Lavita Byanca Williams A1

Unshackled

I applied for many writing jobs, but I didn't get hired, for none of them. One job hired, but let me go, the same day. My goal is to get a Professional Writing job. For many of these writing jobs, you have to take an English Test. You need to speak beautiful words to water. Masaru Emoto wrote that when you say negative things to water, the water disintegrate and become like the words, you said, to it. A group of Chinese children in one school, said " you cute", and the water turned into a crystal. The more they said it, the brighter the crystal became.

He experimented, by saying " You fool", I can kill you, Satan, " Do it", when he said I can kill you, the water turned into a figure with a gun. The water turned into a dark hole when he said Satan. Words like you fool didn't create a crystal. Bonny Casel Melendy, at The School of Natural Medicine UK taught me that if you want to get better, you have to say kind things to yourself. Masaru Emoto wrote these words on a plastic water bottle, to see what will happen to the water.

Words like " Believe", Love, Gratitude, Peace, will create crystals in the water. Our body have it's own water hygienic system. This was a fun, fabulous topic to learn about in Your Body's Many Cries For Water, F. Batmanghelidj. I read one article, the other day in the USA Today, it was an Q & A article on how the Arctic center is melting, caused by Global Warming, Climate Change. Movie Director, James Cameron, wrote that he went vegan to help the Earth, from melting the polar ice cap. I don't agree with his diet choice. To me, that diet does not follow the USDA guidelines on Nutrition, and does not follow the Dietary Guidelines, for the Food Pyramid. Changing to an all vegetable diet, is not healthy, to me. The body, need protein, carbohydrates, Grains, Legumes and Beans, to stay healthy. Of course, to eat 5 servings of Fruits and Vegetables, each day. Pregnant women, need to double that amount. Cookspiration is my favorite website, to use to get ideas on how to eat healthy, using all the basic food groups on the Canada Food Pyramid. You do not need to eat all vegetables, to stay healthy. Drinking water each day, is also important to your body. When a certain organ, in the body does not get enough water. The body will borrow water from another organ. We used to live under water, but times changed and we live, on land. This is how the fight, or flight mechanism developed in our bodies. Our bodies changed, and had to find a way, to keep our body hydrated. When the most important part, of the body need water, our body would take water from another organ, to hydrate the most important organ. That organ will take first priority, over the other organs in the body. Anatomy and Physiology, taught me that when the body drops below one degree, the equilibrium state, we are at risk for death. Our body must maintain a healthy body heat degree, to stay healthy. A Dietician can help you stay on track, when you need help with losing weight, managing your glucose levels, or need a Dietician, to help your manage you disease. The Dietician can help you find ways, to stay healthy, so you can make the right decisions at home, or when you eat out. " Let food be thy medicine, and let medicine, be thy food", Hippocrates( The Father of Medicine).

I am interested in writing for the school newspaper, I know this may not, make any sense, since I'm studying to be a Freelance Journalist, and writer. But I read online, that the best way to meet new friends, at a new school, is to join the school newspaper. I want to discover who I am, and learn what the Lord put me on Earth, to do. What is my path? What is my journey? Where is my life taking me? You know, how some people know who they are, know who they are going to marry, probably after the first date. My life never went this way. Not like, I never had any direction. I was like any student, in class. The only difference, I would skip my reading homework. Only one time, I did my reading homework, because I was bored in study hall. I got to school late, and had to wait, to go to my next class. While I was waiting for the bell to ring, I decided to do my reading homework. Right after that, it was time to go to my next class, which was History. The information, was fresh in my head. I knew all the answers in class, and was prepared to participate, the whole time. Each question, the teacher, asked I knew the answer. But, after this, I didn't do anymore reading homework. I seen reading homework, as " no homework". Silly, I know, that's the main homework. I got a high score, on my History test. But I didn't do it ever again. It did feel good, to know all the answers in class, though. I got good grades, didn't make Honor Roll. Don't get me wrong, I'm successful, but I still want to know, what the Lord want for me? Many people, go to college, take a trade, have kids, you know live their life. I still have work, to do. Before I am ready, to do any of these things.

A long time ago, I used to read New Consciousness/ Cosmology studies. I used to read Mystery school books, like Flower of Life( Vol.1-2). These books are Egyptian studies. Unlike the Bible, that teaches that the world was created out of nothing. Egypt books teaches that you need material, to create something. They don't believe, that you can create something out of nothing. Flower of Life, believe that Thoth created writing. The Lord's Word was inspired, which means, breathed into. These books want you to raise your vibration, to live on the New Earth, that Mother Earth want us to live on. Raise your energy from 3D/4D consciousness to 5D consciousness. 3D/4D consciousness is the energy of the old world. This world is still going to be here. For those people, who want to participate in negative thinking, worldly conversations, eating dense food, using chemical products. Planet Terra want us to eat organic food, and use environmental, and green products. Listen to high vibrational music, New Age music, anything heart centered. Drink high- frequency water, and high - pH water. Barbara Marciniak, taught me that this planet has reached completion. The Pleiadians are helping us to go to a higher dimension. Everything is going to be touched, everything is going to change. The rocks, the trees, and nothing is going to be the same. It's going to be important, that we get to know ourselves, and have strong roots, in the years to come, or else, we are going to get lost in the winds of change. Crystal children, and Indigo children, are not going to want to study books in the classroom. Most of these children, are into crystals, nature, and yoga. Pleiadian Agenda, taught me that America is going to become like Europe. We are going to have British currency. Having a monkey's heart, is going to be looked at as barbaric. We are going to heal ourselves with Bach Flower Essences. I look forward to getting my beauty school license, I want to learn how to braid hair professionally. There are quite a few places, I found where I can learn how to braid hair professionally. There are quite a few places, I found where I can learn how to braid hair professionally. I already know how to braid hair, I just want my license, and learn how to do other styles professionally. Soon, I also want to learn how to play the violin.

When I was in school, we studied many things. In 5th grade, I read The Sign of the Beaver. I don't have a single clue, on what that book is about. But I do remember studying it every night, with my mother. My teacher wanted us to study the first page, and write the first page, of this book on paper. That was the test. I couldn't do that, in 5th grade. My test paper, was left empty. I couldn't remember nothing, from that book. Not even the first page. I didn't know none of the characters, places, the chapter title, or what the first page was about. It was a hard class, and I struggled to pass. I did none of my homework on her class. She wasn't nice to me or my classmates. One time, she failed the whole class, and my father had a fit. He took my youngest sister, and I out of Henry H. Houston School, and put us in Hope Church School. We transferred none of our credits over. So we was graded on the term we came in on, and we all got A's at the end. Hope will never fail anybody. This school was a family, and we all cared for one another. If you needed help, with anything. The teacher would be more than glad, to help you out with it, on any paper, or assignment, you was struggling on. Overall, at this school, effort counts. Bring the smartest student in class, didn't count. Did you come to class, Do your homework, to the best of your ability, Did you do your best, on the test, to show you tried to learn the material discussed in class. That's all what matter? I failed my first test, I was new, and learning my way, in the textbook. My grades picked up, the more I applied myself, and studied what we was learning in class. What mattered the most, at this school, was participation, and getting involved in the school concerts.

At Amy Northwest, it really hurted me, when I got a Grade 5, reading level. We took the Gates- McGinnite test, each semester, at each semester, I got a grade higher. The first time, around, I got a 2nd grade level. That's when I first started Amy, and I wasn't doing much reading. Before I got started here, I did Challenge 2000, a summer program to work on Math and Science. At the end, of this program, we had to present a project about a country. Write about the population, clothes they wear, languages spoken, and the food they eat. My father's friend, was an Educator, and got me into Amy. We had a hard time, that year, into school. Mr. Mackie, really wanted us to do homeschooling. It was a lot, of work, on his part, to get us into school. But he did it, because my parents really wanted us, in school. They knew nothing about homeschooling. Mr. Mackie told them, to look into Alpha Omega Homeschooling brochures, and give it a chance. My parents insisted, that we go to school. In Humanities class, we did a lot of reading, we read The Giver, Lois Lowry, NightJohn, and The Outsiders. I remember, at the Parent- Teacher conference, Ms. Gold, said I know " Lavita is not on 5th grade level, she always come prepared to study group, and is always engaged in a reading book." I guess, I scored, so low on my reading test, because I didn't do much reading. My parents always promoted me, to read ahead, and to study. But after going to school, all- day. I did not feel like studying, or reading ahead, on the weekends. I didn't do the assigned readings.

