The moon had already hide behind the dark clouds of that night. Her windows curtains were a bit open from the strong air flowing from the fan. The street light was coming inside the room a making it bright. She was searching her cupboard for something. She felt something sharp brushing against her fingers. She reached out and grabbed it. That ring with a metalic heart on it still looked new.

Her thoughts dragged her to her past. The relationship that she believed as the deepest love in the world. The boy she trusted. She should have known it when his soft gazes started to turn into hungry stare. It was too late already when she realised his intentions. The one who promised to keep her safe for the rest of her life, he took her innocence.

The thought of living with those memories felt unbearable to her. She was holding that ring tightly in her hand. The sharp part of it was hurting her, but she didn't feel any pain. The gate she had towards herself was hurting her much more than that. She threw that ring into a corner of her room. She was still searching for something in that darkness. She found that sharp blade that she brought this evening. It was her decision to escape this pain. It was not the pain of leaving someone she once loved, it was the pain of hating herself more than anything in the world.

The blade fell down from her hand as her hand was shaking uncomfortably. She started to search for it. While searching for it, the rays of sunlight started entering her room. While searching for something that was lost in the darkness she forgot about the light of the day. She started to feel the cold of night fading away with the darkness. The warmth of the day was much more comforting than she had ever seen. It was bright ahead even though it was dark before. The more she waited the more brighter it got.