I was 18 when I first drunk alcohol it took all my pain away.I was 22 and at work and I seen her she had big boobs and long brown hair.She was looking for something to do after work.She offer me to start hanging out with her.
So I start hanging out with her after work drinking whiskey before I get there cope with anxiety.Act as straight as possible around her so she don't know I'm drunk.We talk on her outside patio because she still lives with her diabetic crazy ass mom with one foot.
So the more we hang out with one another the more we fall in love.So one day after work go to her house after drinking some whiskey.We are in love we screw on her outside patio in front of God and the road her house is by.
So as time went on we were hanging out on the outside patio and her mom invited us in.So me being shy and drunk I said hi.We walk up stairs to her room her mom this says leave door open.It didn't keep us from screwing her druggie sister actually walked past us she didn't say nothing.
So long story short her mom ends up in hospital with blood poisoning from not taking care of her self she does .I move in with her.Start looking for something cheap to drink.Start drinking these nine percent tall boys.I start mixing them with energy drinks before work.Wrong thing to do get addicted to them.
Couple months later found out shes knock up.Tell my parents don't know what to do.They offer us to move in with them to get away from her druggie sister.So living with my parents still drinking.
I get to go to hospital today yay not really.So we go in I hide a pint of whiskey on me.Take drinks when this me and her.So we get to go home today with are child.My parents picks us up.
So still drinking start drinking 3 to 4 nine percent cans a day.Forawhile until one day I can't eat or drink nothing for a couple days.I end up getting took to the hospital.I get told I'm severely dehydrated.
I get told I had acid from my stomach to my throat.I get eleven bags of Iv fluid them five days.Get told I was close to death.Learn to cope with anxiety without anything.
Love ur kids and love urself.