I remember at Amy, we had to write an article on the book, Animal Farm. We could use text boxes, caption boxes, or just write an article, or a column. One student wrote a brief article, with animal images, at the bottom. I wrote a few sentences. Writing articles was new for me, and I just did, what I could, printed it out, and turned it in. When I was at Upattinas, I didn't get a chance to write about Helium. I told my teacher, that I was going to write about Helium. She wanted us to give a presentation, on one of the Periodic Table of Elements. At Springfield Middle School, I wanted to write about Acid Rain. I will love to complete my Doula Training program. But I left, to study other things. I would love to go back, to finish my training. Doulaversity is the most cost- effective. They charge $ 350.00. So far, I only paid a $ 75.00 deposit. I will love to pay the program, in full. But not sure, how I'm going to pay this school off. I can go on a payment plan with Trish Blizzard. I'm not sure, when I will go back. I want to be a Freelance Writer, and Freelance Journalist. I was almost done, with my Culinary Medicine Certification. Eating a diet with macronutrients, vitamins, and minerals can help prevent malnutrition, and diseases in adolescence. Week 1 taught Macronutrients and Micronutrients, Vitamins/ Minerals, Week 2 was about Diabetes, Week 3: The Healthy Kitchen, swapping bad food, for healthier ingredients. I turned this assignment in, but didn't stay long enough, for my teacher, to grade my work. I don't know his name, but he told me, how to make my paper better, and I have to say, he was on point with his critique, and comments. Now, I know what to do for my paper. I want to complete this assignment, and I want to complete my Culinary Medicine certificate. This was a great program. There are many books, I plan to read to complete this program. I want to read The Dental Cure book, not sure if this is the name, but this book teach you how your diet affect your teeth and gums. Of course, Nutrition and Physical Degeneration, teaches you the same thing, but I want to read both of them. They are both informative, on how to care for your health, teeth, gums, and diet. When I was at School of Natural Medicine UK, I wanted to read John Ellis water book, The Faraday Twins.

I would've loved to get an A, or a B in the Global Integrative Medicine course. But he gave me a "0", for discussion. He wanted us to fill out the Anthropometry section, of the course. Then, I probably, could've got a higher score, for the course. We had to fill out the Client Intake Forms, I wasn't able to do this section, because I didn't have the medical tools, and supplies to measure my clients body, head, weight, and height. I found a book on Anthropometry, that I haven't read yet. One time, in 5th grade, I kept forgetting, to give my teacher, my book report, along with the charts, and graphs. One, I did give her the book report, but I forgot to give her the charts, and graphs. I think, she gave us, this assignment, in the middle of the school year, but I didn't hand in the project until, the end of the school year. My mother, would keep reminding me, to turn in the book report, for the whole year, but I could never turn it in. I didn't know, what was going on. But, before I left, I turned in the book report. Not sure, if I ever turned in those charts, and graphs, though. That was the most important part of the assignment. The main section, that I had to turn in. When, I went to Hope Church School, I didn't have any of these problems. All my work, got turned in, on time. The schoolwork, was a little tough. But, I always managed, to get straight A's, in the end. I guess the school, was a little tough for me, because I didn't do my reading. When I tried to read, and study, I had trouble learning what I had to study for a test. I would try to cram, all the information, into my brain, and in my head. But I couldn't learn it. I would be close to tears, trying to learn my information, for class. I would struggle. I didn't have a learning disability. It was hurtful, not to know. Why, I couldn't learn the information. I would have a test to take the next day, and I would study all- night long, trying to learn, what I had to study for, for class. I just, didn't get it. In 2nd grade, I was apart of a Reading program.

One of my goals, is to grow my hair long. My hair was a good length. But I want it longer. This one book on Mammals, taught me that human hair grow like apes, from the arms down, to the legs. I put this one perm in my head, it really messed my hair up. Now my hair, is thick, rough, and feel like brillo pads. K18 Leave- In conditioner can make my hair soft again, and undo the damage, I'm also looking into Living Proof Detox/ Clarifying shampoo. This shampoo, can wash out hard water, and calcium build-up, in my hair. Strands said, my hair have " cuticle and cortex damage". The bond in my hair is easy to break, and my hair is dry, and brittle, which make it easy to break -off. I believe, once I get these products, my hair can go back, to it's natural state. First Derm, my dermatologist, told me, to stay away from chemicals, take an allergy med, like Allegra, or Claritin, and I also brought a bath- ball dechlorinator. That made the water soft, and take the chemicals out the water. I need to make another appointment, with First Derm, so they can tell me what to do, with my hair.

This one girl was in college, not sure, what degree, or program she was studying for. She was studying for. She read the book, Birthing From Within, and that book, gave her the idea to write her Master's Theses on Baby Formula. How baby formula was created? Nestle started selling Dry and Liquid Baby Formula, in cans, so mother's can make their own baby formula from home. At New Beginnings Doula Training, I had to finish the Cochrane Review section, of the assignment. This part, confused me, because I had to do, all the reading online. Nothing wrong with that. I'm a Visual- Tactile learner, and reading everything from, a screen, is hard for me to do. I tried, to print this assignment. The site didn't allow me, to print this section. At Doulaversity, I had to pay for the Spinning Babies Lesson 2 video. I didn't get a chance to complete this lesson, I left before I could finish.

When I was in college, I was able to write about many things, to get A's, on each Module. Right now, I am working my way, up to that level. I've been, out of college, for a while. But, I did go to IICSE University, in Delaware; I was majoring in Mass Communications/ Journalism. At the University of Phoenix, I also majored in Mass Communications/ Journalism. I was in the PhD Doctorate level program, at IICSE University. I would love to get my PhD. But I'm not sure where I'm going to graduate from. I was still in my first Module, at IICSE University. I did get straight A's, and one B, at this school. For a year, I did go to Acellus Academy. Pajet Monet, an Electrical Engineer, was my Social- Emotional wellness teacher. I did well in her class. I would like to go there, again, in the future. But, I did do a lot of work, there, for that year, I went there for. I burned myself out, by going to Acellus, and doing New Beginnings Doula Training, at the same time. I'm not going to do that again. I'm going to stick to one training, at a time. Focus, on one training at a time. When the eye is single, the whole body will be full of light, is what the Word of God teaches. A double- minded man is unstable, in all his ways.

A long time ago, I was into reading writing book. I want S.A.R.K, another older lady, described writing like peeling an onion, you have to peel layer, by later, to get better at writing. Another book, was called the Compass, A Story Map book, on how to get to your last draft. You Can't Make This Stuff Up, that's a real good book, that teach you how to finish your book, and how to become a New York Times Bestseller. I also want to learn to play the violin, when I was in 3rd grade, I wrote my teacher a letter, to teach me to play the violin. She told me, she would teach me, if I buy my own violin. But, in faith, I visited my local violin music store. The man there, measured me, and he said, that soon, I would be able to get an adult violin. By the way, I was 8 years old, then. I couldn't wait, to get my own violin. Years passed by, and I still wasn't able, to get my own violin. I found several violins online, that I would love to order, and learn how to play. Once, I complete my Freelance Journalist training, then I can get ready to learn how to play the violin. It hurt me, to the core of my being, that my best friend Christina, was able to play an instrument, and I didn't pass my exam, to play one. But, down in my heart, I still want to play one. I want to play several instruments. I am willing, to put in the work necessary, to learn how to play any instrument. I looked around, for several schools, to teach me, the violin, and the piano. Still looking, but Metodo Mirkovic look like a great teacher. I will look into her school, first to teach me the violin. One day, I would love to own a piano. Not sure, which one, I heard a Steinway was nice. Not just, instruments. I also want to get into the studio, lay down some tracks, and record music. I would love to shoot my own music video. Maybe, do some videos, out- the- country. Do some in America. I want to be an international artist, with # 1 hits, be on top, of the billboard charts. As far as, genres, I want to sing what the Lord put in my heart to sing. But first, I want to get in shape, order Beyond Body book, pay for the Classic Eating program with Lyzabeth Lopez, and find a way to train with Lyzabeth Lopez. I'm not lazy, so I am willing to put in the work, to get my body in tip- top shape. I did it before, and I can do it again. I will also like to try something different, that I never tried before. Rebounding can help you lose a tremendous amount of weight, help with balance, coordination, flexibility, and it is good for your cardiovascular system. So, I want to try this one first. I'm also looking into doing a Fashion Stylist program. In college, I did a Fashion Merchandising program, but I didn't get a chance, to finish, this program, either. No problem, I can always go to any Fashion school, and finish, where I left off.

