A Little Too Far

Chapter 1

They said, the greatest healer comes from where your heart is closest at. Going home helped me recuperate. As I was scanning all the college applications and letters I have received, I have thought of hiding myself from all the noise. The unending emails from news organizations, showbiz reporters, and even our own associates. An overwhelming catastrophe of good and bad reactions when our divorce was publicly criticized by a lot of netizens and even our family members. I remember when our plane just touched down Warsaw, the main news station here which is IMM headlines "Poland's Top Tycoons: Amilia Ronan was dumped by Asian husband over some high school sweetheart" and the news anchors discussed the entire scenario as if they've known me and JM. I don't know how they got some photos of my entire stay at Grifin High where my bitchiness towards Kate was all posted. My childhood friend here, Margaux, sent me a tweet saying "A brat will always be a brat no matter what. Daddy needs to tame that child for good manners. Poor Kate *sad face emoji*". I closed my eyes, took a deep breath. I know, before I made this decision, there're so many things that I am going to sacrifice. First of all, my image that I have been putting up for a long time, second, our business and third, Daddy. Me and dad discussed this as we were on our way home. Controlling the media is our top priority as of the moment because this by far is the biggest controversy our family has faced after mom's unexplained death. "Amilia? Amber, can you please open the door?". It's Grace, she's worried. I forgot to never ever lock the door by any means as per request. They're afraid, especially Daddy. He knows what I'm feeling. An endless knock means Grace is starting to panic and I shouted, "Leave me alone Grace, I'm thinking", and I heard a sigh from the other side of the door, the feeling of relief that I'm still breathing and not in any way trying to murder myself in here. "Glad to hear you're alive, hahaha. But you got to answer this call. Don't worry, JM is blocked". Oh yeah, I ordered to cut him off while I'm still recovering and regaining myself. I felt like I have lost touch of my Ronan energy when I became too invested in our marriage. I unlocked the door and after a click, Grace forced herself inside the room. She looked at me trying to look unbothered as she can, she wants me to feel that this is just a simple problem that can always be solved better. "Well, care to say Hi to your friend?". I took the phone and press it on my ear, and I heard a very familiar voice, "Hey Amber, how are you?". It's his voice again, soothing as it always is. I remember the first time I met him while waiting for Mat during basketball practice and offered to get me home safe when JM forgot about me after arguing with Kate outside the music room. "I'm okay Bucky, how did you....." He interrupted, "Know your home number?" There was silence "Don't worry, I won't tell JM, I just wanted to know how you're doing. After that night, for sure, you'll get roasted because of the name you bear in your head. I just want you to know Amilia that I'll always be here for you no matter what. Can I visit you sometime this month?". I don't know what to say "Relax, I will be alone. In fact, I'm planning to stay in Poland for a long time, if you'll let me? I heard Jagiellonian University offers the best in Internation Business Management, but I guess going to Cambridge and Oxford is still my priority. Sorry, I overheard you talking to your girls about it"

Bucky, real name Antonio Luis Fernandez Schmidt. He's called Bucky because of his buck tooth on their first grade. Funny how JM and his friends had been tight for a long time. They own a chocolate factory in Germany, it's called "süßer". A century old company that started with his great grandfather, who mourned for the loss of his first wife that died during the invasion of Ruhr in 1923, "süßer" is for "sweetie", the endearment he called his first wife. "Why do you want to come here? Did JM....." He laughed "No and never. Why would I let JM have you after everything he had done right?" I still can't quite understand Bucky's intentions. "I don't want any ties with his friends Buck. It will be best if you leave me on my own" He chuckled "Damn, A. Too bad I don't take NO for an answer, I'll be seeing you soon. Ciao for now" I did appreciate Buck for being such a great friend. He was the first person who saw me saving puppies from an abandoned house just around the corner of our school "What are you doing here Mrs. Montenegro, this house will collapse right in front of you" I did not hear him because I was so fixated on the puppies, they were under the wooden veranda. As I was curling down with my flashlight and puppy treats to lure them out before it falls apart "Seriously, Amilia" He grabbed me by my shirt and pushed me away and he went under the veranda and took the puppies out just before it did collapse. We stared at each other relieved and laughed so hard after that moment. "You are really something you know A, badass in every way" I stared at him confused by what he meant "I'm not sure if that's a compliment or an offense but I'll take it" and we laughed again. That was the beginning of our friendship. Buck was the one who keeps helping me out with my Claritas activities and he's been the one who told me that JM found where Kate was. Little did Mat know, that despite throwing Kate to some place where he will not find her, I have continued to support their needs in the shadows through Bucky. "Please Buck, don't ever tell anyone especially Mat" He was silent and gave me his corky voice, copying Miss Lagarte, the Librarian in a raspy timid tone "Shut it, as promised Ms. Ronan" and the line went dead. "Care to eat something? You haven't eaten since we got here." I looked at Grace, she's worried. "Okay, maybe a little" As I walked down the hallway, scanning through the entire generation of Ronans which hung on the wall, gazing to each one of them, remembering why I'm here and what's my purpose.

Then by reaching at the end of the hallway I stopped, at the left end hung the portrait of someone I used to play with when I was young. She was the person who inspired me to do more and become more of who I am today. Even though our time together was only cut short, but her influence stayed with me till the end of time. My mom, Maria Angela Martinez Ronan. One of the best neurosurgeon in Warsaw.

Mom always have this warm aura that every Poles love about her. Despite being a Filipino-Spanish decent, she's more Polish than daddy. Poland and Philippines have strong family ties also very keen with respects to culture and values, maybe that's why their union was smooth sailing. When both of them found out my heart for public service, they agreed to build Claritas from scratch telling me to be the soul of the foundation. I remembered I was 5 years old that time. They did a mini ceremony in dad's office while I take oath to take pride of my commitment to help and even up to this day, I took that oath by heart. You know reader it's a fact, when you build something with love and dedication, it will flourish effortlessly. "This painting was sent by her mother after the accident" I turn to the corner and saw daddy as our eyes met, he looked tired but still managed to smile. I know, he's quite pissed with media this time because of all the bad informations and dissing from people. I gave him a big hug as we look at mom's face together adoring her once more "Seeing mom is a breath of fresh air. Well, this spot is always her favorite because she puts her fresh flowers here every morning" dad chuckled and said "Yep, the spot where your mom keeps buying new vases because you keep breaking them while playing with Cooper" Oh yes, Cooper, the wolfhound I found while I was playing in one of the farm houses along the wheat fields. I'm fond of the fields because I get to wear boots and trousers just like a little farmer helper and see butterflies and other insects and run with the cool breeze on my rosy cheeks as my long ginger hair gets tangled in tall grasses. I remember the first time I saw Cooper, he was a scared little floof gray colored puppy hiding from a rock which he can't be seen because he camouflage perfectly with it. Tried to lure him out, with my biscuits. I knew right there and then that he was an abandoned pup, he was skinny, and neglected I can tell so I took him home fed him till his frail body was stuffed with meat as he became stronger and can walk with good posture of a healthy breed. Cooper was the reason that I have declared to my parents with the life I want to pursue, to be part of change and help the ones who needs me. Mom and dad was not expecting to hear that declaration from a five year old but they did not doubted me even a second. Now look where that got me today. "It's true dad, our pasts lead us to places where we should be." He squeezed my arm "That's what your mom used to say" I looked at him "She's always right tho" He nodded. Then we went downstairs towards the dining to eat and planned how to get back on our feet with the unending banter from the media regarding my issue. After arranging specific meetings from our close friends and family member who have agreed to help us out, we decided to change things around especially with business deals and handling our associates.

Chapter 2

It's been a year since I left Philippines but every time I close my eyes, it felt like everything happened just yesterday. As the days passed, I became used to all the noise. This numbness helped me move on and focus on what's more important right now and that's the family business. Growing our empire and fight for the top spot back as the greatest tycoons in our era. As I walk on the colored pavement with the cool whiff of Sunday breeze brushing my hair and a familiar sound of church bell ringing reminded me that I'm going to be late for my last class. My smart watch illuminated 16:15 which means I only have 5 minutes left to save my ass from Professor Grimm's grinning face of disappointment. He hates late students. "You need a lift Blondie?" I glanced at my right shoulder and saw a tanned Mediterranean man with piercing gray eyes. His chiseled face which was covered by his perfectly trimmed facial hair enhanced his strong looks. He was driving a 1962 Ferrari like straight out of a catalogue. Such a good looking man, I always thought each time I see him. Alexandro Vasilios, one of the top students in Saïd Business School. He is extremely popular among the girls since he's the president of the Polo Club and been an A plus student of Oxford for 2 consecutive years, representing the school in different academic competitions among Ivy League school all over the globe. His family's reputation is even amazing, they have this huge company of online stores which is used worldwide and it was his father who started everything. The fusion of technology and business. My dad and his dad have been business partners for awhile. Met him 5 years ago but I did not expect bumping into him here. Well, I have described him pretty much but unfortunately we don't get along just because he keeps competing against me. I have no idea that going to Oxford will be a living hell but hey! I love a good challenge. "I'm having a great time walking. You know it keeps my head occupied and refreshed at the same time" what? That was a confusing statement "Hahaha! Okay blondie. I want to see how Grimm fries you in class. Ciao!" And he bolted his engine leaving an entire dark smoke covering my face. "Ughhh, this day gets better and better" then suddenly a blue Rolls-Royce boat tail honked just in front of me and saw a familiar face I haven't seen months. He grinned and tossed me a crumpled paper. I opened it with a smile on my face as I've read "Let's get you to class mi Amor >.<" I ran towards him and gave him a very big hug "Welcome back Bucky" he kissed my forehead and whispered "I missed you my love" I stared at his face for awhile assuring myself that he's going to be my home. As we got to the Saïd building, I gave him a kiss on his cheek and jumped out of the car saying my goodbyes. Everything went well ever since Bucky arrived in my life. He helped me in facing my fears especially from the judging crowd and also moving on from.......... "You know blondie, getting smooches from your ex's friend will even complicate things" again, this asshole never gets tired ruining my day. "Oh, I have no idea that even guys care about other people's business" he grinned "Tell me A, what's with Asian men that you just can't get a crack of" I stopped in front of him and gave him a straight look in his eyes "Why do you even care Alex?! How about picking your next subject to objectify from that pool of women over there who just won't stop drooling over you" He just stared at me without blinking which made me a little bit uncomfortable. I turned my back from him with big strides going to the lobby as he grab my right arm stopping me and whispered "You have no idea how much I want you. But if you want a little rough game with me before I can have you. It will be a great pleasure for me Amilia" I did not expect him to say something like that after all we have been through against each other. I pushed him away and continued walking without looking back trying to calm myself down from the unexpected. "What is he thinking?! He can play now? Is this part of his plan too?" I can't believe that just happened.

