Well, to be completely honest this isn't a story, this a real life tale which I have lived or better say I am living right now.
I belonged to a small town in India, although have seen the world since I was Born privileged but I always a insecure guy about my body , voice and frankly everything.
In India, there is a very prestigious job which everyone know as IAS and get selected only if a clear a set of exams and interview taken by a committee called UPSC.
I wanted to do it, so I went to Delhi the first months I didn't made much friends basically hanged out with guys who where from my hometown, I was happy but always searching for something more. After 3 months I guess it happened I met a girl who was just so much different and yet alike to me, our date was when it was just us was in a HALDIRAM which I will never forget. As we get to know each other, I started falling at a fcking fast pace, everyday I talked to her and we go to different places and do shit, at that time in her life she also had her ex which I didn't know about, but she was much fun that I could just forget everything else,
and somehow we came in a relationship her place was like 400m away from me, those walks where I know I going in her direction where the most happy moments of life just because I knew I'll see her, I didn't know what love was so whatever bare minimum she did became enough for me, and eclipse came, her ex was back in his life and one day on 31 Dec she told straight to my face that she want to go back to his ex and don't want to be with me.
I was broken and she left, I came back home shortly after that I couldn't see Delhi without her and time passed after five months we came in contact we met again in Delhi at airport and even after everything my heart still skipped a beat just to see her, we stayed together for three days in Delhi and then went to Manali for a week, all was good when we came back to Delhi and told her I am leaving and she asked me to stay so I took her to my home which was away from my home, we kept meeting each other for two months here and there, then after we went in long distance relationship both were at home bonded and asked to be there due to family pressure and UPSC.
We met again after 13 months being in a LDR and had a wonderful week and now she is getting married to someone else in a arranged marriage by her family.
although all I wanted to make her mine till forever.
we were both from very different states, caste differences, and everything is completely opposite from top to bottom.
and here I am writing this tale because she can't stand against her family and oppose a marriage and without her support I can't do a single thing.
