He embraced me at the back while we are on the balcony. I just smiled, even the thought that everyone is has left me, but he is still here because he loves me, and I love him.
“Why are you here?” he asked and kissed my hair.
I turned my gaze to him for a moment and turned again my gaze to the pond of our garden.
“Nothing, I just want the fresh air here,” I said.
I left him asleep for a while earlier, I just wanted to get some air before I could cook our dinner for later, but here he is, next to me in his big arms. I turned myself and hugged his waist. I couldn’t really stop myself from smiling because I was really very lucky, apart from being handsome, muscular, tall, he cared so much for me, and he really took good care of me. What have I done and why did he give me a man like him, then I doubt God might take it all back from me?
“What are you thinking?” He asked while smiling back at me.
I shrugged my head. “None. I’m just so happy that you are with me” I said to him.
After I said that he kissed me passionately. He carried me just like a bride to our room and I know that this would be a long night for us.
I woke up by 10:30 pm, I took a gander at him he is dozing while bare under the cover. I took my garments on the floor to wear since I need to prepare our meal for our late dinner. At the point when I got to the kitchen, I chose to simply make Italian pasta to make it simpler. After I'd prepared our dinner, I went to our room to wake up him.
“Hey,” I said softly to him while shaking a little his body.
"Ugh'” he reacted. I smiled in light of the fact that his so adorable while he gradually opened his eyes. He likewise smiled at me, and he pulled me to embrace me, and I embraced him back.
“Let`s eat,” I said while looking at him. He just smiled.
“Okay, just give me a minute,” he said.
I let go of the embrace and let him get dressed first before we head together to the kitchen.
We’ve enjoyed our late dinner, talking about our funny experience between him and me. From that point onward, we chose to rest at 2:00 am. We're simply embraced together in the bed, and feel got with one another, together until the end of time.
I woke up suddenly because when I woke up, he was not by my side. I panicked suddenly, I went out of the room and looked for him all over the house, but there was no trace of him. I just tweaked my hair and I feel like I'm going crazy, I'm going crazy without him. I shouted, shouted until I felt a woman wearing white like a nurse shake me.
“Hey, are you okay?” a worry written on her face.
“Where’s him?” I asked her with desperation in my voice.
Her face turned sad. “You remembered him again, don’t you?” she asked.
I was confused by what this woman said. “Where’s he?” I asked again.
She stood up sitting on the floor because I was also sitting on the floor. “I’ll be right back” with an apologetic voice in her.
I suddenly realized that there are so many people here and almost we are the same as what we are wearing. I got a torment in my mind and begin to cry since every one of the memories return to me, memories that carry me to why I'm here.
He’s gone for real. And I laughed while I’m still crying. That fact that we can’t be each other. He can’t love me back, because he loves someone else, and it tears me up because that person is my younger sister. That’s why that night in the house of him and my sister I decided to commit a crime; I can’t control myself to kill them since I can’t win him to love me. But the only person I reached their house was my loved one, I didn`t think twice anymore to take my knife at my back and stabbed him while crying. I decided to also end my life, but before I stabbed myself, I lost my consciousness. I can’t remember what happened after that before they brought me to the hospital before I ended up here. I just want to end my life here immediately; I can’t take the pain anymore. He can’t love me, because I’m a man and it really hurts that I can’t change the fact that I’m not his Eve because, like him, I’m also born as Adam. All the hallucinations of him are on my mind only. It never happened that he embraced me and particularly I never kissed him, since that kiss was an air that would never at any point be contacted, very much like him.