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"You having a hard time again sir?" I stared at my assistant's reflection on the window as I gazed towards the abyss thinking about the future I have always think of building with her. Two years passed and everyday is still a struggle. Time didn't heal me, my scars were too deep and unbearable. I haven't seen uncle Anthony for a long time. "I should have listened to my father, I should have listened...." There was silence as we continue to listen on the roaring sound of thunder and winds blasting from the storm. The darkness across the window started to resonate into a rumble of cascading downpour that slammed hard on the glass. I felt a warm squeeze on my right shoulder as Clarence got closer to where I'm standing. "Not everything you see outside is real sir. Some people chose which part of themselves should be revealed and which shouldn't. It's a matter of perspective. Your parents need to respect your uncle Anthony's decision especially Amber. Too much damage already. Your dad called again. Should I tell him sir?" I bit my lip knowing that I can't answer his question. "I just told you Clarence. NO"

"Don't you think you should tell them where we are? They are worried sick about you.And sir...." I did not bother to let him finish as I bolted out of the room. I know what he's trying to do. I think that's what they all wanted me to do. To justify my actions. If only I can.....then maybe everything will be back to normal but that's not the normal thing we have. Amber and I were once the normal couple, planning our normal future. If only I stick to the plan and did not bother looking for other chaos. My immaturity clouded my judgment and I forgot what matters the most. Our family, our empire, and everything that comes after. My phone vibrated as I saw the notification that I have been waiting for a week. I jumped to my laptop and opened the email from a black icon. I stared at the file sent to me by the people I paid to look for Amber and saw images of a blonde girl walking in the streets of London. I zoomed into the photo and doubted for a while until I gasped at her eyes, her emerald eyes. Next photo, she was talking to someone in a café, and I shifted my eyes to the guy she was talking, he was standing against the camera. As I clicked on the other images, the familiarity started to crawl out on me. I shut my eyes for a second and went outside the veranda. Clearing my head from imagining things. I went back to the screen and scrolled again, examining the pictures one by one. I started to feel my chest tightened and my stomach turned. I just stared at Amber holding hands with a familiar face. One of the faces I have trusted, grew up with whom I considered my friend. I called Clarence back. "Yes sir?" He stood at the door waiting for instructions"Did you do what I asked you to do?" He eagerly replied saying Yes and explained that everything is practically done. This is the reason why Clarence is my assistant, he's always one of the best employees my dad hired. You don't have to tell him what to do next. "I have found three estates for you to look into. They're near Miss Amilia's place of residence. And you have a scheduled interview with the Dean this upcoming 5th of March" I clench my fist and I can feel my limbs shaking. My body is heating up and I know why I.m trembling. The thought of Amber, excites me. For two years, I have waited for this to happen. For this long, I have never given up to look for her despite the restrictions uncle Anthony forced me to do. I got to the point where I almost break myself into pieces knowing that everyday I'm losing Amilia. And I'm glad Blue came up to me and offered help. "I'm going to help you but you have to prepare yourself from whatever you'll see. Just be cautious and keep me out of it." I was thinking that he just wants to stay out of getting hooked with the media and the Ronans but now I know what he meant. "You know me bro, I always keep my word" He laughed so hard saying "I don't know why you're like this JM. Ang hirap mong intindihin. But, you're my friend. And I can't keep up seeing you like this. Akala ko, losing Kate was the worse time for you, si Amilia pala ultimatum mo bro." I remained silent and he added "I should've known that you were falling hard. Pero gusto kitang apakan sa mukha, because you keep dragging me sa mga kagaguhan mo. I helped separate you and Amilia and even helped you get back with Kate kasi nahihirapan ako to see my friends getting hurt. Gusto ko lang naman sana maging good friend pero you guys are really complicated" I look at him sabay sabi "One day, ma okay din ang lahat. And that is because of you Blue" he kept quiet and stared at his phone awkwardly saying "I hope so" then he left. I can remember how his face turned. It was different. Now, I realized after seeing Amber and Bucky's photo together in London. How long is it already? I keep asking myself when they started dating and how on earth Bucky know where she is. They said, Bucky went to school abroad but no soul ever told me he's in Oxford, dating my ex-wife. Pero bakit walang nagsabi? When most of them saw I was in bad shape after Amilia left. Is it because they know I don't deserve her? Is that it? Maybe......But only one thing to find out, I have to get to Oxford. "Tell me Clarence, how's my portfolio?" I can hear him chuckle a little sabay sabi "Pasok na pasok ito boss" well, I know, but "I want excellence Clarence" he became silent "Don't worry boss, I assure you, you'll be one of the top applicants dito sa batch mo" and I ended the call. I stared outside the darkness of the window, feeling disappointed at myself. Of all people I have to lose, why Amilia. My phone rang and I saw Kate's name flashed on the screen.I stopped talking to her 3 weeks ago. I ignored Kate's multiple calls. Saw that she called me 26 times already today. And my phone bleep, it's a text from Kate but I was not expecting her to send me this message "JM, stop ignoring me. I know you're hurting, much more now" My eyes widen, knowing that Kate knew about Bucky and Amber. Then another notif of her sending me a link. I opened it, and saw the blonde girl again, wearing a red tight dress. Her long slender legs and porcelain skin reflected the sunlight and she looked like a catalogue model on her way to a shoot for a cover magazine. She only wore a red lipstick that silhouettes the arch of her perfect plump limps. She wore high heeled glass like shoes which made her look like she was elevating on the floor just like a goddess. And she was smiling holding hands with a handsome guy that I used to play basketball with. Bucky. The two look good together. Almost. But there's a problem, I'm better looking than him. And the next picture, will be me and her again. Having our usual coffee hang out or shopping spree at a local fashion hub. My heart went nuts, and I felt pain.

Chapter 3

I had a hard time moving forward from the madness of my life. The thought of JM still has a bad effect on me. "Are you still wondering about him?" It was Grace again, checking out how I was doing. I did not answer her question. I let out a long sigh and sip my tea. It tasted bitter now, making me remember about him, that very night before I took off. The struggle trying to push him away. I thought he will fight back more,but I guess, he got tired. After all, Kate is there. I guess, he just realized I'm not worth than Kate. I hated him, I hated Matthias for not trying. I thought he will do more than what he did to keep Kate but I guess, he just see me as not worth for his efforts. "Your face and Bucky's are all over media covers. Is this a good thing?"

"I am aware Grace. This will keep the suitors away. When they see how fucked up I am." She had no idea what I was trying to do. "Is this your way of getting back at Matthias? If that's the case, it looks complicated".

"I love to complicate things."Grace smiled saying "If only I can understand what's going on inside your head Amilia" I walk towards the shelf and took out a dusty old book. I opened it and saw pictures of my great grandparents and their grandparents. I scanned my hands through the photos and saw a familiar face. The photo was from the war, Bucky's grandfather. The founder of süßer, and his lovely first wife that died from the war, my great great grandmother, Agniezka Ronan. "Bucky stayed when everyone else started to avoid me. He was there despite the complexity that surrounded me. He deserves these".

"Deserve what?" I know Grace doesn't understand my intentions but it's for the best she won't know.

"You'll figure it out. You always do. You never missed anything especially when I try to do something" she laughed knowing that I'm trying to challenge her "Amilia, whatever it is you are trying to do, I will always be here to back you up. Speaking of Bucky, one of the guards just message me he's downstairs. Don't forget to wave to the camera." I winked at her with sassiness and headed out.

As I went downstairs, I saw a handsome guy in vintage polo shirt with his cream slacks and ebony leather belt. His blue cardigan was tied perfectly on his shoulders which highlighted his glowing tanned skin. He stared at me and smiled. He offered me his hand so I can walk down the last few steps carefully and he whispered on my ear "You look perfect Love" his deep toned voice that brushed to my nape gave me chills of excitement. Bucky has been treating me right. And I'm happy that he found me. I squeezed his hand and stared at his ocean eyes and kissed him on his cheek. His face turned red every time I do this "I should stop doing this to you. You keep blushing Bucky" he smiled and replied "I don't care how many times I will look stupid in front of people as long as you're in my arms My Love" His words just gave me a sharp pain inside. It's the guilt I know. Cause up to this day, my heart still screams for JM's name. But I have to let go of the past. I need to look forward to my future and that is to make more allies for the Ronans and conquer different countries. To make that happen, I need one of the strongest Group to join me, The Schmidts. Bucky's family have many connections abroad. They own ateliers, hotels, casinos, furniture, and some from black markets. Philippines was his training ground because it's where their casino business started to flourish. To become a top tycoon, you need a strong partner who's willing to vouch for you anytime. And I saw that with Bucky. He always have my back. "I love your outfit Bucky, no wonder, girls go crazy over you" he laughed "So is it working? Are you falling for me?" I touched his chin and gave him a stare. "Almost there Buck, almost" and we headed our way to the party.

