Chapter 1
It was a Monday morning when Depression's alarm had went off letting her know it was time to get up for school.
When she woke up she didn't want to go let alone get out of her bed.
"Depression get ready for school" her mother yelled from down stairs.
"I don't feel well can I stay home" she yelled back.
The Depression has heard her mother walking up the stairs and her heart started to race every step she took.
"Sweetie you need to go to school" Sam her mother said.
"But mum" Depression said getting upset.
"No buts your going and that's it" sSam said getting angry and walked out.
When she shut the door Depression started crying. Then she thought to herself (why do I feel like this for).
After 5 minutes had passed Depression got up and started getting dressed. When she was finished she looked in the mirror and said
"Why can't I be like the other girls their way more prettier and skinner then me".
So she got changed into something else but it still wasn't good enough.
"Depression hurry up or you're gonna be late" her mother yelled.
"Gosh why does she have to yell at me for" she said to herself.
Chapter 2
So Depression had finally found something to wear it was a black long sleeved shirt with a black pair of shorts.
After she got dressed she asked down stairs and seen her parents having breakfast together.
"Hi sweetie" my father kissed my forehead.
"Hi dad" I whispered back.
Then he was going to give her a bowl of coco pops but I only looked at my stomach.
"It's ok dad I'm not hungry".
But in reality I wanted it but I was just worried it was gonna make me more fatter. So I left and started walking to school it was only 7.30 and school didn't start till 8.45. I wanted to fix my books in my locker then go to homeroom and read before anyone came.
When I did what I had to do I walked into my homeroom and there was this guy sitting there. I didn't pay any attention towards him so I just walked towards the back of the room and sat down.
I grabbed my book out of my bag and it was called "WHY ME" it was one of my favourite books. So I started reading until I was interrupted.
"Hi" the guy said to happy for my liking was he ok.
"Um hi" I said worried and unsteady.
"My name is love what's yours" Love said holding out his hand and smiling.
"My.... My name is Depression" but I didn't shake his hand.
I thought to myself why is he talking to me did the popular spit him up to this. Is this some joke, what if uhhh what if his only going to say I look fat or maybe my clothes look bad.
So I ran out of class and sat in the girls bathroom.
Chapter 3
When she got to the bathroom she started to have a panic attack. So Depression rushes to get to her special box of things that can help her but she ends up dropping it everywhere.
Then the door had swung open and I'm came this girl that looked very sad so she ran towards Depression and helped her calm down.
"Thank you" Depression said out of breathe.
"My name is Depression what's yours" I said feeling I could trust her for some reason.
" My name is Trickster" she said sad and low.
"Do you wanna be friends" Trickster asked.
I wasn't sure on how I would do this but inside me it felt different for once.
"I would like to be friends with you".
A few months had passed Trickster and I are still friends but Trickster was changing she was becoming happy and joyful while I stayed the same.
Every morning passed this month Love has always tried talking to me but I would never talk back to him.
Trickster has changed a lot so I was gonna talk to her today at break about it.
In first period we had English and we had Ms Finch. She had seated us to people so we could do assignments and Ms Finch has paired me with Love the one I was trying to avoid.
"So class I want you to do an assignment about your partner and write (how you would see them)".
"So where do you wanna do this mine or your place" Love asked.
"I'm not sure we could maybe go to yours" I said worried.
Chapter 4
The thing was I didn't want to go but I had to, so I can pick up on my grades because I'm falling behind. I need all A++ to be a good student and then my parents will be happy for me.
It was break time and I had to speak to Trickster but I had no idea on what to say. When I had walked into the lunch room I had spotted Trickster but what I saw made my heart drop. I had seen Trickster with the top head of the populars and they were laughing.
Then I spotted Drama looking at me and she stopped laughing and then Trickster looked around and seen me.
She started walking towards me and asked if we could talk. I had a feeling it wasn't good.
Trickster and I went outside and we talked.
"Depression we can't be friends anymore" she said.
"Why what happened Trickster what did I do wrong" I said crying.
"I'm friends with Drama now I was only your friend cause you had no one and I thought if I stayed your friend I'll have no one besides you and I didn't want that".
Then she walked away back to Drama.
So I ran out of school crying, I cried all the away home. Once I got home I had seen my parents car was gone. So I walked inside and seen a note on the table.
"Depression your father and I have gone out for the night there's food in the fridge you can heat up. Love mum".
Great first I lose my best friend and now my parents weren't here, was I that bad did my parents even love me my best friend Trickster didn't.
I hate my life.
So she ran to her room and laid down and thought where she went wrong. Maybe it was because I got only 4 A++ and 1 A that's why I need to study more so they can love me.