My goals is to advance in language. I was good at English, Reading, and Writing. A long time ago, I used to study Pearson's SAT flashcards. This was part of my homeschool curriculum. I learned part of it, it was like 100 words, I had to study. Reading the Bible, is also my interest. The Bible have words on Greek, Latin, Aramaic, and in Hebrew. I want to under, what the Lord is teaching in His Word. What He mean? How to follow His Word? I want to grow in His spirit. I found this one place, that will teach you, what grade level, you are on, in Reading. They will also provide you, with books to read, that are, on your grade level. I'm not sure what grade level, I'm on in Reading. This program, will also help you, to get on grade level. Roger Billings, also want all his students, to take part, in the Science Fair. You don't have to build a robot, for the program. But, he do want you, to do a Science Project, with a Science Project Display Board. It's been a while, since I did a Science Project. It's been a while, since I did a Science Project. The last project, I did, was called, The Picture Transfer. You transfer, a picture, from a newspaper, to another piece of paper. You pour Turpentine, on the newspaper, with the picture, over the paper, you want to transfer it, over to. To make it fun, I used the comics section, from a newspaper, to transfer the comics, to a piece of paper. The project worked partially. You have to leave the comics on the paper, for a couple of hours, for the project, to work. I wrote about the project, on a piece of paper. The assignment, didn't require me to use a Science Display board. Quite a few students, used a Science Display Board. Some students, used a regular poster board. But, I always wanted to experience, using a Science Display Board. The school sold it, and you can buy one at the store. For my next, Science project, I would love to do one, on the brain. It is also my interest, to study the Anatomy, and Physiology. I found this one school, in London, an online course, that will teach you, your Anatomy and Physiology. A long time ago, when I first moved to Philadelphia, my Mom and I would go to the library, in the area. She would read Deepak Chopra books, on Spiritual Bathing. I was looking for books, on Beauty and Culinary skills. First, I saw a Beauty book, by Bobbi Brown, and then I picked up a book, by Julia Child's. This book, had a chapter, on all facets, of cooking. One section, on chicken, Baking, and a book full of recipes, on how to cook anything. For a while, at the library, I would stay engaged, in Milady Cosmetology Beauty School textbook. I always, wanted to go to beauty school, so I figured out, why don't I get a head start, on studying, so I won't be far behind, for class, when I go.

I want to finish my research, and studying on water, so I can finish my assignment, on Water Engineering, and How Water Heal The Body. There is a lot, to learn about water. I want to study the Biology, Chemistry, and Water Purification. I found several articles, and books, on Water. First, I want to read How Water Saved My Life, by Sofi Mamo. She have her own line, of Divine H2O water, that is only sold on California. When, I was younger, I always wanted to study Fashion. For a while, I wanted to go to Moore College of Art & Design. I wanted to do their Young Artist Workshop, Fashion Design I, Fashion Design II, Haute Couture, and Fashion Accessories. These courses will teach you, how to draw, sew, construct a garment. So, you can be ahead, for when you, start Moore College of Art and Design. To help you get into Moore College, the instructors, at the workshop, will give you a reference, to help you get into the college. It's an all- women college, so they have all kinds of grants, and scholarships, that can help you, go to this college, for free. This school, is located in Center City, Philadelphia.

I'm also interested, in the Antique Watch Repair program. I want to do this course, to learn how to tell time. It's exciting, to learn how to fix a watch. I look forward, to learning how to cook, sew, and tell time. When I get done, or start, I'm going to buy a watch, and a clock, and a KitchenAid, stand- alone mixer.

I look forward to doing my Doula Training course, so far, I am looking into Lifespan Doula Training, and Body Ready Method. Body Ready is more cost- effective, than the Doula Training. But, I would love to do both. The Atlantic have a beautiful article, on The Healing Powers of Beaches. I can't wait, to read this article. I also found article, on History. Forgot, the name of this magazine, they had a good article, on the History of Monkeys. I also want to subscribe to Astronomy Magazine, Dance Magazine. I used to subscribe to Christian History Magazine, Brain and Health Magazine, Construction Magazine, Pastor's Journal, and Nutrition Industry Magazine. These were all free magazines. The one's, I want now, you have to pay for it, each month, or pay for it yearly, you can pay for each subscription annually. I'm interested in studying water, oceans, the Blue Zones, Horticulture, Botany, and healing the body, with Diet. First, I need to finish reading Masaru Emoto book, The Hidden Messages in Water, study Infant Formula, and I want to do the Infant Formula, and I want to do the Infant Hug Certification. I used to belong to Inner light Company, their product line, and company teaches you how to heal the body with the Ph Miracle Diet. We taught people about what food is Alkalizing, and what food cause the body to get acidic. Dr. Robert Young, is the Founder of Inner light. He is a Naturopath Doctor, Microbiologist, and Microscopist. Life and Death is in the blood, the over acidification of the bloodstream causes diseases. I can't wait to finish my study, with Dr. Young. I want to read Sick And Tired, that's his main book, but at first I was reading The Ph Miracle For Health. He wrote, a lot of good books, that draws on research from Beauchamp, and Louis Pasteur. Actually, I want, to read all the books, he wrote.

For a while, I always wanted to get married. That was always my dream, and goal. A 60 year old man, named Aldric Adriel Baker, proposed to me, he asked me 3 times to be his wife. Of course, I said " yes". He didn't have to beg me. I said yes, 3 times. But we never got married. I know, weird Huh, how can you get proposed to, and didn't get married. Well, that's our story. We had such, high goals for ourselves. We wanted to go on a honeymoon, of course, experience, making love to each other for the 1st time, of course for me it would be the first- time. I don't know how many partners, he had in his lifetime. He got married at 19, to his 1st wife, Deborah; she was the love of his life, when he would talk about her to me, I have to admit, I would get a tad bit, jealous, of their relationship. I know, silly. They have a family together, and grandchildren. We had none of that. So, why get jealous. He says, I'm "Drop Dead Gorgeous", when we talked on the phone. I guess, the part, when he said " My wife was beautiful." I had a beautiful wife. He will always, talk about her. He loved me too.

I was wondering, did Aldric wish me a Happy Birthday, when we was on the bus. It wasn't until, I got home, when he text my phone " Happy Birthday". We couldn't stop talking to each other, ever since. He is into the Martial Arts, Jin Jytsu, and Swordfighting. When we first met, he asked me, what was that. I told him, it was my birthday cake. It was a rainy day. I was confused, in a bad mood, yelling at my sister, I wore all black. A black jacket, black pants, my hair was black. By the time, I got back home, to sing Happy Birthday, to enjoy my cake. I was in a swoon of love, where I didn't feel like eating cake. I always ate cake, on my birthday. At least 2 servings. This was a Whole Foods cake, baked with organic ingredients. Just the way, I liked it, with buttercream icing. On our first date, we went out to the Botanical Park, in Lower Merion. It was a beautiful date, until my mom called me back home, for dinner. Then, we both rushed back home. It was getting late. So, I told him, goodbye. No kissing. He asked, me to kiss him. I looked at him, like he was crazy. He said, " kiss me baby, kiss me." We secretly, went out on a second date, to the Overbook train station. I left home, without telling anybody, where I was going. I didn't mean to leave, without telling anybody, where I was going. I didn't mean to leave, without telling, anybody. But, we wanted to see each other. So, we went to the Overbook train station. It was different. We played, took pictures, and French kissed each other. When I got home, my sister beat me up, for leaving home, and threw cold water on my face. My mom, and sister was also mad at me. My father said, next time, you want some air, say where you are going. I didn't mean to hurt anybody. He begged, me to come, where I couldn't say no. He forced me to leave. He said, " Leave", so I left at 8:30pm, and came back at 9:00pm. Not too late.

In the painting, " Left Him Hanging", the girl he liked invited him, to her room. So she left a basket, outside her bedroom window, to lift him up, to her. She trapped him, outside her window, and left him hanging, so everyone can laugh, at him in the morning. An example, oral cultures is Alex Haley, Roots book. He discovered that his ancestors, was an oral culture. I want to take up Baking, but not sure what Baking, or Culinary Medicine course, I should take. I want to learn how to bake cookies, cakes, Bread, and how to make all kinds of desserts. Hard water can cause bathwater, to not lather properly, tap water can shorten the life of an iron, a tea kettle, medication will also not work right using tap water. Pharmaceutical companies use filtered water, and spring water when making medication. Aldric Adriel Baker, taught me that the Bible have 66 books, and the Lord is a person, He knows, who he is. He taught me to never stop believing in God. I admire his faith. I like his power. He's not a regular person, who you meet everyday. You know, how some women may say, " He's different, he's not like other guys. He's different, from all the other guys, I have dated. To me, they are all regular people. If you ask me, Aldric take the cake. He's the different one. Most women are comfortable introducing their boyfriend, to their parents. Aldric's energy can take over a room, better yet, the planet. Everybody else man, is normal, you can introduce him to your family, friends, invite him over to dinner. I can't do that. He's not like regular guys. Aldric will blow your mind. You know, how you can meet everybody else, get to know them. I would love to introduce Aldric, to my parents. One time, he wanted us, to meet his family. But no one was interested. Another time, he wanted to meet my parents. I said, no. On our date, he asked me, when are we going to be exclusive. I didn't know, what that meant, but I thought we were. I didn't know, he felt that way, that we weren't an item, or a couple. I was bothered, by that question. We spent the entire day, talking about kids, family, marriage, sex, spending our life together. But, he asked, when are we going to be exclusive? I was hurt. But, I moved on. One time, I wanted to study with Discovery K12, they wanted me to login each day, take roll, and keep track of what I read. They have their own list of books, and activities, they want me to do. But, everything else is up to you. You have to homeschool according to your own state rules, regulations, policies, and you have to go to the state, to let them know you will be homeschooling your child, and taking control of your child's grades, roll book and curriculum. Your child will have to be on grade level, for each semester, and pass standard achievement tests, to get promoted each year. You cannot fall behind, or else the parent will get in trouble, for not taking their child's learning, seriously. The early years, are critical, to their success, in the later years. They have to meet their mark, each year. No slip- ups.