The party was filled with new faces I have never seen before. I love every bit of London. I am happy I chose Oxford to be my home for the next four years. For only a few months, I never had a hard time adjusting. It felt like I was born to be here. "Amiliaaa!" The shreaks of excitement from my three best friends. Who knew, our friendship was this strong and even we decided to go to one university together. Bubblegum was majoring Hotel Management, Cream was into pre-law, Peanut is majoring Biochemistry and me in Business Management. "Oh my God Bucky, you look dashing. No wonder Blair was so addicted to you. You know A, Blair was always tailing your boyfriend in our "Legal Methods" class." I laughed and then Bucky defended that Blair was only asking for help, nothing else. "Don't give me that reaction Bucky, you know I always liked a little competition" I wink at him, trying to tease him. "I don't want you to feel that you need to compete with anyone Amber. No matter how they'll try, you will always win me" and the girls giggled after hearing that, I too started to feel hot on my face. "Seriously you guys should stop. Let's have fun tonight. Wait girls, where did we left our dates?" Bucky waved to a few gentlemen playing pool at the right, just in front of the fountain. The three guys immediately understood the assignment and walked towards us with drinks on their hands. My three best friends snuggle their dates and went towards the dance floor. The music was loud and amazing, and we were a little tipsy from all the tequila. As we started to feel hype from the vibe, the song started to changed into a love song. I froze as I listened to the song, "Lost in your Eyes" by Debbie Gibson. This is the song I...................then a guy splashed his drink over my dress "Hey dude,watch where you're going" I stopped Buck from starting a fight and dragged him away from the crowd. "Bucky, I'm just going to clean up" he brushed my hair from my face and wipe it with his handkerchief. I took it from his hand and gave him a kiss. "I'll be back Bucky". He nodded okay and I went to the bathroom. The frat house was huge, and it was my first time to come here. I went to look for the bathroom and I ended up asking drunk people. The air tightened inside, so I just went outside towards the swimming pool. I soak the handkerchief and tried to maybe not smell alcohol. Suddenly I heard steps behind me, and a shirt was offered. I took the shirt thinking that Bucky never failed to take care of me. I stood up from where I was and completely dumbfounded to see the person who gave me the shirt. His dark hair,fair skin, and chinito eyes. He looks very handsome, in fact, he became hotter than I last saw him. My heart was beating so fast that I crunch my chest to stop the loudness of it's yearning. He just stared at me with his dark sunken eyes. The seriousness in his face made me fluster. My brain started to shout but my lips only whispered his name. He smiled when he heard it. "My beautiful wife" he said. Those words burst into my ears. I can feel the alcohol left my body. Everything around me started to dissolve and I just felt his presence all around me. "Can we talk?" He asked. I just froze, and repeated his name. "Hey!" I snapped and remembered, I am in a party with Bucky and my friends. I felt a strong grip on my right arm, that pulled me away from JM. "Does uncle Anthony know you're here Montenegro? What in the world are you doing here?" JM did not mind the guy who was trying to push him away from me. JM just continued staring at me as I stare right back at him. My entire body just wants to hug him and feel him. I missed him so much, my husband. "Amilia! Hey! Are you drunk?" A huge hand forced my head to turn towards him and I saw Alexandro Vasilios. I took his hand away and started to walk away from them. "Leave me alone" my steps started to wobble until the entire world started to drift away and there was total darkness. I started dreaming of our wedding again. JM's face was all I could see in that dream, and I floated away with him. It felt like I am home at last.

Chapter 4

"Amilia? Wake up. Hey! Are you okay?" The almost deafening sound of music was in the background. I could hear people shouting, arguing. And I felt a sudden spatter of water on my face. I suddenly woke up to an almost buzzing noise of engine and the sky started to grumble, my hands were swaying freely on the air and I can feel the cold breeze brushing my fingers, I was being carried to a car. I was too weak to move a muscle. I stared at the person carrying me, and it felt as if I have been dreaming of this day that he's going to carry me in his arms when I feel helpless. "Mattie?" My words came out like whispers, he stared back at me and gave me a smile and everything went dark.

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"What do you mean he took her?" His eyes were all red and bulging. Desperately seeking for answers as he pulled Vasilios' perfectly pressed suit. The latter was putting ice on his left eye as a nurse put some cream on his lower lip that was cut from the brawl with JM that night. "Hey! Where were you anyway huh?! And get that nasty hands off my Gucci." Immediately forcing Buck's hand to do more damage to his suit. "You just let Amber walk by herself that night. You know how dangerous it is" Buck's eyes started to change, as if he was about to cry. "she said, she's going for the washroom. I have no idea she went out" Vasilios' eyes dimmed saying "It just shows that she wants to get away from you. Why do you keep forcing yourself huh? If only you let her be, Montenegro won't be here. You are pretty ambitious for a goal getter." Suddenly a hand landed on his face and a streak of blood splashed on the white linen of the hospital gurney. His head started to steamed out of control and throw the ice pack on Buck's face then they started turning against each other while the hospital staff were trying to stop both of them from doing further damage. "ENOUGH!" The entire room shake as a deep voice echoed the room. A good looking man entered. Tip toe! Tip toe! Like a knock on the floor as he walks towards the two. Overtime, he still looks as if years went by without being allowed to grow older. However, his heart attack that happened two years ago affected his right limbs, forcing him to use a crane to support his weight. The boys stopped and payed respects to the elderly man that just entered. "I'm very sorry uncle Anthony, I failed to protect Amilia" Vasilios pleas as if to spare him from any punishment. "Uncle Anthony, I have no idea she went out the frat house" Bucky added to defend himself. "Both of you claimed to be twice as a man from each other but you're half as a man than Matthias" they clenched their fists.

Anthony Ronan, the only owner of the Wawel Dragon Corporation and head of the Ronan Group has been popular by his unfashionable way of running businesses. His great grandparents don't have the slightest decency of earning money since they started this little Corporation selling illegal firearms including nuclear weapons that have been banned from several countries considering the outstanding damages it will cause. Aside from the black market, they have been earning profit illegally under the shadows, hence, their reputation that frightens a lot of people. When Anthony met his wife, the fear started to subside a little since she is a Neurosurgeon that provided free services to the ones who cannot fully afford. With the Claritas Foundation, people started to see them on a different level of respect. But after the unexpected accident that happened to his wife years ago, this sparked controversies regarding his internal and external relationships. Anthony dialed a couple of numbers on his phone and waited for a familiar voice that he never heard for a while in a few months. The line cracked and a voice illuminated from the line "Anthony?" He can feel his throat dried up as if he can't speak, he took a deep breath and growl a little bit "Jaime, it's been a while. How are you?"

"Well. Do we have a problem?" After the incident, they have decided that calls will be purely about businesses. Also, to lessen Matthias' being too carried away every time Anthony calls. "Where is JM?" The line was silent for awhile then, "He cut us off, we tried to find him, but it's impossible to reach him" his heart broke a second, thought about Amilia, he pursed his lips and said "He was here last night and took Amilia away" he can hear that at the end of the line Jaime called his wife and heels clack on the floor towards the phone, "Anthony? What did JM do this time? Did you find them? I'm very sorry. We weren't expecting that he would be doing something at that extent." Anthony's eyes closed, thinking how to respond. Of all the words he thought to say, only a few came out "I'll find them as soon as I can, just fly here as soon as you can.

Chapter 5

I woke up as sunshine hit my face. I tried to sit but I was a little bit groggy from last night. It's the alcohol, I never had so much as I can remember. I surveyed the room and it look quite strange and new. But it has that comfy feeling of home. As I realized I'm not in my apartment, I started to panic. Then a knock from the door jumped me out from bed, and then there he is, standing. It was the only face I tried to forget, my ex-husband, Jaime Matthias Montenegro II. "Wh-what are you doing to me? Wh-why am I here JM? D-does daddy know I'm here?" He just stood at the door staring at me without a word. "Bullshit Jaime! What the fuck is this stunt?! Bring me back to........"

"Bucky? Or that huge man. You have been busy sleeping around Amber. And I never thought Buck is your type. You just disappointed me." He walked towards me.

"You have been busy too with Kate as well. Why would it bother you if I date one of your friends?" He scoffed saying "Bucky is not my friend anymore. A friend of mine will not dare touch my property". I laughed "Property? How did I become your property when we're not married anymore" he handed me a piece of paper. "Marry me again" the paper read a marriage certificate. I tore the paper and threw it at his face. "What makes you think it is easy to just let you have me and take me for granted again? No" He again pulled another paper from the side table "like it or not, I do have plenty of copies. They might be worried about you. I'll let Clarence drive you home. Think about it for a while. I'll see you around" I was puzzled by what he said. Then suddenly a young man in his tux went inside with a couple of maids, the maids helped me dress up as I entered the limousine, JM barged the door before closing it and reminded me about the paper "I hope you'll think about it. If you want, we can have negotiations. I'll be always ready to impress you" I stared at his face and said "Oh Mattie, if you really want me back, you have to try harder."

"Of course, you will sign the papers"

I replied with a devilish smile saying "Make me. Show me how great you are then" and I closed the door. My heart felt like it would burst out. I grabbed my chest and the throbbing won't stop. For years I have always dreamed of JM and his words, "You belong here Amilia, you're a Montenegro". I have never thought that he would go this far. "Here you go Miss Amilia", as the young man handed me back my phone. I turned it on as saw the endless missed calls. But one call sent me to my knees as I shouted "HURRY! Get me home this instant".

As I arrived home, I could see that the apartment complex I live was filled with men in black and white. One guard spotted me and immediately radioed his friends. I saw one get in one car to chase the limousine and I stopped him. "AMILIA" I heard a hoarse voice coming from behind me and I saw my dad. I ran to his arms. "Daddy, I'm okay" He was in tears and furious "What did he do to you?" I just looked back to where the limousine was heading and said "He just took care of me daddy as I passed out." He brushed my hair away from my face and examined my entire body as if hoping to see something but he got nothing. He hugged me tighter. I saw two familiar silhouettes that slowly appeared in front of me. It's Mattie's parents. "Amilia, we're very sorry about this. We just have no idea he could do this."

"Mattie's just being Mattie." That's right. We used to play this before since we were younger. When we get mad at each other, and one of us doesn't have the nerve to talk to the other, our way of saying sorry is a surprise kidnapping while taking them to a very beautiful place that we have been together. As we were having dinner, I can still remember the little details to where Mattie took me. The smell of tea, the color of the room, the tulips in the garden, the fountain, the veranda, it was a familiar place that was lost in time and remained in a memory. His pale skin, his soft hands, I can still hear his voice, I never thought that he still has this effect on me. All along, I thought I have carried the burdens with me and leaving them in the past but why my heart throbs every time I see him. "Amilia? Dear, can you hear me?" Auntie's voice slapped me from reality. I was floating away while they were discussing things. See what I mean reader? This is how Jaime Matthias do his trick on me. I slowly drift away from the world. I felt my throat dried up is as if I can't handle a single response. I took a sip of water and breathe. Just taking in everything I can remember while listening to the elders. Most of it though.

"Yes auntie?"