Then I remembered that Love was picking me up soon. So I had to get changed but what was I gonna wear. Was Love's parents going to like me uhhh. What if I didn't look pretty for his parents omg I thought.
Chapter 5
So I went into my parents room to see what I could borrow hopefully my mother wouldn't mind. So I picked out a pair of jeans and a pink shirt I didn't like pink but I had to make an impression. So at least they may like me.
So I got dressed and hoped for the best but I was worried as hell. Does it make me a bad person if I say hell I don't know.
Half an hour later there was a beep out front. So I looked out my window and seen Love waiting for me. So i walk down stair and check everything is locked before I leave.
"Hey Depression how you going" he asked.
"Fine I guess" I replied.
Then he drove off towards his place it took around 20 minutes to get to his because he lives on the other side of town. On the way to his there was a cliff and it looked like it had a beautiful view.
We had arrived at his place and it was amazing I was definitely undressed his parents was not going to like me at all.
Maybe I should have worn different clothing.
So we hopped out of the car and started walking towards the front door.
Love has arrived to the door and knocked while I stood behind him.
The front door had opened and there stood a lovely women that was wearing a floral yellow dress and she looked beautiful.
"Hey mum" I heard Love say
"Hi sweetie" his mother replied.
The Love moved and she had seen me and stopped smiling.
"Sweetie who may this be" his mother said through gritted teeth.
"This is Depression we have an assignment to work on" Love said.
Love had taken us to the backyard and it was amazing wish my yard was like this so I could have a special place.
Chapter 6
We started our assignments and it took us 3 hours to only get it half way.
Then I heard Shay Love's mother yell for Love, so we picked up everything and went inside.
"Love I need to talk to you in the lounge room for a second please" Shay said smiling.
"Love I don't want you hanging around that girl anymore, I think she will only bring you down". Shay told Love but Love wanted to be my friends with Depression but he had to listen to his mother.
So Love came out and told Depression what had happened.
"Why does your mother hate me I didn't do anything wrong".
"I'm sorry Depression but I have to obey her and her rules". Love replied
Then Depression had ran from Love she ran fast as she could but she had no one to go to. She had no friends, her parents weren't there for her and she also had no Love.
Depression had no one so she ran to the only place she could think of.
Warning trigger
20 minutes later Depression came to a stop and it was the place she thought was beautiful when she passed it.
It was the cliff it had 2 trees on either side of it.
So Depression walked over and sat on the edge and dangled her legs over. While she was sitting there she thought of something that would change her life forever.
Depression thought of it for a long time she thought very hard. She looked at her phone and it read 9.00pm.
"It's 9.00pm and no one has texted me wondering where I was or if I was ok".
So Depression had stood up and looked down over the edge and thought.
" no ones gonna miss me they don't care about me now, I have no friends, my parents are disappointed in me, I don't even have Love beside me anymore, also I'm disappointed in myself. So the only thing that I can do now in this time is to fall".
At this time Depression wasn't scared, sad or anything like that she was happy she was finally happy because now she can live in peace.
The next thing she did was she turned around and fell backwards while she was falling she smiled an actual smile.
"I'm happy now".
Then she closed her eyes.
Chapter 7
2 days later everyone heard about Depression and the teachers held an assembly for her. So the principal had asked for all the students if they knew her.
Only 2 people stood up and that was Love and Trickster out of all the students.
Mr Mike asked if they wanted to say something for Depression but no one said anything. So they both sat back down and listened to Mr Mike until it was home time.
The next day it was Depression's funeral and her parents were crying so was everyone else even Trickster.
Love got up and read a speech.
"Depression she was my friend I wish I could of said that to her while she was still here, but if I did she wouldn't of believed me because I knew her to well she didn't tell me but she always showed it.
She thought she wasn't good enough because everyone left her heck I even left her and I'm not proud of it.
She thought she wasn't loved, her parents loved her but she didn't see it she only saw disappointment.
I lover her but she only saw hatred, Deep down inside us all we didn't really know the real her but I'll tell you what I saw in her.
I saw Love, kind, friendly, smart she was always trying her best also she was very shy haha. There is a lot more but the list will go on, like I said before no one knew her.
I wish I could have told her all this so she knew she had someone but I was a coward.
Rest In Peace Depression you will be missed and you will be loved".
At the end of his speech everyone had started to cry some more.
2 years later Love had always came to her grave and he would always say.
" you should be happy now you're an angel".
Then he would leave and go back home and cry in his room because after all she is happy and that's all she ever wanted.
The end
