Sitting on a swing a young woman watched as other littles with their mommy's and daddies swinging laughing and chasing each other. Reaching up and wiping a tear away she wish she had that. Wishing that she could find someone who could accept her as a little. She knew she wasn't as outgoing as others like her, she was shy and scared easily. But everyday she would come to the park and swing by herself. Watching the others today was for some reason harder on her than any other day. Getting up and walking back to her Jeep she climbed in and drove home. Getting home she changed into her onesie and curled up with her paci and stuffies and turned on a Disney movie. Drifting off to sleep dreaming one day of meeting her forever Daddy. Someone that will hold her when she's scared and crying, laugh with her when she's being silly, and cuddle her just because and for no reason. Waking up she got up and making herself her favorite breakfast.
Sitting there eating by herself, finishing her breakfast so she grabbed the leash and took her boxer for his daily walk. Walking by the park not far from her apartment, she said hello to a few of the normal people she normally saw when walking her dog. Putting on a smile for everyone around her to see, oh she was scared and frightened, wishing she had someone to hold her that you could cuddle into and feel safe. Getting back she let her dog into her apartment, she grabs her keys and heads to work. Driving down the highway to listen to her favorite song on the radio. Knowing she had a long shift ahead of her but it was all right she had her coloring books, colored pencils, along with her blankie tucked into her backpack. Pulling in she grabbed her bag and headed in for a long boring day at work. She'd already picked a list of movies out in her head to watch while she colored. When she arrived at work, she grabbed her bag and headed to her office. Sitting in her office she turned one beauty and the beast her favorite movie, and started coloring. As the hours went by and she answered the phones and doing her work.
She kept thinking about all the littles she saw at the park the other day. Finally her shift was over and she could go home and curl up with her stuffies, and be little her. When she got home changing into her favorite simba onesie she curled up in bed and dozed off, dreaming wonderful thoughts of playing and just being herself. Waking up in the early afternoon, crawling out of bed she made herself waffles for breakfast and finished her movie. After eating she pulled off her onesie and stretched and headed to a hot shower. Stepping into the shower, letting the hot warm water rain over her, running her hands over her chest, cupping her breast, and washing and soaping up.
Once finishing washing all the soap off, she stepped out of the shower. Walking over to her closet pulling out a white dress, slipping it over her head, and slipping on her shoes, she headed out the door. Walking down the stairs, and heading over to the park. Walking into the park, she noticed where she normally sat and would swing, there was already someone there.
Looking around she found the one empty swing at the far end of the park, walking over and sitting down in the swing. Slowly swinging watching everyone playing and running around, when a set of strong hands gripped her hips and gave her a gentle push. Swinging higher the one that had given her the push continued, leaning back in the swing. She tried to look but the shade tree blocked her view. For the first time since she started visiting the park, someone had come along and started pushing her on the swing. She was enjoying herself for the first in awhile. She smiled and laughed having the best day.
"I love your laugh, little one," a husky voice said " I have to go, perhaps I'll see you again."
And with those words those strong hands disappeared. Slowing down and hoping off the swing, she looked around but couldn't find the kind man that had pushed her. Looking but she couldn't find him, everyone was getting ready to leave. She realized just how long she had been there it was just starting to get dark. Heading home she kept replaying the fun she had. Wishing she could have seen the man that had given her such a great day, maybe she would see him again next time she was at the park. After getting home and feeding her dog and then taking a hot shower she laid down and cuddled up with her stuffies buttercup, she drifted off into a dream filled sleep.
The next morning was rainy and nasty, she knew no one would be be at the park, staying home she lounged on the couch. Playing her xbox and thinking especially about the day at the park. She really hoped she would get to meet the man that had given her one of the best days she'd had in a long time. She hopes tomorrow the sun would be coming out and be dry enough for her to go to the park, and hopefully meet the man that was so kind to her the day before. Her entire time of going to that Park, no one had come up to her like that out of the blue and interacted with her. She wasn't sure what was wrong with her or why nobody would play with her.
