"Do you believe in love at first sight?" "Love that makes us feel magic in a day". It was last day, streets traffic, gas guzzler , he was just there. I smiled when he look at me. He sat beside me, and my skin freezes when he staring at me. I felt his eyes penetrating my back as I made my way through.
I always look his handsome chubby face and brown eyes . I could not look away from him, but I felt shabby when the other girl come from nearby. I experienced an unfamiliar sensation in my heart that had been absent for a while. Beat around the bush, my heart melting like a snow. My hands start to sweat and then my forehead starts to sweat too. The sun goes down, and he was left, shaking his head, and he smiled before he go. I can't believed this happened. Suddenly, blinking my eyes seems like I remembered a boy before who made a promise and willing to wait for almost 6 years. It look like they're having a similar face. Since, when I was senior high school, I dreamed a boy that can never be mine. A boy who first broke my heart even we don't have labels. I'm still hoping every couple of minutes that he could come back. However, he had a girlfriend now, where flirtatious body, and repulsive face seems like "ewww". Not to judge a person but real talk, he chooses over me. Why does he choose that girl than me? Hmm, maybe I'm not enough or his getting tired in waiting for me to said "yes" to him. Tossing, and turning with thoughts whipping and circling through my head.
It was the time of the day, I was sweating and had butterflies in my stomach. But, can't imagine that he will never be mine. Starting the day, love at first sight doesn't exist, it's just a physical attraction. As the end of the night approached, I couldn't stop thinking about my emotions. Throwing my head in the pillow, listening to a loud music keeps me remind someone.