"How is my son? Is he well?" I did a quick nod and I can see her eyes getting wet from tears. She excused herself from the table as she wipe her tears towards the kitchen. I followed her and saw her open a bottle of gin. She never drinks, but I can see the frustration in her eyes. A son running away from home, is the worst nightmare every parent will experience. She took two shots of Hendricks and washed her face on the sink. I offered her a towel to wipe her beautiful face and you can tell she has not been sleeping well for quite some time "You know, he's always an obedient child. That son of mine. He's so popular with girls." She took a bottle of drugs from her pocket and took one pill "This helps me calm down. I hope that JM will show up so I can rest well" I took her hands slowly and pressed them to mine "Don't worry auntie, let me deal with him. He still looking exquisitely fine though. More handsome than before" that's right, Matt grew muscles. I can see that from his sleeves and the ways he carried me to his arms that night. He's been training well. "Do you know what he told me? See you around" her mom smirked and I continued "He wants marriage again from me" then she was stunned by what she heard "Amilia, honey. I'm really sorry. JM is a very complicated child"

"I know. And he got more complicated now. I still prefer that he challenges me more"

"I just don't get your relationship with my son. And seeing the pictures with Bucky was not you Amilia." I smiled

"Let's continue eating auntie. A chef never leaves a food untasted right? Stay here for awhile. Maybe we can rekindle lost times of being together" she interrupted me with a sigh "I don't want my son to get hurt but knowing JM, he's build differently. I know he is safer with you"

"With me?"

"He ended things with Kate and I never knew why. He started blurting out going to Harvard and it was puzzling me. As he acted weirdly especially when your dad calls Jaime, I knew what's going on. And I forced him to stop because of the agreement. But alam mo naman what he's like when he's stopped. Hindi siya paawat. Amilia, hija, I think JM is..." Uncle J went in and interrupted our conversation. "How are you doing Rose? What do you need?" I can see the look on his eyes as he softly brushed aunt Rosie's hair away from her face. These two, they look just like mom and dad before. Couples who have stick to their vows to take care of each other for better or for worse. Aunt Rosie held his hands closer to her heart. "I'm better now, knowing that our son is fine" she look at me and said "Amber, please keep an eye on him." I nodded "JM will just show up if he wants to. You know him" that's right, JM just showed up without any notice. I bet he knew where I live already.

As the sun was up, so as dad, Grace, aunt Rosie and uncle J. After breakfast, the two lovely couple bid us goodbye. The friendship is still there. I have heard them laughing last night while reminiscing their younger years while drinking tea in front of the fireplace.

Chapter 6

Dad accompanied me to school, this time, bodyguards are there. He kissed me farewell and I helped him get inside the car. As he went away, I heard an engine roaring towards me. I look at the left side of the road and saw a red Chevy Corvette. It stopped in front of me and Vasilios came out. I remembered how JM described him as a huge chunk of meat which is true. I laugh it off in my head which made me smile a little. He walked up straight to me with a worried face. "Are you okay Amber?" He inspected me while walking in circles around me "I'm in one piece Alex" his eyes brightened as he heard his name "I can't believe you just called me by my first name and not dummy or asshole" I let out a huge laugh saying "You still look like an ugly Gorilla stuck in a small car" then his mood changed "Hey, that Corvette is a ladies man"

"Well, prove it" and I winked at him playfully and headed to the building

"I'm always here when you need me Amilia, Remember that!" He shouted and some of the students stared at him.

As I was closer to the building, a person bumped in to me. Books scattered all over the ground, the guards helped me pick them up. Then a strong gush of wind, swiped the papers from one envelop that the student was carrying and my two body guards were running around trying to catch the papers. I handed some of the books in my hand to that guy and a familiar scent engulfed my entire nostrils. I look immediately to the student who bumped into me and met his eyes. It was Matt, he was just staring at me while I was trying to help him out with all the books. "Good morning Princess. Thank you for helping me out" he got closer to my ear and whispered "Meet me where God reaches the abyss. Smell the flowers, and listen to the birds, they will lead you there before dawn" and he touched and smelled my hair which sent vibrations to my spine. My limbs wobbled as I lost balance and knelt on the ground. He smiled walking away as the guards might recognize his face. When they got back looking like they ran a marathon in suits, JM was gone.

A hand suddenly helped me to get up. And I saw a pretty girl wearing a powder blue summer dress. Her voice was the only voice I haven't heard for years, it was my best friend, Margaux. "C'mon Bernice, a lady never sits on the gravel let alone on campus grounds" I jumped to hug her and we talked towards class. "When did you arrive?" That's right, Margaux is studying in Harvard University, major in Public Relations. Her father works in the Congress and her mom works as a Forensic Pathologist in Warsaw. She's the toughest girl I have ever known which can be proven cause she's the all time Gold medalist on the recent FIE Fencing World Cup. And my bestest friend before JM. "I want to check up on you before going back to Massachusetts. I can see, you are okay but a bit disappointed seeing you kneeling on a hot British gravel" and she laughed. "Is your ex-husband really here?" I look around as I myself was uncertain of what just happened "I think so" Margaux laughed out loud. Of all the girls I'm friends with, she's the only person who has that power laugh. Everyone stared at us while she vent out a huge "HAHA"

"What do you mean I think so. He just kidnapped you and you just answered me 'I think so'? Damn that Matthias has a crack on you. Even you, I can tell likes being haunted my him" and then she laughed so loud again. I just can't imagine how a beautiful girl like her, would have this kind of humor. She looks like a timid girl when she reads or eat but when she starts talking with me, her colors change "Mattie Poo really is pooping on you"

"Well he did poo on me" Margaux stopped laughing and stared at me with a serious face "What do you mean Bern?" The mood changed as I told her what happened especially before she helped me get up from the pavement. And a "Whattttt?!" Broke the silence. Darn this girl has a big mouth. I shushed her out hoping that it would calm her down "Your ex wants you to not be an ex?! So it's like, he wants you to marry him AGAIN?!" Her eyes were big as she could not believe what she heard. "That Matthias guy is really an interesting Asian man. No wonder you love him. He's cracked up like you, in a good way. Then what happened to the short Asian girlfriend? What's her name again?"

"Can you please stop repeating the Asian word, you sound so racist. Did you forget? I'm half Asian too."

"Ohhh wow Bernice, I never thought that was an issue to you" and I slapped her thigh, forcing her to be serious. "Okay, fine. What happened to Cathy?"

"It's Kate"

"Oh yeah, Kathryn.right?"

"Margaux, it's Kathleen"

"Oh yeah, Filipino names. got it" I slapped her thigh another time "will you quit that and listen carefully" and she became serious as she listened to the story that aunt Rosie and uncle Jaime told me. As the bell rang for my next class, Margaux stopped me from talking when she saw Bucky walking towards us with a bouquet of roses on his hand. "My Love, I was worried sick about you. I'm sorry I was not able to protect you from JM. I promise that I......."

"It's fine Bucky. it's Mattie. He won't hurt me." His eyebrows burrow and his eyes changed drastically into pure envy. I can tell that he was furious. "Mattie" and he click his tongue again "I can see now, that whatever MATTIE does to you is okay even if he kidnaps you"

"Buck.....What's the matter? He's still your friend"

"I cut ties with that imbecile the moment I decided to pursue you Amber" I stood there silent, staring at Bucky. I just have no idea what to tell him. He handed me the flowers and walked out. Yes Amber, why does Mattie still has an effect on you huh? Why do I feel that he has a good grip with my heart. How can I fight this back? "Well, that turned out great isn't it Bernice? You broke his heart just like that. Maybe it really is a bad idea to entertain such madness right now don't you think?" Margaux tapped my back, and pulled my hand to walk her to the parking lot.

As I bid Margaux goodbye, I keep thinking about what Matt told me. "Meet me where God reaches the abyss.......smell the flowers and listen to the birds......they will lead me there before dawn......what kind of riddle is this now Matt?" When we were young, we have an obsession about treasure hunting and solving riddles. We keep challenging each other about how well we can solve something. Mattie's grandfather, lolo Gregory was a great treasure hunter. He's sharp, cunning and an amazing man. He's the one who organizes these mini games for me and Matt. Whoever wins, will have free ice cream from lolo Greg. Ohhh, I miss those days.

Night time came and I still can't understand what JM meant about his riddle. Thinking about what he said put me to sleep. I got up from a loud bang which forced me to get up from bed. The strong wind opened the transom windows bringing leaves and rose petals. Wait rose petals? My garden has bushes, flowers and fruits but I never have roses. I move closer to the windows and saw rose petals on my walk way towards the gate. I immediately grab my coat and went out. As I got closer to the street I saw parades of flowers going south. I remember, it's the flower festival today in Oxfordshire. A lot of people are preparing for the festival, and these flowers are freshly picked, I can tell from the scent. I followed where they're heading which led me towards a cute gazebo. As I close my eyes, enjoying the smell of the flowers parading, a little bird just landed on my left shoulder. "Smell the flowers and listen to the birds......" I close my eyes and listened to the sounds of these little creatures like chimes of chirping that filled the night sky. I opened my eyes as I saw hundreds of them that flew from the top of the Ashmolean Museum. My legs felt an excitement thinking that I am close to solving the riddle. My heart was throbbing louder as I got closer to the building. I closed my eyes again thinking and listening "I followed the flowers and the birds Mattie, where does God reaches the abyss here..." a little ray of sunlight broke from the ground. I opened my eyes and followed where it is. I was running and almost out of breath as I reach a slab of rock just at the back of the museum. It was a hundred meters tall from the ground. As the sun started to illuminate from the back of the rock, I immediately recognized the engraved animated object on it. It was the Sun God "Ra" and he was facing towards an opposite person on the rock, it was "Osiris" the God of death. Now I get it, "Where God reaches the abyss, there was a gap between these two gods facing each other but the ray of sun connected them both" I gave a huge chuckle, feeling proud of what I have figured out on my own. "You got here just in time Princess" the voice sent shivers to my knees and my heart was very loud that I can't hear my breath from panting real hard. I saw JM behind me, and he was bringing a bunch of red roses. He handed the flowers to me and I noticed one blue rose at the center. "Always remember that you're the finest rose in the world"

"Just get to the point already Matt. What do you want?!"