A long time ago, I used to study The Artist Way, not anymore. I'm looking into studying other books, to teach me, about writing, and how to overcome Writer's Block. One time, I wanted to read Erica Jong, and there was another book, I wanted that would teach me about Grammar, Editing, and Punctuation.

I want to start exercising again, when I was studying at The Global Integrative Medicine, I learned that Galen was one of the 1st father's of Medicine. No one talk, about him. But he was fascinating, to learn about. I learned that exercise, is when you use your muscles, to get stronger. Rolling a rock up a hill, is exercise. This was a rigorous school. I wanted to get this one book on Dieticians, and this book, taught how the Dietician program, got started. This is a great book, and can't wait, to study it. In this study, I also read about Complementary and Alternative Medicine. But this school, was designed, to help you advance your practice, and learn how to help your patients, and clients, in a deeper way.

I never knew what The Sign of the Beaver, was about. But, I do plan to read about it, and study it. I also read about Complementary and Alternative Medicine. I also want to learn how to tell time. I want to build a watch collection, once I learn how to tell time. Study Skills, is another book I want to read, I found many books, on Study Skills that I want to read. But, I have to find it, all over again. I think, I lost it, and didn't write them down.

What I found interesting, was that Dolphins are not just beeching themselves, for nothing. They are going into the spirit world, so they can help us on Earth. It also my goal, to study maps, and to learn how to read any map. I'm not sure, what book to order, on Maps. Online, it's called Cartographer programs. But, I'm going to learn.

In this course, I learned about Dietary Recommendations, Supplement Recommendations, and Lifestyle Recommendations.

I also plan to advance in ESL. I completed the main program, and got my license. Now, I just have to continue, to work on my skills. Soon, I need to buy some supplies for the closet.

I also want to do better at Math. There are Math posters, and several other posters, I want to buy. I plan to get it soon, to stay inspired, and to stay on top of my goals. One time, I wanted a globe, I just need to find, which one I want to get.

What time is it? That's a question, that's always befuddled me, and made me scared to answer. I was never good at telling time, my Mom would try to teach me, but I never got it. I spoke to a man, in Europe, and asked him, do his watches, teaches you how to tell time. It look like it was designed, just for kids. I forgot which watch he told me to get. He gave me his point of view, on which watch would be great for me, to start out with. All of them, look great, but I have to figure out, which one to get. I found another watch, a long time ago, that specifically teaches you, how to tell time. This watch was made to teach you, how to tell time. I look forward, to looking for, and finding this watch, I lost it, and can't find, what is the name of this watch. I can always get the Time Teacher watch, but this watch, is specifically designed for people, who can't tell time. What was the name? Anazuki watch. Forgot the name, of this watch. This one was perfect. There are many courses, I plan to take, to give me, more confidence, on how to tell time. I also look forward, to learning how to tell time, on the Roman clock. You have the night watch, the 3:00 a.m watch, was Day, 6:00 watch was Night, 9:00 watch, was evening. The Roman prison guard had four watches, to keep track, of the time. I like the story, of Paul and Silas, each night at 12:00 midnight, they would pray to God, to let them out of jail. They taught, the other prisoners to sing, and to praise God, as well. All the walls came trembling down, crumbling to the ground, and all the prisoners, got out, and was free. The jailer drop down to his knees, and became a follower of the Lord, and asked Paul and Silas, what did he wanted him to do? He said, Love the Lord, and believe in Him.

The Lord said, Peter would deny Him 3 times, Peter said, I would lay down my life, for you. Before the rooster crows, you would deny me 3 times. The little girl, in the courtyard, said " you were with Jesus, the Nazarene. No, I wasn't. You are with Him. I do not know what you are talking about. I do not know Him. Another little girl, saw him and said, you were with Jesus the Nazarene. I was not with Him. I swear, I do not know, what you are talking about. He couldn't even, be honest, to a little girl. Someone else asked him, Do you know Jesus, He said, " No, and the rooster crowed." He ran away sobering, hurt, and in sorrow."

The Brazilian Butt Lift, Maxi Climber, the Bowflex. I wanted all the fitness exercises. A long time ago, I wanted the Core ball. I have quite, a few books on exercise, and fitness; Focus on what you want to look like; Imagine, Visualize the body you want. Set realistic goals. Cut out pictures, on the body, you want to have. Get an exercise bench, to start out with. There is this one poster, I want, that really inspire me, to exercise. A sexy woman pumping dumbbell weights. Another poster, have a long list of reasons, on why you should exercise. The closet is finally organized. Now, I just have to get a box of Huggable Hangers. That would help tie the closet together, nicely. But the closet look real good, now. I just need a shoe case, and some drawers, or some new closet storage bags. One time, I wanted to go to Bircham International University. A very prestige school; they would give you, your books, at your doorstep. I was looking into going there, until I saw the price, to go. It's affordable. But I don't have it, to pay right now. I would like to study, all the courses, and majors, they offer, all of them, interest me.

How to start Baking: Where To Begin?

The Butter Book class, was good. I look forward, to starting one soon. I started 2 Culinary courses, and completed, none of them. I got bored. But I do want to learn how to bake. I found this one baking school in Europe, that will teach you how to bake for royalty. I would love to do this course. Just need to find the name, of the school.

I found this one Doula Training, I would love to do, but not sure, if I had the finances, to do it. But I would love to study here. It's my goal, to be a Birth Doula. Not sure, when I'm going to go. This is a very nice school. When it is time, for me to go, then I will go. If you, really are, who you say you are, then ask God, to turn this stone, into bread. You shall never test, the Lord thy God. Man shall not live by bread alone, but to live by every Word, of the Word of God. God's Word is your daily bread. I look forward to, to getting a new pair of pyjamas. So far, I ordered two sets of pyjamas, and none of them fit me. Both of them, was too big for me, to wear. I ordered them in a 2XL, I ordered both in those size. You know, some brands, you are a 2X, and another brand you are a 1X, or a large. I thought, I was safe getting a 2X, but turn out, I need a much smaller size. I normally write the company, I want to order from, I wrote Latuza, but they never wrote me back. I think I should order an XL, or a Large next time.

I'm also looking into a program, to teach me how to grocery shop, and how to meal- plan. Not sure, what program, to do, but it is a skill, I want to learn how to do.

I used to want to go back to International Christian H.S, but I changed my mind. I went there, for 2 years, and was ready for a new, and different experience. I knew there was more to experience, than the life, I was currently living, and having at International. International was a great school, but I was bored, and getting depressed, just being there. The teachers, was boring, and the students was no better. I wanted a change. I looked into going to City Center Academy, but I failed the admission test. If I was in 9th grade, they would've just let me in, and bring me up to grade level. I applied for 12th grade. Ever felt like, the walls was closing in, on you, well, thats the way, International was beginning to make me feel. My friends, missed me. Oddly, I didn't miss them. I was ready, to go. It felt like, the same experience, everyday. Nothing different. But, I'm grateful, that I did 2 years. Surprised, I stayed there, that long. I wanted to learn in a new way. The information, that was being taught there, bored me. In some ways, it felt like this school, was holding me back. They didn't let me take Algebra 1, or Algebra 2, they kept me, and my sister in General Math class. I get it ACE prepare you for an Advanced Math class. I didn't feel it was right, to not be able to take any Advanced Math class. We was in ACE, for 2 years. I asked my teacher, when I will be able to take Algebra, forgot what she said, in exact words. I think she said, in 12th grade. That was a long time, to me, and upset me, very badly. I was ready to go, after that. Yeah, I had some good friends. But all of them, was in their right classes. My friend, Daniela was in Algebra, that summer. While I was in Pre- Algebra classes. I was tired, and done with the school, after that. So, I kissed the school goodbye, so I can get ready to grow, and advance, after that. Later, I went to Upattinas School and Resource Center. They gave me, my classes. I wanted to leave here, because there was no learning, being done, here. It was one big playground, and they put the kids in charge, of the school. It was a nice school, but I was ready to go. I guess, I was also ready to leave, because I didn't do my project, on Helium. I had no time, to do my project. No time, to research, no time, to write. So, I rather leave than to go to class, without my work done. So, that's the real reason, I didn't want to go back, to that school, none of my work was done.

