Here I am again crying over my life . Is this really me," the person who have her own dreams "am I even living my life . Why does my parents give me the trauma that I can't bear?, why does my appearance give me the reason to die . I remember my mother beating me just because I denied to go somewhere , It did hurt a lot I got scars all over my body I realized first time that I even I can get mental , For a second I totally lose my stable , I started hitting myself I didn't realize when my hand stopped I just asked my god," Do I belong here" . I blanked out next time I woke up I was still living . I held a knife cut my veins and dozed off. It wasn't my first time cutting it but I didn't knew I will die for sure. I regretted my decision on killing myself maybe I could tolerate more for god's sake. But next time when I reborn things were different and well something mysterious.
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