Part 1.
Winter is coming !.
But it does snow, Where I live.......
My most threatening concern ; That I hold closer too my heart ; Is that my secret. Won't be safe !
During this stormy weather ' Winter Season In The America's.
My Story might be silly
I am JR "
Or better known as Melvin zyave.
Am a sex addict
I kept lying too myself that people would always see a need for me in there lives "
Never thought that I could ever stop having sex / Female visited my place like every week !
I have the finance the cars & The personality. For charming the ladies and stealing their hearts right away.
However somewhere unpopular & Misleading !
A love I've never ever dreamt about in my entire life
I would write these sentence's a trillion times.
No one else on the planet cares as much as she does about me ( If I could ! I would !Isolate myself & Actions. Before letting a thing become a soul obstacle course
A kingdom without you knows only envy & Suffering
& So By Law's Commended By God.
I've made myself. As refreshing ' As the season wind's. Cycle !
Adventuring success for this loved jewel
' Her flames can never be extinguish !
" Her seduction follows me - Around like everywhere ,
My ' esteem is never low
~ Am energized " Off, Her influence.
When am hard at work
and what I have achieved, I give ! Lawfully. Entirely " On To Her !
" My Diary Anger's ! With Chapter Ending War Against Me & My "Secret Love.....Their were still higher rulers that were stroked by our experiment - In return " They passed embarrassment, Judging the up bringing of my fearful secret.
I've protected them from the beginning -
All I had wished for, Was too move too a new destination. Why really !?
I was not seduced, By my friends or family !
For that matter ; Secret Lover's"
I wanted to be different. Because I was !
' Our secret " Wasn't perfect ! Honestly, There were some rough rides.
I trained myself too an restless day end,
' Circling the fact, That I" Might only be anxious on the day of our anniversary ; Had too be fully punctual regarding leveling up our affection, Towards each other
I have never gotten any notification of her arrival nor our meeting.
' I had high exception's.
Surprising me, She was amazingly a genius from that moment
I went out too grab some food & liquor from the store and the location was deserted - I wondered why.
Before I existed the store "
I had to take this secret with me ! She sized me so well corrupting my body with molestation. " Everything became vintage,
Have you had a big secret " You can not tell no one !?
This secret I must keep safe.
Year's of territorial warfare will not sees to an end. If am not too take the actions am taking at this vary moment,
I Am A Ruler And By God I've Ended Many War / Previously ! Victoriously.
" I was abandoned. By person's I shared laughs with. Competed on getting educated with, A type of lifestyle I was not familiar with
The urge of sex was vaporizing me alive.
Dear Diary
406 C Georgia
A 19 year old male. Teen, Experimented on is sex organic system ! Trxing ' His organs to perform an sexual " Matrix ' Time later : He was overwhelmed of is cyborg exploration.
Acknowledging each consequence of my experience, it would be that ‘ My secret” Can not stay hidden.
My Lands Will Be Lost ! My Thorn, Overthrown ! Where Life once survived would suddenly be clustered, With germs giving it the name : The ' Capital Of Hell.
The rulers were strict.
Obedience isn't for an governor or government it implies where you find guidance & Honesty.
' How do I forget such an secret " Of course I take it too places & Leave it whenever also.
How am never confused is that it's a secret
when it all developed I was positive of how someone should be keeping a secret.
I could not have entered the phase of an embarrassing or an empty life again.
I know that before ! If we ever are separated again , Death must do us apart.
You my secret.
Is my light within my darkness, I can never seek building any new empire of secrecy.
You are my only. When am awake in the new day ! All my concentration & Purpose respond too you - Because neither of us can never be widowed !
As The Sky Seasoned In 406 Georgia America In The Year 1903 march 07 Sunday.
We reed & write that love never dies.
That the ingredients personal too us,
Is share between us
and the mystery of our secret this beautiful fantasy will only be a visitor in ones ears.
If you learn of my novelizing in an later century !
Indicates faithfulness & Youthfulness
my formulated scroll of emerging
The end