Acellus Academy, is a great, and exciting school. I love it, there. There is nothing boring, about this school. You have to complete, all 300 lessons, to graduate from here. You crazy! 300 lessons. How am I, suppose to complete 300 lessons. One student graduated in a year. Great school. I just don't know, how do they expect me, to complete all 300 lessons. I'm not a little girl, anymore. 300 lessons is a lot for an older woman, like myself. I was doing great. All I had to do, was keep it up, keep going. It was a great school. I was apart of The Roger Billings Mentoring Program. To stay on this program, you have to watch his show, Science Live w/ Roger Billings, every Wednesday. Miss it, you can watch the recording, and you have to participate. This was a fun school, to attend. It's online, no textbooks, it's all in video. Which work for me, because I'm a Visual- Tactile learner. Roger Billings keep track of each student participate progress, to make sure you are participating. Last time, I went there, Roger Billings was working, in the Gold Key program, it's a form of high- tech security, to protect the school and the Acellus program. Soon, I want to be a Swim Instructor. I never learned to swim myself; I'm going to learn how to swim, in the Swim Instructor program. Swim University train you, to teach children how to swim. This program also teach you through video.

Prayer Can Help Your Business Grow

A group of women, asked this one man, can we pray for your church. He said, sure. He was used to his finances, going downhill, in the winter. But one winter, his finances, went through the roof. His income quadrupled. He didn't know, how that was possible. He asked, someone, was he preaching better than usual, the man said no. So he thought back, to the women, who wanted to pray for him. He went downstairs to the prayer room, and saw these women, praying for him. Now, he knows why, his income was quadrupling. Another time, his rent was due, for the building he was preaching at. He had no money, to pay. He didn't know what to do; so, he went to his office, to pray, and walked across the street, to the building where he got his mail, and he went inside, and saw an empty envelope. At least, he thought it was empty, he opened it, and someone donated thousands of dollars to his church. That was more than enough, to keep his church doors open. This never happened before. That floor was always empty. He rarely, got any donations. At least, not in that amount.

I'm not sure, what to do for my hair. I got my consultation. I'm going to do what they said, to do. But, I feel like I got to do, so much more. My hair is crunchy, and dried. Do I need, It's a 10 Leave- In conditioner. Aphogee is great too. Do I need to order their products too. They said, I need Coal Tar shampoo and Keranique Intensive Repair, Leave - In Conditioner. I read that the blow- dryer, and heat changes the condition, and structure of your hair. I wanted to do this one program, to teach me, how to to do my hair, and how to care for my hair. The program, cost $ 30.00, to become a Natural Haircare Specialist. I also want to do an African Hair Braiding program. I did Strands before, and they told me, I had cuticle, and cortex damage. I also want to be a Cicerone Beer Server, and I want to graduate from The European Bartending School. Strands, told me to use light - hair care products, rice bran oil, flaxseed oil, quinoa oil, meadowseed, hempseed, lemon, and horsetail extract. My hair is not strong enough, to use castor seed oil. For $ 50.00 a month, they made me my own custom made shampoo, and conditioner, to protect my hair from hard water, and extremely hot temperatures.

First Derm, said I can also try L'Oreal Elvive Shampoo. If my hair don't get any better, then get ready to see a dermatologist, in- person. It's always been my dream to learn how to play an instrument. I want to order a violin, and I need to find a school, that can teach me how to play the violin, and the piano.

I'm interested in doing many things. I just have to see, how to get started.

When I was 17, I met a really, nice guy named Junior, I don't know, where he is at, right now. I thought he got deported, back to his country, the Dominican Republic. He wanted, to tell me something really, important. But I ignored him, and told him, I would talk to him later. The only problem, later, never came. We were a couple, we had a relationship. I couldn't tell my Mom, I had a boyfriend, she would get mad, and never approve of, my relationship. He was a nice guy. I never got a chance, to ask him, what he wanted, to tell me. Each time, I went to the store, to visit him. He was never there. I was heartbroken. To this day, I still do not know, what happened, to him. It was hurtful, to not know, what happened, to him. It was hurtful, to not know, where he is at. The next time, I came to the store, the store was remodeled, and there was cameras everywhere around the store. I was in pain, for a while. Not knowing where he was. He was, so nice. I want to marry you. He would tell me. He wasn't fluent in English, he spoke Spanish, and only knew, enough English, to get by. Can you teach me English? I told him, I couldn't, I didn't know, where to begin. As years, went by, I became an English Language Teacher. He also, wanted me to work with him, at the store. I told him, I couldn't do that. He was so sweet, and so kind.

Work On Your Study Skills

I was told to use color- coded folders. Use a 1" binder. One of my favorite books to read in college, was Study Smarter, Not Harder( Kevin Paul), you can skim, scan, and glance, a book. Do preliminary work, first on a book, first. Write down what you know, about the book. Don't waste time, get started on your work. Use index cards. Keep track of your references. For a while, I wanted to get better, at my study skills. Take detailed notes, on what you want to write. Write the quotes, you want to use, in your paper

I want to learn how to do hair professionally. There are many courses, I can take online, that can teach me, how to do hair. When I was 16, I visited Magnolia Beauty School. They used the Pivot Point Method. It was important to me, to get my beauty school license. I had to pay for the uniform, and the beauty school box. What beauty school, did I want to go to? I looked into Rizzieri in New Jersey, Jean Madeline Aveda Institute, and recently I wanted, to go to the Academy of Hair Design. Cosmetology is a rewarding field, where you can help people, to feel good about themselves. You are also a therapist. It is your job, to make the client feel better about themselves, than how they was feeling, the moment they walked in. You need the client, to feel good about themselves. For a while, I also wanted to go the Corporate Finance Institute. It's a great school, to study business, and finance. To advance, in Cosmetology, I want to study beauty school, at home, online, and do beauty school online.

What Did Jesus First Started Wearing?

This was the first assignment, I had to do in the History of Costume course, when I was studying Fashion Merchandising. I was thinking about, writing about Gladiator sandals, for this course. I also want to write about clothes. I didn't complete this course, but I do plan to continue studying Fashion. At first, I did started writing about Paul Poiret, he designed the first garment with a hoop skirt, and a corset. Fashion Design baffled me, at first. We had to write about the New Look, the A- Line skirt, and study Vivienne Westwood. I was getting through, but I still have a little ways to go, until I complete the Fashion Design course.

It is my goal to study at Harvard, Cambridge, Oxford, Yale, Stanford, and Princeton University. I want to study advanced books. I already got started reading William James The Father of Psychology lecture book. You have to speak it, and command the mind, what you want the mind to do. See the mind, like a cadet, or a soldier. Tell the mind what to do, and it will do it. I look forward to finishing the rest of this book. Sick and Tired is one of my favorite books, I can't wait to get this one too.

I also to want to read children books. So I can figure out, what level, I'm on, in Reading. Then, I can decide what reading books, to order, that are, on my level. Discovery K12, provider a whole reading list, that I could, that are, on my reading level. The owner, of Discovery K12, is an Engineer, who developed a curriculum for homeschooled children, and students. I took several exams to find out, my reading level, but I'm still learning, and advancing in English, so I can be an Expert, in the English Language. At Amy Northwest Middle School, my teacher was impressed, with my vocabulary level. Ms. Gold was so excited, by the way, I could spell, and read books, that are above, and beyond my grade- level. She had to tell the science teacher, how impressed, she was. I found this one company, that would help you advance your English level, to get paid more at your company, you work for. It's a Business English program. With a college- sized vocabulary, you can get hired, for any job, and pass the SAT, and ACT. Listening to certain kinds of Classical Music, can also help you, to score higher on Academic Tests, Exams, and State Board exams. Next time, you are at the bookstore, pick up a deck of cards, and start learning how to spell words, that you didn't know how to spell before. You can also make your own vocabulary cards. There are many cards, to choose from, that can take you from Intermediate Level, to Fluent, or even Expert level, in English. Make an effort, to learn a new word, each day. Your brain will thank you later on. Alzheimer's, Dementia, and neurological disorders, are caused by not using it. Remember: You Use It Or Lose It! Kevin Paul, from Study Smarter, Not Harder, wrote that we have the same level of intelligence, as Albert Einstein, Isaac Newton, Nostradamus, Copernicus, and other geniuses from centuries ago. The only difference, they used their entire brain, while we used only a small fraction of our brain. Think Smart, taught me that the more interaction your brain have, with the world, the smarter, we will be. Origins of Sex: A Recombination History taught me that most of life, on earth procreate asexually. They are independently fertile. I know, fascinating. My whole life, I was taught, it took 2 to tango. But, this book taught me, that most of life on Earth create asexually. I know, I can't wait to read the rest of the book. Want to learn, about Hydrogen Water. I learned that Hydrogen Water can heal the body, from neurodegenerative diseases. I found several water bottles online, that I would love to get. Hydrogen Water bottles, can go from $ 30.00( Amazon) to $ 200.00, from other luxury, high- end companies. I can't wait to get one soon. Hydrogen Water can help you lose weight, help you sleep better, give you energy, and can give you clear skin. This was enough, I can't wait to get one.

