Raj! Yes he was itaya's first crush. They were classmates from childhood. When and how it started she didn't know,but when she realised she had a sweet feeling. She didn't know Raj's side so trying to avoid him so that no one could find out her feelings toward him. But it was a failed attempt,she was surprised how everybody in her class know about her feelings??? She never confessed. She thought when all knows then raj will replied,she waited,but her waiting gone to vein, he never came to say his side. Itaya was upset,she was having a deep pain in her heart,but she can't share it with anyone. There was no one by her side,she cried it out alone. Nor her friends nor her family. Her friends teased her and her family?????? No she can't share it with them. She was from a orthodox family. For them there cast matter the most and raj was from lower cast. Her family never stand by her she knows the best.so she gave up silently. Her heart knows what she had gone through but she choose to be silent.she changed her school after this,so that she can survive. May be they were not fated,she thought. but she never forget him.