This story is based on true incidents:
phase one: enchanted
her name is Vidhi Mukherji. She is 18 years old.
1:
it's 2013, November 28th. Last night, she called her friend, dhruv joshi. She said that a boy in her college is troubling her to love him. He said that he'll come and protect her.
After the college, he came and spoke to her for a while. After that boy came, they became intimate and started laughing, joking and probably smooching on their lips. That boy wanted vidhi to get jealous as he spoke to another girl, in front of her. She didn't care. After that boy went away, dhruv dropped her home. She again called him a spoke to him for so long hours.
She slept peacefully, as she didn't have sleep for the past one week. She didn't know that she actually started liking dhruv. She spoke to him regularly. They became best friends in no time.
2:
it was november 30th. That boy, who troubled vidhi, started troubling her again, as it was his birthday. He threw a party at his house and asked her to come. She didn't accept his invitation. He threatened her and scared her. She said she already has a boyfriend named dhruv.
She lied.
Yeah, she lied about dhruv.
But she never knew the consequences.
Dhruv showed up in the college. That boy and dhruv came face to face. He took a vidhi and they both went for a long drive. Vidhi was wearing a orange and green floral jumpsuit. She left her hair, straightened. She put on some light make up with a nude shade lipstick. She knew that she never looked gorgeous. "look in the mirror. I want to see your gorgeous face. You look beautiful. " dhruv said.
Vidhi blushed for the first time in her life, when a boy gave her a compliment. She usually smiles and thanks. She blushed, this time. "thank you. " she said, blushing all the way.
"hug me tighter. " he said. She immediately hugged him tighter from the back. They had a cozy long drive and they enjoyed the moments. He dropped vidhi home again. She had a quick shower and changed into her pajamas. She lied on her bed and texted dhruv.
"hey! "
"hi! Whats up beautiful? "
"nothing. Just had a shower and changed into my pajamas. "
"you would be more sexier without them.
"oh shut up dhruv. I have a holiday tomorrow. I can't see you.
"it's okay. We can meet the other day. "
"yeah! I am missing you already. We became best friends in no time dhruv. "
"yeah. I'm happy that we're good to each other and we're ready for accepting everything. "
"yeah.
"so? "
"i'll have some sleep dhruv. I'm so tired. I had a good time. Thank you. "
"have a good sleep. Yeah i too had a good time. Buh bye.
She shut her phone and kept aside, blushing. She had a very long sleep.
"vidhi! Get up! " she heard a voice and slowly opened her eyes. "it's 9:00 in the night. Have your had your dinner? It's your favorite steak and cheese with mashed potatoes. " her mom woke her up. "yes mommy! " she woke up lazily and washed her face. She had dinner and again slept.
3:
it is 2nd december. She was speaking on the phone with dhruv again.
"dhruv and alia and it becomes dhrulia" she laughed. She was giving ship names for him and the actresses. This time it was alia bhatt. "that's not good. " dhruv laughed. "okay, so dhruv and anushka and it becomes dhrunushka. " she laughed hard. "gross. " dhruv said. "i have a ship name. " he cut her off. "yeah. "she became silent. "dhruv and vidhi and it become dhruvidhi. How's it? " he asked. She became silent. A silent blush appeared on her face. "let's date vidhi. Be my girlfriend. I really didn't have a true love experience. This is the first time i'm falling in love. This should be the first and forever experience. I love you. " he confessed. "i... I... I love you too dhruv. " she blushed again. "let's meet up tomorrow? I have college. We can go out for a long drive again. " she asked. "i'm traveling back to Bangalore tomorrow, vidhi. I'll come back and call you. We'll meet. " he said. "yeah baby. Love you. " she said.
It was her first love.
First ever love.
She didn't think that she'll fall in love her entire life. She knew that she'll get married, but in an arranged way. Not on her own. She thought that she'll be introduced to the boy by her parents and they'll talk etc, etc. ! She was so happy that she's finally satisfied with herself and with dhruv too. She said that to her best friend Sita Chaudhary.
They're neighbors and are growing up together. She's the one whom vidhi can trust blindly. She looks after her as her little sister and sita too looks after vidhi as an elder sister. Their bond is strong. She was there with vidhi every time. They used to enjoy their every moment. She went up to her flat and started.
"sita, sita! " vidhi shouted.
"hi vidhi. Sita is taking a shower. " sita's mom said.
"okay, i'll sit and wait here. " vidhi said.
Sita's mom went to the bathroom door and knocked it twice.
"what mom! " sita shouted.
"sita, vidhi is waiting for you in your room. You better make it fast. " her mom said.
"oh my god! I forgot. I'm coming mom. " sita said, wrapping her towel.
She rushed into her room. "hey vidhi! " she waved. "hey sita. We are going out for lunch, remember? " vidhi asked. "yeah. What to wear? " sita asked, keeping her hands on her waist. Vidhi pulled out an orange plain maxi and "don't start a melodrama now. I know that your choice is so tough. We don't have time. Let's get started. "
sita grinned and she put on her makeup and styled herself with the help of vidhi. They went out. Sita pulled her car and they went to dominos. "pizza! " sita squealed. Vidhi laughed. "which one? "
"hmm! Lemme think! " she started thinking. "double cheese! " sita's eyes glew with joy. "then we'll take two. " vidhi said. Sita nodded. After a while, vidhi got back with two pizzas and cokes. "so what about your boyfriend. Tell me about him. " she asked. Vidhi soft smiled. "what's wrong? " sita asked, munching the pizza slice. "he's in bangalore. His home. " she gave a sad look. "it's okay. He'll come back. " sita said. Vidhi blushed. They had a good time and got back home.
Vidhi called dhruv. He didn't pick up. He called him several times, but he didn't pick up. She got frustrated. "arrrrgh! ! ! ! What's wrong with him! Oh my god! I think he's making up with another girl! God! I need to call him again. " she mumbled and again dialed him. He picked up this time. "what? What's wrong? " he asked. "why are you not picking up? I'm missing you so much! " she almost cried. "shh! Baby! I was busy and kept my phone in silent mode. " he said. "what's busy than me? You're making up with another girl! " she said. "shut up vidhi. I love you. I only love you! Got it! I can't even imagine a girl with me rather than you. " he said. This time, she was in tears. "i'm so sorry. I'm so dumb. I doubted on you. I'm so lame! I love you so much. " she said with teary tone. They spoke two hours and vidhi slept peacefully, blushing.
5:
after he came back from bangalore, he met vidhi. They had a good time and they had a light first kiss. They became a happy couple, until dhruv ignored avery. She didn't notice it, because she was so innocent at that time. She didn't know that dhruv was cheating on her. She loved him so much that she became so blind in his love. She started hating her mom, little brother and her two aunts.
Her little brother with sita, mom and the two aunts, started an investigation on him. Vidhi didn't know that. She used to maintain a dairy. It was about her love story and one day, she forgot her dairy under the pillow and rushed to the college. Her brother found the dairy and read everything. Mom too read it and she got shattered. But stood strong. They know that dhruv is not a good person and vidhi deserves much better than him. After vidhi came back from college, her mom warned her indirectly. She didn't care.