For a while, I wanted to become a Personal Trainer. I was on my way, to becoming a Personal Trainer. But I found out, that you need your ID, a valid state ID, a photo ID. I have an ID, but it expired. I want to get an International Citizen ID, that ID, is easy to get. I also plan to get a Hawaii State ID, that ID is easy to get. Soon, I plan to get all these IDs. I plan to get several IDs, that is easy, to get. When I was studying at The University of Phoenix, I studied Strategic Information systems: Putting Two and Two Together. I had a book, on Barbie, and Toys. But, I didn't get a chance, to finish my paper. I wanted to write about Toys, and Barbie. I didn't do much studying, at this school, I did what I could.

It is wedding season! I didn't know when was wedding season. But I did wanted to become a Wedding Planner. I need to find a wallet, that I would love to have. One question, I would love to answer, is how did Dinosaurs evolved into birds? I got started, on answering this question, but got stuck. I'm also looking into starting my own Haircare and skincare line. I also wanted to learn how to design my own clothes. Not sure, if I should go to The British College of Fashion Design, or study Personal Styling, or do both. I didn't even, get a chance to open the Toys, and Barbie book. As a child, I loved the show Clueless, it was one of my favorite shows to watch, after school. What I loved most, about Clueless, was Cher's closet. You can get the closet, done in real- life. I found a company, that can do this closet, for you. It is called The Closet Carousel. This closet is also good for the elderly. That startled me. This closet, was shown, for young people. But it is really designed, for the elderly. I'm still working on my hair. I just need to order a Leave- In Conditioner. But, I did get the L'Oreal Elvive Repair Shampoo and Conditioner.

I also need to find the right lingerie, to wear. So far, I like Victoria Secret. I want to look into other kinds of underwear and bras. But not sure, which one to order. Victoria Secret never let me down. I still want to advance myself, academically. I have to take it, one day, at a time, on what subject, to start with first. I'm into medical books, and studying Medical School books. One book, I read, said that our ears, are wired to like certain kinds, of music. Even though, I never went on my prom. It was my goal, and dream, to get my dress designed from a French Designer, in Paris. I want my PhD. That is my goal. Not sure, where I'm going to get it. So far, my major is Journalism. But overall, I had 5 majors. I majored in Communications, Psychology, History, Fashion Merchandising, and Creative Writing/ Screenwriting minor. I want to play an instrument. Of course, the violin. But I need to find a school, to teach me how to play the violin professionally. I want to order a new Brainpaths Device. It is a FDA class 1 medical device, that fires, and wires the neurons, in your brain. This device can help with conventional, by releasing anxiety, stress, and depression. Brainpaths can also help you learn how to zipper, button, and can help with memory. You can buy a Brainpaths Device, for $ 20.00, a 10" device, cost $ 10.00. I love this device. You can use it for 10- 30 minutes, a day. I already see a difference. My memory is improving, and I'm less stressed out, and I can focus more. Brainpaths is for children, Adults, and Seniors. If you want to improve your brain function, order a Brainpaths device today. You will love it. Brainpaths is a neurological device. Stroke patients, and Alzheimer's patients, can also use it.

My goals, is to advance in language. I was always good at English, Reading, and Writing. A long time ago, I used to study Pearson's SAT Flashcards. This was part of my homeschool curriculum. I learned part of it, it was like 100 words, I had to study. Reading the Bible, is also my interest. The Bible have words in Greek, Latin, Aramaic, and in Hebrew. I want to understand, what the Lord is teaching in His Word. What He mean? How to follow His Word? I want to grow in His Spirit.

This one girl was in college, not sure, what degree, or program she was studying for. She read the book, Birthing From Within, and that book, gave her the idea to write her Master's Theses on Baby Formula. How baby formula got created? Nestle started selling Dry and Liquid Baby Formula, in cans, so mother's can make their own baby formula from home. At New Beginnings Doula Training, I had to finish the Cochrane Review section of the assignment. This part, confused me, because I had to do, all the in reading online. Nothing wrong with that. I'm a Visual-Tactile learner, and reading everything from a screen, is hard for me to do. I tried, to print this assignment. The site didn't allow me, to print this section. At Doulaversity, I had to pay for the Spinning Babies Lesson 2 video. I didn't get a chance to complete this lesson, I left before I could finish.

The last time, I watched the news NBC 10 reported that Chestnut Hill Hospital, was teaching the elderly about the Mediterranean Diet. You need to cook with Extra- Virgin Olive Oil, and make sure you have different color fruits and vegetables, in your diet. In class, I was studying about Cleopatra, but didn't get a chance, to go into details, for this study. I found one nice wallet. I wanted to get; it was a baseball fan wallet. This wallet, is for baseball fans. The company documents, and record the history, on how Americans have long been fans of the game of baseball. This wallet is $ 100.00. Not that bad, for a really nice wallet. Morocco Gold Olive Oil, is the best olive oil, to use, and to cook with. I think, this oil, have tripled the amounts of Omega- 3 Fatty Acids. Doctors recommend that you cook with this olive oil. Walnuts is good for the brain. You can also cook with walnut oil. Cut up some walnuts, and add it to your salad. Another news program, reported that using your manual toothbrush, is just as good as using an electric toothbrush. Brainpaths Device was on the news, but I didn't get a chance, to watch this news program. " Talc powder causes uterine cancer, Johnson and Johnson, is being sued for their baby powder. Johnson and Johnson said, the bubble gum wrapping have talc in it, make- up have talc in it. They do not understand what they are being sued for. " Perm kits causes cancer in women". My whole family been using perm kits, for years, and we never got cancer. Using chemicals on your hair, is not good for the brain. The latest news " Harvard University is now requiring students to take the SAT, and the ACT, to get accepted, into their school." A nun's body haven't aged, or turned to dust, after being buried, centuries ago. Some people touched her, thinking that her high spiritual energy, may rub off on them, and bless their life, in an abundant way. This nun corpse have drawn the attention of many from miles away. Coconut oil is good for weight loss, skin, beauty, and hair. To reap the benefits, you need to buy one that is Raw, Virgin, and unfiltered.

Soon, I need to find, where I'm going to get some beautiful clothes, to buy and order. Not sure, where to buy some clothes. In Philadelphia, I went to Marshalls, The Jeans Outlet, Easy Pickens, mainly Rainbow, and every now and then, I would go to Eternity Fashions; Eternity Fashions had nice, high- end clothes, to wear. Anytime, I had a chance to go to Eternity Fashions, it was Christmas. They had the best clothes. I didn't go there, often. I would say, I went there, twice. Last time, I was there, I brought some nice, stretchy jeans, with flowers painted on the bottom. These were the best jeans, I ever had. Not only, this. I used to go to Barnes & Noble, and brought Heyday note books. These were my favorite notebooks, I was at the University of Phoenix, and was excited to use my fashion illustrated notebooks. These books were beautiful, and had a lot of space to write on. They were large books, and I loved them, so much. It made me feel like a Fashion Designer, without being one. The book was beautiful. Each time, I went to Borders or Barnes & Noble, one of these bookstores sold it. They would come in different designs, and colors. I brought all of them. They made me smile while I was in college. Put me in a good mood. It wasn't exactly Christmas. It felt like Christmas, every time I went there. The clothes, was so beautiful, it felt like, I was opening my gifts, under a Christmas tree. I just ordered a perm kit. The perm kit, I get doesn't have much chemicals in it, like other perm kit does. Dominican Magic is made out of trees, nuts, seeds, and herbs. I just started, using this perm kit. For about 2 years now. This perm kit, brings my hair back to life. I guess, that's why it's called, Dominican Magic. When I would go to the University of Penn bookstore, during college season. It would be exciting to see college students, buying books, for the school year. When I see them, with bags of books, in their hands. I know, I shouldn't wish. Because your wish could come true. But, I would say to myself. I wish that was me, buying those expensive books, for class. I know, these books, wasn't cheap. The kids parents was there, to help them, get ready for college. At this time, I went to Southern New Hampshire University. A great school. An online, distance learning college. At the same time, it wasn't UPenn, nothing comes close or beat The University of Penn. A few books, I wanted to get at UPenn, was UChic Guide to College, The Trump Card, by Ivanka Trump, and Mika Brizinski book Guide to Success, and Confidence.

