hello this is me, I will write, yes me, hello I am 21 years old, my friends in my yard always treat me stupid and like to insult me, they just talk because they want to look cool by other people think, but I don't care, when I was in school I was bullied by my friend maybe because he hurt his feelings, but his treatment did not match what I did, he was hurt because I was empty approaching new friends at school because of that he bullied me, maybe he I was jealous I thought, but I didn't care because times like that were over and I had graduated from school, now I am alone and a loner, but I don't care I am better off alone because no one is better than myself, when I sleep I always dream I see myself talking to me "don't die" when I wake up I still remember that and I also often dream of being chased by anomalies in the dark and ready to kill and tear apart my parts, when I am scared, dreams like that continue to haunt me, I and I are like I am depressed, I used to have my friend watch a gore site and when I watched it with him, the gore video looks scary and creepy it's disturbing the gore video keeps haunting me and disturbing, but it's been a long time and i'm still scared of it when i dream dreams i always see anomalies in the dark he wants me maybe to be killed or to make me his, i don't care i swear but the dream keeps haunting me i'm scared, i'm scared