Everyone has a story of love, patience, or pain. And these stories aren't just stories; they're someone's feelings, someone's pain. When we hear or read about the greatest pain, it's often about loving someone. Because in love, there's a moment when we have to part ways, even if we don't want to. Maybe it's not written in everyone's fate to have love that's easily given. It takes centuries to make love worthwhile, and it's all just waiting and after six years of waiting, when love finally came to my doorstep, I couldn't believe it. They say manifestation works, and the love I got was beautiful, just like every time before. The whole world seemed to bloom again, birds started singing, and everything felt new. But it's not always happiness in love; the biggest part is pain we used to talk so much, and sometimes it felt like those conversations would never end. Sometimes we'd fall asleep while talking, and before we knew it, morning would arrive. We'd smile together, share pain, laugh, and play. And slowly, I gave my heart the freedom to love again, believing this time love would be real but little did I know, this happiness was just for a moment, and then it would end. After spending a few months together, and after I had given my all, the day I had been waiting for so long finally arrived – my birthday. But I didn't know that this happiness was just an illusion, and reality was something else entirely. And on that very day, he hurt me so much. I didn't know how to handle the pain, who to talk to, what to do... I was numb, my mind was blank, and my heart couldn't feel anything. But still, I didn't leave his side. I stayed with him, and he kept hurting me, until I lost the capacity to bear the pain.I don't know why my heart is so weak, how it can be so helpless in front of love. It's like a criminal bowing its head after committing a crime. I wanted to give his love another chance, but to be honest, on that day, I just needed him to be with me, to tell me how important I was to him. But even that day, I found myself alone – no happiness, no comfort in my pain. Still, I didn't give up on him. I stayed with him, and he kept hurting me, and I kept forgiving him. And one night, I just broke down and cried because the burden of pain became too much for me to bear, and tears started flowing from my eyes. But he never understood the value of those tears. I don't know why this is happening, what the reason could be... I just know that I loved you deeply, just like my first love, and after that, you were the one I loved. Whether we're together or not, I'll wait, maybe waiting is my destiny..."Now there are things I want to tell you, I don't know if you'll read this or not, but still, I'll say it."
Dear bewakoofon ki murat :
You know I miss you a lot. I got used to you, falling asleep listening to your breaths and hearing your words. But now I fall asleep remembering your words, just making stories to comfort my heart. You hurt me a lot, and my heart may never forgive you for that, but still, I love you. I know I get angry, but you know that whenever I get angry, just come to me with a sincere apology and make me understand with love. Don't hurt me like this again. I admit I get upset over small things, but honestly, I wait for you to make amends In the beginning, we talked so well for a few months, but then I don't know what happened. I don't know what's in your heart, but you once said something true - that I shouldn't express my love, as it loses its value. Like how we celebrated our first Eid so well, but this Eid, you didn't even talk to me properly, and since then, we've been apart like this. I don't know why we're like this, but honestly, I don't know if I hate you or love you, but whatever feeling I have inside is closeI don't know if you'll come back or not, but come back and say you got lost, and I swear I'll take you back as if nothing happened. Come back like you never left."
This is not a good bye. This is a thank you.
Thank you for the life we shared, my last risk and greatest love. I have no regrets, I gave the best version of me. Even if we're not together, I want to see you achieve everything you told me about. Loving you changed me. I still love you, but I know things aren't the same anymore.
Letting go is the hardest thing I've done, but it's my final act of love. I'm sorry I wasn't enough, but I tried.
Untill you meet again, I love always.
Aao shuru se shuru karte hai,
Iss baar dusro se zyada ek dusre ko samjhte hai.
Boht galtiyan hogyi hai rishte mai sab maaf kar ek dusre ko sahara dete hai.
Boht lad liya hai khudse, Aao ek dusre ko milkr sahara dete hai.
Thoda tum mna lena,thoda main mna lungi, Aadhe-aadhe se ek dil pura bnate hai.
Chalo kabhi upar wale ke ghar sath main, Aao iss baar dua main ek dusre ko mangte hai.
Rahi baat agar wafa ki, Aao ek dusre ki nigahon main jhakte hai.