"Hear me out first, I have so many things to tell you" he argued "I have been called a lot of names by your friends but, you have suffered much more than me. It took me a while to find you and I was adamant to see you despite your dad's warnings. I.........could not fathom a day without seeing your face and hearing you nag. Losing you was the worst decision I made. When I thought I can still redeem myself, you broke free. But I guess, it was meant to happen. A person like you is very rare to have and I wasted your time by giving you away. Amilia, I'm here to take you back. I know it's going to be a difficult fight that I'm willing to take. To show you that I can surpass the efforts you have showered me for years" he move closer to me and I can see his eyes getting filled with tears. "JM stop" he halted and gaze his beautiful eyes towards mine and I can hear my chest, starting to explode and my cheeks feel hot even if the weather was cold. I want to cover myself from my coat and run away as far from him. Now I know who owns me still. It's always him, always been him. Tears started to run down from my cheeks and JM's eyes broke in tears as well. "Please Amilia, let me hug you"

I let out a huge "NO" while removing myself from his grip.

"Why do you have to come back! I took myself out from the situation. Isn't that enough?! What do you want from me Matt?! Why do you have to keep playing with my feelings. I gave you freedom to love the girl of your dreams"

"But she was not the girl of my life. Yes, I have always dreamt of having Kate by my side but, she's not the girl I want to spend forever" his words made me angrier as I lash out a huge slap on his face. I know for sure it would leave a mark "Bullshit Jaime! Bullshit! You were always greedy and selfish. Even with love, you're still very greedy. I'm never going back to you. Why would I waste another time to a man who never values me. Go back to Philippines, to Kate, to your parents. Do you have any idea how sad aunt Rosie and uncle J was when you abandon them!"

"They were trying to make me move on Amber! I don't want to move on! Not from the mistake I did! I want to make things right for you! With you! I know you will push me away. I don't care if you will do it many times but I'm going to keep trying" those words pierced my chest. I stayed silent, not knowing how to respond to his confessions and he continued, "The only way to go back to you is to be off the radar. By all means I'm going to take it even if cutting ties with people I know even my family. All I want is to have you back. That's it." I remained silent. The bell clank on a nearby church and the wind starting singing. I can feel my heart beating so fast, just staring at Mattie, my Mattie. He started to walk towards me, and I froze by just staring at his eyes, my whole body was paralyzed and I don't know why I never want to move. Sweat started to cross from my forehead down to my cheeks, my hands started to shake, he's closer now and I can smell his perfume, another step and I can feel his breath. I look down to avoid his eyes, and I can see my knees shivering, I can't control my entire body but I really want to stay away as far from him. At last my feet felt its freedom from my emotions as I did one step backward forcing my other foot to do the same but he put his arms on my waist, pulling me to his body. I felt his warm breath on my eyes as he kissed my forehead. My face started to feel hotter, my heart was burning from being close to him. He can sense me fighting against my mind, his arms wrapped me more tightly. I tried to pull my chest from him cause he will feel how much my heart throbs at this very moment, but he's too strong that I can't loosen myself from his arms "You have no idea how many times I have dreamed of this very day Amilia. I have always missed you since the day you left."

"Mattie, please let me go"

"A few more seconds please. A little patience my princess"

His hug was all I ever dreamed of having. This very thing I've been longing for. Why do I feel like I'm always home with JM. But then I remember how I have suffered being neglected by him. I push him away so hard. "Stop playing games with me Matt. Go home! Your parents are worried about you. Kate is worried about you." His eyes were fixated on me without saying anything. "If you're trying to prove a point here, stop talking a lot. If you want to have me back, show it. Flowers will never solve the past. And I am here having a fresh start, and you think, walking here just makes a difference? Don't shit with me. Well? Are you just gonna stand there and say nothing? You wasted my time for this? Have you ran out of ideas because you used it up for Kate right?" I hate that he was only standing silently. My blood started to boil. I can feel my anxiety starting to eat me up from the inside. "How dare you come here, and break my silence. How dare you think that you can own me just because you want to. Do you know how many times I have cried just because you never pay attention to everything I have done for you?"

"I know" He bent his head downward and I saw drops of water falling down to the grass. I looked at his face and tears were running down endlessly on his cheeks. "I know Amilia, I know. I don't know how many times I will say sorry. But I will say it as many times as you want to gain you back" I threw the flowers on him, and it scattered on the ground. I lash out and ran away from him as I cried my heart out. As I got home, I closed my doors as I heard banging from the guards outside the room. "Leave me be. Let me cry. Please, let me cry" and the banging stopped and I heard a muffled voice at the other side of the door and finally they give me a good "OK". I just cried the entire time and as I got tired from crying I fell asleep and the world started to feel lighter. Is it because my pain was thrown out towards someone who has caused it all along? Is it reader? I just don't know........

Chapter 7

I hate myself

I hated me more

I hate seeing her break into pieces in front of me again. How many times do I have to do this to her? For two years I have tried so much to find her by all means even if I will disobey my parents and uncle Anthony. I never cared anymore. One time I was so close of losing hope that I have thought about punishing myself. Scars on my wrist prove a point of how I hated myself. Months passed of not hearing anything from Amilia, I started to apply to schools abroad. My parents found out and started to banned every person who tried to help me including Clarence, my trusted assistant. That was the end point of my search cause I was cut off from resources. But alas, the universe can be very skittish. One day, I was sent by my parents to a conference in Istanbul and one of the head speakers was part of the Congress in Warsaw. I knew the influence of the Ronans in their place, so I befriended the speaker. Needless to say, he recognizes me and tried to avoid conversations about the WDC which is owned by the Ronan Group. "I respect you as a businessman but I care more about my friends Mister Montenegro so I hope you don't mind if we keep our relations here civil and formal. Just pure business only" and he walked out.

"So you are that Asian guy who made Amilia Ronan a laughing stock on the net" I look towards the voice that seems to have that grudge on me and saw a beautiful lady on her black tweed terno suit. She was wearing a brooch on her right chest, it was the same emblem from the Congressman. She smiled and offered me a handshake "Margaux Kaminski, the first and only daughter of the Kaminski Empire. I saw my father walked out on you, now I know why. What did you tell him that made him upset Mattie?" I reached out to her hand and she shook it then gave me a strong grip. Damn, this woman is strong. "You see Montenegro, we prefer you stay where you belong. With your high school sweetheart. What's her name again? Christine?"

"I was only trying to make friends here and no, her name is Kathleen" she shook her head while clicking her tongue "Wow, she must be a dime. I hope you made the right choice there Mattie. Wishing you the best luck"

"Do you know where Amilia is?" She halted for a sec and gave me a side eye. "Why do you care?"

"No one calls me Mattie, only Amilia. Are you close? Why do you talk like you know so much about me Margaux?" She took a step back and started walking towards me. Her steps sounded more heavier this time. She pointed a finger on my face with an angry tone "Listen, golden boy. You're not so golden anymore now that Bernice is gone from your grip. How dare you talk to me like we're close?"

"Well, judging from the gap between us two, we are pretty close" her forehead started to wrinkle as her gaze became more hateful

"You have a sharp tongue. But it's not as sharp from your wisdom. You seem to flake at that part. No wonder your judgement is bad" she did good tearing my ego apart. But I never cared as long as she gives me even a little information to where Amber is.

"Save your insults later. I just want to know where your friend is" then she let out a huge laugh. "Darn, what made you think you can easily get that from me huh? You really have bad judgement Montenegro. Very very bad"

"Call me anything you want. I don't care. I just want to find Amilia" I can hear my voice breaking. That was unexpected. My hopes of finding her felt like close to an end. "You know what? You're right. And maybe it's just right that she won't see me anymore. I was only trying, maybe, just maybe, you will give me only a few information. I don't care if they're pieces but at least it will lead me somewhere close to finding her" I turn my back from her to hide my tears that was slowly forming at the bottom of my eyelids. I haven't been sleeping well and I can't stop crying every time I remember things about Amilia. It makes me hurt myself to somehow feel that the pain I have caused her will be lighter. This guilt I have been carrying won't put me to rest until I can actually have her by my side. Suddenly she answered back.

"Then what? What will you do if you find her?" I turn around and replied "Get her back. I don't know how and how long it will take, but I will do it" She smiled and said, "Well, I hope you're not rusty. Prove me wrong golden boy. Here's my card. Give me a call when you get home"

Meeting Margaux was not a coincidence but a chance. A chance to make things right, and a chance to prove my worth. But doing these is impossible knowing that I've been watched 24/7 by my parents. So I ran away from home. Went to Moscow where they have weaker connections. I stayed there for another year while planning my next move. I got Clarence back, he became my only family this time. Having a loyal friend by your side is better than having untrustworthy people surrounding you. I was not yet ready to take a step but when I saw Bucky's face having a good time with her broke my patience. I guess, I was afraid that maybe I am losing her from the time she cut herself off from me.

As I get to see how desirable she is and how guys are fighting over for her hand. I know I need to take huge steps forward to surpass the others. Being extra is to give my all more than she gave me. But how do I do it? Of course, by taking advantage of our long friendship since childhood. I'm going to make her remember where we started, and how we will end up......together.

Chapter 8

I woke up from a continuous knocking. I looked at my phone and I realized I overslept and I'm late for my first class. I got up and walked towards the vanity, my eyes were puffy from all that scene with Matt. A deep voice erupted from the opposite side of the door "Miss Ronan, will you attend your first class today? We can call the school if you feel ill and not willing to go" I went to open door, and saw three big guys in suits. They looked relieved to see me doing fine "Prepare the car, I will attend the class. Can you grab a few things for me after school?" One of them nodded. I smiled at them and said "You don't have to be that worried. This is only a puny problem from what I have been through over the years."

"We know, it's just that, we want to make sure you are fine. You're our responsibility and we promised your father we'll do everything to make you feel safe and happy" one guard answered "Yes Miss Ronan, as a token of how well you've taken care of us and our families, we will always be here to protect you" another guard added. That's right, these people was taken care from generations to generations. They have been with us ever since the Wawel Dragon Corporation that was founded by my great grandfather. They're not just body guards, they're also family.

I came late for my first subject of the day. As I got out from class, I saw Vasilios. He waved at me and ran towards me "Hi Amilia, are you busy?" I nodded and he gave me sheepish look. Skip your classes for today, I'm taking you somewhere else. Before I could even answer, he already dragged me into his car. He took my phone, called the guards and told them he'll return me safely. We drove outside the city. It took an hour till I saw the Big Ben, starting to come into view. "Where are you taking me Alex?"

"I'm going to show you how you will live if you choose me" I laughed saying "There's no way that will happen" he looked at me and said "Let's see about that. Now that Montenegro entered the game, there's no way I'm going to let him take you back. Bucky was an easy competition. I have always wondered why you even entertained a friend of your ex but now I get it, you were just trying to get back at him. Montenegro is a strong opponent, and I'm going to make sure he will not succeed"

"Going back to him is never an option of mine Alex" he smiled "I hope so" and he drove fast towards London.

