I've journeyed through a spiritual battlefield, facing the exploitation of my sensitivity. It all began with my mother, who, unwittingly or not, disarmed my self-defense mechanisms. Leaving her didn't bring relief; instead, I encountered demons within people. The negative dynamics from my family persisted, echoing in friendships and relationships – jealousy and hatred shadowing me because of my uniqueness.
Yet, I refuse to surrender. I'm overcoming, and reclaiming my power and self-authority that was once lost. The battle is not only against external forces but also against the internal narratives that others planted to cast me as the villain.
These individuals disrespect and provoke me deliberately, seeking to push me out of my essence. They manipulate situations so I appear as the antagonist, sparing themselves from facing consequences. Their weakness lies in a slave mindset, needing validation through the subjugation of others. It's not physical chains, but a subtle imprisonment of spirit and mind.
These manipulators instill fear through fabricated narratives, making us doubt the world and ourselves. Choosing fear-based responses perpetuates this cycle. Carefully choosing narratives and responses becomes crucial. Predators exploit vulnerabilities without physical harm, and their slick tactics demand vigilance.
My Hooyo's wisdom echoes in my mind – demons are invisible, and prayer safeguards the spirit. I used to resist, but experience taught me its power. Prayer shields against the enemy's influence and protects the mind from their subtle attacks.
Despite my mother's aggressive teachings, I've grown to understand the importance of prayer. Her methods hindered my growth, but I chose not to harbor hate. Instead, I distanced myself while maintaining love from afar.
My sisters, unfortunately, remained entangled in negativity. To preserve my peace, I let go, standing alone with the God in me. As a child, I was happy, but the beatings came because of it. Yet, I always knew I could thrive independently, fueled by the sunshine within me.
I've faced challenges – battles against demons that sought my demise. Yet, I stand, unscarred, a testament to the protection and miracles granted by a higher power. The enemy labeled me the villain, but to the creator, I am an Earth angel deserving of heaven.
This is my truth, a journey of resilience, survival, and divine protection. I share it with you, urging you to embrace your truth and choose your path wisely in this intricate dance between light and darkness.
