26th Feb 2019, it's one of the most significant days of my life. This day gave me back a person, who is so precious to me. "Gave back" 'cause, I knew I had lost her forever. It was 17th Sept 2018 ,while a friend of mine provided me with a bad and sad news. That news destroyed me. I was facing a lot of problems in my life in that year but still I was fighting. But this news of losing that person broke me fully. She was the main reason behind this fight. My only dream was to fulfill her dreams.
Three months passed after this news, I didn't get any phone call from her and didn't even try to call. Whom would I call ?...who is lost forever?....I didn't have the strength or courage to call her number and ask her family how everything happened. A lot of times I tried but unable to even dial the number. But I couldn't even delete the number . Somehow I felt that I should keep this number as a memory. I never told her about my problematic life but she was my inspiration for everything, she was my power. But after all these, I still tried every moment to fulfill her dreams though it was so difficult at that time. I was drowning in problems every moment and feeling that I was lost. I lost myself and couldn't find any more. And lost her too. But still keeping hope 'cause I had to reach my goal. Finally , it was H.S. test exam time. In my entire high-school life, before or after every exam she asked me about my exam, about the preparation and everything .But not this time. All the test exams were done. But no phone call. How can a forever lost person call me? How can I even expect that ? So, these test exams are over. I was waiting with panic and terror for the result. And ultimately that thing happened for what I was scared of . But also a surprise was waiting for me. This result made me feel like I'm defeated and also I won a battle. How are both possible together ? That's a mystery. I scored the worst marks, even though I failed in three subjects. But, I secured the highest marks in English within the entire class . But I didn't have the person in my life who would be so happy listening to this. And also I felt ashamed about all those marks, maybe if she called me it could have made her very much disappointed.
More two months passed. It was my H.S. exam. 26th Feb 2019, the first day of exam. It was raining heavily. I was wearing a sweater and also a raincoat, such a great combination! It was bengali exam. And while answering the questions, after a long time, maybe after a lot of months, I felt I got myself back. That exam was great for me. I came back home after the exam with a happy mind that my exam was good. After a while, I was about to have my lunch with my parents, and suddenly a phone call came. Papa received the call. The phone wasn't on the loudspeaker but I could listen to it. I could listen to the voice who called. In a moment I realized the voice even before Papa. I literally snatched the phone . I knew the voice. It was a call from the "Forever lost person". It was a surprise, sadness, happiness, everything together. I am unable to explain how it felt at that moment. I was so happy that day that I can't explain it in words. She came back. I found her after a long time. She called me to ask about my first exam. My parents were surprised too. They could understand who I was talking to. After the call ended I was in tears, the tears of joy. "MY HEADMAM" is back. My inspiration, my best teacher, my everything. She is back. She was gone, and back again .I got back the lost jewel of my life.