Her final examinations started. She called dhruv to her college at her last exam. They had a good time. He dropped her home and all the way she was blushing.
After some days, sita, vidhi and vidhi's little brother were sitting on the roof top and talking some stuff. "one sec. Sita come. " he said. They went to a side. After a while they came back. "vidhi, i have something to confess. " her little brother said. "yeah, what now? " vidhi rolled her eyes and sighed. "vidhi, just listen. " sita said. Vidhi sighed and nodded. "dhruv is a cheater didi. " he said. "what? How do you know? " vidhi got angry. "i have proofs. Our aunts have proofs. They know him more than you. " he said. Vidhi became silent. "he said his age as 23 right? He's actually 32. Yeah age doesn't matter, i know. But, he's a cheater, coz he went to jail for raping a girl and also he moved in with two girls and they don't know that he's a cheater. I don't want my sister to ruin her life. I know you wanted to elope with him. But stop everything now. I love you vidhi. We love you vidhi. Please stop it. I know your heart is broken. But trust me, you'll get another guy who treats you like a princess and never breaks your heart. Don't ever ruin your life because of this vidhi. "
vidhi is now heartbroken and crying. "vidhi, your brother is so concerned on you. See! We don't want you to ruin your life because of that bastard. He doesn't deserve you. You are a queen my dear. " sita said. Vidhi hugged sita and she felt better.
After a while, they went down stairs to their flats and vidhi cried to sleep. She didn't knew that dhruv was such a cheater. She trusted him more than her and she really loved him. It was true love. She was all shattered and broken. It was her first love and she decided to marry a boy whom her parents decide. Sita was always there for vidhi. She stood strong support for her. After a month, she recovered from all the heart break and she started loving her life again.
Phase two: bad blood
1:
his name was pankaj shah. He was vidhi's one and only boy best friend. He was more like a half relationship for her. He was more than a friend and less than a boyfriend. They didn't kiss or intimate or do anything stupid, but, whenever vidhi wanted someone, he was there for her. Their friendship started in june, 2013. He was sitting alone in the classroom. She, her two other classmates, karishma and mounika spoke to him and asked about him. He told everything about him. He has a little brother and a little sister. His father is a stock broker and his mother is a home maker. He used to be calm and quiet in the freshman year at the college. He used to talk to vidhi and karishma for notes and other classroom things. He used to be irregular to the college. But he used to nail it when it comes to any presentations. Vidhi and pankaj grew close in the mean time. She invited him for her birthday party. He came and enjoyed. He saw sita and tried to speak to her.
"your sister is beautiful. " he said.
Vidhi smiled big. "thank you. "
she ran to sita. "sita, he says that you're beautiful. " vidhi winked. Sita saw her with a serious face. "i understood. " vidhi laughed and returned to pankaj. "she saw me with a serious face. " she closed her eyes and took a deep breath, shaking her head. "you shouldn't have said that to her. " pankaj kept a poker face. Vidhi rolled her eyes. Meanwhile he got a call and went downstairs to talk.
After the party, a little boy came to vidhi. "hey! " she she said. "avery, your friend pankaj was saying that the party and you were boring. " he said and went away with his little brother. Vidhi got lost in thought. Sita came and sat beside her. "why are you lost in thought? " she asked. "no, nothing i was just star gazing. " she said. They were sitting on the terrace. "you know i have a crush on deepak. " she asked. "yeah. " sita nodded. "i spoke to him today evening. We spoke till one hour. " vidhi got excited and turned to sita. She explained everything she spoke with him.
2:
it was the sophomore year and pankaj and vidhi became best friends. She didn't knew that she'll break up with dhruv and deepak would be an asshole to her. Eveytime she was low, pankaj supported her and made her confident. She trusted him blindly and the whole college knew about their friendship. They were like an example for those who said that boy and girl couldn't be friends. But he was irregular to the college. But they spoke on phone.
One day, they planned to do a short film. That was summer and they were having a small break from college. They wanted to take a horror film, in which pankaj and vidhi also acted. They filmed the movie on the phone. It was a story about four friends. Editing was done by pankaj's friend, sam. But it came as a drab, so that they didn't release the film. They grew much close eventually this time. She didn't knew about the consequences. She believed her at least this person wouldn't break her heart. She lent her books so that he could study for the supplementary examinations and he can pass. He too made her trust him. But yeah, his mind was thinking something else, that no one knew.
3:
it was the final year and they grew much closer as friends and promised each other that they would never a part. In the meantime, they planned for another film and this time they planned to get that out by any means. She was the director and best friend of the heroine. He was the assistant director and best friend of the hero. Heroine was her junior, samyuktha and the hero was pankaj's childhood friend eeshwar. The theme was about carelessness on road can result to a disaster. They filmed the picture in vidhi's iphone. It came out so good. They first released the teaser and next did the dubbing, for which vidhi's aunt took charge and they released the film. Samyuktha's voice was dubbed by avery's aunt, because she was being a stupid. After releasing, samyuktha wontedly insulted vidhi in front of everyone. The second heartbreak. Vidhi got broken and shattered. Her only classmate whom she trusted on, went away when she cried. She got even more broken. She realized that hard times reveal true people. She forgot everything and moved on. The film got an average talk. She didn't speak to sita for almost a year. Sita was busy in her life and vidhi was busy in her life. Pankaj consoled her every time. She got a blind trust on him every time.
4:
after they became graduates, vidhi did diploma in fashion designing and simultaneously in french. She started working as a junior designer and stylist for the lakme fashion week. She went there seasonally. She worked for her friend natasha, as she was the main designer. When she came back to hyderabad and she used to hangout with pankaj and they also went to a nearby place one day. Vidhi's parents didn't allow all these as they hated pankaj. But she trusted him, so she had a good time with him. They even went to a city near hyderabad and met their friend. They had a good time and also became much closer in this process, like a half relationship, more than a best friend and less than a girl friend, more than a best friend and less than a boyfriend. Everything was going fine. He had his degree supplementary examinations. He failed, so the management asked him to write the examinations for a few subjects, that is psychology and english literature.
"vidhi, i'm coming home. I want some books of abnormal psychology. Karishma said that she'll give me the photocopies of the other one's. " he said. "cool! Come over. " vidhi said. After a half hour, he came over. Vidhi taught him everything. She was good at subject knowledge. Her dad didn't like seeing them, studying together. She understood that and sent him home. After a couple of days, pankaj nailed his exams and gave the credits to vidhi and karishma. Vidhi felt very happy that her best friend nailed in the examinations. They were very happy with each other. It was 2015.
5:
after one year, that means in august, 2016. One day, pankaj called vidhi.
"hey pankaj! What's up? " vidhi asked casually.
"vidhi, how are you? Its been a long time without you my friend. " pankaj sounded blowing hot and cold.
"what's wrong? " vidhi asked, with a doubtful tone.
"vidhi, let's meet and have sex. I'm craving to do that with you. You really are fluffy and sexy. I want to kiss every part of your body. If not, i'll rape you. " he said.
