries to pulling up his pants while feeling embarrassed at the same time. Why are you up, asked Xander as he whipped the sweat from his forehead. You and almost doesn't count threesome woke me, said the boyfriend while scratching his right butt cheek. He then walks into the kitchen and opens a cabinet to get a bowel, and grabs a box cereal from the top of the fridge. Then pour some in the bowl with milk, and take a seat at the table. Xander just rolls his eyes and remains pissed in his head about his failed threesome. Babe, asked Xander. Yeah, said the boyfriend as he slurps the milk from the spoon while chewing at the same time. Are you still interested in us having a third boyfriend, asked Xander while trying to adjust himself on the couch. Well, I'm totally okay without having a third boyfriend, said the boyfriend while eating between his sentences like a cave man. I was just thinking that, what if that isn't the missing link to our relationship, said Xander. Babe, I'm okay with whatever decision you decide, said the boyfriend. He begins to take it to the head with the milk from the bowl. He pushes his chair back, grabs his bowl, and heads towards the kitchen sink to dispose of it. He walks over to Xander and stands over him like he is going to be in command mode. But instead he leans over and gives him a kiss on his forehead and says, I love you. And you're the only one I'm pursuing, but I have to get ready for work here. The boyfriend rubs his shoulder and starts heading towards the bathroom with his small hairy ass that reminds you that he is a bear.
As he closes the door behind him, Xander's phone rings from on the coffee table. Hello, said Xander. HEY BITCH, said Jamie with sounds of detraction in the background from the Minneapolis city street. What are you up to hun, asked Jamie. Nothing but trying to make something happen that didn't happen, said Xander with frustration. Well, I'm coming up to your place to get you, said Jamie as he sounded out of breath. Are you okay, asked Xander with concerns. That's why I'm coming to get you. Now let me up, bitch...said Jamie as he finally approaches Xander's apartment complex. Alright, I'm coming down to get you. Xander hangs up the phone, gets off the couch and turns off the porn. He walks towards the bathroom and slightly opens up the door to let his boyfriend know that he is going to meet Jamie downstairs. Then he grabs his keys with his black shoulder bag and coat. He walks out the door and closes it from behind. A guy that is two doors down from his place is also closing the door behind him as well. The guy stands 6'1 like an oak tree, with dimples that'll make you melt, mildly hairy tan arms, gyms shorts that wrap themselves around his chiseled thighs and a tight end quarter back booty. Hi, said the neighbor as he gives a wink to Xander while passing him in the hallway. Xander barely could breathe as he trips on his shoe laces and falls back hitting one of the neighbor's doors. The guy looks back and chuckles at Xander. Hi, said Xander while leaning back on one of the neighbor's doors. The guy continues walking down the hallway, and suddenly a door opens. AH! Xander falls back on the floor looking up under a towel of a young fraternity boy. Hey! Take a picture, man...said the frat boy. Xander tries to adjust his glasses and starts pulling himself up. The closer he started lean up the more he was burying his head underneath the frat boy's towel. The body wash the frat boy was wearing was the scent of cedar wood and cloves. Are you going to move, please...asked Xander as he continues to stare at the frat's perfectly pink male genital. I'm sorry man, said the frat boy. He lifted his leg over Xander's head as the towel whips across Xander's face. His glasses fogs up a little bit from the towel's moisture. Let me help you there, said the frat boy as he lent his hand down hand to assist Xander on his feet. That wasn't humiliating, said Xander while whipping his glasses. I thought it was my roommate knocking to get back in the apartment, said the frat boy. But you're good right, asked the frat boy. Yep, said Xander as he turns away from the young frat and starts speed walking down the hallway.
