Do you believe that this man has a greatest love?
Because I am "Yes" I believe in that word because I met someone who has been important in my life since then I just met him at a gc that I joined because I just got back from rpw and I didn't talk to anyone there so I looked for that gc that's where I became happy and that's where I also met a man who became important to me.
I'm really happy because I met him I always talk to him, flirt, tease and at the same time I think "will we always be like this?" I'm comfortable with him but can he? "will he be comfortable with me too?" From then on we were both happy until he flirted with me and asked my friends for permission so that they could at least know what was happening between us.
After a month I answered him we were still the same, happy, flirting, sometimes fighting just because of small things that shouldn't be made a big deal, but in the past few months it seemed like the wind had changed because he suddenly changed I don't know why that's why that night when we were talking I was surprised by what he said.
"Chen I'm sorry, I think I can't" he said
"What do you mean Jay"i said
"I can't, I'm sorry I don't know why but I think I still love her"
"Who? tell me"i said
"Rue"he said
"Who's that lucky girl"
"My greatest love, my greatest what if, my first love"he said
So that's why he changed because of that lucky girl I thought we would be happy until the end I just thought.
"I love her, I tried but it's hard, I still love her" he said
"No it's okay Jay" I said
"Really sorry Chen" he said
"Don't say sorry I understand" I said
"Be happy without me by your side" he said
I will jay, I'll try to be happy without by your side even if it hurts.
"I'm sorry for hurting you like this Chen" he said
"Nahh I'll be fine jay don't worry be happy with her" I said and smiled
"Thank you for everything, I love you but for now goodbye" he said
Well this is it, this is the thing that I don't want to but I need to accept the fact that this man will never be mine forever, be free with your greatest love.
