I wanted you more than anything. We were two peas in a Pod. Quiet alike, thinking alike, finishing each others sentences but the things i onced love about you changed. The person i knew was no longer in front of me. As the months went by, so did you. I fought and fought to keep the love alive. Risking friendships, solitude time, my education just for the silly thing called “Love and happiness ” . The texts became shorter and the arguing became longer but that didnt stop me from loving you and your sneaky ways any less. Arguing turned into frustration, resulting in tears. Was i feeing bad? Was i also hurt? Of course but the hard exterior i broke down for you began repairing itself overtime. “I didnt want to let go, i dont want to let go.” Is all that played in my head at least twice a day because i tried my hardest to see your way of thinking, to see what caused us to drift and why yu attempted to hurt me the way yu did but you never met me half way. They always say things happen for a reason but baby we were never meant to be, we just happened. If i can go back in time I would enter that brain of yours to see how you really felt but until now, i sit and think if you really loved me as i say my final goodbyes. You will remain in my heart and mind because i cant throw away the memories and experiences we shared but it taught me the valuable lesson of all never lower yourself for others.
