Do you have any idea how incredibly frustrating it is that I cannot place my trust in you? You are my own flesh and blood, sharing the same air as I do. What is it that drives you down this path? A trail filled with deceit, desire, violent intentions, and numerous insecurities? For someone to be deemed wanted, must they not first desire themselves? You offer suggestions, yet each one seems to be worse than the previous. Every place we visit should not evoke the same feelings. Living with you is exasperating, and I find myself having to take responsibility for allowing you to act as you please. At times, it feels as though you have learned something, only to revert back as if you have never changed. I shake my head in frustration, deeply annoyed with you. Please, talk to me, explain why you cannot let go and begin anew. The journey we are on is not intended to be short, so embrace it - this adventure of life, this enigma of fate, this wonderful game. I will be there with you at every step until you can soar. Cry if you need to, take a break if necessary, meditate if you must, but never lose hope. We are strong, regardless of the distance between us; our bond will always remain intact. Honestly, there are days when I question whether it is worth the effort. It feels as though the earth has consumed me, leaving me to drift endlessly in a void where time and gravity are unbound. To fall asleep and then awaken, only to repeat the same day over and over, is not a journey; there are no achievements, no movement, and no new people to encounter since communication is lacking. We are destined for so much more, but the only way to discover this is by actively seeking it out. We will make mistakes, but this time we cannot treat them as strangers. We should welcome them, engage with them, and learn from them, for they hold the wisdom we seek to master our bodies and minds.