Still hitting on the road til I lost my track
Finding my visible
Times keeps telling me I'm a stranger but I keep doubting
Trying to understand me yet keep hating it
I tot I know everything only to discover I'm a new version
Intimidating the Truth I bribe the right
Can I change me or can I change the world
Love of money now love of self disgrace
I couldn't even confide in myself why will my tears matters
I started faking till I can't understand me no more
If pain was painful then what I'm I
If tear are filling up rivers then what's left for me
I wish I could tell you a story you can laugh too
But my comedy aren't adding to
But the lighter aren't lighting my candle
You think it's okay to fake the pain when you can't fake the tears
Who I'm I I keep asking my reflection
I'm pretty too much to adapt to pain
Pretty to adapt to I'll get over it
I start to walk at the edge of death till heaven open the gate of patience
Keep telling God my age yet he says he knows my future
I'm only human anywhere yet can't find this present way
I'm in love with the stranger I'm becoming but I still miss the patience pained Old me
If life wants to make me struggle for easy things then I'll read the scripture loud
Devil doesn't bargain why is my happiness doing it anyway
I get possess with hostile yet patience is questioning me
Can you endure it for a year or two
Can you tell the helper to put me thru
Who am I,I keep asking,the stranger I'm becoming makes me strong but I know I'm going astray
Who am I,it's not the lord asking but me getting to cry for help
When will my life gets better or when will this stranger looks at my crying mirror and says it's already
It's never okay to cry because I always end up with fever
It's never too late asking coz I'm end up doubting
Lord I keep counting my blessings as I count pain
But I want my blessings to win the battle
I looks up the hills from here comes my help
But you said you inside me already no bother looking
I'm pretty when I smile and I know you know that too lord
The stranger I'm becoming hardly smile and when she does it's 90% fake
Still hitting on the road til I lost my track.
I guess I know who I am I just don't know how to correct it
But I need courage to find my visible