Vidhi's mind became blank. She immediately cut the call and started calling sita. She didn't lift up. She kept on calling, but she didn't lift the call. So she called her another best friend, lasya goenka.
"hey vidhi, what's up? " she asked.
Vidhi cried. Lasya got tensed, "vidhi, what's wrong? "
vidhi explained everything to her and cried. Lasya took a deep breath and started, "vidhi, don't panic, don't take any ridiculous steps that could spoil your life and don't be scared. You are strong baby. You can go through this and battle this. We're there for you. Don't ever think that you are lonely. " lasya assured. "okay! " vidhi wiped her tears. "okay, i'll go home and call you. I'm in the bus now. " lasya said. "hmm. " vidhi cut the call and started crying even more. She cried silently and called sita again.
"what? " sita sounded harsh.
Vidhi cried and said everything, sobbing. "i didn't even expect this! " sita exclaimed.
"come down! " vidhi called.
"i can't granny came home. " sita started crying.
"it's... It's okay! " vidhi said. "i'm not even able to understand what should i do! " she said.
"vidhi, be calm and just do as we say. I and lasya are there for you. You don't worry. Don't cry. He loves to see you destroyed. " sita said. Vidhi nodded. "i'm so so sorry! " sita said. "it's-it's okay! " vidhi said. "you are strong my dear. You can get through. " sita said. Vidhi soft smiled, sobbing silently. "sita! Come here! " her mom called. "vidhi, i need to go. Mom's calling. Be strong and yeah, we all are there for you. " sita said. "okay! " vidhi said.
Meanwhile, a message popped up her phone. It was from a unknown number. She started chatting with that person and she knew that it is pankaj in the chat. She got even more broken. He threatened her, scared her, frightened her and broke her even more into small small tiny pieces. She was shattered. He threatened her that he would make her character bad in front of others and no one would believe her, but they'll only believe him. He also said that he would say that she slept with him many times and make her parents hate her.
She got scared.
She became a numb person.
Her mind was blank.
She had a sleepless night.
Next day, she called her elder brother. He's her soul brother, like her sibling. She said everything to him, as she couldn't resist. "vidhi, don't cry! Shut up and come over fast. I am just weak, or else, i used to come. Did you screenshot the chat? " he asked. "yeah. I did. " she said. "great! Then come over fast! " he said. She shoved her phone in her jeans pocket. She took her bike and pulled up to her brother's house.
After seeing everything and hearing everything, her brother came to a decision. "i'll take care of this matter. Just let me know what's happening. " he said. She nodded. His mom came. "hi auntie. " vidhi greeted. "hi vidhi. I have something for you. " she said and handed a hand purse to her. It's a red cream colored purse. Vidhi was so happy. Her brother adored her. "thank you so much! ! ! " she hugged her auntie and her brother. "so now i should go. I'll keep in touch. " she said giving a last hug to them. She rushed home.
6:
after a month, she got healed. One day her elder brother beat pankaj up. He saw him in a bus stop with another girl. He took him to a private place and beat him so hard. Sita, lauren, karishma were her true friends this time. They took care of vidhi so good. Her elder brother was her great support. Finally she became strong and happy with her life and people around her.
Phase three: mean
1.
Five years back:
st. Theresa's college, hyderabad, telangana, india.
"oh, it's raining already! " karishma said. "i love rain! ! ! " vidhi danced in the rain. "oh, you too come and dance. " she snatched karishma. They danced like retards and got wet in the rain. "my mom will kill me for this! " karishma frowned. "karishma! It's okay! " vidhi said. "can i join you guys? " a girl named krithi asked them. "hey i saw you in the english class! " vidhi said. "pretty much. " krithi blushed. Karishma cocked her eyebrow and saw her with a doubt. "what? " vidhi snapped. Karishma shook her head. "i'm leaving. "
that night, karishma called vidhi. "vidhi, i-i care for you. Th-that's what is making me warn about krithi. "
"karishma! It's okay. Don't judge her by her looks, okay? "
"i-i don't know. But i'm just having a doubt on her. "
"ka, see don't get an impression on her. That's just our first meet. Let's see what will happen when we become friends. "
"i think you're right. I shouldn't judge people like that. Let's see what happens later on. Good night. "
"good night and let's talk in the college tomorrow. "
"bye. " she cut the call.
2:
it's their senior year. Krithi and vidhi became best friends. One day, "let's hangout. It's been a while. The conjuring 2 is out in the theatres. Let's hit it this weekend? " krithi asked. "that's great! " vidhi said.
That weekend, they went to the movie and without knowing krithi's intentions, vidhi spent money for her. Krithi just enjoyed, claiming that she's a poor girl and she doesn't have any money to bring.
This continued for a long time. After three months, vidhi actually got many orders and she became busy in work. But krithi wanted to hangout every time as she was desperate to meet vidhi and use all her money. Krithi knew that vidhi is successful fashion designer and she gets a lot of money by her orders. She took this a chance. She always asked vidhi to hangout. Vidhi denied that she has work and she was actually busy. Krithi pretended to understand her. But actually she thought that vidhi is lying and she doesn't have that much to do. After some days, vidhi wanted to vent out everything. But she stood patiently to get the things sorted out. She thought that maybe she's thinking too much.
3:
february, 2016.
Krithi pinged vidhi.
"hey vidhi, what's up? It's been a long day without you my friend and i'll tell you all about it when i see you again. "
vidhi laughed.
"maybe we can go out this weekend? "
"i said you many times that i am not free even a second. I'm occupied with work. Only if you understand! "
"oh really! Why do you even bluff vidhi mukherjee? Don't be so fake. I can see things.
"what are you talking about? "
"you know very well that i hate you. But i don't have anyone to go out. No one wants to be my friend. That's why i used you for money. I went out with you because you are a rich girl. "
"rich? Who said? And yeah i expected!
"w-what did y-you ex-expect? "
"i expected this behaviour from you. "
"oh really? Then see what i'll i do if you reject me again. "
"you can't do anything and you don't have a right to force me. "
"i have all rights on you!
"okay, tell me what would you do?
"i will make you a characterless virgin. "
"you can't. Because virgins are with character! You dumb ass!
"yeah! But mark my words! You'll be framed as a characterless girl!
Vidhi didn't reply again. She became scared and she was having second thoughts on that girl. She pinged sita.
"sita! Come down. Fast! "
sita came down and vidhi showed everything krithi pinged.
"hmm! This girl is just bluffing. I have a plan vidhi! Ask her to meet this weekend and say her that you're going to bear all the money. But you don't go and claim that you have relatives all over and you can't come as your dad is angry on you. " sita said. "actually, i have to meet karishma tomorrow to take our graduation certificates from the university. "
"that would be great. I mean, you're going to meet karishma, right? So you guys go to starbucks tomorrow and automatically this krithi girl will be sure that you're occupied. " sita said. "yeah. I think i should talk to my brother about this. " vidhi said. "call him. " sita said. Vidhi talked to her brother. She explained the plan and he asked her to do it. Vidhi pinged krithi and she became so happy.