He took me to a jewelry store his family owned. An employee of his, carried an antique jewelry box. I can tell from all the details and the engraved family crust which was marked to it. He handed the box to Alex. "You know, my grandmother always told me, the key to success is finding the right partner. Someone who is willing to move mountains for you. I have always thought you were a brat. I was having a close eye on you since we met 5 years ago. I had fun watching your world spiraled but nobody saw your heart like I did. I saw what you did for your ex-husband." He opened the box and a beautiful emerald set sparkled. It was crafted very well, the details was beautiful. These type of pieces can't be seen anywhere. They're valuable family heirlooms. "My great grandfather personally designed these for his beloved wife. Ever since then, the ladies who will become a part of our family will get to wear these on their wedding day" he took the necklace and moved towards me. I felt his warm breath on my nape as he carefully placed it around my neck. "Why don't you check it yourself" as he gestured me towards a small oval mirror sitting on the cashier's counter. I went over to look at myself wearing an amazing piece. I saw his reflection behind me as he touched my shoulders with his strong hands. He got closer to my ear saying "I don't want anyone else Amilia but you." He squeezed my shoulders, waiting for my reply. " I look over his reflection and met his eyes "Why me?" He smiled. I have to say, he is very handsome especially with his pompadour haircut and how his facial hairs was shaped with his chiseled face. His lips were pink and was formed perfectly better than mine.His tanned skin illuminated as the light shine on his face and his gray eyes glistened like glass. Why is this guy so gorgeous? He is strikingly perfect, any girl would want to marry him but why can't I say 'YES'. "Women like you are getting extinct nowadays.It's so hard to find someone who fits perfectly with this family. But one thing's for sure, together, we'll build greater things in the future" he took my hand and pressed it on his chest. I felt his heartbeat for a second there. "Can you give me time to think?" I replied. He brushed his fingers on my cheek and smiled "I will be patient. Anything great takes time. As long as it's worth it, I will always be willing to" he said in a hushed tone. I just felt butterflies in my stomach. Bucky was extra showy about his feelings but, Alex did do it on another level. I felt my cheeks started to burn a little. We were interrupted when someone burst the glass door open. It was Bucky. He looks very mad. "Hey! Keep your hands off her!" Alex stepped forward to cover me. "You know, having you around makes everything complicated for her" before he could said another word, Bucky's fist landed on his face. There was chaos in the jewelry store. Two respected gentlemen became boys all of a sudden. I tried to stop the commotion but their egos were all over the place. The people inside the store grabbed their phones and started to record everything that happened in front of them. The store manager tried to control the crowd and the security guards of the store were trying their best to keep the two guys away from each other. The entire mayhem for sure will be on headlines tomorrow. Suddenly I felt a hand grabbed my wrist. I look behind me and saw someone wearing a black hood and mask. I pulled my hand but his grip got tighter. He pulled me out of the store. As I tried to get away from the stranger, he immediately throw me inside a black car and buckled me securely. "All yours boss" as he gave an Okay gesture with his thumb facing upwards to the driver. He took off his mask and I recognized his face instantly it was Clarence. Right there and then, I knew who is in the driver seat. Yes,it's Matthias, again. "Found you Princess" he said.I was in shock as I stared at him. He winked at me and stepped on the accelerator. The car immediately burst away to the highway. "You always attract trouble A. Hindi ko naman akalain na dalawang bata ang mag aagawan sayo. I knew Bucky but that big man, I never expected he would be so careless as well"

"You talk like you're better than them JM" he laughed and said "Well, as long they're busy, they make me happy" I rolled my eyes and pretended I never heard any of it. "Where are we going?" He didn't answer. I asked him again but he stayed quiet. "If you won't answer, I will get out of the car now" he grabbed my wrist and stopped in an intersection. All the cars honked from every corner. Some were already shouting and cursing. "Matt! What the heck!"

"You want to go out?" I did not pay attention to his question as I can hear all the vehicles scrambled outside. "Drive Matt! Drive now!" And he started the gear and zoomed fast out of traffic. "What was that?! Are you trying to kill us"

"You said you want to get out. I don't want you to jump out of a running car"

"You are crazy!"

"I got crazier after you left" after he said that there was silence. He drove outside of the city going to a much more rural place. I looked outside and felt the familiarity of the surroundings. He turned left and we drove to a more secluded area dominated by trees, flowers and plains. Then we got to a tunnel and I can see by the end of it was a huge gate covered in vines. "I know this place" he smiled "of course you do, it's our special house" that's right, this is Lolo Greg's property, it's my favorite because this is the place where I confessed my love to Mattie when I was 12. "I thought you guys sold this"

"We did, but when I moved here, I heard the owner is going to convert it to a school. I can't let that happen. Not to this place. This is where everything started"

"What do you mean Matt?"

"Remember? This is where you told me how you felt. The first time you told me that you love me" I pursed my lips. Speechless, I looked away from his gaze. I heard my heart beating louder and louder. "Can I go out? I need to breathe away from you" His eyebrows burrow as he flipped the locks. I stepped out of the car and walked towards a walkway that leads to a nearby lake. I never glanced back and continued walking. I just let my feet lead me to a familiar place. As I saw the pristine water glimmering from the sun, flashbacks of my childhood running with Jaime played back in my head. I took a deep breath and engulfed the calmness of the breeze. "I remember, we used to look for stones just right there and compete for the most beautiful one" As a hand emerged from my right shoulder pointing towards a tree just south of the lake. "Why do you keep following me? Didn't you heard what I said? I want to be away from you Jaime" he held my hand and pressed it to his. "Remember that tree? We used to sit at the bottom of it and count how many leaves were falling from it." He continued and chuckled as if he didn't heard anything that I have said earlier. "Why are you talking about all of these?"

"Because life was simple back then A. No responsibilities, no pressure, no expectation. We were just happy teasing each other and solving Lolo's clues. We never thought about marriage, business, and the world. It was just you and me." His grip tightened and his eyes grew darker. "Well, we're not kids anymore Matt, we also have to grow up". I can feel my chest tightened as he stared back at me. His eyes became more and more interesting. He never stared at me like that before. Just when my stomach started to feel uneasy. I put his hand away and went towards the car. He immediately stop me by grabbing my waist and pressed his lips to mine. I tried to push him away but he interlaced his fingers at my back. As he kissed me hard, I felt my entire body heating up. That moment was perfect and I hated how the sun sets beautifully with its orange light beaming on his face, the wind brought petals and dandelions that brushed towards our hair and clothes. As I almost drifted away from his kiss, memories flashed back on Mattie's brutality towards me. How I have suffered in silence, trying so hard for him to look at me. Those sleepless nights while figuring out how to woo him over Kate. I took the courage to step on his right foot as I bit his lower lip which showed a little cut and blood as he pulled away. He wiped the blood with his collar leaving a tiny stain from his cream colored shirt. he smirked while staring at his stained shirt. "Well, I deserved it. But it was worth the risk since I have been dreaming to kiss you"

"Bring me home this instant JM before anything bad will happen to you"

"I will, but, you have to come with me inside first. I just want to show you something"

I let out a huge sigh and went with him inside the villa. As we opened the grassy gates, I was impressed on how the fountain was well maintained and its mini pond with koi fishes. The house was the same as before. It was my most favorite houses because it looks like the exact house from "Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs" and I'm a big fan of that Disney fairytale. The exterior walls are made up of granite stones and marbles and going on top of the house are oak trees that have overlap forming into a triangle which are covered by the climbing vines from the Trellis plant. We entered its crystal like glass doors and I saw a huge Dragon tree at the center of the house. It was separated from the interior through a glass but it branches out to the roof. "What in the world?" I let out a shock as I saw an exact tree that was around the property was growing inside the house which wasn't there before. "Do you remember this tree?" I looked at him puzzled of what he meant by it. "I want you to remember how this tree got here" I shook my head desperately. "You told me you loved me by the lake when we were kids and you brought this plant with us as a witnessed. You begged Grandpa to put it here because you believe that our love will grow stronger like this plant". He walked towards it and touched the glass with his palm and his forehead. "When I got here, I was in awe how big it got pushing a hole towards the roof but it started to die and wither. When I bought the house back, I took care of it. Give enough water and love. He started to grow bigger everyday and now, he got taller and stronger." He walked towards me with passion in his eyes. I can feel my heartbeat grew ten times faster and louder. He took something from his left pocket and I immediately recognized it. He opened the red velvet square box and my engagement ring emerged from it. I was left speechless staring at the ring I have thrown outside the window of our bedroom when I decided to sign the divorce papers. "H-how did you find that? I thought that was lost forever" he smiled while staring at the ring "I had a very hard time looking for this you know. It involved dozens of men searching an entire property for months. I have noticed already that you were not wearing any rings after you went home from New York. You gave back the wedding ring but not the engagement ring. I wondered where the engagement ring went. I remembered it was you who forced me to buy it so we can get something formal as engagement." That's right reader, I forced him to buy me that custom made engagement ring. He was indecisive back then and I black mailed him to kick Kate out of Griffin High if he will not give me a proper engagement. Now I saw how stupid I was before for trying to control the situation. Where I arranged our proposal venue just so I can flaunt him kneeling with a ring on his hand on social media. All Mattie did was kneel in compliance to our parents. I never imagined this day will come where he will willingly kneel in front of me asking for my hand in marriage. This was vaguely impossible. "Wh-what got into your head Matthias? You were not suppose to do that. You were suppose to hate me and push me away. Why do you have to look for that stupid ring? You're making me feel uncomfortable already"

"I don't want anyone else. I just want you"

"Stop! Stop this already Jaime! I am going home now"

"No! You're not going outside that door. I will not let go of you anymore. I will not make a stupid mistake again. You think I don't know about how you helped Kathleen? How she and her sister got scholarship grants? How her dad got the shoe factory he was working for many years? You think I don't know? How you bought them a house and they seemingly got lucky by winning a lottery. All of those connected to the WDC. Why? You hated Kate so much. Why would you do that?"