She knew that every little had one true daddy or mommy. And she hoped that she would eventually find hers, either a daddy or mommy since she was bisexual. Either would be fine with her, she so desperately wanted to be able to cuddle up next to them and watch movies, and color pictures for them, and play with them. As the day went on she got dressed and put on her jacket and took her dog out for a walk so he could go potty and stretch his legs instead of being stuck in the apartment all day. With it raining outside he decided to take his time finding a place to do his business. Loosing her train of thought thinking about the fun she had. He pulled in his lease and about pulled her off the crub. A hand grabbed her arm keeping her from falling.
Her eyes widened and her breath caught in her throat for a split second. That grip on her arm was the same that had grab her hips at the park. Helping her back onto the side walk, she kept looking down slowing taking a deep breath. Looking up she saw his face, a black beard cut along his strong jaw line coming down into a tie at his chin. His eyes were the brightest blue she had ever seen.
"Are you ok?" He asked her letting go of her arm.
"Yes I am thank you," she replied.
"Should you be out in this rainy weather!" He asked her.
" Well you know when you got to go," she said, instantly thinkkng how stupid that sounded.
" Well that is very true," he said." If was nice see you again,"
" Could I ask your name?" She asked.
"I'm Demitri," he said " and you are?"
"I'm Fauna," she told him smiling.
"Well Fauna, you need to get out of this weather before you get sick," he told her.
"But," was the only thing she could say for some reason.
"No little one get home and dry." He said, and turn to leave. " You'll see me again I'm guessing that's a very nice park."
Watching him walking way through the rain rounding a corner, and he was out of sight. His words echoed through her mind and she headed back to her apartment. Once home and while drying off, the thought of the feel of his hand on her arm caused a shivers to run down her spine. She knew his name now and she could forget the look in his eyes, like he was looking into her soul. Like he could see past all her defenses and look upon the scared little girl that she was.
After getting to see him and can feel the tenderness and it's touch and the look in his eyes, she really hoped she'd see him again. Making yourself something to eat, and thinking about what had happened. She couldn't believe that someone could be so nice to her. After eating she put her onesie on and lay down and started watching movies. Dozing off during a movie dreams filled her head, and they were wonderful dreams. Waking up the next morning, she found the rain at stopped and it was a nice sunny day. Debating on whether she should go to the park she didn't know if the ground would be dry enough or still wet and muddy. She decided to say the heck with it you're on some old clothes and her boots. And headed out the door walking down she can hear laughter so she knew there was people at the park. Stopping just at the entrance, she looked around but didn't see him. She couldn't expect it to him to be there everyday she was unless he was stalking her. No she didn't get that feeling when she looked into his eyes. Walking over and sitting on a swing, she gazed around back watching everyone having fun.
"I was wondering if I'd see you today,"male voice said walking up.
"Hello, I wasn't sure if I was going to come out or not" she said shly "normally after a rainstorm the park is empty."
"well to be honest I was debating on whether I was going to come out today or not, with the rain last night and normally having a busy day." He told her "but I decided to take the day off and have a relaxing day."
"What do you do if you don't mind me asking?" she asked looking up at him.
"I'm a mechanic so normally I have a load of cars I'm working on." He answered walking around behind her "but instead of you just sitting there how about I start swinging you"
I'm with that he took a hold of her head once again and gave her a gentle push. Watching her swing and seeing her smile and hearing that laugh of hers. He thought to himself what a beautiful young woman, he knew that she was a little. Because even though other kids was come and play at the park it was 90% adults coming to the park. But he couldn't believe that all the times he had seen her sitting on the swings alone, that she had been without a mommy or daddy. He couldn't understand why she was alone little, but he wanted to learn about her. Pushing her higher and watching the great time she had. Caused him to smile at watching how happy she was and he was making her. After swinging her for about 20 minutes, he slowed to swing down. Offering her his hand, once she took it he let her over to the carousel.
"now hold on tight I'm going to see if I can get you dizzy." He told her taking hold of one of the rails.
"You can try but I don't get dizzy that easy," she kind of smirked climbing onto the carousel."ready when you are"
"Okay here we go," he told her about starting to walk along the carousel pulling it along with him faster and faster.