Next day,
krithi was constantly calling vidhi. She ignored her calls and messages. At last karishma and vidhi went to starbucks and got a seat. Vidhi explained what all happened to karishma. Finally vidhi picked up krithi's call.
"where were you avery? I waited for you for so long! " krithi frowned.
"i'm sorry krithi. I was occupied with relatives and my dad shouted at me so i am sitting in my room and listening to taylor swift's music. I am angry on him. I didn't even eat from the morning. " vidhi said munching on her cookie. Karishma giggled. Seeing her vidhi too giggled and winked.
"aww! So sad. I'm sorry. " krithi said.
Suddenly two phones, one after the other rang. Those were some random people phones.
"whose phones are those? " krithi asked.
"two of the relatives. " vidhi replied, giving a fist bump to karishma.
"but what is the proof? I mean how should i believe you? " krithi asked.
Vidhi got angry. "that's why i lodged a complaint against you in the police station. "
"i-i am sorry. " krithi got tensed up and cut the call.
"woah! That was intense! " karishma laughed. "i was warning about that girl from the beginning. You didn't listen to me. I know that she's like that! "
"i'm sorry babe! Really! " vidhi hugged karishma. She said everything to sita and they laughed their asses out.
After some days, krithi again messaged vidhi. "i am so sorry. I know you didn't lodge a complaint against me. I love you so much. You were, are and will be my best friend. "
vidhi ignored the message.
That was the best thing she did and she became so happy after that incident.
Phase four: wildest dreams, already
after two years,
1:
that night vidhi saw some signs of breakup and she got shattered. She didn't expect that from the girl, whom she loved more than herself, trusted more than anyone, would do like this. Yeah, she was bothering her, because she didn't wanna loose her. That girl, whom she saw her like her sister, her sibling, probably more than her sibling, broke up with me. She cried a lot and when her mom asked the reason, she just lied that she remembered her dead uncle. She cried all that night and had a sleepless night. Finally she suffered with fever.
She faked everything.
Her friends noticed it and asked 'what's wrong? ' and she started yelling at them.
Previously, she suffered with a family problem and had a severe heartbreak. That got solved and immediately this started. She also tried to commit a suicide. But, thinking of her family and sita, she stopped killing herself.
Yeah, she had so many heartbreaks in the past.
But none of them were more painful compared to this. After some days, she was out of her senses and texted to sita's brother. He said that he'll find out and she never got a reply from him. She cried the whole day and when her friends called me, she broke out in front of them. She didn't tell the reason, but she just cried a lot. Sita never knows this. She suffered when she suffered. She knew that she's is faking everything. She even got disappointed and cried the whole night. No one ever understood her the way she did. She promised in her heart that no matter what happens, she will be there for her and she kept her promise by not disturbing her.
Her friends said to go to her house and confront her. But she didn't do, because, she wants her to study for her exams and succeed at least this time. One day sita put up an instagram story. She commented on that.
She never expected the reply would be so heartbreaking.
She thinks that she didn't understand her and she every time reminded her of the bad girl of her life.
She got killed inside.
She hugged her teddy and cried her heart out, as no one was there in the house. She screamed and caught her neck and got two scars of my nails. She was bleeding actually.
Teddy was full drowned in tears. Her pillows were full of tears.
She wanted her back, even though, she knew that she'll never come back.
She imagined a lot of life with her. They also planned everything for the future, vidhis wedding, sitas wedding.
Her friend called her that evening and she spilled everything in front of her, crying. Her friend assured me that she'll get them back together. But sita never lifted the call.
Her four friends were there with her in this time. Now also, she's ready to accept her sister the way she is and if she gives her a second chance, she'll prove that she'll never make her sister feel lonely. She knows her more than anyone. She wanted to confront, but thinking of her, she didn't because, she loves her.
Yeah, she used to brag about every possible shit. But she was not depressed because she knew that Sita will be there for me, no matter what happens. She was just sad that things in my life were not normal.
They created their own life, which is about to get into pieces.
She's so shattered that, only Sita can repair everything. She didn't even expect an answer from her. She just wanted to share every happy and sad moment with her.
She loved her, loves her and will keep loving her entire life, even if she hates her.
She is ready to accept her the way she is, as she always did. She knows how strong their relationship is and shes moving on with a hope that she will return to her broken life and make it beautiful. If she does not return, she will think that my life is before Sita, with Sita and after Sita. She will be living, thinking of the most beautiful chapter of my life.
2:
after three months:
after their patch up, Vidhi's so-called sister, Sita, said everything to make her believe. She trusted her even more than before. They used to talk every day. She had her final exams, so she didn't disturb her.
Maybe that was the biggest mistake in her life, that made her think twice about their relation.
She saw and see her as her own sister. She will never understand her. She wants everyone to understand her and also she thinks that no one, even her parents doesn't understand her.
She said that her parents hate her!
But she doesnt think so. Before, she blocked her on instagram, making her create a private account. She said that her mom did that. But her mom's behaviour is never harsh or rude towards her. She never ignored her. She also takes her help for any occasion in her apartments. She doesnt even have an idea why she did like that.
She blocked her thrice in whatsapp. Once, she doesnt know why she blocked. Other one after their break up and next is now. She claimed that her dad did. So she thinks that vidhi is a foolish idiot.
Now, she made vidhi think of their relationship again! She is ignoring her. She denied having anyone to share her true feelings with. Sita also said that she feels empty without vidhi. That's what made her patch up with vidhi. She also said that she accepted vidhi as her elder sister by heart. Now, she forgot all these and she claims that she is feeling nosy, dizzy and she doesn't have a mood to talk, when vidhi gets that topic. Sita is taking vidhi for granted if she keeps on begging her to stay in her life forever. She again tried to commit a suicide because of her. Sita really hates vidhi now. What does she wants to prove to this stupidly caring and loving girl, who thinks Sita is her sister.
Once vidhi saw something in Sita's Instagram story and completely got broken again. Vidhi can't be fixed now. No one can fix her now. Even her. Because she said that Vidhi doesn't mean anything in her life! She doesnt blame her. She hates herself from this. That's why she cut myself. It's not okay that her mom came and put a bandage around her wrist and did some first aid. She really wants to die because she doesnt have a clarity and she's making her feel even more empty and even more depressed. If she's happy seeing her like this, it's okay. She is happy like this if she's happy. Why should vidhi only understand sita every time? Why can't she understand vidhi? Why does she live in a false dream that everyone will not understand her. Vidhi can't even imagine her life without her and she, she doesn't even care for her. Vidhi hates herself for doing such. Why can't she understand. Before she used to share every small thing with vidhi. Now, that girl is not there. She claims that vidhis sita is dead and another sita is born who is cold hearted, emotionless and care free. So by saying all these she's not happy, she knows. But why is she giving vidhi sadness. She's making her to hate herself. She says that she loves herself, but in reality, no! She doesn't even know what she wants in her life. She wants to lose the person who desperately wants to be in her life.
But after somedays, vidhi cousin sister kavya returned back to social media and normal life. Their bond is strong. She made vidhi forget about sita and she assured her that she will never be like sita. Vidhi trusted her, because kavya is chaste by heart and soul. Kavya made vidhis life normal again.
phase one: enchanted
her name is Vidhi Mukherji. She is 18 years old.