"Because Matthias, if she becomes your wife, she has to meet the standards. Tell me, how will our friends treat her? You know what type of people we are surrounded with? THEY WILL EAT HER ALIVE! It will also take a toll on uncle J and aunt Rose. A little thank you would be appropriate don't you think? I told you I will move mountains for you no matter how painful it will be for me. I can't afford seeing you sad and in pain." Tears were dripping from my eyes, and it felt warm and sincere. I felt the tears washing my wounded heart. I continued "For all those years I have loved you, I have promised not to waste every moment of it. And seeing you happy will make me satisfied" He held my face and rested his forehead into mine and shushed me to stop from crying. "Hush now Amilia. I'm sorry. I'm here now, I'm not going anywhere" I was crying on his chest and he hugged me tighter as he repeatedly say "Sorry" then suddenly the main door swung open as two of my guards rushed towards us to take me away. "Miss Amilia? We have to leave now" JM tightened his hug "Please Matt, let go of me"

"NO! I won't let them take you away from me"

"Mr. Montenegro, keep your paws off Miss Amilia" I was startled by that familiar voice. I look over Matt's shoulder and saw a familiar figure standing between the men in black. it was Grace.

Chapter 9

"Will you let her go Mr. Montenegro?" As Grace repeatedly ask Matthias. He was stubborn and his hug was starting to suffocate me and I felt how his chest hardened. "Fine, you won't?" Then the two guards throw Clarence in front of us bounded with ropes on his wrists. Clarence's face was reddened from the beating. "Clarence!"

"Sir, I'm sorry I failed" Clarence voice echoed in silence and I felt Matt's hands were shaking. His eyes darkened with fury. "You!" As he pointed at Grace who looked very happy to piss him off.

"Tell me what you will do JM?!" A very deep voice filled the villa and a familiar knocking sound on the floor entered. My dad is here?! Matt loosen his arms and held my wrist. "U-Uncle A-Anthony" JM was shocked as I am. "D-Daddy? What the fuck?" As I gestured towards poor Clarence on the floor. He scoffed and fixed his golden glasses. Slowly, he walked towards us with his crane tip toeing on the marbled floor. "What did we tell you JM? I specifically instructed your parents. What stupid act is this now? I let you go the first time, I told your father I will be rough when this happens again. Don't make this hard for us hijo. Your compromising a lot of people and I'm getting impatient with your behavior." I felt JM's grip got tighter. "D-Dad, please. He was just trying to make things right" then he stopped walking and stared towards me. I couldn't believe what got out from my mouth. I just wanted to control the situation from doing more damage. The entire room fell silent and just like that, the air stood still inside and we can hear the wind whistling outside. "Uncle, I am sorry for disobeying you and my parents." He let go of my hand and started to walk towards Daddy as he continued, "To tell you honestly, I tried my very best to do what they told me to do and as much as I wanted to protect the friendship between our families. I can't stop my heart from yearning. I can't sleep knowing that I have made a grave mistake of letting Amber go. I know that it will be much harder to gain her back, but I am willing to take risks." There was a crack in Matt's voice and his eyes started to water. "Matthias" My Dad's voice started to deepen as it echoed through the walls "you're just like a son to me and that's why I chose you to wed my beloved daughter. But......." He fixed his glasses and focused his eyes on JM. "It was the worse decision I made. I gave you enough time, hoping that you will change your mind but, everyday became harder for Amber."

"That is why I'm here and I promise to take care of her Uncle J and make up for lost time and opportunity"

Daddy walk towards Matt and he slapped his face very hard. I was shocked by what I just saw. Even Grace and the guards was not expecting that at all. "Where are your manners boy? You were not taught to talk back to your elders. What is going on with you? Leaving home and abandoning your parents and responsibilities? And you are brave enough to show your face here trying to prove your worth to be a husband to my daughter? You will never measure up to this family's standards!" Dad stared back at me and yelled "Amilia! Go back to your senses! I did not raise you to be this gullible! Let's us go home at once! Or you want to witness how we bury someone alive?!" And he looked at JM with the most frightening face I have ever seen. I have never imagined to see this face of his again. The last time Daddy was very angry was years back during Mommy's accident. I walk towards Grace slowly.

I stared at JM, and I can see the frustration in his face. "Don't even think of following my daughter again." Daddy motioned towards Clarence "if you want our family to remain friends, Listen".

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I watched them till they disappeared from the villa in a black limousine. I helped Clarence get up and brought the first aid kit to help him with his injuries "I'm very sorry Clarence. I gave you the hard pound." Clarence chuckled as he pressed the ice pack on his swollen left eye. "Boss, okay lang po. Protecting you and serving you are my top priority kahit ano po ang mangyayari, I will uphold my oath to this family"

"You have to leave, Clarence"

"Bakit Boss?"

"I don't want to compromise other people because of my pursuit Kay Amilia" Clarence smiled and throw the ice pack on me "Naku boss, malayo sa bitoka to. But you know, retiring early from service to protect you was the best decision I made" I stared at him puzzled by what he meant "Kasi, nakita ko love of my life ko boss. Grace ba kamo yung pangalan nya? Ganda! I felt happy siya ang bumogbog sa akin at Hindi ang mga gorilla niyang kasamahan" I let out a huge laugh as Clarence interrupted me with another banter then he got serious in an instant "But boss, I heard them talking while being transported here. Akala nila I was unconscious. I heard them talking about the Vasilios and the Schmidts. Sa tingin ko boss, your uncle J is trying to reconsider them as partners." I walked towards the window and let out a huge sigh "I can't let that happen Clarence, I will never allow Amilia to marry someone else. She belongs in our household. She is a Montenegro and my only wife"

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As we got back to my apartment, there was still silence. I walk towards my father and held his hand "Dad, please don't hurt JM" He did not say a word nor stared back at me. "I know you hate him but was I suppose to be the one feeling that? He gave me a hard time trying to gain his love. But, I learned from those experience and made me realize something. I deserve more than this." Dad looked at me and pressed my hand to his chest "you deserve the world my Amilia. I won't let him hurt you anymore. You were so broken when you left him. I hope you do understand right?" I nodded. "Don't worry Daddy, I'm not the girl I used to be. Just let me fix this on my own. I will just ask a hand from you when I can't handle it anymore and besides, it's just JM. Our JM." He studied my face for a while and answered. "I trust that you will make a wiser decision this time"

"Oh please Daddy, you raised me. I'm not that easy to be shaken nor smitten" and I winked at him "Just please, let me have this" and he nodded as we embraced together watching the abyss outside the window.

Before going to bed, I looked at my phone and numerous calls from an unknown number flashed. Then, I received a text message from that number saying "Meet me where this all started" I stared blankly at the dark ceiling and my head replayed the entire scene from today's mayhem. I still couldn't imagine that Matthias, my Matthias is risking a lot to gain me back.

Chapter 10

The wind was singing, the breeze was colder, I felt the warmth of the ground on my back as I lay down underneath the maple tree, waiting.......waiting for her to show up, hoping that she can still remember where all of this begun. I was waiting for her to reply for days when one day before the autumn break commences, she finally acknowledged. I booked a trip to that special place, and waited for the same spot for days, waiting........

I can hear footsteps from people around me, talking in a different tone and language. The diversity around me helped me appreciate and understand life more. We all have different problems, we made our choices and it depends on us if what we will do to get through with them. I heard twigs getting beaten from footsteps walking towards me. I opened my eyes and saw a familiar face that I have been staring from afar. Watching her blonde hair and slender figure captivating a lot of gentlemen not only in Oxford but everywhere she goes. She stared at me with her green eyes. She looked like an Angel fallen from the sky. "Am I in heaven or what?" She smiled and offered a hand to help me get up from the ground. "Sorry, it took me a long time to answer. I just want to let dad relax a little bit more from what you have caused" I shook my head "I did not gave him a hard time right?" She gave me a bad stare "okay, okay, I was just trying to prove a point and it was selfish of me to compromise a lot of people which included my parents" we continued walking towards a stone bridge leading to a pond with the best "momiji" picturesque scene. It was this same season when me and Amber went here in Koishikawa Korakuen Garden. We have always loved Japan. We visit the country multiple times a year because of its cuisine and businesses.

"I don't know what to expect from coming here." She pursed her lips trying to figure out the most pleasant words she can say which is utterly defensive from my point of view. "You can choose to stay silent and enjoy this with me" she continued walking as we held each other's hand towards the pond. We stood there, watching the fishes rippled as they alternately gasping for air before submerging back to the water. "Your mom was right for calling you Amber" she looked at me wondering "Because it's beautiful just like you" I continued. She smiled cheekily "That is the most corny pick up line JM" I laughed and bring her hand to my lips. I kissed it many times and she watched me with such adoration. I know those eyes can never hide how much she feels towards me no matter how bad she treats me. She held my face and kissed me. Her lips were soft and tasted like honey. I have always dreamed of this day. I kissed her back and held her into my arms as we sweetly enjoy each other's emotion drifting away from the world. I never mind being suffocated by her lips. I just missed her so much. She looked at me and give me a kiss on the cheek. Holding my hands, she pressed it to her chest. "Thank you, I really appreciate all of you. But......" tears started to drip from her eyes. I know that what I was expecting to happen will never turn out the way I want. "Please Amilia, give me another chance" I kneeled in front of her again hoping to change her mind as I opened the little box that I was carrying with me ever since I arrived in Oxford. She closed the box and kissed my forehead "Mattie, this is the end of the line. We should move on from the past. Go home to your mom and dad. Rebuild what you have missed." I felt my chest being torn apart with a sharp pain as I heard all of those words. "All those years, I have learned to always focus on what's in front of me. I have always imagined you to be part of it...but" I got up from the ground and hugged her. Begging for her to take me back "I still can. All you have to do is to marry me again" she pushed me away "is it really going to change anything? A lot has changed Matthias. I want to thank you for letting me realize that I can do more on my own"

"Amilia, please......please take me back. I promise to love you more than you loved me"

"Mattie, if you do love me, you have to let me go" I shook my head many times. Trying to tell her that I don't want to. "Remember the day at this exact place Matt? when I asked you to marry me? It was funny now that I remember that time.How foolish I was to force you into this relationship. But I am thankful you stay with me to keep me happy when you sacrificed your own happiness." She stared at the pond with such peace in her eyes. "Mom used to tell me to always love without regret. Loving you was the best thing that has ever happened to me. But now, I just choose to love myself more."

"Then I will wait" her eyes was shocked as she stared back at me. I locked eyes with her, to try to show her that I am certain of what I feel. "Are you for real?! Matt, let's move on. One day, all of these will be history. One day, we will become friends again."