You got to carousel spinning so fast that her hair started blowing out behind her. And he could tell by the look in her eyes that was faster than she expected. But oh the fun she was having, throwing her head back and laughing. He's funny faster, but never taking his eyes off her hands. On the slight chance she's loser dripping come sliding off. With one last hard spin, he made the carousel go even faster. Watching her he saw that her hands were starting to slip just a hair but she was holding fast. Before she knew what happened her hands gave way, and she went sliding off the spinning merry-go-round. Moving almost like it was an instinct he caught her as soon as she left the merry-go-round. With her in his arms they both landed in a pile of mud. She freaked out because she caused him to get muddy. All he did was laugh, when you let go of her and she went to stand up she slipped and landed on her rear with a splat. The watery mud covered him, looking at him expecting the worst.
"You did that on purpose,"he laughed while scooping up a handful of mud and throwing it at her.
"I did not" she squealed trying to avoid the mud but failing.
Scooping mud up of her own a mud fight started. By the time it was all said and done, they were both covered from head to toe. And laughing just as hard as they could, they were both having just the greatest day. Standing up he helped her to her feet, and took her hand and let her over to his truck. Getting into the toolbox he grabbed a couple handful of towels and started cleaning her face. When she was all clean at least her face that is, he cleaned his own face and hands. Dropping the dirty towels in the bed of his truck. He looked into her eyes transfixed by what he saw. How could this little girl, this sweet innocent beautiful little girl, be by herself. He just couldn't understand it and he wanted to learn he felt an instant connection to her.
"Well fauna, it looks like we need to get you all cleaned up."he told her.
"What do you mean get me all cleaned up?"she asked hesitantly.
"You're covered completely with mud, I figured I could give you a ride home, that way you wouldn't be walking with squishy toes." You told her.
"Oh okay, I'd really like that,"she told him, looking at the truck.
"Go ahead jump in the bed,"he told her, knowing that's what she wanted by the look she was giving it.
Climbing up into the bed, with a big old grin on her face she told him"thank you very much"
"You're welcome he's told her"open the door to the cab and climbing in.
He opened the sliding window so that way she can tell him where he needed to take her. Starting the truck and pulling off you watched her from the rear view mirror. After about a 5-minute drive down the road she pointed up at her apartment, and he pulled along the curb and shut the truck off. Getting out of the cab I'm walking around to the bed he helped her out and down onto her feet. Standing there with his hands on her hips they both kind of looked into each other's eyes not sure if either one wanted to move. They both just had the most wonderful day, and in both of their minds neither wanted to end.
He let go of her hands and said " You better get inside and clean up and get out of those wet and muddy close before you catch a cold"
"Yeah your probably right," she said turning to head inside the apartment building.
" Don't worry, I'll see you again at the park," he told her getting back into his truck.
He waited until she went inside before pulling away from the curb and driving off. Looking in the rearview mirror a few times he drove down the road. Turning onto the highway he head out of town, he didn't leave in that town but had come through offten and had seen the park and the ones that were there. Driving along he could still hear her laughter in his ears and the look in those beautiful eyes. Eyes that were lite up so bright they could light up the darkest room. Those he knew that he could make her smile, laugh and brighten those eyes. Though the thoughts of what he was filled his head. He had seen others with littles how gentle they were with them, and just rough enough for them to enjoy. Could he be that gentle, yeah he showed gentleness today towards her. Though would his true nature come out eventually like it always did and frighten her.
He was a true dominant, one that had done things to woman that would make other peoplr sick. Those it was never anything they didn't ask or beg him to do. But that worry was always there and would always be there in his mind. He didn't think he could be what a little needed. Protective he could do in the blink of a eye with out a second thought. Though could he be nurturing, supportive, guiding, understanding, and GENTLE. That one word that one emotion, he didn't know if he possessed enough of. Pulling into town, he townes down the road that lead to his small house. Pulling into the driveway, and parking his truck, he went inside and headed to the bathroom to take a shower.