1:
it's 2013, November 28th. Last night, she called her friend, dhruv joshi. She said that a boy in her college is troubling her to love him. He said that he'll come and protect her.
After the college, he came and spoke to her for a while. After that boy came, they became intimate and started laughing, joking and probably smooching on their lips. That boy wanted vidhi to get jealous as he spoke to another girl, in front of her. She didn't care. After that boy went away, dhruv dropped her home. She again called him a spoke to him for so long hours.
She slept peacefully, as she didn't have sleep for the past one week. She didn't know that she actually started liking dhruv. She spoke to him regularly. They became best friends in no time.
2:
it was november 30th. That boy, who troubled vidhi, started troubling her again, as it was his birthday. He threw a party at his house and asked her to come. She didn't accept his invitation. He threatened her and scared her. She said she already has a boyfriend named dhruv.
She lied.
Yeah, she lied about dhruv.
But she never knew the consequences.
Dhruv showed up in the college. That boy and dhruv came face to face. He took a vidhi and they both went for a long drive. Vidhi was wearing a orange and green floral jumpsuit. She left her hair, straightened. She put on some light make up with a nude shade lipstick. She knew that she never looked gorgeous. "look in the mirror. I want to see your gorgeous face. You look beautiful. " dhruv said.
Vidhi blushed for the first time in her life, when a boy gave her a compliment. She usually smiles and thanks. She blushed, this time. "thank you. " she said, blushing all the way.
"hug me tighter. " he said. She immediately hugged him tighter from the back. They had a cozy long drive and they enjoyed the moments. He dropped vidhi home again. She had a quick shower and changed into her pajamas. She lied on her bed and texted dhruv.
"hey! "
"hi! Whats up beautiful? "
"nothing. Just had a shower and changed into my pajamas. "
"you would be more sexier without them.
"oh shut up dhruv. I have a holiday tomorrow. I can't see you.
"it's okay. We can meet the other day. "
"yeah! I am missing you already. We became best friends in no time dhruv. "
"yeah. I'm happy that we're good to each other and we're ready for accepting everything. "
"yeah.
"so? "
"i'll have some sleep dhruv. I'm so tired. I had a good time. Thank you. "
"have a good sleep. Yeah i too had a good time. Buh bye.
She shut her phone and kept aside, blushing. She had a very long sleep.
"vidhi! Get up! " she heard a voice and slowly opened her eyes. "it's 9:00 in the night. Have your had your dinner? It's your favorite steak and cheese with mashed potatoes. " her mom woke her up. "yes mommy! " she woke up lazily and washed her face. She had dinner and again slept.
3:
it is 2nd december. She was speaking on the phone with dhruv again.
"dhruv and alia and it becomes dhrulia" she laughed. She was giving ship names for him and the actresses. This time it was alia bhatt. "that's not good. " dhruv laughed. "okay, so dhruv and anushka and it becomes dhrunushka. " she laughed hard. "gross. " dhruv said. "i have a ship name. " he cut her off. "yeah. "she became silent. "dhruv and vidhi and it become dhruvidhi. How's it? " he asked. She became silent. A silent blush appeared on her face. "let's date vidhi. Be my girlfriend. I really didn't have a true love experience. This is the first time i'm falling in love. This should be the first and forever experience. I love you. " he confessed. "i... I... I love you too dhruv. " she blushed again. "let's meet up tomorrow? I have college. We can go out for a long drive again. " she asked. "i'm traveling back to Bangalore tomorrow, vidhi. I'll come back and call you. We'll meet. " he said. "yeah baby. Love you. " she said.
It was her first love.
First ever love.
She didn't think that she'll fall in love her entire life. She knew that she'll get married, but in an arranged way. Not on her own. She thought that she'll be introduced to the boy by her parents and they'll talk etc, etc. ! She was so happy that she's finally satisfied with herself and with dhruv too. She said that to her best friend Sita Chaudhary.
They're neighbors and are growing up together. She's the one whom vidhi can trust blindly. She looks after her as her little sister and sita too looks after vidhi as an elder sister. Their bond is strong. She was there with vidhi every time. They used to enjoy their every moment. She went up to her flat and started.
"sita, sita! " vidhi shouted.
"hi vidhi. Sita is taking a shower. " sita's mom said.
"okay, i'll sit and wait here. " vidhi said.
Sita's mom went to the bathroom door and knocked it twice.
"what mom! " sita shouted.
"sita, vidhi is waiting for you in your room. You better make it fast. " her mom said.
"oh my god! I forgot. I'm coming mom. " sita said, wrapping her towel.
She rushed into her room. "hey vidhi! " she waved. "hey sita. We are going out for lunch, remember? " vidhi asked. "yeah. What to wear? " sita asked, keeping her hands on her waist. Vidhi pulled out an orange plain maxi and "don't start a melodrama now. I know that your choice is so tough. We don't have time. Let's get started. "
sita grinned and she put on her makeup and styled herself with the help of vidhi. They went out. Sita pulled her car and they went to dominos. "pizza! " sita squealed. Vidhi laughed. "which one? "
"hmm! Lemme think! " she started thinking. "double cheese! " sita's eyes glew with joy. "then we'll take two. " vidhi said. Sita nodded. After a while, vidhi got back with two pizzas and cokes. "so what about your boyfriend. Tell me about him. " she asked. Vidhi soft smiled. "what's wrong? " sita asked, munching the pizza slice. "he's in bangalore. His home. " she gave a sad look. "it's okay. He'll come back. " sita said. Vidhi blushed. They had a good time and got back home.
Vidhi called dhruv. He didn't pick up. He called him several times, but he didn't pick up. She got frustrated. "arrrrgh! ! ! ! What's wrong with him! Oh my god! I think he's making up with another girl! God! I need to call him again. " she mumbled and again dialed him. He picked up this time. "what? What's wrong? " he asked. "why are you not picking up? I'm missing you so much! " she almost cried. "shh! Baby! I was busy and kept my phone in silent mode. " he said. "what's busy than me? You're making up with another girl! " she said. "shut up vidhi. I love you. I only love you! Got it! I can't even imagine a girl with me rather than you. " he said. This time, she was in tears. "i'm so sorry. I'm so dumb. I doubted on you. I'm so lame! I love you so much. " she said with teary tone. They spoke two hours and vidhi slept peacefully, blushing.
5:
after he came back from bangalore, he met vidhi. They had a good time and they had a light first kiss. They became a happy couple, until dhruv ignored avery. She didn't notice it, because she was so innocent at that time. She didn't know that dhruv was cheating on her. She loved him so much that she became so blind in his love. She started hating her mom, little brother and her two aunts.
Her little brother with sita, mom and the two aunts, started an investigation on him. Vidhi didn't know that. She used to maintain a dairy. It was about her love story and one day, she forgot her dairy under the pillow and rushed to the college. Her brother found the dairy and read everything. Mom too read it and she got shattered. But stood strong. They know that dhruv is not a good person and vidhi deserves much better than him. After vidhi came back from college, her mom warned her indirectly. She didn't care.