I found quite a few publishing companies, that would love to publish my book. Right now, I am not interested in magazine, and news reporting publications, that could publish my book. Mainly, I am not even sure, they would want to publish my work. Maybe, in time, I can find a publisher, who would want to publish my work. But, I am interested, in getting my work, into the hands of, as many publishers, as I can, to get my work published. As a writer, I was told to publish. Publish your work. That's the way, you becia better writer. Quite a few companies want to publish my work. They just want me to finish my work. A while ago, my mother wanted to go to a school, called The Barbara Breenan School of Healing. It's a wonderful school, on how to use your hands to heal the body. She's hesitant, about going here. I would love to see go here. She wanted to go here, for 10 years now. A while ago, she was obsessed with reading Hands of Light and Seed of the Spirit. I look forward to seeing her go here. One time, she went to The International School of Shiatsu, with Saul Goodman as her teacher. She said, it was too much work, and put too much stress on her body. I would love to see her complete this training, as well. I think Shiatsu, can help prepare her, to go to the Barbara Brennan School. Now, she wants to do the Delores Cannon program. It is like Barbara Brennan, it's close to it. But, it is not Barbara Brennan.

Reborn Dolls

Have you heard of them? Anastacia, is the light of my world. They came out in the 1990's. Reborn Dolls are recognized around the world. Reborns are therapeutic, and can help with social skills; Reborn Dolls are for people, who lost their child, people with Alzheimer's, people who are too young to have a child, of their own. You can purchase one online. Reborns can help prepare you, to have a child of your own. Reborns have the same responsibility, as a newborn child. To be honest, there is no difference, between a newborn, and a reborn doll. You can pretend to feed a reborn, take them for a walk, give them a bath, wash their hair, and talk to them. Read about them, Anastacia Cleopatra Aphrodite Athena Alexandria changed my life. She made me a mother. Reborns are also used in movies; I studied reborns, for a while and they fascinated me.

Healing Schizophrenia: What Cause It?

I read that a certain gene, got switched on, and caused it. Integrative Psychiatry, wrote that the Western Diet causes Schizophrenia, Parkinson's, and all neurological diseases. I can't wait to get this book, to learn more about what causes psychiatric disorders. So far, I read to eat Sable fish, salmon fish, and to take Omega- 3 fish oils. Use a liquid fish oil, that need to be refrigerated. Take fish oil with a big glass of cold water, and with a meal. Same with the capsules, freeze the fish oil capsules, take it with a large glass of cold water, and with a meal. You can get Schizophrenia, as a child and you can get it in college. Many people got Schizophrenia in college. Anybody can get Schizophrenia, but it mainly affects males. Fish oil help the brain to function. Dr. Daniel Amen, wrote Mood Disorders is a brain disorder. Cook with herbs, like Sage and Rosemary.

A while ago, I burned my foot. It's healed, but the pigmentation, is coming in. My doctor, said that it will be healed, in a year in the half. The oven rack, fell on my foot, with oil and scorching, hot, boiling water. In this moment, I couldn't move. The oil continued to burn my foot. I was baking a roasted chicken, and the oven rack wasn't placed in properly. My foot turned into a huge blister. Very painful, I was suffering. The first paramedic said, give it a few hours, and it should go away. When my foot turned into a blister, we called the paramedic, and they took me to the hospital. One thing I don't get about Vegas Paramedic, is why they don't want to help you. When there is an emergency, and someone is in pain. They just brush it over, and say ' who cares'. Why do they act like that. In Philly, they would never do that. When I got to the hospital, the nurse said, did the paramedic, pick you up. I said the second time. The 1st time, they said, give it a few hours, and the pain will go away. The nurse said, they didn't see the blister. When a patient is in pain, and suffering. You help. After I got surgery, and it was time for me to go home. The dispatcher, would take the wheelchair, I was in, and roll me out, to the freezing cold, and snow. They could see that it is cold out there, and I had no cost on. My mother said, they thought you had a car. If my mother didn't tell them, to stop, from pushing me into the snowy, cold weather. They would've continued pushing me into the snow. What is wrong with them? I would never push a patient into the snow, and they have no coat on. If I had a car, wouldn't it make sense, if my mother said, keep her here, while I pull the car around to the front. Did she say that? To me, Vegas have no care, for their patients. You have to advocate for yourself, out here. Look out for yourself. One attorney commercial, said the same thing, in a town where you have to look out for yourself, you need an attorney, call me; Don't get me wrong, I love Las Vegas, my life would've never got this far, in Philadelphia. I'm just saying, they need to care for their patients better. Get better training. Better yet, ask the patient, if they have a car, or waiting on a ride. Give the patient blankets, to stay warm. They care for you, when you are in their care. But when discharged, they just push you, into the snow. The whole time, I went to the hospital. I had no coat on. Do that make any sense. My foot was burned, and I had to get around, on my own, with a knee rover. It was helpful. But when the skin is off your foot, it's like the only thing can help, is to keep my foot wrapped, and not move at all. That's the only thing, can help. Moving around makes the burn more painful. I was on bed rest, at home. One doctor wrote that a burned foot, make it impossible to walk. It wasn't long until I was able to walk again. But, it did take time, for me to get to this point. The first time, I put my shoe on, my foot was in too much pain, to wear, so I waited a few more months later, and I tried on my shoe again, and then I was able to go outside again. The whole time, I was on bed rest, I finished the rest of my coursework, for Global Integrative Medicine Academy. Why not, do that? I couldn't, go anywhere. It was going to be a while, until I was able to go outside again. So I completed all 10 case study Project Presentations. I finished the rest of my work, when my foot was feeling a little better. Remember: I couldn't make it to the toilet, so I had to pee in a salad bowl, that I used as a bed pan. Nobody understand the pain, I was going through. My foot had to heal, before I was able to use the toilet. So my mother, asked my doctor, for 800 mg so I can get up, and start moving again. Most of my work was done, at this point, and was ready to post and to be graded. By the time, I was ready, to walk again. My assignment was done, and ready to be posted. I had to take a bedbath, and do my whole morning routine, in bed. This whole situation, was stressful, but I'm glad my work got completed, from this situation. I had, nowhere to go, and was not able to cook, or clean. So, with this time, I worked, and completed my work. Everything got done. What I learned? Always wear the proper footwear, when cooking, and using the oven.

I remember, when I was a child, my father would always promise to us kids, that we are going on a Carribean cruise, for years, he would say that. Funny, I would believe it, we would all believe it. At times, I would think, when are we going on a cruise. He would say, soon baby cakes, soon, you just have to wait. I've been waiting for years. The only place he took us, was to our cousins house, in Yonkers, New York. He also took us, to South Carolina, to see his father. Who like to be called " Grand Daddy". We also went to Myrtle Beach, before we went home. My father, would also promise to us, that we are going to take karate classes. I looked forward, to that. But we never did it. We didn't go on a cruise, or take a karate class. His best friend, John McClary, was a top karate teacher, who traveled to Japan, to do competitions. My dad, said he is a top teacher. Believe it, or not, we lived right around the corner, from his karate school. We had nowhere to go. His school was a second away from our house. I would've loved to have taken classes, at his school.