What took you so damn long, asked Jamie with irritation. I'm so sorry but I got caught up in short cautionary tale with my two drop dead never gonna be neighbors, said Xander as he opens the door to let Jamie inside the building. What are you talking about, asked Jamie as he takes the first seat he see in the lobby. Xander begins to take a seat right next to him. I'm talking about the look, the attitude, the body, the charisma, the whole package that gay men are wanting or wanting to be, said Xander while crossing his arms. Bitch, what makes you think you don't have any of that now, said Jamie with his bitch please attitude. You need to wake up and see the Rihanna and Beyonce in yourself, child. Now let's go upstairs to your place and chill the fuck out, bitch...said Jamie. Jamie gets up from his seat and presses the fifth floor button. Xander rolls his eyes and gets himself up as well. The elevator door open and the frat boy from earlier is on there with Xander's boyfriend. We crossed paths again, said the frat boy with a smile as he walked out of the building. Xander lowers his head and looks down smiling. Baby, said the Xander's boyfriend. I'm heading out okay. He lifts up Xander's chin and gives him a kiss on his cheek. I love you, says the boyfriend while exiting the building. I love you too, says Xander. That's you guys kiss, asked Jamie as he is looking puzzled. Baby, I would have tongued my man down before he even left this building. Xander nudged Jamie onto the elevator as they both started laughing.
Xander opens the door to the apartment and Jamie pushes Xander out the way. You was taking too long, honey...said Jamie. I have to go the bathroom. It's over to the left, Xander shouted while closing the door behind him. The sound of the toilet flushing from the bathroom means Jamie has finished his business. He had to pee fifteen minutes ago, but Xander was being scared for life by the frat boy's magic stick. Jamie walks out of the bathroom straightening out his shirt. He begins scooping out Xander's and his boyfriend's apartment. Now honey this is nice, said Jamie as he is staring outside and gazing at the Minneapolis skyline. Thank you, said Xander as he pours a glass of red wine for himself and Jamie. Jamie begins to sit down on the couch staring at the mounted television. By the time Xander could get to Jamie, Jamie grabs the remote from off the table. WAIT! Xander tries to rush to Jamie without spilling a drop of wine anywhere. Jamie presses the on button and sees two men on the television in the heat of a moment. WHAT THE FUCK XANDER, Jamie screamed with laughter. I'm so embarrassed, said Xander as he lay Jamie's glass in front of him on the coffee table. There's nothing to be embarrassed about here, said Jamie trying to comfort Xander. It's a natural thing. Jamie soon begins making himself at home on the couch. Xander sits on the far left end of the couch curling up with his glass of wine. Look at it like this, these two men are without a doubt gorgeous but at the same time fake, said Jamie while taking his first sip from his glass. Yes, but they are both twinks in my eyes...said Xander as he watches the porn scene feeling unattractive about himself. And what's wrong with twinks, asked Jamie. I guess I'm a bit jealous because I'm no longer considered a twink anymore, said Xander as he takes a sip from his glass. Neither am I, but I don't try to label or compare my holy and fabulous self with any of these plastic ken dolls any day, said Jamie as he starts to get more in tune with the porn scene.
You know what you need, asked Jamie. You need some bonafide dick that'll blow your fucking mind to snap you out of this boring vanilla, shy, I don't need a man to keep me loose mood. And I'm not talking about loose as in personality either, said Jamie as he looks back at Xander with one eyebrow up. Xander knew exactly what he was talking about and let out a laugh that was much needed. We're getting out now, because if we stay here any longer with these twinks...You'll have to let me be alone with these two medallions around my neck, said Jamie as he starts fanning himself from watching the porn while drinking his wine.
February 2024 Corkscrew (Local Gay Bar)
Xander and Jamie made their way to there favorite local gay bar Corkscrew. Oooh the boys and mens are out today, said Jamie as he is making his way through the bar. Men in all shapes, sizes, tall, short, all sorts race, ranges of age from everywhere throughout the bar. It was only 1:45pm which is lunch time hour or a last break for some people. But this place was popping. Xander tries making his way through the crowd but saying excuse me or nudge people over to get a clue that he is trying to get by. JAMIE, shouted Xander trying to get his attention. Xander jumps up and down to get notice but Jamie got caught up with a regular from the bar.
Hey, said a familiar voice. Xander felt a present behind him that felt comfortable. He turns around and has the biggest smile on his face. Hey you, said Xander. Allen right, Xander asked as he is feeling nervous about hearing the results. Yes, said Allen. Xander let out a huge breath of air for a sign of relief. I'm so glad because I'm not all that good at remembering names, said Xander. You could have fooled me, said Allen as he smiles back at Xander. Here girl, said Jamie. I ordered us a drink! Jamie gravitated all the festivities that were taking place throughout the bar. Maneater from Nelly Furtado was playing in the background. Jamie was feeling the beat and swaying. The guy that was talking to Jamie before tries to steal Jamie away. Wait a mintue, said Jamie as he tries to push the guy off him for a bit. Xander, said Jamie. Yes, replied Xander. Jamie leans into Xander's ear to whisper, this is time for you to enjoy yourself. Allen seems to like you, and you two seem to have a good chemistry that could be a great friendship, said Jamie as the guy is trying to rush Jamie. Thank you Jamie, said Xander. Alright, damn...let's go bitch, said Jamie as he shantay away with the guy.