Her final examinations started. She called dhruv to her college at her last exam. They had a good time. He dropped her home and all the way she was blushing.
After some days, sita, vidhi and vidhi's little brother were sitting on the roof top and talking some stuff. "one sec. Sita come. " he said. They went to a side. After a while they came back. "vidhi, i have something to confess. " her little brother said. "yeah, what now? " vidhi rolled her eyes and sighed. "vidhi, just listen. " sita said. Vidhi sighed and nodded. "dhruv is a cheater didi. " he said. "what? How do you know? " vidhi got angry. "i have proofs. Our aunts have proofs. They know him more than you. " he said. Vidhi became silent. "he said his age as 23 right? He's actually 32. Yeah age doesn't matter, i know. But, he's a cheater, coz he went to jail for raping a girl and also he moved in with two girls and they don't know that he's a cheater. I don't want my sister to ruin her life. I know you wanted to elope with him. But stop everything now. I love you vidhi. We love you vidhi. Please stop it. I know your heart is broken. But trust me, you'll get another guy who treats you like a princess and never breaks your heart. Don't ever ruin your life because of this vidhi. "
vidhi is now heartbroken and crying. "vidhi, your brother is so concerned on you. See! We don't want you to ruin your life because of that bastard. He doesn't deserve you. You are a queen my dear. " sita said. Vidhi hugged sita and she felt better.
After a while, they went down stairs to their flats and vidhi cried to sleep. She didn't knew that dhruv was such a cheater. She trusted him more than her and she really loved him. It was true love. She was all shattered and broken. It was her first love and she decided to marry a boy whom her parents decide. Sita was always there for vidhi. She stood strong support for her. After a month, she recovered from all the heart break and she started loving her life again.
Phase two: bad blood
1:
his name was pankaj shah. He was vidhi's one and only boy best friend. He was more like a half relationship for her. He was more than a friend and less than a boyfriend. They didn't kiss or intimate or do anything stupid, but, whenever vidhi wanted someone, he was there for her. Their friendship started in june, 2013. He was sitting alone in the classroom. She, her two other classmates, karishma and mounika spoke to him and asked about him. He told everything about him. He has a little brother and a little sister. His father is a stock broker and his mother is a home maker. He used to be calm and quiet in the freshman year at the college. He used to talk to vidhi and karishma for notes and other classroom things. He used to be irregular to the college. But he used to nail it when it comes to any presentations. Vidhi and pankaj grew close in the mean time. She invited him for her birthday party. He came and enjoyed. He saw sita and tried to speak to her.
"your sister is beautiful. " he said.
Vidhi smiled big. "thank you. "
she ran to sita. "sita, he says that you're beautiful. " vidhi winked. Sita saw her with a serious face. "i understood. " vidhi laughed and returned to pankaj. "she saw me with a serious face. " she closed her eyes and took a deep breath, shaking her head. "you shouldn't have said that to her. " pankaj kept a poker face. Vidhi rolled her eyes. Meanwhile he got a call and went downstairs to talk.
After the party, a little boy came to vidhi. "hey! " she she said. "avery, your friend pankaj was saying that the party and you were boring. " he said and went away with his little brother. Vidhi got lost in thought. Sita came and sat beside her. "why are you lost in thought? " she asked. "no, nothing i was just star gazing. " she said. They were sitting on the terrace. "you know i have a crush on deepak. " she asked. "yeah. " sita nodded. "i spoke to him today evening. We spoke till one hour. " vidhi got excited and turned to sita. She explained everything she spoke with him.
2:
it was the sophomore year and pankaj and vidhi became best friends. She didn't knew that she'll break up with dhruv and deepak would be an asshole to her. Eveytime she was low, pankaj supported her and made her confident. She trusted him blindly and the whole college knew about their friendship. They were like an example for those who said that boy and girl couldn't be friends. But he was irregular to the college. But they spoke on phone.
One day, they planned to do a short film. That was summer and they were having a small break from college. They wanted to take a horror film, in which pankaj and vidhi also acted. They filmed the movie on the phone. It was a story about four friends. Editing was done by pankaj's friend, sam. But it came as a drab, so that they didn't release the film. They grew much close eventually this time. She didn't knew about the consequences. She believed her at least this person wouldn't break her heart. She lent her books so that he could study for the supplementary examinations and he can pass. He too made her trust him. But yeah, his mind was thinking something else, that no one knew.
3:
it was the final year and they grew much closer as friends and promised each other that they would never a part. In the meantime, they planned for another film and this time they planned to get that out by any means. She was the director and best friend of the heroine. He was the assistant director and best friend of the hero. Heroine was her junior, samyuktha and the hero was pankaj's childhood friend eeshwar. The theme was about carelessness on road can result to a disaster. They filmed the picture in vidhi's iphone. It came out so good. They first released the teaser and next did the dubbing, for which vidhi's aunt took charge and they released the film. Samyuktha's voice was dubbed by avery's aunt, because she was being a stupid. After releasing, samyuktha wontedly insulted vidhi in front of everyone. The second heartbreak. Vidhi got broken and shattered. Her only classmate whom she trusted on, went away when she cried. She got even more broken. She realized that hard times reveal true people. She forgot everything and moved on. The film got an average talk. She didn't speak to sita for almost a year. Sita was busy in her life and vidhi was busy in her life. Pankaj consoled her every time. She got a blind trust on him every time.
4:
after they became graduates, vidhi did diploma in fashion designing and simultaneously in french. She started working as a junior designer and stylist for the lakme fashion week. She went there seasonally. She worked for her friend natasha, as she was the main designer. When she came back to hyderabad and she used to hangout with pankaj and they also went to a nearby place one day. Vidhi's parents didn't allow all these as they hated pankaj. But she trusted him, so she had a good time with him. They even went to a city near hyderabad and met their friend. They had a good time and also became much closer in this process, like a half relationship, more than a best friend and less than a girl friend, more than a best friend and less than a boyfriend. Everything was going fine. He had his degree supplementary examinations. He failed, so the management asked him to write the examinations for a few subjects, that is psychology and english literature.
"vidhi, i'm coming home. I want some books of abnormal psychology. Karishma said that she'll give me the photocopies of the other one's. " he said. "cool! Come over. " vidhi said. After a half hour, he came over. Vidhi taught him everything. She was good at subject knowledge. Her dad didn't like seeing them, studying together. She understood that and sent him home. After a couple of days, pankaj nailed his exams and gave the credits to vidhi and karishma. Vidhi felt very happy that her best friend nailed in the examinations. They were very happy with each other. It was 2015.
5:
after one year, that means in august, 2016. One day, pankaj called vidhi.
"hey pankaj! What's up? " vidhi asked casually.
"vidhi, how are you? Its been a long time without you my friend. " pankaj sounded blowing hot and cold.
"what's wrong? " vidhi asked, with a doubtful tone.
"vidhi, let's meet and have sex. I'm craving to do that with you. You really are fluffy and sexy. I want to kiss every part of your body. If not, i'll rape you. " he said.
