I don't where it starts
I fell too deep to the point I can't get up
It's been 10 years since that tragedy and the most happiest moment at the same time
That time where I met him and the same time that I lost him
Is all happen in a heartbeat
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It was a very beautiful summer in our province where we visits since it's school break
The weather was great and the scenery was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen
That's where I see you looking so lost like as if you were trying to find something in the sky
And when you turned around
Our eyes met I feel like I got hypnotized by your gaze
You walked towards me and ask my name
I gave it with a smile and you did too
The time pass by we become friend
We only have 3 months vacation before we go back to manila
And it's been 1 and half month
I found my self catching some feeling but I never have the courage to say it cause I'm afraid you wouldn't feel the same but the. I was wrong you like me too
It was the second month
Just one month and we're going back
I feel like you were avoiding me
I feel cold everytime were together
Then on the 2 month and half I found out the reason why
You were sick you only have one month more to live
I didn't notice it I'm sorry
Everytime I came to see you your shooing me off
But I didn't gave up
Didn't go back to manila and stay by his side
For the very first time I disobey my parent
But you you held my hand and tell me to go home
But I don't want
The time pass by and you let go
In such a heartbeat I lost you
I cried and cried and stay by your side even though your already cold
After one month my parents dragged me to comeback in manila but before we comeback that night I came where we first met and saw you there looking at the sky but this time you were smiling while looking at me as if I was the losing piece that you been finding in the sky
Thank you for everything
I love you


