It has been a tiring and tough week ever
I am not showy with my feelings; I am a kind of person where I pretend myself that I am fine from the deep inside. Its been five years working in this institution. On my first 2 years of working there, I believe I encountered many employees and clients who offended me, plenty of times, but I just endured it. Later on my job, the way people treated me gradually changed, maybe because I am more empowered now than before, maybe I am growing, and people around me gave me respect. It is such a fulfilling moment, although it is not that perfect. Our unit has this activity where everyone of us is required to attend; it is like a party thing held on the beach. It's supposed to be fun. I promised myself to have fun when we got there at the venue, but my thinking and imagination were faded when we got there because people were talking negatively about us. And I hate it, I don’t think I can handle the situation. People inside the room bat word to me that I don’t think I can handle. It hurts my feelings a lot when I walk out. I hate them. Someday I pray to God that I will have the courage to forgive them.