Vidhi's mind became blank. She immediately cut the call and started calling sita. She didn't lift up. She kept on calling, but she didn't lift the call. So she called her another best friend, lasya goenka.
"hey vidhi, what's up? " she asked.
Vidhi cried. Lasya got tensed, "vidhi, what's wrong? "
vidhi explained everything to her and cried. Lasya took a deep breath and started, "vidhi, don't panic, don't take any ridiculous steps that could spoil your life and don't be scared. You are strong baby. You can go through this and battle this. We're there for you. Don't ever think that you are lonely. " lasya assured. "okay! " vidhi wiped her tears. "okay, i'll go home and call you. I'm in the bus now. " lasya said. "hmm. " vidhi cut the call and started crying even more. She cried silently and called sita again.
"what? " sita sounded harsh.
Vidhi cried and said everything, sobbing. "i didn't even expect this! " sita exclaimed.
"come down! " vidhi called.
"i can't granny came home. " sita started crying.
"it's... It's okay! " vidhi said. "i'm not even able to understand what should i do! " she said.
"vidhi, be calm and just do as we say. I and lasya are there for you. You don't worry. Don't cry. He loves to see you destroyed. " sita said. Vidhi nodded. "i'm so so sorry! " sita said. "it's-it's okay! " vidhi said. "you are strong my dear. You can get through. " sita said. Vidhi soft smiled, sobbing silently. "sita! Come here! " her mom called. "vidhi, i need to go. Mom's calling. Be strong and yeah, we all are there for you. " sita said. "okay! " vidhi said.
Meanwhile, a message popped up her phone. It was from a unknown number. She started chatting with that person and she knew that it is pankaj in the chat. She got even more broken. He threatened her, scared her, frightened her and broke her even more into small small tiny pieces. She was shattered. He threatened her that he would make her character bad in front of others and no one would believe her, but they'll only believe him. He also said that he would say that she slept with him many times and make her parents hate her.
She got scared.
She became a numb person.
Her mind was blank.
She had a sleepless night.
Next day, she called her elder brother. He's her soul brother, like her sibling. She said everything to him, as she couldn't resist. "vidhi, don't cry! Shut up and come over fast. I am just weak, or else, i used to come. Did you screenshot the chat? " he asked. "yeah. I did. " she said. "great! Then come over fast! " he said. She shoved her phone in her jeans pocket. She took her bike and pulled up to her brother's house.
After seeing everything and hearing everything, her brother came to a decision. "i'll take care of this matter. Just let me know what's happening. " he said. She nodded. His mom came. "hi auntie. " vidhi greeted. "hi vidhi. I have something for you. " she said and handed a hand purse to her. It's a red cream colored purse. Vidhi was so happy. Her brother adored her. "thank you so much! ! ! " she hugged her auntie and her brother. "so now i should go. I'll keep in touch. " she said giving a last hug to them. She rushed home.
6:
after a month, she got healed. One day her elder brother beat pankaj up. He saw him in a bus stop with another girl. He took him to a private place and beat him so hard. Sita, lauren, karishma were her true friends this time. They took care of vidhi so good. Her elder brother was her great support. Finally she became strong and happy with her life and people around her.
Phase three: mean
1.
Five years back:
st. Theresa's college, hyderabad, telangana, india.
"oh, it's raining already! " karishma said. "i love rain! ! ! " vidhi danced in the rain. "oh, you too come and dance. " she snatched karishma. They danced like retards and got wet in the rain. "my mom will kill me for this! " karishma frowned. "karishma! It's okay! " vidhi said. "can i join you guys? " a girl named krithi asked them. "hey i saw you in the english class! " vidhi said. "pretty much. " krithi blushed. Karishma cocked her eyebrow and saw her with a doubt. "what? " vidhi snapped. Karishma shook her head. "i'm leaving. "
that night, karishma called vidhi. "vidhi, i-i care for you. Th-that's what is making me warn about krithi. "
"karishma! It's okay. Don't judge her by her looks, okay? "
"i-i don't know. But i'm just having a doubt on her. "
"ka, see don't get an impression on her. That's just our first meet. Let's see what will happen when we become friends. "
"i think you're right. I shouldn't judge people like that. Let's see what happens later on. Good night. "
"good night and let's talk in the college tomorrow. "
"bye. " she cut the call.
2:
it's their senior year. Krithi and vidhi became best friends. One day, "let's hangout. It's been a while. The conjuring 2 is out in the theatres. Let's hit it this weekend? " krithi asked. "that's great! " vidhi said.
That weekend, they went to the movie and without knowing krithi's intentions, vidhi spent money for her. Krithi just enjoyed, claiming that she's a poor girl and she doesn't have any money to bring.
This continued for a long time. After three months, vidhi actually got many orders and she became busy in work. But krithi wanted to hangout every time as she was desperate to meet vidhi and use all her money. Krithi knew that vidhi is successful fashion designer and she gets a lot of money by her orders. She took this a chance. She always asked vidhi to hangout. Vidhi denied that she has work and she was actually busy. Krithi pretended to understand her. But actually she thought that vidhi is lying and she doesn't have that much to do. After some days, vidhi wanted to vent out everything. But she stood patiently to get the things sorted out. She thought that maybe she's thinking too much.
3:
february, 2016.
Krithi pinged vidhi.
"hey vidhi, what's up? It's been a long day without you my friend and i'll tell you all about it when i see you again. "
vidhi laughed.
"maybe we can go out this weekend? "
"i said you many times that i am not free even a second. I'm occupied with work. Only if you understand! "
"oh really! Why do you even bluff vidhi mukherjee? Don't be so fake. I can see things.
"what are you talking about? "
"you know very well that i hate you. But i don't have anyone to go out. No one wants to be my friend. That's why i used you for money. I went out with you because you are a rich girl. "
"rich? Who said? And yeah i expected!
"w-what did y-you ex-expect? "
"i expected this behaviour from you. "
"oh really? Then see what i'll i do if you reject me again. "
"you can't do anything and you don't have a right to force me. "
"i have all rights on you!
"okay, tell me what would you do?
"i will make you a characterless virgin. "
"you can't. Because virgins are with character! You dumb ass!
"yeah! But mark my words! You'll be framed as a characterless girl!
Vidhi didn't reply again. She became scared and she was having second thoughts on that girl. She pinged sita.
"sita! Come down. Fast! "
sita came down and vidhi showed everything krithi pinged.
"hmm! This girl is just bluffing. I have a plan vidhi! Ask her to meet this weekend and say her that you're going to bear all the money. But you don't go and claim that you have relatives all over and you can't come as your dad is angry on you. " sita said. "actually, i have to meet karishma tomorrow to take our graduation certificates from the university. "
"that would be great. I mean, you're going to meet karishma, right? So you guys go to starbucks tomorrow and automatically this krithi girl will be sure that you're occupied. " sita said. "yeah. I think i should talk to my brother about this. " vidhi said. "call him. " sita said. Vidhi talked to her brother. She explained the plan and he asked her to do it. Vidhi pinged krithi and she became so happy.
Next day,
krithi was constantly calling vidhi. She ignored her calls and messages. At last karishma and vidhi went to starbucks and got a seat. Vidhi explained what all happened to karishma. Finally vidhi picked up krithi's call.
