I m girl who grow up without a father, I wanted to know my father to have a relationship with him ,one day I ask my mother about my father she told me they separated longtime when she was pregnant she never see him again' and I feel so sad with tears 'she hold me and told we search for him because I want to know him and I said it ok mom, few months she told me she found his relatives number I was so happy then few weeks my mom called someone want talk to me on the phone ,, guess it who it my father !!i Was surprised and he told he I want to see me and her wife knows about me they really want to knw me better' and I said I will speak to my mother about that and I told my mother she said yes you can go on school holidays in December.Ok now it December I m really happy I m goin to meet them I went to eShowe KZN' I meet them they we nice people with big happy family he have five boys and two girls.One day I was sleeping and one of my brother raped me at a age of fourteen years I was bleeding the whole day my father come back later from work and asked me why I m sleepy this time and I told him' i m not ok told him everything with tears ,he was very angry he try to call my brother but I don't pick his calls he never come back home they hire a car and take me to the hospital and father called my mother and told her everything thing , After few days I went back to my mother house to Durban that was the last time I saw my father and other family members' my mother change her phone number because she was very angry for everyone but one day I wish I can ask my brother why did he raped me because I need answers from him .