Would you like to go outside, a stranger asked standing from behind Xander. Xander replies, no thank you without even turning around to see who the guy is. The guy from behind walked around him to get passed. It was the frat boy from earlier that Xander had the opportunity of getting a peek-a-boo show from down under. Allen stares at Xander's reaction after noticing the guy who walked around him from behind. You know that guy, Allen asked. Um, we just met today in an awkward situation, said Xander as he takes a sip of the drink that Jamie got him. Well, would you care to go outside on the patio with me, asked Allen as he lent his hand out as a gesture. I would be delighted, said Xander as he places his hand in Allen's hand. Allen cuts through the massive crowd like a machete. They finally make it out onto the patio and Xander is relieved. Are you going to have a smoke, asked Allen as he takes a sip from his cup. Not today, said Xander with so much pride. Xander spots an area on the patio that is bare and takes a voyage on that turf. His eyes begin to wonder throughout the crowd. Once Xander had enough liquor in his system he feels fearless, and yet still in sync with everything and everyone around him. The air is crisp and the downtown scene is live. Allen takes a view of Xander from a distance and notices how at ease he is. And he is a bit intrigued to know what is on his
mind. He notices an older gentleman is trying to talk to him, but feels that Xander isn't interested in him.
Come on man, said the older gentleman to Xander. You mean to tell me that nothing hear is getting your attention? The older man is trying to make a gesture for Xander to take interest of him. Nope, said Xander while he continues to enjoy the breeze. You have a really beautiful smile, said the older gentleman. Xander looks up at the man and begins to smirk at him. Soon enough he begins to giggle that eventually turns into full blown laughter. Both Xander and the older man starts laughing historically. Hey, said Allen to Xander. How are you feeling right now? Xander looks at Allen and brushes his face gently. He looks up into his eyes and sees that Allen is concerned for him, but also looks a bit disconnected from him. I'm okay, said Xander while trying to keep his composure. Alright, sir you should just go now...said Allen as he is in his defense mode. Allen, said Xander. NO, shouted Allen. Sir you need to just leave us alone now, said Allen as he is standing in front of Xander like a guard dog. The older gentleman slowly puts his hands up in the air and respectfully turned around and walked away. What was that all about Allen, asked Xander. I was watching you from a table down and noticed that guy was bothering you, said Allen. He felt like he was about to lose a battle that he wouldn't win. But he was more worried about losing Xander as someone he can talk to as a friend. Thank you for being here, but I was okay...said Xander with confusion in his eyes. Look, there's all these twinks, daddies, and bear guys here. And most of them are looking for just the one thing, Allen expressed. I know that I don't know you all that much but I find you to be an incredibly handsome man. Again, I'm not hitting on you but you are the only thing in this bar that I can actually say that I have a connection with. Xander's eyes widen as he sees the reaction of Allen. Xander begins to step a foot closer to Allen, but Allen backs up. Allen, I didn't know that...said Xander feeling vulnerable. Of course you wouldn't, said Allen as his frustration is building up. Xander, you're a good guy. Maybe even a great guy. And well, I thought you would be someone that I could just...Allen pauses. Xander takes a step closer to him again, but Allen continues to step back. Xander can't make out why the dynamic changed between the two. Everything felt cold within split seconds. Allen shrugged his shoulders and turned his back around towards Xander. The longer Xander stares at him from behind he notices he is becoming further away. Xander's brain is racing rapidly. Woo, I found you...said Jamie. Girl, you look defeated or maybe beat down. What happen? Where's Allen? Jamie asked as he searching around the bar scene for a sign of Allen. I don't know, replied Xander. But one thing Xander did know is that Allen wasn't just expressing himself from his heart. Possibly something deeper and unexpected.