What do you miss the most when you sit alone? I think it's the smile of the people which will always be remembered. With all insights I can tell, despite being in loneliness you find a reason to become happy. It will exclude you from the world no matter where you might be sitting or who crossed you from the front. Truly you get lost in their memories about the time when they smiled at you with love and passion. It's a feeling which cannot be matched and it's the moment which you never wish to let go. I am experiencing the exact same feeling where I am sitting surrounded with infinite living beings but I can only see her smiling at me everywhere. Trust me, I can see her smiling on the dead floor, I can see her smiling at me on the departmental stores board, I can see her laughing at me lovingly at every chairs and most craziest when I close my eyes , I can see her smiling at me vividly which makes me feel joyous. It's the power of her smile which can make me do anything for her always.
This had never been the case always. You do not get the person’s smile so easily. You must work hard because it's an achievement when you get it rather than success. You must understand that this is more like a sense of pride as you get the memories forever. Very legitimately, it's a moment worth taking all the risks and pain. It will never fade and will never be taken away from you until your last breath.
When I look back in time and ask myself, why is her smile so priceless? What is there in her smile which makes you always happy? There are millions of people who could smile back at you. Why not them? Why it's only her smile makes you go radiant and satisfied? I took a pause and thought, am I really exaggerating things? Am I seriously trying to overshadow other aspects of my life? Or am I being so foolish that I can't see anything else apart from her. The mind games begin where you scuffle with heart. It's the most deceptive game I feel anyone could go through where whoever wins, ultimately you lose as a person. If your heart wins, your brain would go on strike and if your heart loose, your heart will sit on agitation. It's like falling in a deep pit either ahead or at the back, but you will certainly fall. In my case for a moment I realised ,my mind was trying to overpower my heart and when I convince my brain to stop losing the plot, it gives me peculiar feeling and tells me - I am tired, so be ready to bear the pain in your head and don't blame me further even if you pass away for some time.
Indeed, that was a deadly strike by my brain where I am handicapped and can't even let my emotions do the talking. But surprisingly your heart will never betray you and will take you to the glory because the heart never compromises with the best for you. Yes, my heart gave a proper justification to my brain about her and why your smile is so important to me.
“Dear love, when I look at you, smiling back at me, then I know I am loved by you. It is so powerful that this is the time when I forget all my worries, all my muddles and become an optimist. Your smile is so heartwarming that it melts my anger, my ego and my pain. Your smile allows me to strengthen and fight any dire circumstance. I find myself at peace when I see you smile at me. It confiscates my seclusion. Smile at me always as it invigorates me.”
Certainly I endure the most rejuvenating and soothing experience because your smile is. Or mixed with impurities, never being malicious; above all, it comes out of your heart, pure and serene like majestic autumn, blissful like God's own sanctities. Much awaited, indeed I have a real life love whose smile makes me go crazy. It's her simplicity which makes me always adore her. She is beautiful like nature and her smile is prettier than life. The charisma she poses is beyond imagination. It gave me strength when I was buried under sadness, it lifted me up when I was hanging at deadly falls. I wonder how a veracious smile could make wonderment. I wish to my god that ever I break down in my life, let it be her smile the first thing I wish to see. It will procreate revelations for me.
Smile like you always do. It may be a custom to you but eventually someone’s life is relative to it. Let it never fade away despite any odds, it's a gift granted to you by almighty which has the power to heal, at least for me. I may not be bothered if I am snubbed because your laugh makes me reborn.
Keep smiling and keep me alive. ? ? ? ?
