I’m stuck in my house thinking what is all about, I’ve been day dreamed becoming super model despite of my short height. Living with my dog is a bit therapeutic but sad sometimes specially when you want something that dog cannot give in. In the middle of the night thoughts will appear like balloons popping In my head thinking what will happen tomorrow. Sometimes asking myself, did I even deserved this? And all of sudden i feel like there’s a voice inside my head whispering life like this but i want something more of it. Further more I’m stuck, feels my feet there’s a huge rope pulling on me to the ground. Despite can’t help it I’m crying and i can hear the sounds of the night and suddenly feel the cold of the night and all i see is a black out. I realized that this happens sometimes mostly the girl like me, living alone trying to be independent which is in the whole damn time depending to other people. Life like this i don’t want this…