I'm a twenty years old girl whom since childhood I never knew what I truly wanted. At the age of 18 I started dating , he was very handsome and was all I could wish for but deep down I knew he didn't want me . My heart got broke when I confirmed it at the age of 19 that he had been insulting me to my own friends,telling them how cheap I was and also telling them am after his money whiles he really spent the money on my own friends. He even started collecting numbers of pretty girls from my own friends . I was warned about him but love was all I cared about as long as I could remember one time we went to see his brother I became confused and that was when I started asking myself am I crushing on him or my babe . But right after I had romance with my babe I became useless to him. His brother made me feel comfortable my feelings started growing for his brother,I tried hard to hide my feelings but I couldn't and all his brother told me was no one would hear about it .I spent a night with him that was when I got to know it was trap , my babe allowed his brother and was even at the place watching everything. I really didn't know how to explain to my babe as I started having feelings for my babe again .When he told me it was over I felt sad but it was also my fault. His brother set me up for more than 19 guys but at the end I choose one of them and I was afraid he would do so , so I didn't know what to do .But at time went by I got to know that peace was all I wanted