"But I don't want to be just a friend." I squeezed her hands. "I don't want to let you go. Please, let me wait for you" My tears kept falling and my cheeks were soaking wet. "There are some things we just can't have. Let's learn from this experience" she pulled her hands from mine and walked towards the pond, thinking. How am I supposed to live without her? I remembered what uncle Anthony told me 'I left home and my responsibilities' It's clear to me, what should've been done.

"If I go home, and work on myself, will your dad let me marry you again?" She was silent. "It's not about daddy JM, I told you we should move on from the past."

"I know you still love me. You just want to prove something to your dad" she hesitated to answer back. Before I could forge steps towards her, I saw a familiar face walking in our direction. Right there and then, I know something is not right. It was the big guy that I had a fist fight on my day one in Oxford. He was with Grace and three other men in black suits. He offered his hand to greet me "I guess this is the second time we see eye to eye Montenegro?" I ignored his handshake which insulted him a little, he groaned and fixed his suit. "I hope everything is clear between you and Amilia already Mr. Montenegro?" Grace added. "Before we depart, I will formally introduce myself. I'm Alexandro Vasilios. Amber's fiancé." I was shocked from the news. My throat dried up as a cascade of words popped from my head. Before I could even answer back Amilia's soft voice echoed from the wind "Don't worry Matt, our business ties will still be strong. Nothing will change. I wish you well on your journey. See you around." I stood there speechless as I watched them leave me standing in front of the pond. The cold autumn breeze made my heart feel numb. My hand shook from anger. I closed my eyes and breathe. My phone rang and saw the caller ID. I thought of ignoring the call but what happened right now, I just need the comfort of home. "Mom?" A sudden break from my voice made my mom cry from the other end of the line "My dear, are you okay? Where are you? Is Clarence with you? I..........I heard.....that uhmmm...."

"I know mommy" my voice sounded hoarser. She understood I'm in pain. "Stay there, Daddy will come to pick you up." And after a few minutes, I saw Clarence and Dad with some of familiar faces I have been with in our household. My dad saw how terrible I look, he suddenly brisk his steps towards me and hugged me "We're sorry. You have done so much to gain her. How can we help you son?" I just embraced my dad tightly. Every word that came out was sorry. I was in tears and so was he. It's a mixed feeling of disappointment, failure and anger. As I got home to the Manor, my mom was waiting for us in the dining. She cooked my favorite food and she made me feel that everything will be okay. "If only my food can heal a broken heart, I will cook for you every minute my love" I stared at her and smiled "You have done enough since I was a kid mommy. Sorry if I have been a continuous disappointment" she shook her head and caressed my face. "You were doing what your heart desires. We have no control over that. But know that we are still proud of you for facing your problems head on. And you keep surprising us with your persistence" Dad nodded and added "When your uncle Anthony called us and told us what you have done, we did not expect you to do those things to that extent especially hitting the only son of a multimillion tech empire. We were getting ready if they will press charges. However, knowing Anthony, he treats you like his own son. Even if he hated you for what you've been doing, he still wanted to protect you" I pursed my lips and wondered what uncle Anthony might have think when I started to rebel against him for pursuing his daughter. "Well, Amber made it clear she will marry that gorilla. I don't have any control over that but to respect her decision." Dad gave me a pat on the back and asked "So what now son?" I looked at them to ascertain my response "Am I still employed Dad?" He smiled "Of course. No matter how many decades you will be M.I.A. the seat still belongs to you" I gave him hug and answered "Let me make you proud"

Two years have passed, our empire expanded from one country to the other very quickly. Daddy was in awe on how focused I am with getting the work done and planning ahead. I was homeschooled. Dad employed one of the top educators which are also his friends to help me get back on my feet and to also finish my Degree in a short span of time. I was very eager to do better. Even if a lot has been going on in my life, I still hope that one day, Amilia will step in front of the Manor, and take me back. Like she said, we learn from every experience. I'm happy that Amber was a part of it. I owed her a lot and wish her well too. I heard a knock on the door and saw Clarence wearing a spotless suit and tie "Are you ready boss? Plane leaves in 15 minutes." I nodded. We were heading to an annual meeting of investors and I was appointed by several businessmen to represent Philippines in behalf. It was a sought after get together by tycoons all around the globe. The gathering was held in Manhattan. You can tell that people who attended the event have only one purpose, to look for allies and partners. As me and Clarence were drinking coffee in the lobby waiting for the meeting to start, we were approached by a beautiful lady. I did not recognize her at first but when I saw the emblem on her brooch I remembered her immediately. She smiled "I never imagined to see you here." She scanned my outfit starting from my shoes up to my hair "I barely recognized you Montenegro. So the rumors are true. You have been dominating Asian countries in a short span of time" I scoffed "That's a lie Miss....." she interrupted me "It's Missis" she insisted. "Oh, sorry. So how will I address you now?" She showed me her ring and added "It's Mrs. Sung" I was shocked "Sung?" Then a guy in tux approached us and put his hand on her waist "Hey! Cousin" Margaux laughed "I can't believe you were so busy that you even forgot to attend our wedding....cousin?" I just stared at them. Leon Sung was the son of my mother's youngest brother. "Sorry, I had an important conference that time. I did not forget however. I do believe Clarence delivered the gift a day before the wedding right?" Leon nodded "We do understand tánggē. You're just trying to forget Amilia by swimming in work" I shook my head chuckling "C'mon, she's happy wherever she is now. I just don't know how you two met?" They stared at each other and look straight behind me as if someone was standing. I saw Clarence face gone pale. I look behind me and saw uncle Anthony. No wonder Clarence started to shake from fear. "Glad to see you here JM." He extended his hand to offer a shake and I took it. My hands got colder and tense. I swallowed hard for my throat dried up immediately. "Hello uncle Anthony." He smiled. "You've outgrown yourself a lot." I nodded. "I was excited to know you'll be attending representing your country."

"I'm sorry about......."

"Let's not dwell on the past hijo." He interrupted. "Clarence? Right?" He looked at Clarence. Clarence nodded his head immediately "Y-Yes sir" he offered him a shake and Clarence's hand was sweating. "Let's put the past behind us okay?" As uncle Anthony motioned for us to walk inside the conference room side by side together. we entered the venue and seated in one table. Clarence's eyes sparkled as he saw Grace entered. The meeting ended well and I bid uncle Anthony goodbye when he offered to treat us a meal in one of his hotels. It was one of the new buildings he bought. It was inspired by his late wife, so everything inside the hotel screams Filipino vibes. We entered the restaurant and I stopped before taking a seat. There she was, in her blonde long hair. Playing the piano while everyone else was eating their hearts out. Amilia........my Amilia. She just finished playing the last notes and gracefully run her fingers on the last keys, she stand up and smiled to everyone who applauded her talent. She scanned the people around her and met my eyes. She started to walk towards us. I felt my heart pounding faster and my knees shaking. I kept telling myself to stop embarrassing myself in front of her. Her husband could be here around watching, I don't want to cause another chaos. She greeted uncle Anthony with a kiss and hugged Margaux. She looked straight towards me and offered a handshake. My hand was trembling, I squeezed my hand from inside my pocket and held hers. "You still look divine as always Amilia" she smiled. "You got more handsome Matt" I can feel my cheeks warming up from her compliment. I nodded saying thank you. "Well, how about we eat together?" She nodded "Food is ready sir" Grace motioned us to seat in a round table separated from where everyone else is eating. Amber sat next to me. I distanced my seat a little from her, afraid that her husband might arrive randomly and see how we got seated next to each other. "You're seating too far from each other Montenegro" Margaux exclaimed. I looked at Margaux and replied "I just don't want to cause a ruckus. Knowing Vasilios, he's very possessive."

"You don't have to worry about him son" my eyebrows raised after hearing what uncle Anthony just said then he continued "The wedding was called off months before the date" I was puzzled and my face shows how lost I was in the conversation. Leon laughed and added "I can't believe this. You seriously married your seat as CEO that you forget we existed" I scratch my head in disbelief "I'm sorry I.......I thought....."

"Let's just eat guys" Amilia interrupted.

After dinner, uncle Anthony offered us to stay for the night and we agreed. Also, I want to talk to Amber. I was on my PJs when I tried to search for her everywhere. Damn this hotel is too big, where can I find Amber. "Where do you think you're going?" I was startled to see Grace "Sorry, I was uhmmm...." She smiled "She's in the garden by the gazebo" I thanked Grace and immediately brisk walking to catch the elevator going downstairs. I ran outside and went looking for the gazebo. And there she was, standing in her cream silk dress staring towards a huge fountain with a sculpture of two lovers dancing frozen in time. As I got nearer my heart started to beat faster. She snapped her head towards my direction "Sorry! I did not mean to startle you Amber. I uhhhh........What are you doing here by the way?" She laughed "I like to watch the fountain. During this time as if they're about to move so they can continue dancing under the moonlight"

"You did not change a bit, princess" her eyes lit up as I called her that. "I missed that name" I smiled "my sister missed you a lot as well"

"Only Maya missed me?" She stared at me waiting for my reply "Of course, it's not only her. Mommy and Daddy......and.......Me" I stared on the ground feeling embarrassed on what I just said "I missed them as well. But, I miss you more" I raised my head and met her eyes. "Do you mean that?" She nodded as she walked towards me. "I missed you everyday" she ran her fingers to my cheeks and towards my hair. "Not a day goes by without me wondering how you're doing. Alex knew he can't measure up to you. It's just how it ended. I never imagined...." She swallowed before continuing "Dad would bring you back to me" I was shocked. "You mean?" She smiled "Meeting daddy in the conference was no accident. He intentionally made it happen through Margaux's dad. I was speechless for awhile, thinking why. "You mean? Your dad doesn't pretentiously forgave me?" She broke into laughter. "No, you know he loves you like his own son" the garden lights went on and the shadows dancing illuminated under the full moon died away. The facade of darkness was immediately replaced with vibrant colors from the garden. She held my waist as we face each other. "A, I....." she touch my lips to stop me from talking "I forgive you" and we kissed.

You see reader, love knows no time nor place. Enjoy the present and savor each moment with them. Never close your heart for another opportunity to love again no matter how the past scarred you and made you not to believe in it anymore, cause you might regret not trying. When your heart desires, nothing is a little too late nor a little too far.