"Why am I allowing myself to go?" It is a night full of darkness and thunderstorms. Her heart is racing. She doesn't want to go, but She forwarding on a path where She should not.
She was rushing to the corner of a single lane without any street lamp and no presence of human beings. As long as She was stepping forward, there was a shadow tall and thin.
She can hear the sound of her heart, She is holding back and freezes in her position.
That shadow started to come near her and in a second of fraction, She got covered in that. She looked up and saw the face which she dreamed of every day and did not belong to her. She never thought that She would be blessed to see him in front of her. She was in another world of dreams and suddenly it was him holding her hand and she was like, what just happened to her? Why she is feeling so tickled She just took back her hand.
Then She looked up and in that black night also saw those eyes clearly and it was full of innocence and charm that She had been hoping for since the day She had seen him in her life. She could not resist her mixed emotions and got a step closer to him. She was ready to surrender herself that day then she realized, what was she doing. She was saving herself for her perfect one not for him. She was fighting with her inner thoughts and emotions and suddenly She could feel his hand on her waist, grabbing towards him and now She was blank. She can sense his breath.
They are wet with small raindrops and both are waiting in the position where both of their hearts are doing a race. Now again he is the one to break this race and lift his one hand from her waist to grab her neck. it was the first kiss in her life and the memorial one.
She doesn't know what is happening to her and what should she do. Now She feels like be completely vanished in that shadow. Her mind not working and then she initiated to hold him.
She got closer to him, She was short and the benefit was that She could hear his heart and She warmed off his chest by hugging him. Again he bent down and saw her face, he started holding her her smoothly. Now she wanted him not to be so innocent and took her like she belonged to him. He was very gentle, he slowly started to touch her lips with his. Now both are free from the world and lost in their world. They don't know what is happening surrounding them. Soon they heard a sound coming forwarding to them and they waved to each other and went in opposite directions. In a very short time, their heart talked to each other and promised to meet soon. Now she going back with a confused happiness which just happened to her. She was still angry with him but she liked to meet him.
It was the evening she was not going to forget in her life. She knows she is not the love of his life but she continues loving him and keeping this memory alive every day. She still doesn't know why he came to her suddenly and why she allowed herself to see him.
