I first met Ricky Ramirez on TV. I was a teenager at the time. I thought he was very handsome. There was something about him that made me think to myself , Who is this man he’s unbelievably handsome , It was like I fell in love with a man I knew nothing about. I kept watching to find out he had committed some horrific crimes. But it still didn’t stop me from wanting to reach out to him. so I contacted the prison, it took some time, but I finally got hold of Ricky, and he gave me further details on how I could contact him. We would write back and fourth , we was both into some dark stuff,. The letter became intense , Sexually. He arranged for me to see him, so I went I was in shock at what I was in shock what I what I was doing,, but I had to see him, and when I did , it was overwhelming a magical . He told me I was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen in his life . He looked at ne like he wanted to devour me his eyes was pure black I could see his evil handsome face . He had told me from behind the glass, I’m gonna have my fill of you mi amor . I’m good here , I’ve got people who help me out, and now that I’ve seen you, I can’t let this go, If I sort it out , will you see me again , I told him yes and he laughed at me. it was an intense visit , After I went home, I couldn’t stop thinking about him, Taking calls , letters with him, until our next encounter, This time , the visit was different , we had the privacy room, he had kissed me and my heart had felt like it was going to stop beating . It was insane , Things happened, and the sexual energy, the frequency was on a whole different level . It was like an out of body experience it was magical . We fell deeply in love with each other, and it carried on for two years . However Ricky was seriously ill with cancer, and he didn’t want nobody seeing him like that including me, to see him? He took everybody off his visiting list . I kept trying to reach Ricky, But he said Skye I’m dying don’t you get that he said I don’t want to see you because it will break me, I can’t do it to myself. Please just let me go because i haven’t got long I’m going to die. Shortly after our conversation, about three months later, i received news that Ricky had passed away . I was in pain I had ever felt. Ricky was deeply miss understood, he had both physical and mental health issues issues, and his drug use led him to do those terrible things, despite his flaws he was loving, funny, and a warm person at heart. I miss him very much, and truly hope he’s at peace now.