"where were you avery? I waited for you for so long! " krithi frowned.
"i'm sorry krithi. I was occupied with relatives and my dad shouted at me so i am sitting in my room and listening to taylor swift's music. I am angry on him. I didn't even eat from the morning. " vidhi said munching on her cookie. Karishma giggled. Seeing her vidhi too giggled and winked.
"aww! So sad. I'm sorry. " krithi said.
Suddenly two phones, one after the other rang. Those were some random people phones.
"whose phones are those? " krithi asked.
"two of the relatives. " vidhi replied, giving a fist bump to karishma.
"but what is the proof? I mean how should i believe you? " krithi asked.
Vidhi got angry. "that's why i lodged a complaint against you in the police station. "
"i-i am sorry. " krithi got tensed up and cut the call.
"woah! That was intense! " karishma laughed. "i was warning about that girl from the beginning. You didn't listen to me. I know that she's like that! "
"i'm sorry babe! Really! " vidhi hugged karishma. She said everything to sita and they laughed their asses out.
After some days, krithi again messaged vidhi. "i am so sorry. I know you didn't lodge a complaint against me. I love you so much. You were, are and will be my best friend. "
vidhi ignored the message.
That was the best thing she did and she became so happy after that incident.
Phase four: wildest dreams, already
after two years,
1:
that night vidhi saw some signs of breakup and she got shattered. She didn't expect that from the girl, whom she loved more than herself, trusted more than anyone, would do like this. Yeah, she was bothering her, because she didn't wanna loose her. That girl, whom she saw her like her sister, her sibling, probably more than her sibling, broke up with me. She cried a lot and when her mom asked the reason, she just lied that she remembered her dead uncle. She cried all that night and had a sleepless night. Finally she suffered with fever.
She faked everything.
Her friends noticed it and asked 'what's wrong? ' and she started yelling at them.
Previously, she suffered with a family problem and had a severe heartbreak. That got solved and immediately this started. She also tried to commit a suicide. But, thinking of her family and sita, she stopped killing herself.
Yeah, she had so many heartbreaks in the past.
But none of them were more painful compared to this. After some days, she was out of her senses and texted to sita's brother. He said that he'll find out and she never got a reply from him. She cried the whole day and when her friends called me, she broke out in front of them. She didn't tell the reason, but she just cried a lot. Sita never knows this. She suffered when she suffered. She knew that she's is faking everything. She even got disappointed and cried the whole night. No one ever understood her the way she did. She promised in her heart that no matter what happens, she will be there for her and she kept her promise by not disturbing her.
Her friends said to go to her house and confront her. But she didn't do, because, she wants her to study for her exams and succeed at least this time. One day sita put up an instagram story. She commented on that.
She never expected the reply would be so heartbreaking.
She thinks that she didn't understand her and she every time reminded her of the bad girl of her life.
She got killed inside.
She hugged her teddy and cried her heart out, as no one was there in the house. She screamed and caught her neck and got two scars of my nails. She was bleeding actually.
Teddy was full drowned in tears. Her pillows were full of tears.
She wanted her back, even though, she knew that she'll never come back.
She imagined a lot of life with her. They also planned everything for the future, vidhis wedding, sitas wedding.
Her friend called her that evening and she spilled everything in front of her, crying. Her friend assured me that she'll get them back together. But sita never lifted the call.
Her four friends were there with her in this time. Now also, she's ready to accept her sister the way she is and if she gives her a second chance, she'll prove that she'll never make her sister feel lonely. She knows her more than anyone. She wanted to confront, but thinking of her, she didn't because, she loves her.
Yeah, she used to brag about every possible shit. But she was not depressed because she knew that Sita will be there for me, no matter what happens. She was just sad that things in my life were not normal.
They created their own life, which is about to get into pieces.
She's so shattered that, only Sita can repair everything. She didn't even expect an answer from her. She just wanted to share every happy and sad moment with her.
She loved her, loves her and will keep loving her entire life, even if she hates her.
She is ready to accept her the way she is, as she always did. She knows how strong their relationship is and shes moving on with a hope that she will return to her broken life and make it beautiful. If she does not return, she will think that my life is before Sita, with Sita and after Sita. She will be living, thinking of the most beautiful chapter of my life.
2:
after three months:
after their patch up, Vidhi's so-called sister, Sita, said everything to make her believe. She trusted her even more than before. They used to talk every day. She had her final exams, so she didn't disturb her.
Maybe that was the biggest mistake in her life, that made her think twice about their relation.
She saw and see her as her own sister. She will never understand her. She wants everyone to understand her and also she thinks that no one, even her parents doesn't understand her.
She said that her parents hate her!
But she doesnt think so. Before, she blocked her on instagram, making her create a private account. She said that her mom did that. But her mom's behaviour is never harsh or rude towards her. She never ignored her. She also takes her help for any occasion in her apartments. She doesnt even have an idea why she did like that.
She blocked her thrice in whatsapp. Once, she doesnt know why she blocked. Other one after their break up and next is now. She claimed that her dad did. So she thinks that vidhi is a foolish idiot.
Now, she made vidhi think of their relationship again! She is ignoring her. She denied having anyone to share her true feelings with. Sita also said that she feels empty without vidhi. That's what made her patch up with vidhi. She also said that she accepted vidhi as her elder sister by heart. Now, she forgot all these and she claims that she is feeling nosy, dizzy and she doesn't have a mood to talk, when vidhi gets that topic. Sita is taking vidhi for granted if she keeps on begging her to stay in her life forever. She again tried to commit a suicide because of her. Sita really hates vidhi now. What does she wants to prove to this stupidly caring and loving girl, who thinks Sita is her sister.
Once vidhi saw something in Sita's Instagram story and completely got broken again. Vidhi can't be fixed now. No one can fix her now. Even her. Because she said that Vidhi doesn't mean anything in her life! She doesnt blame her. She hates herself from this. That's why she cut myself. It's not okay that her mom came and put a bandage around her wrist and did some first aid. She really wants to die because she doesnt have a clarity and she's making her feel even more empty and even more depressed. If she's happy seeing her like this, it's okay. She is happy like this if she's happy. Why should vidhi only understand sita every time? Why can't she understand vidhi? Why does she live in a false dream that everyone will not understand her. Vidhi can't even imagine her life without her and she, she doesn't even care for her. Vidhi hates herself for doing such. Why can't she understand. Before she used to share every small thing with vidhi. Now, that girl is not there. She claims that vidhis sita is dead and another sita is born who is cold hearted, emotionless and care free. So by saying all these she's not happy, she knows. But why is she giving vidhi sadness. She's making her to hate herself. She says that she loves herself, but in reality, no! She doesn't even know what she wants in her life. She wants to lose the person who desperately wants to be in her life.
But after somedays, vidhi cousin sister kavya returned back to social media and normal life. Their bond is strong. She made vidhi forget about sita and she assured her that she will never be like sita. Vidhi trusted her, because kavya is chaste by heart and soul. Kavya made vidhis life normal again.
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