When I was younger, I always wanted to get good at Math. Not like, I was behind in Math. I just didn't get the foundation, that I needed to be successful at Math. When I was at Amy, I did pretty good at Math. I passed the Final Project with a " B". Actually, a Proficient Plus. Which is equivalent to a " B". This school gave you an evaluation, not a grade. They gave you a detailed report, on your progress, for each class. Which is better than a grade. A grade is a letter. A portfolio tell you what you need to work on, and what you are doing good on. I thought it was different, when I first came here. I was behind, when I came here. All the students came here in 5th grade, and had plenty of time, to grow into each grade. I went to other schools, and didn't have the time, to study, and learn the way things work, at this school. In 7th grade, they learned the skeletal system. So, I missed that. I was also behind in computer skills. These students was here since 5th grade, and they had plenty of time to learn computer skills. But, I did the best that I could for the time, I was there. Can you believe it, my Hyper studio project couldn't pull up, on the projector. Everybody had a chance, to present their Career Exploration project, but me. Each time, it came down to me, to present, my slides wouldn't pull up. Only 2 or 3 slides, would pull up. But the rest was cut off. I worked hard on that presentation. Another student, helped me to put the project together, since I struggled to put the project together. She helped. But the project, still didn't pull up. The project pulled up, on my teacher's laptop. She showed my Mom, what I did, on her laptop, for the Parent- Teacher conference. When I was first assigned this project. I didn't know, I was going to have to do a presentation. At first, we was told to write a paper, on a Career, from What Color Is Your Parachute, book. So, I did that. My father friend John McClary typed it up for me, and put it in a nice presentation folder. If I would've known from the beginning that I would've had to type it up on my own, then turn it into a Hyper studio project. I asked my classmate, next to me, how did she do her's? She said, I typed it up, then copied and paste it to the slides, then added the buttons, on each slide. My teacher didn't make that clear to me, to type the paper first. I found out, how to do this presentation, at the end of the semester. Where it was, too late to play catch- up, and my work was nowhere near done, because I didn't type the paper first. I was given, very unclear instructions, to begin with, on how to do the project. You can do Midds Mac Write elective, that can give you some much needed practice on computer skills, and introduce you to the Hyper studio program. I did the course. But was still far behind on my project.

For a while, I wanted to study how to design my closet, I already cleaned it out. I found two courses, that I wanted to study, on how to decorate, and design my closet. I found another tactile device, that I want to order. But, I don't know much about it. I want to get the Fidget Sleeve. It's for the elderly, seniors with Dementia, and children who need help with sensory processing development. I want one for Anxiety, Stress, and to help me concentrate, and remember better. There are so many Fidget Toys, that I would love to order. Assistex have Fidget Toys, that go by which level of Dementia you have. My perm kit, just came. For the past 5 days, my perm was in Mount Vernon, New York. But after, I wrote them back, my perm was delivered this morning. I know the system wasn't updated, or they're could've been a glitch in the system. I look forward to learning how to spell new words. Acellus Academy, put me on kindergarten level, because I wasn't on High school level, or at Middle school level. So, I decided to start from scratch, in Math, with the Acellus program. Students start the Acellus program when they are young, or in Pre- school. I would love to get their keychain, posters, and books. But you have to attend the school, to order these things. Another book I would love to order is on Food, God, and Religion. It's a wonderful book, on Food Research, and the Bible. Not only the Bible. But Muhammad was mentioned, and other patriarchs in the Bible. When I was at the University of Phoenix, I took an Essay Writing class. We had to work on a Theses statement, write up the body, and come up with a conclusion. My first research topic was on Kids Yoga. I did lots of research papers at Phoenix. I wrote about the Polar Bears and Climate Change. For my birthday, I brought the book The Language of Flowers, Vanessa Diffenbaugh. I thought this book was about Flowers, but it was really about the broken foster care system. I read part of it. But haven't finished it. The Millionaire Next Door, taught me that not all millionaires are shown on TV or live a lavish lifestyle. Most of them are working class citizens. They own their own businesses, that they built from the ground up. Their children go to top private schools. Most of them, do not eat, or enjoy caviar. A news reporter wanted to cover a story, on local millionaires, at first he was going to order caviar, the finest wine, top of the line alcohol, like Moet, Champagne. But these millionaires preferred chicken wings, chips, beer, and pizza. They didn't buy anything expensive, or wire Rolex watches. They are your average joe. The reason why they are not talked about on TV, because the TV audience would be disappointed by their low- key lifestyle, and would not be interested in watching, average working people in a uniform.

I just ordered a new Brainpaths device. It is a FDA Class 1 Medical Device. Braille dots is injected into the neurosurgical device. I use it every night before I go to bed. You can use it, for 10- 30 minutes a day. To learn new words, I plan to study SAT Flashcards, and Medical Vocabulary cards. I always wanted the RN Student Planner, it's nice and last a year. I can't wait, to get one. But first, I want the book: Water Saved My Life, The Business of Redemption, Origins of Sex: A Recombination History. I want to build a library, by adding these books, to my bookshelf. Soon, I'm going to be moving, right by the library. I'm so happy, and excited to be next to the library. I already started packing. Now I need to design my study space. I need to order some posters to put on my wall. Amazon sell shipping, and packing boxes. I wanted those for a while. To prevent Osteoporosis or already have a bone disease, eat Wild Rice. A while ago, I wanted to read Glorious Greens, another book was in Whole Grains. I also want to increase and advance my IQ. I took several IQ test, and none of them was able to give me an accurate score. The system couldn't read my IQ. But I scored high in analytical reasoning, and I have strong spatial reasoning skills. I would love to finish my Birth Doula Training. Soon, after I complete my Freelance Journalist course. I also want to get into cooking, and baking. When I go back to Culinary school, I want to finish reading about Nutrition, and the History of Dieticians. Wound Care is another study, I want to study, and do more research on. By ordering packaging boxes, it will make moving a lot easier. I also want to order luggage. But, I need to see what to do first. Ross had some nice luggage. But I want one, that is stronger, and long- lasting. Ross luggage is strong. But, just not the one I want. The boxes will also help my books from getting ruined, ripped, and teared, it will prevent damage. Books need to be treated with care, or else it will get messed up, in the move. Doula Training was fun, I enjoyed reading Home birth in the Hospital, Miranda Kerr. DONA want you to read: The Birth Partner, Penny Simkin. Of course, I brought a slew of books on Birth, Pregnancy, and the Newborn. The Healthy Pregnancy is another good book, I was reading at Doulaversity. I might go back there, but not sure; New Beginnings Doula Training is also a good school. You have to complete 2 Birth Packets, and learn your Doula Action Skills. You will need to study Aromatherapy, to renew your certificate, and for CEU credit. I want another binder, notebooks too, but not sure, which one to get. It is interesting to study Dinosaurs. I need to find time to study Dinosaurs too.

I used to want to be a Dermatologist. I know a lot of studying, it's still a Doctor, have to go to medical school, and concentrate in Dermatology. To learn a few things about Dermatology, I studied Dr. Denese book. I also read Dr. Nicholas Perricone books, they are both good Dermatologist. To care for my own skin, I used Dr. Howard Murad skincare products. He made his skincare for celebrities only. I still want to study the brain, along with study Anatomy and Physiology. When I was little, I always wanted muffs, not only that, I also wanted a heart pendant. I also want a tennis bracelet. I had two in the past. But lost them. I want a few more, for a collection. I'm still working on how to tell time. Not sure where I'm going to learn how to tell time. I can always go to Acellus Academy, to learn how to tell time. Acellus Academy teach you how to tell time in 2nd grade. Once I complete kindergarten, then I can learn how to tell time. So far, I am interested in reading History articles. Paleontology too, Evolution, Space, Science and Medicine. I guess you can see that I am into Science. A student at Blair Christian Academy, said I was good at Science. I didn't believe her. I failed all of my Science test. So, how could I be good at Science. Only one time, I passed my Science test. One time, I got tired of getting D's and F's, on my Science test. So, I told myself, that I'm going to study for the next one, and I'm going to pass. My teacher said, study the chapters on Plants. Read the 3 chapters on Annuals, Biannuals, Perennials, and study the definition of each one, and learn all the examples, for each one. I studied the whole weekend. By Monday morning, I was prepared, my Mom also help me to study that weekend. She knew how much I wanted to pass. When I got my test back, I got a B. A very high B. Can you believe it, all I had to do, was study. I didn't study, for any of my test. Silly of me, to think that I could pass a test without studying for it. But that day, taught me a lesson, to do all the assigned readings. The assigned readings is going to be on the test.

I already found the books, I want to order to study Paleontology. When I was younger, I was never into studying dinosaurs. But as I got older Dinosaurs became more fascinating, and fascinating, to me. Paleontology became so fascinating to me, I was thinking about majoring in Paleontology at Bircham International University. Reading Evelyn Woods Speed Reading book, is a good book. I didn't know so many presidents read her book. John F. Kennedy, and Richard Nixon, both studied her method, for Speed Reading. There are a few books, I want to read at the library. I saved a few books on my account cart, that I want to read, and want to finish reading. One book, I want to read is What You Got To Lose? Jenny Craig. It's a good book on weight- loss, and can teach you how to lose weight. So far, I already read Should I Scoop My Bagel, SuperHealth, The Kind Diet, and Curves: Balance Your Life, Balance The Scale.

Multiplication is for White People, what is this book about. I read a few pages in this book, one student was in a reading program, his Reading Teacher taught him to read what is there.